Sunshine
it's been a long time
and I know you have
somewhere to be
some things to do
some friends to see
What can I say?

Rachel
you're my angel
now tie your shoes
you fell behind
and there's so much
to see outside
Come and find me



Recorded at the Sugar Tank
Engineered by Levi Schlosser
Mastered by Troy Messerall

Rachel

kaleidoscoping

I stopped looking for answers in all of the wrong places
They once looked so inviting to me
I stopped wishing that you'd see my value as a person
I don't need anyone to set me free

It's a hard truth, getting older
All these knives stuck in our shoulders
It's a hard truth, to have loved you
Left me with more pain to undo

If I shed a tear it won't be for you
It will be for the person I used to be
Before you took them away from me
When I went looking for answers

When I close my eyes I feel your lies
And I can see that it was never meant to be
All you ever did was hurt me
So I went looking for answers

Oh, if there was an acting award
For acting like you care 'til you're bored
You'd win it while I'd die by your sword

And oh, if it isn't shiny and new
Then it's disposable to you
You bite the hand that feeds then you chew

If I shed a tear it won't be for you
It will be for the person I used to be
Before you took them away from me
When I went looking for answers

When I close my eyes I feel your lies
And I can see that it was never meant to be
All you ever did was hurt me
So I went looking for answers

I don't forgive you
I never have to
I don't forgive you
I never have to

I don't forgive you
I never have to
I don't forgive you
I never have to

I don't forgive you
I never have to
I don't forgive you
I never have to

I don't forgive you
I never have to
I don't forgive you
I never have to

Slasher Flick

Answers

I like holding your hand
But it hurts, oh I can't stand
To see you
To feel you
My insides are turning blue

I like the way that you walk
Sometimes I wish you'd never stop
My heart aches
My bones break
With each little move you make

I can't help, I can't really help it
You make me feel like

You're waiting for the next best thing
Something had to change
A girl you'd give a diamond ring
It's kind of hard to explain
I'm not mad that you don't adore me
Wish you told me
But when I'm with you I feel lonely
Oh-oh-oh

I've been staring outside
Spare time, was thinking I could find
Where leaves blow
Where the weeks go
When the snow comes to dampen your fall

Far from the life that we knew
Months hurtle by and I barely see you
So I've been down
Dumb as it sounds
When you're with me, you're somebody else

I can't help, I can't really help it
You make me feel like

You're waiting for the next best thing
Something had to change
A girl you'd give a diamond ring
It's kind of hard to explain
I'm not mad that you don't adore me
Wish you told me
But when I'm with you I feel lonely

Oh, you're waiting for the next best thing
You're saying hi to your friends
The table won't know what to bring
Nice to see you again
Your intentions are so damn hazy
Though it pains me
I wish you'd let your guard get lazy
Oh-oh-oh

Next Best Thing (feat. Vansire)

Wasted, wasted youth
I'm choking on the truth, oh
Growing old is never easy
When there's so much that I want to do yet
I can hardly leave the room so

Please won't you just leave me alone
Nobody can help me
Nowhere feels like home

Uh
Whenever I'm feeling lonely
Whenever I'm feeling lonely

Need to sort my shit out
Fell asleep on the couch
I never loved sleeping as much as I do now

Why do you think that is, huh
Prescribe me some more meds until there's nothing in my head at all
Side effects may occur

And now it's getting serious
I think I'm a little delirious
Cause I want novocaine injected right into my brain

To get this thing to settle down
And turn my sadness all around
Do you think that it's feasible

To feel or to feel nothing at all
To feel or to feel nothing at all

Why's it always got to be like this
When's it going to be the last time
When's it going to be the last time

Every day is hell
And I'm stuck in myself
Nobody can hear me calling out

To feel or to feel nothing at all
To feel or to feel nothing at all

Death Of

1, 2, 3, 4
Who can ever really know 4 sure
'Cause nothing you say has got any merit
I don't wear my heart on my sleeve 'cause I know you would tear it

5, 6, 7, 8
You're late 'cause you came from your last date
And it is already New Year's Day
I waited for you

You treat me like a dog or a parasite
I was always yours, you were never mine
I'm not the final girl in your horror movie
But you won't let me die you'd rather do it slowly

Left alone
Heart is in the Twilight Zone
It would be more of a jump scare
If you actually showed up when you said you'd be there

Now I know what you are
You were texting her number riding in my car
And I know someone better you should meet
She's fast, and she's shiny and her name's Christine

You treat me like a dog or a parasite
I was always yours, you were never mine
I'm not the final girl in your horror movie
But you won't let me die you'd rather do it slowly

Slasher flick
I'm living in a slasher flick
I'm not the final girl
Don't get another day in your world

And there's no sequel for me
Like you convinced me to believe
People like you are so good at
Always hiding behind a mask

You treat me like a dog or a parasite
I was always yours you were never mine
I'm not the final girl in your horror movie
But you won't let me die you'd rather do it slowly

Hey

It's just a matter of time
Before you finally reach me
I'll put my heart on the line
And you can put yours too

So c'mon give me a sign
And you can finally teach me
A feeling I can't define
Maybe you'll feel it too

1-800-LOVE
1-800-LOVE

Hello you've reached the hotline
At the tone leave affection
I'll do my best yeah I'll try
To get right back to you

So c'mon give me a sign
Before we lose connection
And I'll let you see me cry
And dance to my own tune

1-800-LOVE
1-800-LOVE
1-800-LOVE
1-800-LOVE

1-800-LOVE

1-800-LOVE

Broken

Underline: 
make another move, the time is on our side
Yours and mine
strange enough the war is only half on time

Where do we go from here? She said
It’s breaking my heart
Try as I may to hold together
But it’s falling apart

Best believe
Company is only ever two or three
Water down
Water down your wine, oh darling
I’ll show you how

Where do we go from here? She said
It’s breaking my heart
Try as I may to hold together
But it’s falling apart

Where do we go from here? She said
It’s breaking my heart
Try as I may to hold together
But it’s falling apart

1-800-LOVE

FLOOR CRY

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