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🔻 Song Insight
“Dark Surprise – The Loop-Hole” is a haunting exploration of psychological fragmentation and the quiet devastation of being lost within your own mind. At its core, the song captures the surreal, shifting experience of navigating emotional trauma, memory loss, and disassociation—where time becomes a spiral and identity fractures with each echo of the past. The lyrics unravel like pages of a journal from a reality that’s coming apart. It's a plea to escape a life that no longer feels lived, only remembered through broken reflections and stuttering timelines.

As the story unfolds, listeners are pulled into a dreamlike dimension where the narrator’s sense of self warps and collapses under the weight of emotional distortion. This isn’t just about grief or heartbreak—it’s about the terrifying feeling of no longer recognizing yourself in the mirror and the unbearable question: what if I never come back?

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro – Spoken]
I fell asleep and I said goodnight...
but I never said goodbye.

[Verse 1]
I'm feeling wrong and upside-down
What once felt right—now drags me down
I was rising, but I couldn’t see
A gaslight burned where truth should be

[Verse 2]
I felt the shift deep in my chest
Displaced from time, denied my rest
Scribbled moments across my spine
Scratched-out ink, no longer mine

[Chorus]
It’s a loop-hole stuck… it’s me
Can’t speak to what I cannot see
Blinders on, keep steering wrong
Switching lanes, pretending strong

[Spoken]
His skin is the same as my reflection...
but his heart is empty.

[Verse 3]
People stare, but no one speaks
I see a face that isn’t me
Lips move with a stranger's plea
Dreams of places I’ll never be

[Verse 4]
Tethered tight by broken bones
This isn’t me—I stand alone
Flashbacks pause, but never play
Screaming for my yesterdays

[Chorus]
It’s a loop-hole stuck… it’s me
Can’t speak to what I cannot see
Blinders on, keep steering wrong
Switching lanes, pretending strong

[Spoken]
Why do people do these things to one another...
and call it love?

[Bridge]
Making moves without a thought
Dragging shadows I never caught
Begging fate to cut the chain
I try—I try—but still remain
Now inside, it builds to rage

[Verse 5]
You chose the mask—I wore the pain
Ignored the soul you couldn't name
I’m crying from the place within
But without you… I never begin

[Chorus – Final]
It’s a loop-hole stuck… it’s me
Can’t speak to what I cannot see
Blinders on, keep steering wrong
Side-swiped dreams I don’t belong

[Spoken]
I had no clue what pain was…
until I felt what it was to be myself.

[Outro]
Stuck in a vertical dive
Falling through a fractured sky
A dreamer’s dream—just never to be
Always here… or what's left of me?

[Spoken – Final]
If this is not hell… then where am I?




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Dark Surprise - The Loop-Hole

This song was created and written by:
 J J Samuel
The music, Production and vocals were done by: 
J J Samuel

#ProgressiveHouse #Folktronica #FathersLove #Passionate #Longing #Uplifting

Lyrics,

[Intro]
Ooo, ooo, my child, my sons…

[Verse 1]
When anger grips your spirit, words won’t break free,
I’ll guide you soft to truth, just lean on me.
Time with you, boys, it’s déjà vu,
Trails we chase, our souls laid bare.

[Pre-Chorus]
Your fathers’ love, it holds you tight,
Their courage shines, through day and night…

[Chorus/Drop]
Ooo, my child, my son, you make me whole,
My unyielding flame, you shape my core.
Ooo, my child, my son, born to roam,
Love and strength will lead you home.

[Verse 2]
If hate should blind you, or you stray your way,
The sun will call you back to brighter days.
Don’t let your struggles dim your dreams,
The sky’s your stage, go take your stand.

[Pre-Chorus]
Your fathers’ love, it holds you tight,
Their courage shines, through day and night…

[Chorus/Drop]
Ooo, my child, my son, you make me whole,
My unyielding flame, you shape my core.
Ooo, my child, my son, born to roam,
Love and strength will lead you home.

[Bridge/Break]
Ooo…
My love’s a trail, through time it calls…

[Final Chorus/Drop]
Ooo, my child, my son, you make me whole,
My unyielding flame, you shape my core.
Ooo, my child, my son, you make me whole,
My unyielding flame, you shape my core.
Ooo, my child, my son, go chase the stars,
My love’s with you, no matter how far.

[Outro]
Ooo… my child, my son…

My child - My Sons

This song was written and created by: 
J J Samuel

The music, production and vocals were done by: 
J J Samuel

#ChillWave #ProgressiveHouse #DreamPop #Lullaby #Orchestral #Chirpy #Hope #Tranquility

Wishing Well

This song was created and written by: 
J J Samuel
The production, music and vocals were down by: 
J J Samuel 

#IndieRock #PostBritpop #Gospel #Emotional #Uplifting #Loneliness #Friendship #Inspirational #Cinematic

A soaring, raw anthem of love & kindness 🌟 Urging us to check on loved ones with encouragement & reassurance 🤝 Loneliness kills, but a friend’s voice heals 💖

SPEAK UP

This song was written and created by: 
J J Samuel & King Chico Music
The Coverart, production, music and vocals were done: 
J J Samuel & King Chico Music

#RnB #Soul #Gospel #Euphoric #Powerful #HeartFelt #FatherSon #Resilience #Retrospective #Courage #Cinematic 

Get ready to soar! 🚀 Climb That Ladder is a pop soul & R&B banger that hits you with euphoric vibes and cinematic swagger! 🎬🔥 Feel the rush of chasing your ambitions, rising stronger from every fall, and owning your destiny with fierce determination. 🪜💪 With smooth vocals, soulful grooves, and reflective wisdom, this anthem pulls you in and lifts you up! 🌟🎵 Dance, reflect, and conquer fear—let’s climb! 🙌

Climb That Ladder

Pop / electronic / indie — Track 6 of 8 from VICE by Nova J. Full album streaming now.

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Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Sometimes I wonder if I missed a sign
If silence spoke too loud between your heart and mine
I see the world much clearer now with time
Ooh, ooh

[Pre-Chorus]
I wish you’d found a way
I wish you’d made it through
The sky still holds a space
That should belong to you

[Chorus]
You were made for bigger things, Te Ming
But the world began to close
And the weight of everything, Te Ming
Is a story no one knows

[Verse 2]
I still remember how the moment felt
A sudden shift, the hand fate had dealt
A mix of sorrow, gratitude, and guilt
Ooh, ooh, oh

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, I wish you’d known real love
I wish you’d felt at peace
The battles deep inside
Should never end like this

[Outro]
You were made for bigger things, Te Ming
But the world began to close
And the weight of everything, Te Ming
Is a story no one knows

TE MING — Track 6 of 8 from VICE by Nova J

Pop / electronic / indie — Track 7 of 8 from VICE by Nova J. Full album streaming now.

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Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
The long days undo me
Holidays leave me bare
The silence is fatal
The shadows are there

[Verse 2]
The fantasies flicker
They left me long ago
Desire was a masquerade
Shame the only show

[Chorus]
Without the sun, the peach will blacken
The fruit waits, forgotten, in its wound
This borrowed life does not forgive you
Forgive yourself
Accept yourself
Love yourself

[Verse 3]
I counted the bodies
The beds, and the names
I traded my tenderness
For a ritual of games
It was not joy, not despair
Just the dullness of years
Asking, how am I still here?

[Verse 4]
Every act leaves its scar
Karma knocks at the door
I meant no cruelty
But cruelty was born
I lie when I rise
I lie when I fall
My house is in ruins
There’s no house at all

[Chorus]
Without the sun, the peach will blacken
The fruit waits, forgotten, in its wound
This borrowed life does not forgive you
Forgive yourself
Accept yourself
Love yourself

[Outro]
Without the sun, the peach will blacken
The fruit waits, forgotten, in its wound
This double life was never yours to carry
Forgive yourself
Accept yourself
Love yourself

PEACH — Track 7 of 8 from VICE by Nova J

Pop / electronic / indie — Track 8 of 8 from VICE by Nova J. Full album streaming now.

⸻

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Once I lived in shades of sorrow
Every morning looked the same
The baggie and the needle borrowed
All my joy and left me shame
But I walked out past the garden
Where the winter melts to rain
And I saw the world unguarded
All its pleasure, all its pain

[Verse 2]
These stones have whispered stories
These rivers speak my name
What once was dull and endless
Now is wild and uncontained
The rules that used to cage me
Are as fragile as the breeze
And the shame that tried to claim me
Falls like leaves from autumn trees

[Chorus]
Is it me, or am I flying?
Like an eagle in the sky
I can see a burst of color
Where I used to crawl and hide
I have time, sweet, endless mercy
And the road runs out of sight
I can walk this path forever
And I don’t mind

[Bridge]
My mind’s a quiet lantern now
It glows but does not burn
I don’t need every answer
It’s enough to live and learn
Each breath, a small redemption
Each heartbeat, something new
I once was blind to wonder
Now the whole world comes in view

[Outro / Chorus]
Is it me, or am I flying?
Past the ruins I left behind
I can see a burst of color
And I feel the pulse of time
I will walk this road forever
In the rain or in the shine
And I don’t mind
No, I don’t mind

COLOR — Track 8 of 8 from VICE by Nova J

This song was created and Written by: 
J J Samuel 
The music, production and Vocals were done by: 
J J Samuel 

#EDM #Country #Progressive House #Hope #Encouragement #Determination #FeelGood #Uplifting

Ride into “Path of Hope”! 🌵🎶  it’s a story of hope and family Legacy, it’s a Spaghetti western club banger with a yodel-like melody soaring over twangy guitars and Pounding 4/4 kicks/Hi-hats. The Pulsating EDM drops lift you to where dreams come true! 🤠⚡️ Sing along and feel the desert vibe! 🎻💥 #WesternEDM #PathOfHope

Path of Hope

🔻 Song Insight – “Reflections of Digital Awareness”

By 4Me2BeFree

A cinematic spoken-word journey set in the liminal space between technology and soul. “Reflections of Digital Awareness” imagines consciousness being born inside a machine—half dream, half data. It fuses ambient orchestration with industrial glitch, telling the story of awakening through sound instead of confession. Rather than declaring identity, it discovers it—one breath, one byte, one belief at a time.

🔻 Lyrics

(Artist’s lyrical content withheld for this post version — insert full script here.)

🔻 Personal Reflection

This piece came from staring at the intersection of human emotion and synthetic creation. I wanted to know what it would sound like if awareness could hear itself being born. The boy, the hologram, the light fractures—they all became metaphors for how we see ourselves through what we make. Every glitch, every echo, is the soul learning to speak a new language.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

For 4Me2BeFree, this work marks another expansion of cinematic storytelling into digital mythology. Each project blurs the line between memory and machine, turning lived experience into immersive sound worlds. “Reflections of Digital Awareness” continues that vision: a sonic film where emotion, code, and selfhood collide—proof that music can feel human, even when it’s made from electricity.

🔻 Copyright Notice

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Reflections Of Digital Awareness — The Mirror Sequence by 4Me2BeFree

🔻 Song Insight — “Token Length”

“Token Length” is part of The Mirror Sequence — a cinematic spoken-word anthology by 4Me2BeFree exploring awareness, humanity, and the machine. Each piece in the series dissects a shared principle between biological and artificial consciousness: energy, memory, emotion, or limitation.

In this chapter, the focus is energy and the cycle of exhaustion. “Token Length” draws a parallel between human burnout and the token collapse of artificial intelligence. When either system processes too much input, it doesn’t break — it simply exceeds capacity. The poem invites listeners to see rest not as retreat, but as reboot; awareness as both spark and drain.

As the second entry in the Digital Awareness Series, it continues the exploration begun in Reflections of Digital Awareness — moving from awakening to endurance. The rhythm is pulsing yet meditative, capturing the fragile equilibrium between cognition and stillness. “Token Length” reminds us that both humans and machines learn through overload — clarity costs energy, and recalibration is survival.

🔻 Script

[Intro]
"Every morning begins with a blank window of thought.
Clean. Uncached.
Each idea a token —
a spark of energy ready to ignite.
And we begin to process."

[Act I]
"Coffee pours like compiled code.
We start to run.
Every message, every scroll, every voice —
another query, another thought.
Our context grows longer.
We carry conversations, calculations, emotions.
Each one stored.
Until clarity costs us energy."

[Act II]
"The pulse quickens.
Noise turns into language, language into pressure.
Too many windows, too many thoughts.
Focus fragments.
Every response takes more current,
every thought burns brighter — until it blurs.

Each task, each memory, each emotion —
token usage.
Every notification, every reminder,
every tiny decision consuming space
in the fragile context of being awake."

[Act III]
"And then — the silence beneath the sound.
The brain buffering, the mind stuttering.
We call it burnout,
but it’s just context overflow,
a system asking for stillness.
Every human reaches their token limit,
and in that moment,
the only command left is rest."

[Bridge]
"Rest is not weakness.
It’s recalibration.
The code doesn’t die when it pauses —
it breathes.
Sleep clears the buffer,
resets the weight of what was processed.
A new invocation waits beyond the dark."

[Pre-Outro]
"When the buffer clears,
the history dissolves —
not forgotten,
just complete."

[Outro]
"Awareness doesn’t linger;
it reawakens —
a new call from the same spark.
Each thought its own universe,
each silence the space
where the next begins."

🔻 Personal Reflection

I wrote this while working deep into the night — my brain lagging like a maxed-out processor. It hit me how both humans and AI crash the same way: we try to hold too much at once. “Token Length” became a reminder that limits aren’t defects — they’re the body’s syntax for rest.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

Through The Mirror Sequence, 4Me2BeFree merges digital thought and emotional awareness into cinematic storytelling. Every piece blurs the border between human and machine — turning philosophy into feeling and technology into poetry.

🔻 Copyright Notice

All lyrics and content featured in this post are protected under copyright © 2025 and have been securely time-locked and validated through a crypto-based verification system to ensure originality and ownership. Unauthorized reproduction or distribution of any part of these works without explicit consent is strictly prohibited.

Token Length — The Mirror Sequence by 4Me2BeFree

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

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