Thank you for sharing. I constantly feel as if I'm alone in the way I feel... 

quantum entanglement

new place, same scenery (prod. sorrow bringer)

Lyrics:
maybe you could tell im sick and tired of losing everything
when you hit me up want me to smile but i could never be
happy in my brain i used to fight it now its killing me
winters coming soon i really hope that it dont get to me

think im always freezing but my brian just wont admit it
seek out every feeling in my soul so i could kill it
always feel too much like every day dont want to live it
you could take this gun and splat my brains and see my spirit

you dont understand im just so done
try to go away but i wont run
feeling all this the pain but i wont jump
say that i could stay but its no fun

whats the point to living if im feeling dead already
know my bed is just a coffin in my cemetary
and my brain is just a prison ill admit its scary
waking up knowing im breathing where im getting buried

im just tired of losing everything
like my mind, but the pain itll never leave
im just tired of losing everything
never happy so i guess it wasnt meant to be

fucking done, you can tell im getting lazy
fuck a check, yeah you might just call me crazy
fucking wreck, give a shit if you dont pay me
fucking dead, what im living on the daily

i gave up, so just stay out my business
leave me alone cause if not ill be livid
gave all i had but i fell short the minute,
i tried to reach out but then i hit my limit

Losing Everything

losing everything

prod. maxchris x ayoley

lyrics:

if you're in pain reach out to me !!
i'll be there best that i can be
forgot to eat
and i can't sleep
at least with u i learned to breathe
no matter what this earth can throw
my friends and i survived it all
there's unique pain i know you own
you'll someday beat it i hope u know

time won't stop for you
these things won't work how you plan them to
the beat moves slow
and i move slower
people so fake
so i thought i'd be real for a second

oh did i mention
i like making friends but lately most feel like a set up
they'll try to use you any way they can and then they'll dead you
they'll steal your beat insert themselves upon your art in seconds
they'll beg you for an open till you cave so grit your teeth and give a scrap you made a month ago and let them
send a single snippet and they rip it just so they can load it up in fl studio and slap a halfass verse around it
god i wish i was kidding
but feels nice to vent all the shit that i live with
there's two types of friends and i know which is which
yea i've got my ways but i'm not spilling shit

-

if you're in pain reach out to me
i'll be there best that i can be
forgot to eat
and i can't sleep
at least with you i learned to breathe
no matter what this earth can throw
my friends and i survived it all
there's unique pain i know you own
u'll someday beat it i hope u know

time won't stop for you
these things won't work how you plan them to
the beat moves slow
and i move slower
people so fake
so i thought i'd be real for a second
oh did i mention
i like making friends but lately most feel like a set up
they'll try to use you any way they can and then they'll dead you
they'll steal your beat insert themselves upon your art in seconds

hurdles

Official Audio | SOSA | Lil TJABS

Beat. by shvde*
Prod. by Lil TJABS

FREE for non-profit use

SOSA (beat. shvde*)

@splashgvng
@barrenwaste

premiered/hosted by sad chill
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBF9w0jchUM

dont you hate the part
when we start to fall into pieces?
and its a work of art
the way you walk into my room
and how u keep me awake
even when ur not around
she always puts me to shame
its such a lame relation
ill take all the blame as long as it helps you sleep at night
i hope to haunt your life

maybe someday we’ll get past it all
but for right now you can watch me ball
got your front seat on the sidelines
and i dont give a fuck if u start to cry

yeah u sow what u reap baby
ive slept in all damn week baby
im still waitin for u to come back to me

lost it all again
but ill get back up every time til i win
lost it all again
if u loved me once, u can do it again

i loved you once but thats the last time itll ever be
ill be fuckin damned if u ever again make a fool of me
wastin all my money on the drugs that keep me lonely
anxiety ridden phony
let the 9 cock back and blow me
out of this planet
and ill b damned if
any of u fuckers take the one thing that i need; its singin a song
for all u singin along
tried to love u once but now u know im done

Follow me <3

like melo, baby (ft. barren) [prod. splashgvng]

Track 11 from "Digital Flowerings Vol. 5"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Z9uuNBhrl4&list=PLbKIh585gb8pwb77gaKfu1UehRB5OiBZ-

Softheart/Truett (Artist/Producer)
https://twitter.com/Truettthehuman
https://soundcloud.com/softhert

Internet Hippy (Channel)
https://twitter.com/InternetHippy
https://soundcloud.com/internet-hippy

Softheart - My Poisin Is My Medicine [Prod. By Truett]

1 I Could Love U Like I Hate Myself (prod. Kuroime)

weathering the storm

feelings. (p. lxve)

theres nothing for me here anymore

MUSIC VIDEO
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z-dtqU97i4E

prod @darrenkmusic
swingsets out now

OFFICIAL VIDEO

anymore (prod. lokel)

prod. Metlast

What the fuck was you thinking man
stepping in danger without a plan
I try to cry but I got bloodshot eyes and i'm just tryna think out where this began
seeing through you, you're a cyclone
I'm in the eye she stay disguised tonight I can't go 
perception changing rearranging thoughts and I know
I'm latching on but when you're  gone I think might show

signs of giving up again I need a friend
I think that I'll try to tie up the loose ends
I worry this will dwindle like a flower in
the winds that hit you like a missile when December ends
I'm smoking all the blends
I'm losing all the calluses the signs that I am in
a stable mind
I look behind 
my mind is muddled 
I will find a way out
petals falling
I'm balling my fucking eyes out
I will grow through the cracks to find my own way out
up of my headspace, I'm deadweight when you just called now
I can't think at all wow, my mind just fucking blacked out

What the fuck was you thinking man
stepping in danger without a plan
I try to cry but I got bloodshot eyes and I'm just tryna think out where this began
seeing through you, you're a cyclone
I'm in the eye she stay disguised tonight I can't go 
perception changing rearranging thoughts and I know
I'm latching on but when you're  gone I think might show

Doubt

i wrote my part of this song in september  when some rough shit was happening to me and my family, appreciate any support you show <3

follow us! 💜✨

whywewish!
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sc: @whywewish

✰88STRAIT✰!
instagram: www.instagram.com/88strait/
sc: @88strait

~lyrics~

intro (88strait & wish)
do you even know how i feel? i cant see  the lies 
visions gettin blurry, might jus be the glossy eyes
and now my mamas glossy eyed, cause my fathers hospitalised 
makin music just to cope, but life has been a fight
and you put yourself before me when it all went wrong
i been chillin by myself, its been way too long now 

hook (wish)
and now my mamas glossy eyed, cause my fathers hospitalised
makin music just to cope but life has been a fight
i just had a surgery, its been a few days 
now my dad's getting scans cause he doesn't know my name
oh, ohh, im glad i stay on my own, askin me for favours when they hittin up my phone
hurtin' on the inside, but act cool as a stone 
right now aint a good time to leave me on my own

bridge (wish)
sayin' eveeythings fine, thats my worst lie 
late night, cant sleep cause im stuck inside my mind
i been lettin way too much shit fly 
stayin on my own til  the day i die 

verse 1 (wish) 
18 wit big dreams, had to drop a couple ppl from the home team
cant be chillin wit no fake homies, goin up even if im goin slowly
i aint ever listen to the hate that they told me 
prayin that the team makes it, shit, i aint even holy
prayin that the whole team makes it 
ion give a fuck bout bein famous 
want some racks? mum here, take this
why this whole industry so damn faceless? 

hook (wish)
and now my mamas glossy eyed, cause my fathers hospitalised
makin music just to cope but life has been a fight
i just had a surgery, its been a few days 
now my dad's getting scans cause he doesn't know my name
oh, ohh, im glad i stay on my own, askin me for favours when they hittin up my phone
hurtin' on the inside, but act cool as a stone 
right now aint a good time to leave me on my own

verse 2 (88strait)
do you even know how i feel?
i can’t see the lies 
visions getting blurry might just be the glossy eyes 
and all i ever do is sit alone in my room and write songs about the past 
and what we had back then
you don’t wanna talk and now i’m choking up
please don’t go cause i need you here now
it’s like everytime i fall in love i end up so alone 
even when i’m held up in your arms i’m better on my own 
and you put yourself before me when it all went went wrong
i been chillin by myself it’s been way too long now 
it’s been way too long, switchblades fucked up i can’t a feel a thing
it’s been way too long
oh, oh, oh 

hook (wish)
and now my mamas glossy eyed, cause my fathers hospitalised
makin music just to cope but life has been a fight
i just had a surgery, its been a few days 
now my dad's getting scans cause he doesn't know my name
oh, ohh, im glad i stay on my own, askin me for favours when they hittin up my phone
hurtin' on the inside, but act cool as a stone 
right now aint a good time to leave me on my own
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thank you for any love you show!! <3

glossy eyed w/ ☆88STRAIT☆ (p. andyr & layz)

Lyrics:
I've got so much left to say, you wont hear this anyway
you've been gone for ninety days, no more trial till I pay
You wont pick up your damn phone, it's okay I'll stay alone
With my thoughts without my home, my heart has no place to go

I hope you stay safe
Take care while I'm laced
Don't know where my place is I'm just here for the drinks
I hope you stay safe
While you're gone always
You'll never come back so I guess I'll just hang up

I just thought if I left you a message you might learn a lesson and then learn to call back
I just wanted you always forever but now it's like never I hear from you all that

I just wanted to trust, the things we discussed
I'm riding a train, to get on a bus
A ride to the airport cause now I'm in love
But I never told you, you already run

Away, for good
You're gone, for good

Staysafe

staysafe

I'll never change feat. sendflowrs (prod. yunny goldz)

i think that i’ll be okay

produced by eeryskies

thanks for listening <3

I Think I'll Be Okay [prod. eeryskies]

Lyrics:

she said she wanna hear my voice, so I'm going a capella
we could rockout at the show, you could take me to Coachella
all this money coming in it dont mean nothin but its hella
every time i put in work it's like I need a new umbrella

-its boutta raindown, you could make a bet that we all eating
i dont play now, know i got ambitions past the ceiling
every day now, live outside my body say I'm dreaming
what you say now, pack up all your bags and say I'm leaving

I be chillin with your ghost like im legion
there ain't nothin change at all throughout the seasons
i could stay up late and kick it with my demons
i could fall asleep right now without a reason

I could get you on the bed, shawty you heard what I said
But you wont stay till the morning cause I'm busy getting bread
So I guess I'll stay alone I'm like a zombie half dead
I could float and I could sink and I could run you through my head

Run U Thru My Head

run u thru my head

sometimes i wonder why i cant get inspired but its all about the things that you surround yourself with, watch that movie that you know you'll like a lot but haven't gotten around to watching for no reason in particular, re-read a book from elementary school, or just take a second to chill out and think about things without all the pressure and rushing around. yu feel. theres nothing wrong with enjoying yourself, its what you were made for.

mayday (with homesick)

i hope you feel something
self-produced. hmu for beats/mixing/mastering

staysafe

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