19 and feeling blue, and i don't know whats gotten into you
so sick of all the bullshit and lies
so sick of all the fake love
so cry
i won't be there for you, even if you want me to
can't face the complications
i don't want negotiation
so

don't hold my hand when it gets rough
you know i'll just call your bluff
i know you'll just call it love
when hurt is all that is does

so hard to forget about you
why won't our plans go through
i know you wanted me
i know i wanted you

so hard to forget about you
why won't our plans go through
i know you wanted me
i know i wanted you

i'll light up a cigarette for us
is that your idea of love?
i just wish you'd pull me closer
cos' i'm only getting older
and it hurts to say you're fake
but i can't say it any other way
hope my memories fade
don't wanna see you today

don't hold my hand when it gets rough
you know i'll just call your bluff
i know you'll just call it love
when hurt is all that is does

bluff

Lyrics : 

Ive been fuckin up since 17
But I ain’t ever been the type to have no enemies 
And yeah I put it on my mom they gon remember me 
I’ll be a star shining brighter than they’ve ever seen 

I fucking get it 
I don’t regret it at all
So tell your friends about how I’m selfish 
And do you ever tell the truth at all?
And now your name is on my phone 
And now I’m starting to unfold 
And now my fingers going cold 
I’m falling for you all over again 

Grab my neck take the blade bleed me dry 
I see the smirk on her face while I die
She collects all the tears when I cry 
A succubus but an angel at night 
But I can’t leave I can’t deny I love it 
While she rip apart my stomach 
Take my heart cause I don’t want it 
Leave me nothing I don’t care 
I’ll turn nothing into something 
Take the money I don’t want it 
Take my life cause I don’t want it 

I don’t know if I can explain how I’ve been feeling lately 
Stuck in between insane and crazy 
I wonder if I could make it on my own
Cause when you’re gone 
Feels like I never had a place to call home 
And now I’m calling from a broken pay phone 
I hope you get the message
Blood drips to my necklace 
Incisions on both of my wrists 
She hates me it’s so god damn lovely 
Break me down put me back together again 

I fucking get it 
I don’t regret it at all
So tell your friends about how I’m selfish 
And do you ever tell the truth at all?
And now your name is on my phone 
And now I’m starting to unfold 
And now my fingers going cold 
I’m falling for you all over again 

Grab my neck take the blade bleed me dry 
I see the smirk on her face while I die
She collects all the tears when I cry 
A succubus but an angel at night 
But I can’t leave I can’t deny I love it 
While she rip apart my stomach 
Take my heart cause I don’t want it 
Leave me nothing I don’t care 
I’ll turn nothing into something 
Take the money I don’t want it 
Take my life cause I don’t want it

fuck up

produced by tykun

lyrics:

you said you'd be here til the end
you ripped my heart out
i don't know where to begin
guess i was not the human that i should've been
you always did me wrong 
i tried to let you win
everything passes so at least i know i will-
i will get better one day i won't have to deal-
with all the shit inside my head it gets too real
already tried hiding my feelings keep them sealed

tell me was all my fault?
tell me what i did wrong cause i don't know
i don't got no one to call
when i'm on the juice i keep losing control
i got way too many problems
i want to solve em,  can't do it on my own
maybe this time i'll go all in
maybe this time when i fall i won't break my bones

break my bones 
i need more some time
wish i can't rewind
but i can't rewind
i felt so right
just you and i
under the moonlight
under the moonlight


bridge

you said you'd be here til the end
you ripped my heart out
i don't know where to begin
guess i was not the human that i should've been
you always did me wrong 
i tried to let you win
everything passes so at least i know i will-
i will get better one day i won't have to deal-
with all the shit inside my head it gets too real
already tried hiding my feelings keep them sealed

i know that i'm not perfect
i know that i'm not worth it
i'm looking at the man inside the mirror i feel worthless
my cries for help ain't working
i guess i do deserve it 
i'm no longer a person
i'm no longer a person
i know that i'm not perfect
i know that i'm not worth it
i'm looking at the man inside the mirror i feel worthless
my cries for help ain't working
i guess i do deserve it 
i'm no longer a person
i'm no longer a person

spotify

til the end (tykun)

Production: Myoso, QuiKksand
Coverart: Thompson

head in two (myoso, quikksand)

paralyzed [prod. kinsei x nextime]

Produced by ily2 & Chris Marek
Featuring @aqua-kairi-561790693
Mixed & mastered by me
Lyrics by me + Aqua

(I’ve got nothing to lose)
Tell me what you want from me
(Tell me what you want)
'Cause I’d give you the world 
Oh, I would never want any other girl
On any other world
Just tell me what you need and I’ll sacrifice 
'Cause you’re the only girl that I want in my life
And girl without a doubt, you’re always in my mind
And give it time, you’re better in my life
Oh, I’d take a bullet for you
Would you ever take a bullet for me?
I don’t know, but I’ll never let you go
(I’ll never let you go)

You’re in my trust, you’re the only girl I’ll ever love
I don’t ever think I’ll be alright without you inside my life
(Without you inside my life)
We just discussed on why it’s better just to be in love
'Cause I just wanna be the only guy that you cry to every night 
(That you cry to every night)

Caught up in your vibe like it's a melody
With you it feels like a movie, can't you see?
You're my favorite
Character, the one I choose
In this story, you're the one I never want to lose

You’re in my trust, you’re the only girl I’ll ever love
I don’t ever think I’ll be alright without you inside my life
(Without you inside my life)
We just discussed on why it’s better just to be in love
'Cause I just wanna be the only guy that you cry to every night 
(That you cry to every night)

(I’d cry for you, I’ll die for you)
(I’ll lie for you my dear)
(Oh, I’d cry for you, I’ll lie for you)
(I’d die for you my dear)
I can’t describe all of my thoughts 
You’re someone that I wanna love
Even if you’re dead, I’ll give you all and more
You’ll find me in the morgue

You’re in my trust, you’re the only girl I’ll ever love
I don’t ever think I’ll be alright without you inside my life
(Oh, without you inside my life)
We just discussed on why it’s better just to be in love
'Cause I just wanna be the only guy that you cry to every night 
That you cry to every night
(What?)

facade

i've been a manifester

i've been a manifester (w/ Aqua) [p. ily2 + chris marek]

im at the mall...

recorded by: @spaceboyry + @counterxo
mixed by: @spaceboyry + @counterxo
produced by: @spaceboyry
mastered by: @counterxo

at the mall w/ counter |☆ spaceboyry ☆|

i genuinely have no idea who produced this hmu if you produced ts and need credit, ig: 000lunie

bodies

three missed calls

three missed calls w/ ebnyrave ☆ prod. drma + yunny goldz

holly

Lyrics:

So I'll start simple and slow all over again
Life's never finished till you get to the end
it slips by too fast to ever keep regrets, 
so bury your pain and move on from the past

Here lies the person that I was 
everything you knew about me, leave it in the dust
'cuz I've accepted the things that I used to hide, 
there's no shame
there's no guilt, 
there's a new fucking life

cuz I'm finding out new capacities for peace
(in the death of everything I thought I had to be) 
now that I'm finally at home with the soul inside of me 

So I'll start simple and slow all over again
Life's never finished till you get to the end
it slips by too fast to ever keep regrets, 
so bury your pain and move on from the past

so let the north star be the joy in your heart, 
you can reinvent yourself whenever you want 

 I look back on the times 
when I was lost in the pain;
wish I could tell them why it felt so wrong to be this way.

Now I'll be the person I needed back then
just keep moving forward,

a better life is just up ahead 

it's just up ahead; we still have so many paths to tread. 

So I'll start simple and slow all over again
Life's never finished till you get to the end
it slips by too fast to ever keep regrets, 
so bury your pain and move on from the past

so let the north star be the joy in your heart, 
you can reinvent yourself whenever you want <3

Whenever You Want  [prod. Horosha x Michael Warren]

On a journey with no destination. 

Producer /  vocalist  / engineer 
@prodhorosha on twitter

For mixing, mastering, or beats contact me at prodbyhorosha@gmail.com or on Twitter!

Whenever You Want [prod. Horosha x Michael Warren]

Horosha

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