Thank goodness I found this on autoplay. I really needed this. Hitting breaking points suck ass.

My playlist

treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live
treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live

every song
that u get
is a piece
of my health
puppet strings control me
so for them make something else
she could kill me yet again
and this corpse would only sputter
this hope turns to
waiting for the waves to pull me under

treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live
treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live

i simply need someone's affection
but we could have phone sex
she says without idling
we store
idealized versions of eachother
in our heads
in our heads

i simply need someone's affection
but we could have phone sex
she says without idling
we store
idealized versions of eachother
in our heads
in our heads

treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live
treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live

residuals (afterlife x jolst)

originally performed by sewerperson
produced by ztope
completely non profit

lyrics

she gets high 
every other night
and just cries
girl I'll be with u tonight
im en route
im near the drop off

every day I fuse into one this month
i can't keep control if the speed too much
triple up my fluid on my last good night
i can't even see my fingers front my face in these lights

everything's different than it had been before
unroll my backwoods and break my meteors
friends like this family I never knew before
life on this planet ain't felt this new before 

get by
she gets high
every other night
and just cries
girl I'll be with u tonight
im en route yeah
im around the block
yeah im near the drop off
really got me locked down
im ten down yeah
i cannot stand for this shame
im to proud
im locked up so I kick the door down
locked down
she really got me locked down
guess she know me too well

im bleeding im falling 
im tearing apart
past the andromeda 
im in the stars
one u look down 
on the earth from this far
u can see just how small 
of a person u are

u could stay girl it's cold, 
can u see the lightning?
i just talk then I leave
im not tryna slide in
i distract then I bleed
if she got me hitting
don't get me wrong
we all human
but in uninviting

tell me if I take too long
i just wanna turn u on
turn u on
rip thru the phone book
she grip me by the heart
plenty left me broken
but the way u do it
turns me on
why's this summer so long



locked_ down_ x turn_ u_ on_ (ztope)

[Intro]
I'm not doing as good, as I really wanted to at the start
(Beam me up Scotty)
I'll probably fucking die in the next few months or something with my luck

[Chorus]
Hopeless nights tend to forget about the sickness till it's time
When I'm rid of all the fucking pharmaceuticals or prescriptions
Sliding through the real world on vomit from my system
What the fuck is wrong with my life
I'm weaning off of everything that kept me sane at night
Every scrape or cut or bruise or sore is cancer in my mind
Preemptive sick days you never know when you might die (RIP)

[Verse 1]
When you might die about a thousand fucking ways to do it everyday of life
Not a fucking lie there's shows about it on spike
Danger's real and it exists inside your mind (Fucking mind)
I don't give a fuck if you pay me, no royalties make it easy
Put every purchase on my Visa my food money could buy a Mercedes
Miles don't give a fuck and they praise me (Oh), minor fevers might phase me
Haven't ate in a couple days, so even shit could look tasty (Yuh)
Puking in a Starbucks bathroom, then I order from the menu
Organize loose plans, so they fall through
I'm really good at cancelling when I want to
At this point I don't know if I want you
Really good at fucking up when I got you
Really good at dodging everything about truth
If the book of lies exist I'll make a part two (Okay, okay)

[Chorus]
Hopeless nights tend to forget about the sickness till it's time
When I'm rid of all the fucking pharmaceuticals or prescriptions
Sliding through the real world on vomit from my system
What the fuck is wrong with my life
I'm weaning off of everything that kept me sane at night
Every scrape or cut or bruise or sore is cancer in my mind
Preemptive sick days you never know when you might die

[Verse 2]
What is this scene, I don't wanna fucking die
I'll make music about awaking to the smell of apple pie (Shit is yummy)
There's no clout in here if you're enjoying life
I don't fuck with anyone who uses sadness as a high
All emotions are my vice, firm relationships I like
I got molten lava touch if you want talk about something fire
Put piano in rewind and I can spit verses all night
I can tell you life is shit in songs it doesn't make it right
I've had friends I like a lot, but I drop them out of spite
If I block out all the guilt bet I could ghost them over night (I'll fucking ghost)
I'll fucking ghost, I'll fucking ghost (Overnight)
Okay, okay, okay

[Chorus]
Hopeless nights tend to forget about the sickness till it's time
When I'm rid of all the fucking pharmaceuticals or prescriptions
Sliding through the real world on vomit from my system
What the fuck is wrong with my life
I'm weaning off of everything that kept me sane at night
Every scrape or cut or bruise or sore is cancer in my mind
Preemptive sick days you never know when you might die (Fucking die)

9TAILS - liar (prod. scottysplash)

9TAILS - broke (prod. IVN)

return to most high

Sensação de Poder - Kess, Molgaro, Rprince, Da40, Rasta, Raffa.wav

New trio track out here on that smooth tip 

BAKER SC: @baker-beatz
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HYDRA SC: @hydramane615
TENNGAGE
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DEVILISH TRIO - DEMON LOVER

CRANK YOUR FUCKING SPEAKERS
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO BUMPS US
BAKER SC: @baker-beatz
HYDRA MANE SC: @hydramane615
Cover by Marie www.instagram.com/MARIERIE/

DEVILISH TRIO - DECISIONS OF TORMENT

Photo Credit: https://vsco.co/sofiavels
Sample Credit: Pale Lungs - Roam

Lyrics:
I still got your pictures on my phone
Wonder why you thought you had to go
Left me all alone and on my own
Felt it coming this whole time I should've known

But why, why'd you have to leave me all alone
You know, how you make me feel when you ain't home
My god, it's killing me inside I hope you know
Been dead in my heart for a while though it hurts won't let it show

No time for farewells and no chances for goodbyes
You disappeared forever and you left me high and dry
How you gonna leave and leave me out here left to die
You fed me to the wolves when I needed you by my side

I don't want to say nothing that's bad about you
I still love you girl I'm still mad about you
There was once a time when I would never doubt you
But people change and now I have to live without you

You could have just said goodbye, you ghosted me moved on with life, anxiety and all this strife, and I wonder all the time if you just found a new guy

I just wanna make you proud
Like I used to when you vowed
To never leave my side when I was down
You let me sink and now I'm boutta drown

I can still see your face I can still hear your voice
And I don't even wanna but I don't have any choice
I try to block it out and listen to the city noise
You kill me from inside and now I'm completely destroyed

But the worst part is I don't know
Where you are or how you are or where'd you go
You didn't say nothing you just let me go
Left me with my thoughts left me all alone

I don't wanna see your face anymore
I don't wanna hear your voice anymore
I don't wanna think about you anymore
I don't hate you I just can't bear it no more

Your hair, your smile, your fingertips
Your face, your voice, your mouth, your lips
Your warmth, your laugh, your legs, your thighs
Your love, your hate, your care, your eyes

proud

@guccihighwaters

produced by @notmorgn

lyrics: 

guccihighwaters:

i think i’d be good with a sedative 
anything to fucking stop the trembling
shit baby put a bullet to my brain
waste of fuckin space i guess i was just replaced
hood and the headphones don’t wanna talk to you
don’t take it personal i always feel uncomfortable
i guess its a part of me
hard to breathe when im at the party

for once aim your love in my direction 
cut me open baby kill my imperfections
for once just for once i crave all your attention
this is not a life with the loss of your affection

9TAILS:

i think id be good with a sedative
anything to bring me closer to emotionless
life is boring when you take out all the additives
live in the illusion or youll only make depressing shit

beamer go skr
uber gon swerve
cold as a bitch in the city
when you hit pavement just know it gon hurt

putting in work
grape juicy papers filled with the purp
shit baby put a bullet to my brain
come and shut me down cause im tired of this earth

i could see snow in toronto
we got some snow in the condo
smellin the dank cause that people
that entered dont know that were keeping the door closed
friends switching like time zones
blunt flicking keep my eyes low
in a new form like a super saiyan
you base form like a zygote

salt stains on my nikes
winter weather too silent
phone screen low brightness
6 digit pin cause im private

truth is gon hurt
u do not know what is best for me
like a non profit or a charity
this shit aint a cheque to me

this is building up a masterpiece
raw emotion is the centre piece
like goku i got enemies 
but none of them match my energy

your power level not testing me
like god form can you follow me
im down as hell but this backwoods got me bouncing back like a senzu bean

BOTH:

for once aim your love in my direction 
cut me open baby kill my imperfections

9TAILS & guccihighwaters - for once (prod. notmorgn)

@guccihighwaters
thank you to everyone that's been supporting this page so far
you guys are the best forreal <3

[softheart]
break me tell me i'm nothing please 
send me on my way please 
barely i'm not there [x2]
yeah
take me and all you did was break me i've been telling lies
since i been alive
don't bury me with anything cant take it when i die
im just watching time
take me with the tides
on the other side
i just want you to tell me i'm alright
i just want you to tell me i'm all
i just want you to tell me i'm alright
and it don't matter if you're lying at all
im lost in the waves lied tossed it away i know
baby i know
and well have enough never
well be wanting for forever
on the other side
theres always something better

[guccihighwaters]
break me like i’m nothing to you 
is it a question like how’d i even lose you
you never ask me if i’m okay 
love is not a one way it’s got two lanes 
and i crash and I burn the damage 
and i crash and I burn the damage 
it’s my own fault yeah i watched it happen

see you on the other side (feat. guccihighwaters)

Prod by @nate2timezz
IG: https://www.instagram.com/nate2timez_/

Cover art by: https://vsco.co/salarino

Lyrics:
dont ever let it kill you what you going through
we all got them same scars but they be out of view
scared and sad and lonely just to name a few
better days are coming this i promise you

they always say its outta sight its outta mind
i say it aint that easy youre wasting your time
in spite of everything know that youll be alright
believe that time can heal you so give it some time

we're all haunted now by these memories inside
and the days go by, watch em pass as i cry
and youll be alright, youll be better some time
yeah just let it fade, youll be good in time

you been feelin dead but your friends dont know
drink too much cuz you out of control
pop them xans now you feel slo-mo
pour that syrup and your life boutta go

got nightmares i been scared nothin less
wake up sweatin know my life is a mess
feel that weight pressin down on my chest
i cant breathe nothin new lemme guess

cold and alone i been lookin for light
staying awake i aint sleep tonight
found something warm in the cold in spite
know youll be good yeah youll be alright

dont ever let it kill you what you going through
we all got them same scars but they be out of view
scared and sad and lonely just to name a few
better days are coming this i promise you

they always say its outta sight its outta mind
i say it aint that easy your wasting your time
in spite of everything know that youll be alright
believe that time can heal you so give it some time

haunted (prod Nate2timez)

Prod @splashgvng
Lyrics:
I don't know what you want from me
I wish that you could leave me be
I don't know what you want from me, so I'll just carry on and try to find some peace and clarity

We aren't alright in a bad mood
Get sad we fight then we fall through
Come back we know it's the whole truth
When we hear them words like I love you

I wish that it was easy and I know its hard
I wake up every day and you're still in my heart
You're still in my dreams even though we're far apart
The distance is so hard it got me in the dark

We ain't alright and I'm feelin stuck
Try to climb out I fall back in the mud
Ima do me I don't need your luck
Grind all night till the sun come up

we arent alright (prod splashgvng)

Single off the same color as emeralds

mixed and master by praYeR

The Same Color As Emeralds

We're not kids anymore Feat. Yung Van (Prod by. Splashgvng & Curtains)

i hate myself for loving you ft sewerperson (prod. vaegud)

Enjoy <3
@sinxi
Beautiful photo by @pytn.d on instagram

Also check out the official yung van website, yungvan.com

I See Why You Left Me, Who Would Want This? (feat. Sinxi)

I See Why You Left Me, Who Would Want This? w/ Sinxi (Prod. 16preme)

i hope you feel something
self-produced. hmu for beats/mixing/mastering

haunted (prod Nate2timez)

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