keep on dying (pekarot x jolst)

i might change things up last minute before i distribute to other platforms so uhhh sorry if you get attuned to how it is rn

Lyrics:

and i can't see up this horizon
and she wants to cut our ties and
i'm just wishing i could go right back to the way things were 

i tend to make things worse
i liked the way things were
to this day 
i still think 
we could have talked things out
i feel my voice get hoarse
thinking of all the sorts
of the words 
i could use 
to turn the battleground

i been poppin lots of pills since 1880
i'll take you to the ball and formal dance you right my lady
i wish you saw me different
and that still goes for the last four
now i'm stuck here undercover with a vest robe and a lasso

and i can't see up this horizon
and she wants to cut our ties and
i'm just wishing i could go right back to the way things were 
and i can't see up this horizon
and she wants to cut our ties and
i'm just wishing i could go right back to the way things were 

and i think i think too much
and even though it's getting tough
to sort my thoughts on this horizon
i think i want someone else now
i need the truth now
more than ever  
i need a new found love
and i think i think too much
and even though it's getting tough
to sort my thoughts on this horizon
i think i want someone else now
i need the truth now
more than ever  
i need a new found love

8 months can be forgotten in 8 minutes (canyouseetheghost)

INTRO
(epitome)
cryin in the backseat 
i don’t know what’s happening
face down on the concrete 
not feelin very complete
it’s hard to know where the story will go
i just hope i don’t end up alone
it’s getting hard to breath
with this anxiety
feelings trapped in my chest beneath
i think that i should go
for a person like me i don’t have a home

(paperthinwalls)
all alone yeah i’m all alone
run back to you it’s all over 
and i think that i’m growing father
pick me up i’m falling over
another song i cannot sing
two weeks i guess we’ll see
why is it so hard to breath
NOW IM FALLING BACK TO SLEEP

CHORUS
(epitome)
don’t let me go
i don’t wanna be alone
just hold on
you’re the only one i’ve ever known
please just say something 
it’s getting hard to breathe

(paperthinwalls)
and it’s hard to
feel the same way as you
you know it kills me the way i hurt you
i take it back you know i didn’t mean to

VERSE
(paperthinwalls)
i didn’t mean to call you that night
i always meant to say goodbye
now i’m going i’m always going 
what is wrong with my head 
and i feel like i can’t think
and my mind is always empty 
what is goin on with me 
it’s always something that i can’t see 
(my head falls apart i know that i have fallen arms i know that i can’t see you now fall apart i’m on the ground)

(epitome)
your eyes seem lost
you’re fading away from me
what’s the cause (what’s the cause)
i’m holding to your memory for what seems to be an eternity (you’re not with me now)
every moment i spent with you 
was like a dream to me that came true
now i don’t know what i’m gonna do
when you say to me find someone new

CHORUS 
(epitome)
don’t let me go
i don’t wanna be alone
just hold on
you’re the only one i’ve ever known
please just say something 
it’s getting hard to breathe

(paperthinwalls)
and it’s hard to
feel the same way as you
you know it kills me the way i hurt you
i take it back you know i didn’t mean to

dont let me go w/ paperthinwalls (2001)

no consideration
no consideration
for ur future
just look at urself
all consideration
all consideration
for ur past
my nails ill bite fast
i wont ever get a bag
its no wonder im sad
i really didnt choose this
i really didnt
stuck in my room screaming till someday
i finally got what i want someway
slow
slow 
slow ur fuckin roll now
ur getting too caught up 
in the paper that u roll now
you can tell me anything
i promise that ill understand
yeah i know life sucks 
but just hang w me
gotta do so much just to get by
its really hard just to be happy
gotta do so much just to get by
its really hard just to be happy

no consideration (sogimura)

INTRO

i fall to pieces

VERSE

i feel my breath start to fade away
never did i think it would end this way
i’m begging you please just stay
but i see that i’m a monster so i get it if you run away
who have i become
what have i done 
the light is getting darker as i stare into this gun
i fall to pieces
tell me what’s the reason
when every single day i live life with no reason

AUTUMN VERSE

lie in my bed as i take up the air
at the end of the day 
she never really cared
so we came to an end 
while i was i prepared
but a couple weeks later
my eye caught a glare

she took me in and we fucking relate
but i’m still getting over what 
happened that day
and she begged me to stay
don’t fucking leave 
don’t walk away could we talk it out please 

i think that this is the end
(i think that this is the end)
there ain’t no way imma rest

(2x)
there ain’t no way imma rest
there ain’t no way imma rest again
there ain’t no way imma rest
there ain’t no way imma rest again

fall to pieces w/ autumndropsdead (dash)

But its okay
pulling out the 9, i don't know what to say
i was in a bad place, moving in to bad days
i was feelin like a looser, you could see it in my face

its a waste just to say
that im feelin okay
but i know that time is healing me, each second of the day
feelin lost and astray, and i cant stay awake
ill be makin lots uh noise, till im stuck inside my grave

it gets cold in October
the air reminds me every year, the day that we got closer,
don't try to loose my mind
I been manic here at times
but the way the shit was goin, couldn't see me a surprise

thought that I would die
ima man in a disguise
i been hiding all my feelings, same to u, you didn't try
couldn't see the signs
you said i should die
sad to say i think i loved more each time you would disguise
you hated me at times

its a waste just to say
that im feelin okay
but i know that time is healing me, each second of the day
feelin lost and astray, and i cant stay awake
and ill be makin lots uh noise, till I'm stuck inside my grave

i got demons in my head, and they makin me feel dead
i don't wanna be upset, you could see it in my head
if you tried a little harder, youd be next to me in bed
i was feelin pretty led, led into distress

yeah this time you wanted me to leave you lone, but no one said
i was cheating in my head, i was finding ways to spread
cause ive known that you have hated me for years, with that said
ima leave you in the dirt, and think that we have never met.

GRAVE (prod. nvki)

ROCKOUT TONIGHT

[Verse]
I asked the moon it stayed so quiet
Stars just blinked in their silver riot
The wind laughed low through the trees tonight

[Prechorus]
But you
You hold the word I need
The only key

[Chorus]
Give me the word
Give me the spark
Give me a reason to light up the dark
Dai dai dai dai dai dai dai
The word to let me love
To let me love again
Dai dai dai dai dai dai dai

[Verse 2]
The clocks spin backward the rivers dry
Every moment's frozen in your eyes
Say it once let it multiply

[Chorus]
Give me the word
Give me the spark
Give me a reason to light up the dark
Dai dai dai dai dai dai dai
The word to let me love
To let me love again
Dai dai dai dai dai dai dai

[Bridge]
Your silence is loud it shakes my ground
I’m falling up but I can't come down
One word one sound set me free
Say it loud say it back to me
30 августа 2025 г. в 12:50


I asked the moon it stayed so quiet

DONTTALK_rough

inside my head is like a car crash :/

lyrics
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i just crashed the car & dipped 
x4

its hard to think
there was a time in my life
that u used to lay in my bed
its weird to think that
now ur a stranger
& ill prolly never see u again

sometimes i wish tht we could talk again
but its all fucked up, we both know it 
i’m a selfish mess
& im a fucking wreck
i just wish tht we could make amends
lately i’ve been sleeping w the lights on
i been doin drugs to rid my feels i gotta stay numb
this aint fun

inside my head is like a car crash 
x2
& i’ve been moving like way too fast
(way 2 fast, like way 2 fast)

[inside my head is like a car crash 
(i just crashed the car & dipped) x4]

inside my head is like a car crash [prod. nate2timez]

Pretend We’re God.

i've become everything i hate (OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V3sg1aqLsJU

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inside my head is like a car crash [prod. nate2timez]

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