killmesumday & witch hotel - desire (prod. discent)

@k0a
@vaeo-music
@mssnger

this is an ode to a live ill never live
moving mostly in silence
spend all my time fighting(was supposed to say confinding, but i only say "fighting")
dont want to resort to the violence
but sometimes i get these ideas
and i cant help that ive fallen
i cant help that im diving
i cant help when i dying
but i wont fall alone
ya im gonna fix this home
you were never strong
i just played along

so now i lay to sleep
with these thoughts in my mind
fight with them all night
something dont feel right
till i make peace with them
if i can do it
you will be alright
in another life
you were almost fine
you were almost mine

dont want to resort to the violence
but sometimes i get these ideas
and i cant help that ive fallen
i cant help that im diving
i cant help when i dying
so now i lay to sleep
with these thoughts in my mind
fight with them all night
something dont feel right
till i make peace with them
if i can do it
you will be alright

step by step and breath by breath i’ll walk alone from you
and every breath i take just makes me want revenge for what you put me through

like waste of time waste of time, all it is wasted time
travel round the world and back again, just to make you all mine
all mine, i think about you all night
if you scared of my prescence i can’t make it alright

face down drowning in my blood waiting for the world to end
lifting up ur shoulders at me when i try to grab ur hand
singed my skin off, treat me like i’m contraband
never meant to hurt you never meant to hurt you never meant

and this was never the life that i wanted
and now i’m right back where i started
i built my life on a house of cards and
it took one word to blow it away

never wanted (mssnger x mardee)

subsad agenda
produced by me

lyrics:
im so sick of other artists tryna tell me that im not shit
"subsad u a bitch and i dont care that u dropped it"
"oh u made a song and u dropped it but nothing, that shit prolly flopping"
tell me that im nothing.
"i dont even fuck with subsad they a bitch dude"
"i dont even wanna show love cause my bitch do"
i know u upset cause im doing things u cant do
grown ass man getting pressed over a damn kid

"damn kid how tf did u accept it"
i dont even know i wake up everyday and make it
"make it? how the fuck are you gon make it?"
i dont even know i wake up everyday and take it

*voice*

ive been steady laughing at these locals cause i know theyll never do shit
fucking up ur life cause u was too afraid to do it
i got off my ass and then i made it fucking happen
look at all my numbers going up they not subtracting
all my brothers going up with me ill never switch up
letter to my opps: im sorry that i fucked ur bitch huh 
now u steady crying in ur mf pick up
he said im a f*ggot but we know that u a bitch huh
aint nobody work as hard as me thats all sub-traction
i got off my ass so i could buy myself a mansion
u could post an album and still get no damn reaction
imma post a picture of my face and get some action

reaction

will delete if you want me to aldn

I heard from someone else that you miss me and I miss you
Well is that true?
You take my breath away, but every time, I walk the other way
What can I say? And I'm fine
Drinking wine and wasting time
Just to catch another glimpse of someone new
And I cried while thinking about you
It's never someone else
I should be by myself

Throw it, love it, break it, throw it away
Love it, break it, throw it away
Love it, break it, throw it away
Love it, break it, throw it away
Love it, brеak it, throw it away
Love it, break it, throw it away
Love it, brеak it, throw it away
Love it, break it, throw it away

I have this thing that no one has
I keep it in my pocket
Everybody asks me:
"What is it that you're keeping from me?
Why are you so ugly?"
Fucked up off of codeine
I don't think you know me

Throw it, love it, break it, throw it away
Love it, break it, throw it away
Love it, break it, throw it away
Love it, break it, throw it away
Throw it, love it, break it, throw it away
Love it, break it, throw it away
Love it, break it, throw it away
Love it, break it, throw it away

aldn - throw it away

should i care

lately i've been thinking much
i don't know where to go now
i've been thinking lots
yet i think that it's your fault
baby i am gone
you made me, you did that
always in the wrong way
just tryna get the right path
tryna get the right path
baby yeah u had me
i feel like im all set
baby yeah u played me
now i don't have a place to run to
it feels like it was wrong to trust you

cause all my people always told me
that i shouldn't get lost in this coldly
she asked me if she can hold me
while im bleeding out

she said run boy, run boy
through the snow
you got so much to lose on you
i've been going on and on, and on
this seems not fair, not fair
not at all

this seems not fair, not fair
not at all
she said run boy, run boy
there u go
i run, and run, and run at all

you got so much to lose
don't you?
lately i've been fucking done
i'll talk through
i cannot make up these lies u told me
i cannot make up the things that u did
all the things u wanna know
all the things u pulled through
baby i've been thru alot
been thinking alot
of all the old times
and now they are gone

she said run boy, run boy
through the snow
you got so much to lose on you
i've been going on and on, and on
this seems not fair, not fair
not at all

i don't like myself (nextime)

poppin a cue when i want to
guess this shit came out of the blue
she's over my shit, she dont want to
but it didnt matter to you
cant deal with this shit
im feeling okay
cant stand you talking
i got a migraine
sick of this bullshit
i gotta migrate
pass me the blunt 
you dont gotta refrain

i know you did it all for attention
i dont give a fuck bout the tension
you and all your friends are basic enough
why would u think i still give a fuck?

poppin a cue when i want to
guess this shit came out of the blue
she's over my shit, she dont want to
but it didnt matter to you
cant deal with this shit
im feeling okay
cant stand you talking
i got a migraine
sick of this bullshit
i gotta migrate
pass me the blunt 
you dont gotta refrain
 
you dont have to use
all your shitty lies
there's nothing left
so sing your lullabies x2

i was shaking
you touch my hands
you feel my heart
why did you turn so mean?

poppin a cue when i want to
guess this shit came out of the blue
she's over my shit, she dont want to
but it didnt matter to you
cant deal with this shit
im feeling okay
cant stand you talking
i got a migraine
sick of this bullshit
i gotta migrate
pass me the blunt 
you dont gotta refrain

blue (michael harrison)

p. grayskies
linktr.ee/h3nce

lyrics:
smokey eyes and cigarettes
late nights in my bullet vest
look at me i wont look back
cause you told me that i will regret

pills of jealousy and addiction
i cant talk to you cause its fiction
4am the clock keeps on ticking
magazine is loaded shes flicking

with her words know it hurts
she keeps on talking to me
tell me my worth
she keeps on walking
but she fell of the curb

and i dont wanna go back (3x)

red dot
between my eyes
when she kissed me
shoot my face
not gonna miss me
i dont wanna go back
dont wanna see you
and i just need someone to love me
know that its true 

need someone to love me
and i know that its true but-
i forgot all my feelings for you
you dont really love me back
and its a f*** fact
you step into my sight and im seeing 
red

red eyes red guitar
stomp lives like cigarettes
signal failed
fight till the bitter end
toxic waste
under the glitter hands
keep on slandering me with your friends

october turned to november 
when she told me 
that i lied
i dont wanna go back
no i dont wanna see you cry
i dont wanna go back
dont wanna end this in a fight
i wanna break you for good 
cause then i know im alright

but she wont let me good (3x)
she knows that i-(4x)
she knows that i sinned

red dot

Don't text me back
(ima laugh)
i could change yo life
i wont lie
 so decide you
i wont lie to you
i got your headache
i need a medic
i can stop this stressing
said im pathetic
its a never ending lesson
dont talk just listen
you wont be forgiven
i dont gotta reason

they said that people change
oh man i thought it would
so tell me everything
before im gone for good

life changed you stay the same always

i dont wanna do this over and over
but i keep falling i need to sober
but you keep calling i need closure

you changed
you changed
your faith
erased

Don't text me back
(ima laugh)
i could change yo life
i wont lie
 so decide you
i wont lie to you
i got your headache
i need a medic
i can stop this stressing
said im pathetic
its a never ending lesson
dont talk just listen
you wont be forgiven
i dont gotta reason
(branwen x @wh1tespxce x @jxzzytrip9350 )

Decide

Decide (branwen)

✦ thank u for this year i love y'all, i hope u guys have happy holidays & are all well <3 as always all sites in the next couple days! ty 4 listening y'all mean the world to me fr :) ✦

lyrics
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i wanna fly so high
girl i don't wanna cope now
you got bad attitude
a romantic meltdown
you know whats better 4 u
isn't that what u said now
could've been better if you
you've just got up and left
i'm never sober
heart's cold like october
she call me stoner
i'm not even stoned now
it's just the snowfall
look at me and count down
no you'll never know
you're just like the others

knew u would shoot me dead
i don't know where i should head
i told you it don't make sense
to just walk on as a mess
i got to not comprehend
run with the knife in my back
you said it will be ok
but it was never the same

it was never the same
no you never tried to change
got these emotions in me
honestly won't ever leave
no u never see, no u never even saw me
now im tryna be, i'm just tryna be somebody

rushing through the panic
listen to this shit now
i don't wanna die no
i don't wanna see u again
no, no, no, no
fuck me up it's done

told u to see shit
could u keep a secret?
tell me ur reasons
i don't wanna be here anymore
run from you i'm gone

Better 4 U

spotify

Better 4 U (wixxy)

cut me out
baby i could show u everything u won't see now
and i'm a little fucked up i drive to fast out of town
looking at my watch the time is running gotta make it count
know now i just gotta make it out

lost and lost and lost i lost
i don't know where i should run
constantly i get fucked up
i'm here by my lonely tho
lonely cuz i fucked everything up
sry told u i didn't mean that
glory, hold you and i misdeemed that
call me but i know u won't be back
fall down
u led me around
i'm lost in the crowd
u just want me down
u just see me drown
lead me, help me out
my head is breaking
i don't know, don't know
know how to face it

red dot

h3nce

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