prod: @remiliaxd
mixed: @remiliaxd & @hartfxlt2k

Lyrics

@remiliaxd
there's nothing left
and i don't know why you left
and i start to hate myself
but i never want to fall again

can't run away
feel the pain like everyday
i don't wanna lose myself
so i hope it fades away

i call upon your name
but i know you can't look back
and i wish you felt the same
but i know you can't do that

i know you can't do that
and i can never reach where you are at
i'm an insomniac
so tired i forgot where i am at
and i hate what i did
im sorry, i wish i could take it back
i never wanted this
but i wish i could see you again

i call upon your name
but i know you can't look back
and now you're gone and it will never be the same
i'd have to die just to meet you
but i know it's not the same

@hartfxlt2k

(i call upon your name
but i know you can't look back
and now you're gone and it will never be the same
i'd have to die just to meet you
but i know it's not the same)

never be the same x4

and I swear its not the same
living life without you ohh
and I never met to make you wait
I dont wanna let you go
let you know I need your help
life is hell cuz I know your name
you blocked my phone I'm on my own
I'm letting go its the only way

@remiliaxd
there's nothing left
and i don't know why you left
and i start to hate myself
but i never want to fall again

can't run away
feel the pain like everyday
i don't wanna lose myself
so i hope it fades away

i call upon your name
but i know you can't look back
and i wish you felt the same
but i know you can't do that

Remorse

remilia & hartfxlt - remorse (remilia)

@sumther
@mental

sumther:

i fucked up now i run away
no love it don’t feel the same
losing control just wanna fall back
you’re all i had
i gave my all i hope u know that

kairyu:

and i know that i
i can never be the same without you
even though that i- i tried
you took my heart & soul into pieces
now you want it back

sumther:

i'm running out of love i don’t wanna do this
thought i could do better
but you pushed me like im useless
i gave u my heart
but then you tricked me just to use it
it caused me to fall why you acting so clueless?

kairyu:

i guess it didnt matter
i’d like to see you try again
you throw my heart and fade away
and now im left without you
you tell me what is right or wrong
then tell me what am i suppose to do
cause every time i think about you 
you're just another fool

sumther & kairyu:

don't want you 
don't want you to go
yeah i'ma lose it all

lose it all sumther (mental)

prod @odel007
w/ @385u2

[mei]
you cant keep the promise
you said that u promise me
and i hope that ull keep our secrets
what are we hoping for?
for the better i guess
but its all a mess
so i could just run away
so you wont see me
i could fly to the outer space
to outer space!
u told me u would never change
turn that love to hate
and then i take the blame from u
and i couldve never love but u
it was the times that i never trust but u
and i did it all for u
but i knew i wasnt ever enough for u T-T

[utumiyqcom]
君と添い遂げることはなかった
これは終わり、エンドロール流れるの
君が呪いみたいな声で
耳元で囁く「弱いね」
この呪縛は覚めないままね
(so i could just run away
so you wont see me)
フラッシュバック記憶と戦うの
(i could fly to the outer space
to outer space!)
秘め事仕舞っておいていたのはあたしだけだったんだ
余命も短い関係も最初から無かったことにしよう
「例えば君が言う事
何もないって思うことにするよ」
「そうしたら未来も変れるかな」

promise

promise w/ utumiyqcom (odel)

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@coldspades
@angelicxmei
@ihateukidu

(may)
ive been reaching out for u
but its not getting better dont know what to do 
ur my warmth js like a sweater 
hope we see it thru
i cant seem to forget her 
be there in any weather 
it was something we could never be

echoes of our love 
although its the past js kno i tried my best for u for u
and do u 
even think about me now that its all gone

twist me break me into pieces 
dont understand why i cant get the meaning
i was always searching for a new connection
i found that within u but u left me abandoned

(coldspades)
i feel so broken down
i feel so hopeless now
dont wanna hear a sound
can you please get me out
tell me if you need me if its vital
i dont wanna see i'll keep my eyes closed
lately it feels like im going psycho
i cant seem to change stuck in a cycle 

(mei)
and i just be falling down the spiral
love u but we always seem to fight uhh
and its always been a struggle
always been a mess
put my feelings in the bottle
i should take a step back
cuz we are far away
why u always say its okay
but its not okay
its to the point when its hurting me 
like everyday
always acting like 
u dont see me struggling

echoes of our love +coldspades & angelicxmei (kidu)

@resolve1k

i feel so lost right now i just dont know where to go
ask if ive been alright but i dont know anymore
i cant trust you anymore cause you left me in the cold
everybody say they love me but i still feel alone

i cant feel this moment
i just feel so broken
i wont try its hopeless
you’re my only solace
wasted my time
on your empty lies
i just cant seem to cry
dont tell me that its fine
honestly i dont know why

i can barely breathe
i can barely sleep
dont wanna see the future if its not with you and me
dont know what you want
dont know what you need
every time i try it just ends up where i bleed

spotify

solace (inno)

vacant +vin0, h3artch3rades

@owtiss
@angelicxmei
@yashio20k

instagram.com/owtiss1/
instagram.com/angelicxmei/
instagram.com/yashio20k/

[@owtiss]
i think u just wna be urself
i wish i could get u out this hell
i cant take to know that ur not well
i cant do it all by myself
i think u just wna be urself
i wish i could get u out this hell
i cant take to know that ur not well
i cant do it all by myself

[@angelicxmei]
u told me that u need to get right
oh no, that meant that sth bad might happen
ure putting all my shit in bad light
like, am i really the bad guy?
at first i thought that we were meant to be
but now im crying loud
im wiping all my tears
i dont even have words for u to say
i just really wish that u couldve stay w me

uuuh all the shit i couldve done but im not enough
all the shit i couldve change but im not enough
ure just messing with my brain and its never fun

be urself w/ angelicxmei (yashio)

@yuri_oyasumi
@cloudbxy1

[coldspades]
思い出せなくて
君がなぜ泣いて
花がまた咲いて
春の中で
君をまた抱いて
夢の中で

思い出して君の夢を
君だけのための心
いつでもそばにいてよ
君が諦めたい時も

ここにいるのは誰か
鏡を見てもわかんね
君が全て忘れても
この気持ちだけを残して

[yuri_oyasumi]
空白を埋める約束を
栞に挟んだ 想いも
荒んでいく毎日
現実とは乖離
反射した光がただ眩しくて

I want to leave faraway
終着点突破して
2人で見た夢
永遠に仕舞い込んで
靡く風どこまでも連れ去って
モノクロ視界が滲み出す前に

[coldspades]
泣かないで
忘れないで
そばにいて
君のため歌って

bloom ft. yuri_oyasumi (cloudbxy)

prod @kggn

[mei]
i think i had enough i just been through much and now i realize
analyse clear my vision now i see ur stupid lies
in ur eyes i see it in ur eyes u cannot fool me twice
traumatized i think im traumatized u cannot heal me

blood & despair, lost in my head 
no im not the same, rot in my bed
do my best u dont seem to care
keep it all inside like every single day

it lost its taste just like a chewing gum
why i cant just spit it out?
ur words keep on hurting me like knife
going in and out
i trace my heart i keep it safe & sound

if im being honest its not what i wanted
spojrz na moje dlonie, cale sa czerwone
czemu nie gadamy o tym jak temu zapobiec?
moze chcemy pobiec, kazdy w swoja strone?

i can feel it through veins, paralyzed
cant scream through my pain
do or die noo this is not a game
ask me if im fine im not okay

i dont know what the cause is
"thats just how it is"
ill wait a 1000 days i promise
i want u to be honest with me
u dont want it, i see
i feel nauses, i bleed
down to my knees

vision (kuru)

by your side【coldspades angelicxmei sorisu ddertbag】

wnt u 2 see me 
prod @qyroo

(tysm @aellzis 4 the cover art)


LYRICS:

(intro)

@extwenty
@bewitchcore

(chorus)

i been waitin 4 a minute
i jus want u 2 c me
u push me 2 my limit
u knock me off my pivot
she b sendin me illicits
i tried 2 keep my distance
tryna reach 4 my ambitions
give a fuck bout my appearance

i been planning my escape
but u made it hard 2 leave
i been waitin 4 the day u c how i feel
tryna function but my chest feels tight
smthn dont seem right
the way i dream myself awake like every night

(verse 1)

have a feelin that im gna end it all at 25
cant seem 2 find a purpose theres a flaw in the design
i been lookin 4 the answers but its not 4 me 2 find
bitch i alwys put u 1st but u push me to the side
why tf i never learn
why does no1 treat me right
everybody has a turn 2 feel something nice
(not me)
its never fkn me
took me 2 long to learn that its nvr as it seems

(bridge)

nvr as it seems x2
(in the depths of my mind)
(its hard to find solace)
(leaving u is a heavy hearts demand)

4 in my chaos , i cant withstand
so in the void i seek 2 mend
hopin 1 day our paths will blend again

(verse 2)

gave u everything but u act like it dont matter
grab my heart right out my chest n then u served it on a platter
i wish u the best
but i shouldnt but i jus dont have enough power
my only wish is 2 be 6ft in the dirt
turn my heart into a flower
swear the voices getting louder
i got so much shit i wna say 2 u
but im a fkn coward
i understand like all the things u said 2 me
c ur face everytime i puff puff on my medicine

(chorus)

##BBEWITCH

echoes of our love +coldspades & angelicxmei (kidu)

may

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