Just Geist

prod. sinxi


Bottom of the ocean 
drowning 
you alr let me down
Fucked up
Can’t say that u want me now
Its been 2 months 
you don’t have to cut me out
I can’t breathe when you’re not around

Bottom of the ocean 
drowning 
you alr let me down
Fucked up
Can’t say that u want me now
Its been 2 months 
you don’t have to cut me out
I can’t breathe when you’re not around

Im running where the sun wont face yet
U can see it in my eyes im faded 
Im waiting 
for nothing 
Leave something
Oh
Don’t run away 
I don’t wanna lose you
I won’t love again
Im not used to that
Don’t call me back
I wanna leave the past
Id feel better with a heart attack

Don’t talk to me 
Im too out of it
Left out alone
Don’t try again
Like honestly
She won’t lie again
Im too far gone
Leave me out of it

Im tryna quit
No Time for this
All my words fall flat again
Still arguing
Swear she’s such a bitch
Please let go 
Let me outta this

Bottom of the ocean 
drowning 
you alr let me down
Fucked up
Can’t say that u want me now
Its been 2 months 
you don’t have to cut me out
I can’t breathe when you’re not around

Bottom of the ocean 
drowning 
you alr let me down
Fucked up
Can’t say that u want me now
Its been 2 months 
you don’t have to cut me out
I can’t breathe when you’re not around

Faceless
You can see it in my eyes im faded
No thoughts promsie u won’t change it
Im waiting for nothing
Tell me im trying for something

Changing
U keep telling me u never wanna face it
Fucked up got my heart beat racing
Im faded off nothing
Tell me im waiting for something

faceless

Self Prod :) 
Featuring @Sinxi

LYRICS

Break my trust
Taking all I had from us
Leave me just to die
That's so fucked up
Leave me all alone
With my pockets turned to stone
Hell is frozen over

Bad Habits
Never seen you frozen so you
Must have it
Loads of heat to close it over
Heart saddened
Never trust a person to their core

Why'd you say you care when you really don't?
Thinking you're so innocent and then you choke
On all your insecurities you never know
Just how to hold composure when it means the most
You froze at the sight of him
Why'd it make you feel so different when you care so much for me
This kerosene could ignite the bond we built for this
Are you sure you wanna leave? i'll ignite it here

Bad Habits
Never seen you frozen so you
Must have it
Loads of heat to close it over
Heart saddened
Never trust a person to their core

You know it hurts a hundred times you screamed my name
The times it hurt I let it fade away in vain
So take the words right out my mouth and make it say what you hate
Cuz you know my heart starts pumping never had to jump back in your arms
To save my life I guess I feel like I might just start hoping
Everything might fall right if I die
The only way that I can make it if I...

Bad Habits
Never seen you frozen so you
Must have it
Loads of heat to close it over
Heart saddened
Never trust a person to their core

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BAD HABITS (feat.Sinxi)

thank u for listening 

// lyrics 
threw it all away
i just wanted you to stay
now the world’s so gray
i just you wanted you to…

sever me my darling
i just wanted you to stay
your eyes so damn charming
when you stare, can’t look away
sever me my darling
i just wanted you to stay
now my heart’s not beating
what I’d do to feel okay

what i’d do to feel okay
i’d pull my hand against the blade
i’d hold my breath cause i can’t breathe without you here

these days are freezing cold but i’m used to sleeping alone
and i wish you the best despite that i can’t let this all go
yeah it hurts
and i know i’m worse
but you ruined this first
so why do i still cry baby

sever me my darling
i just wanted you to stay
your eyes so damn charming
when you stare, can’t look away
sever me my darling
i just wanted you to stay
now my heart’s not beating
what I’d do to feel okay

sever me my darling
i just wanted you to stay
your eyes so damn charming
when you stare, can’t look away
sever me my darling
i just wanted you to stay
now my heart’s not beating
what I’d do to feel okay

spotify

i just wanted u to stay [iof]

volume 1 on spotify, feb 3rd 

i don’t care if it’s lonely
i’m so sick of you just talking like you know me
and you could or you would if you didn’t go starting fires in this basement

oh…
hope you got everything you needed now
cause i’m burning every garden where we fell in love
and i’m killin’ every peasant that walks in this town
you know i’m painting the walls red till they scream for help

and i can bury every feeling that i’m feeling but i know that it’s just moments before i put the fucking gun in my mouth
you cut my heart and now it’s bleeding and i’m staring at the ceiling but the fuck do i expect when this is how it turns out?

oh why’d you go and make geist red
now he’s full of hate
i can’t stand to look at myself
not a fan of him
bodies scattered all across the hall
baby i don’t miss
so why’d go and makes me red
but i’m loving this...
i’ll fight an ego with a bigger one
i’ll hit another million
geistcord till the day i fucking die
but swear we’ve just begun
don’t care for anybody else
or anyone’s opinion
so go ahead and make geist red
red
red
red

i promise our love is dead [drma x lockhome]

it's my birthday so here's a song, ty all for listening <3 
produced by @prod-oc & @iamvagrxnt <3

and i can’t seem to wake up when i’m not with you
and my life feels so made up, it’s colored blue
so tell me where’d the time go
said i’m just ‘bout fine though
broken by design
but i still feel so alive
and someday you’d have let go
you’ll be just ‘bout fine though
know you’re on my mind
on this lonely valentines

oh
i’m colder than the season
feelings got me feeling feelings
do i really need a reason?
no more
so let’s skip to greetings
hi my name is geist i’m feeling
feelings that i don’t believe in

yeah oh
or i’m just cold in my bed
or it’s just all in my head
i don’t want a reason to feel like i’m falling in love again
yeah oh
painting the walls back to red
staring at the words that u said
phrased like a poet in love with the dead

where'd the time go? [oc x vagrxnt]

produced by sleepwater @hiraethsry and @prod-oc

✰

lyrics:
how am i alive

lord its not fair anymore
oh its not fair anymore
oh its not fair anymore
oh its not fair anymore

i dont care about you
if you dont care about me
can someone care about me
its obvious i find it hard to breathe
your distant now and that makes me so sad
your different now and i werent ready for that
my eyes be crying, like the ocean
no birds are flying, it was only us

i want dreams with you
lets get on the stones
a day with us
is heaven on earth
i feel like more me
pacing through the sand
she stares back at us
says is this the way ?

under the sand
not ready to go
holding my hand
i need to make it special
feel like a strand
latched onto you
you broke my heart
you broke my heart

think im in love with you
its not fair anymore

what are about to do
cos i might burst
dont want this to end
its not fair
its not fair anymore
its not fair anymore
its not fair anymore
its not fair

https://www.instagram.com/p/CqZoY3PK0Pr/

weak w/ heylog [oc]

bubbles /
depends, can you go fuck yourself

hira /
i can see a lot of shit coming out of you 
throwing hands until my face turns a darker blue
the evil in your eyes is pouring out of you
i still wonder why, im never mad at you

you could have some decency 
left me vacant while youre down on your knees
i should be more patient 
but its hard to be
when youre out fucking anybody that

breathes

is it too much to ask for your time
love my patience is walking the line
save me
its not like youd try
fell too close
breaking my spine

too close i feel like an option
i keep tryna run girl 
run into the forest
i could use some safety
are you tryna hold me?
stop shaking
eyes are getting blurry

i dont trust nobody
but i saw you as family
its getting too warm im struggling to breathe
its blatant im nothing to see

i can see a lot of shit coming out of you 
throwing hands until my face turns a darker blue
the evil in your eyes is pouring out of you
i still wonder why, im never mad at you

you could have some decency 
left me vacant while youre down on your knees
i should be more patient 
but its hard to be
when youre out fucking anybody that

breathes

breathe

thank you <3 @tnvr555 @b_murph

// i'm geist 
most days i regret i didn’t stay
but it’s all just part of life
and there’s not much more that i can say
but i love you and goodbye

(check 123)

but i don’t care what’s your new damn name
change your @ but it’s all the same
get a checkmark, go chase the fame
but don’t act like you fucking care

oh trust me love that i know
you’re so unhappy
it shows
it’s not your character love
fuck your friends and your drugs

don’t ever try to come around here
but god i miss your face...
don’t ever say you loved me
i can’t take

paint my picture red with the memories
i wish that our love wasn’t everything
i consume the pain like a remedy
sad to see you go, but it’s best for me

paint my picture red with the memories
i wish that our love wasn’t everything :/
i consume the pain like a remedy
sad to see you go, but it’s best for me...

// b murph 
sad to see you go, but it’s for the best
i’ve got this lingering emptiness that never leaves my chest
so i don’t need you to keep piling on
by flaunting all the good shit in your life
and you know that i still love you
but i can’t stay here no more
and there’s nothing left here for me to do
so i’m running out that door

and i’m just gonna keep on running
never gonna stop
even when i meet the edge
and i bet that you think that it’s funny
when i’m gone
yeah i hear you laughing with all your friends
it’s been getting too hard to pick myself up
when i just get another reason to fall
and i know that you love me,
i see it in your flaws
that you hide from everyone but me,
i see it all, yeah

sad to see u go w/ b murph [tnvr]

i don’t want to wake up safe and sound
i’ve got a million ghosts they follow me around
cause it’s safe to say that i hate this town
and everyone that i see they act like fucking clowns  
 
well damn i lost my mind
holding on to something i couldn’t keep alive  
lights in my eyes died
staring at what was never truly mine

it’s black and white for the millionth time
the colors stripped with the lies
i’ll add the red with my bloodshot eyes
i swear i tried but you ruined my mind
the trust was pushed to the side
we couldn’t rebuild the broken ties
 
pretty eyes
how they always hypnotize
i can’t take it anymore
i’m holding on to what’s left of my pride
and i
don’t want to fight
but i can’t seem to get you off my mind

here we go again
i know you’ve had it my friends
i crashed my car through the fence  
you know i’m wanting to feel alive
it’s you and i
till the day that i die
i hope that day is tonight
cause i can’t take anymore
i tried 
i can’t take anymore i tried 

i’m no kid in the limelight
i’m more like a deer in the headlights love
already been hit to the curbside
lost so much blood but i’m alright now
and i don’t care if it feels like
razors in my thighs
soul’s been damned like wow
hope that one day i can make it out and tell you bout the love i found

here we go i take the pain like a man
bite my tongue till i can’t
i do it all just to feel alive
and where’d you go
when i just needed a friend
said you would wait till the end
but you couldn’t even stay the night

i can't seem to get you off my mind [tennis player]

oh its not fair anymore
no its not fair anymore
no its not fair anymore

i just cant tell you enough
my thoughts been opening up
i never said it enough 
my heart was filled with your love

i would sacrifice my love just to be on your side
gimme just another day so that i can reside
while youre waiting at the gates, ill find somewhere to hide

i need somewhere to hide
i know youre in the fields looking at me over the light
if theres a chance that you hear me singing into the night
i need to tell you that ill love you till the end of the line

you know i always cared about you
i might sleep in water hang my head whilel i cry
been 2 years now im lost without you
take me to a forest filled with water and pine

its not fair anymore
its not fair anymore
its not fair anymore
its not fair anymore

how could you take away my best friend
ive got no one to trust
ill see your face in the end
your words fill my stomach making me who i am
you wouldnt have left me, i know ill see you again

enough

@decayinganyways @tnvr555

// decaying
break it down, all to the ground
and one day now, you will be proud
of the things I’ve done, all over round
and I’ll try my best, and hope I don’t drown

and i, i don’t wanna die young
guess i’m feeling like i haven’t done enough
wasted all this time so now i gotta catch up
but everything i’ve done it never feels like much

i was so fucked up in that year
and ever since then now, it’s so clear
and everything i fear now, i hold dear
oh no

so is it fucked up
i been feeling like i haven’t done enough
and i been feeling like i haven’t tried enough
tell me why i always gotta mess it up
fuck it up
so is it fucked up
i been feeling like i haven’t done enough
i been feeling like i haven’t tried enough
tell me why i always gotta mess it up
fuck it up

// geist
oh oh
so they all listen now
guess i’m on a roll
do i make u proud?
you’re the sweetest ghost
knew what i’m about..
now i’ve lost the most
can i make it out?

aha
sit back
watch afar i swear i’ll make a change
it’s sad that
that our paths will never cross again
it’s all love but we have to go our separate ways
cause i can’t follow you if we don’t see the same

there’s music in my veins
i bleed to numb the pain
if i die young
i’m grateful that u knew my name
if i die young
just know i’m in a better place
so promise you’ll remember i gave everything

// geist & decay
i’ll dream tonight
hold it tight
hope my life
turns out fine

hope my life turns out fine w/ DecayingAnyways [Tnvr]

@prod-oc 
@iamvagrxnt

a little numb, little sore
just kidding, i’m fucking torn
tell the lies, you adore my eyes that will never glisten again
i’ll bury you with all my friends

so
take it all
i really wanted to stay
but now I’m covered in blood, I took a punch to the face
so I’ll
take the fall
i don’t know what to say cause I x2

guess i might have caught you in a bad mood
hands deep in my chest now I’m screwed
holding on your waist, what I’d do
you can take control cause I’m through

with your lying eyes
you could have taken away
every part of me
that thinks its all in my head
dont wanna thank you
i just wanna tell you
that you are something of toxic remains

but your dark oak eyes
are always my demise
i wish to take it away
before i can realize
that you are leeching
bleeding at the sore seems
wishing to be fix something worse than you are

so
take it all
i really wanted to stay
but now I’m covered in blood, I took a punch to the face
so I’ll
take the fall
i don’t know what to say cause I x2

guess i might have caught you in a bad mood
hands deep in my chest now I’m screwed
holding on your waist, what I’d do
you can take control cause I’m through

cause im through
and you tore me
blood can drift from my wrists
just like the stories
you cant save me
theres no trying
i'd rather die here tonight than have you call me

TORN [oc]

State Lines

aintlove

Thank you for listening

with bracket man @lilskeleskrrt <3

prod @prodbymicco
mixed and mastered by @farhantnvr

Available on the following and more!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6jfMX3otXPhCjfWUpwtzAJ
iTunes: https://music.apple.com/us/album/the-end-feat-lil-skele-single/1528224382

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Lyrics
// I'm Geist
Feeling so hopeless again,
She said I love you but this is the end,
We burn like fires and can’t make amends,
I’m sick and tired of playing pretend

Feeling so hopeless again,
How could you leave me here, stuck on the fence,
Isolating and I’m losing my friends,
Don’t say goodbye I don’t want it to end
Yeah
I’m feeling so hopeless again,
She said I love you but this is the end,
We burn like fires and can’t make amends,
I’m sick and tired of playing pretend
Yeah

Oh, winter-fall where’d i go
Always getting lost in the snow
I can feel the frost in my bones
Then I pay the cost all alone 
And I’m running again
Afraid of losing myself
With every passing day
I get more overwhelmed
I’m burning in this hell
Too scared to ask for help

Feeling so hopeless again,
She said I love you but this is the end,
We burn like fires and can’t make amends,
I’m sick and tired of playing pretend

Feeling so hopeless again,
How could you leave me here, stuck on the fence,
Isolating and I’m losing my friends,
Don’t say goodbye I don’t want it to end
Yeah
I’m feeling so hopeless again,
She said I love you but this is the end,
We burn like fires and can’t make amends,
I’m sick and tired of playing pretend

// Skele
Getting really tired of playing pretend
And this is gonna hurt when all of it ends
Thought it was fine, i met all of your friends
And now i spend my nights all alone in my bed, again
Yeah, i get a check and i spend that
bought a new bag, you can have that
6 months and im still stuck but i need you and i hate that
Told you that i want us
But i cant keep my head up
You can tell me that i'm not enough
I spent my time on you
But you never told me what to do 
I gave my all for you
But everythings falling through

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The End w/ Skele (Prod. Micco)

Could we try again? 
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hope my life turns out fine w/ DecayingAnyways [Tnvr]

I'm Geist

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