lyrics:
[verse 1]
contain your excitement 
don't fall into silence 
two hearts beat compliant 
thoughts gone into my breath
violet color of your dress 
but now that you're here
I fear I'm makin a mess 

[pre-chorus]
but I'm glad I didn't delete it 
the way I feel you better believe it 
baby right now you're the reason
I need to see this 

[chorus]
momentarily wasted 
scared by the fact that I'm facin'
everything that I've been chasin'
it's in my hands but will I waste this
take your time
it'll be just fine
if you're by my side
it's just our perfect night 

[verse 2] (Carlby)
I'm terribly jaded 
but maybe you're the one to finally change this 
heart of mine 
that's been broken down a thousand times before 
I met you, love was just a dream but now its come true (it's come true)
and I can't bare to leave but is it too soon
is it soon?
to open up to you 
to let my guard down 
to lay my cards out

perfect night (feat. Carlby) [prod. King Theta]

prod me 

lyrics:

im afraid
of living my life
i dont know why

im sick of the silence
i wonder where the time went
why the fuck are my thoughts so violent
all the blood on my hands

im tired of the quiet
i wonder why im not dead
all the shit you did still runs through my head
lying on the floor staring at my phone
i wonder why i never had a place to call my home

sick of begging on my hands and knees
fuck everybody thats staring at me
what do i have to do to deserve just a little bit of peace

can i begin again
or is this all ill ever be

im tired of the quiet
i wonder why im not dead
all the shit you did still runs through my head
lying on the floor staring at my phone
i wonder why i never had a place to call my home

sick of begging on my hands and knees
fuck everybody thats staring at me
what do i have to do to deserve just a little bit of peace

silence

prod. uh oh (me)

i ain’t got a gang I ain’t got a crew
i ain’t got no friends i aint got no boo
I been on my own I been in my lane
I was all alone u was MIA
She askin when my plane land
She told me I’m her main man 
Too geeked I don’t wanna make plans
I ain’t got no time to talk to you that shits a waste man 
U know I keep a nine tucked up in my waistband 

I think I lost it, Think that I’m going going insane
I know u wanna talk but I got nothing to say
Love sick, why’d you have to go away
Treat me like a dog when you lock me in a cage

you know that i’d never change 
i’ve been feeling so caught up in my ways 
i’ve been looking for a place to hide away
goin crazy think about you every night and day

who do you love the most baby 
you know it’s me 
one day i’ll be a ghost in your memory
will you remember me
will you think of me 
locked in your heart to keep
you have a part of me

coming back to life tonight 
just this this once to make things right
i can never sleep i just geek up and think of you
every time you see me you know i’m on something new

hideaway (uh oh)

cardigan ft KcChalk (irby x jolst)

vintage tee
brand new phone
and high heels on cobblestones 
when you are young they assume you know nothing yeah
sequined smile 
black lipstick
sensual politics yeah 
when you are young they assume you know nothing 

but i knew you
dancin' in your levis
drunk under streetlights i 
i knew you
hand under your sweatshirt
i'll kill it better i 
and when i felt like i was an old cardigan under someone's bed
you put me on and said i was your favorite yeah

a friend to all is friend to none
i chased two girls and i lost the one
when you are young they assume you know nothing

but i knew you
playin' hide-and-seek and
giving me your weekends i
i knew you
heartbeat on the high line 
once in 20 lifetimes i 
when i felt like i was an old cardigan under someone's bed
you put me on and said i was your favorite 

to kiss in cars
and downtown bars
was all we needed
and you drew stars
around my scars
but now i'm bleeding

'cause i knew you
steppin' on the last train
you marked me like a bloodstain i
i knew you
tried to change the ending
peter losing wendy i 
i knew you
leavin' like a father 
runnin' like water i
when you are young they assume you know nothing

but i knew you'd linger like a tattoo kiss 
i knew you'd haunt all of my what-if's
the smell of smoke would hang around this long
'cause i knew everything when i was young 
i knew i'd curse you for the longest time
chasing shadows in the grocery line
i knew you'd miss me when the thrill expired
and you'd be standing in my front porch light
and i knew you'd come back to me
you'd come back to me

and when i felt like i was an old cardigan under someone's bed
you put me on 
and said i was your favorite

cardigan cover (p. idly blare)

YEAHHHHHH ENJOY <3

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somebody (prod. jakobe)

Vocals by Crizzy White, Carlby, Horosha
Produced by Crizzy White
Mixed by Crizzy White, Horosha
Mastered by Crizzy White

Carlby - https://soundcloud.com/carlby
Horosha - https://soundcloud.com/horoshavibes

Verse 1 (Crizzy White):
In your absence 
I was swept in
Tide calm, low water 
But it crept in
I can feel my breath leave as I fall deep
Whisper sweet nothings 'till my brain sleeps
It was never truly fair, I'm asking why you'd ever care 
I'm asking why you have to leave 
When I'm drowning in my sleep
It was never truly fair, I wonder why you're never there 
I'm asking what you did to me
Now I drown in all my dreams

Now I drown in all my dreams
Now I drown to go to sleep
Now I drown in all my dreams 
Now I drown to go to sleep
Now I drown in all my dreams 
Now I drown to go to sleep
Now I drown in all my dreams 
Now I drown to go to sleep 

Hook (Crizzy White)
I'm drowning but I like this 
Haunted by the silence 
Try my best just to hide this 
But the waves feed me violence 
Now I'm dying but I like this 
Now I'm flying like the highest 
She told me not to fight this 
But I couldn't my close my eyelids 

Verse 2 (Carlby)
Now I'm sinking
But I like it
How it fills me with such excitement
Ever deeper
To the bottom
I say bottoms up
Won't someone fill my cup

You're so cruel to me
But at least you make me feel something
This sinking feeling that I get
So hold my head

(Carlby, Crizzy White, Horosha)
Underneath 'til I can't breathe
No matter what I do
I cannot please you
Face down in a shallow pool
The water fills my lungs
As my lips turn blue

Verse 3 (Crizzy White)
When it comes to her there's no talking back 
I got a target on my back and it make her laugh 
Push me off into the water where my head will crash 
If the lake was frozen over it would probably crack 
And I would fall too deep 
I would fall six feet 
I would land into the water with my breath empty 
There's no bubbles at the top but I'm still screaming 
Why'd you hurt me like this 
Is this your fucking sick dream

Hook (Crizzy White)
I'm drowning but I like this 
Haunted by the silence 
Try my best just to hide this 
But the waves feed me violence 
Now I'm dying but I like this 
Now I'm flying like the highest 
She told me not to fight this 
But I couldn't my close my eyelids

Drowning w/ Carlby

[chorus]

I’m terrified, but no one seems to care about me 
Centuries alone, and y’all don’t even grieve 
All things I love are now buildings
Generations gone, I am of no need

[verse]

I’m terrified, in the light I die inside 
Switch lanes I cry inside
I been all around my head I’m dying 
Pick up the phone I’m trying 
Leave me alone I’m crying
I-I-I 
I been lost my mind I’m tryna find it 
Hide behind walls I’m frightened 
Closing all doors I’m blinded by my 
I been all around my head I’m dying 
Pick up the phone I’m trying 
Leave me alone I’m crying
I-I-I 
Blinded by you ooh (sky’s)
You ooh, you ooh  
Now I look towards the sky’s 
Beauty disguise 
See the truth through the lies
Beautiful blue sky’s 
I show you I show you things 
Show you I show you things

[chorus]

I’m terrified, but no one seems to care about me 
Centuries alone, and y’all don’t even grieve 
All things I love are now buildings
Generations gone, I am of no need

generation by generation i lose value (feat. wokely) (quinnin)

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