RETROGRADE

' WASTE ' prod Anticøn Beatz feat  IMREALLYDEAD

" HUNTER " prod ERLAX

" LITHIUM " prod ANTICØN

" 3 WAYS " prod ERLAX

" BLIZZARD " prod Anticøn

SXREY and friends

linez

SXREY X SadHappyRabbit - linez

Guitars by Vctm Cltr
Beat by hellmebaby
beautiful singing by SydneyUnicorns

art by Vctm.

Lyrics by Vctm. These are the Lyrics:

When I look in your eyes
I see mine
From 7 years ago 
You got a heart full o’ rage, kid
And a nose full of coke, 
  
Oh

I wish I knew then
What I know
I wish I could tell you 

That you can’t grow cold, kid
Put that flame in your soul

Some people got married
Some people got hard
Conspiracy Dearies 
Evil in the arm

They had a new baby and  
bought some new guns  
My friend Bobby 
cut out everyone

I heard he’s in the suburbs
A yard full of shrubs
He’s got himself a teacher
Koolaid in the cup
 
I got him on the phone
he’s sounding quite bitter
Cause I do not believe
In his discount life-sitter

Your Facebook shaman
 online followin’   
What you tryin’ to prove kid?
What you’re trying to prove kid
Won’t change what ya did

KID (feat. Sydneyunicorns) [prod. hellmebaby X Vctm Cltr]

mix/mastered: mydeathreal 
produced by SC4Z
s/o to madonna

juice

kaine - juice [prod. sc4z]

Fucked Up Pain

WATCHING US prod ANTICON

*old song* gothic girl (ft. kayangel & jeep)

og beat @batpoisn
mix-master @petrv-yblood

You too afraid

You too afraid

Why you so afraid
Promise I won't break
I see you want me too
But you too afraid
You're scared of truth
Didn't have to even say
You knew about the blade
But you too afraid
You didn't have to wait
For me to be right there
I'm sorry I am scared
But you always stayed
Wanna be with you
Tomorrow's promising
Still waiting out for you
But you too afraid

You too afraid

You too afraid

Why you so afraid
Afraid to hold my hand
Like you scared to fall
You too afraid
I will be right there
Your poison in the air
Ready to forgive
You my everything
Sorry I wasn't there
When you took the pill
I will always share
Everything with you

With you I have no fear
I am incomplete

And I wish you here

And I wish you here

But you too afraid

But you too afraid

But you too afraid

sorry

DOUBT prod ANTICON

“Hey, Fate” - a song to listen to when you feel like the universe is against you.

Hey, Fate

Lyrics:

Verse 
They want us all to hurry
We gotta keep on movin’
Or else we’re goin’ nowhere
We’re doin’ nothin’
Don’t ever wonder
Don’t ever ask a question
Just go a little faster
Go a little faster

Chorus
‘Cause the faster the better
Faster the better
Faster the better
The better

Verse 2
There’s a fire
I can smell it
There’s a war
I can feel it
There’s a storm
I can see it
It’s getting closer
I don’t wanna go there
I don’t wanna know
No
But I can’t stop it now
And I can’t look away

Chorus
‘Cause the faster the better
Faster the better
Faster the better
Faster the better
Faster the better

Bridge
Screens in our faces, selling us speed
Trading our souls for the things we don’t need
Building a world that’s ready to break
Chasing a dream that was never awake
The engines roar, but we’re losing control
No one is stopping, we’re swallowing whole

Chorus
‘Cause the faster the better
Faster the better
Faster the better 
Till it all falls down
The faster the better
Faster the better
Faster
the
better

The Faster the Better

Copyright 2025 Drop Stereo. All songs written, created, performed, recorded by Timothy Anderson.

Verse 1

I’ve been walking through the days half-awake,
chasing meaning I could never name.
Every mirror showed a stranger’s face,
but tonight it looks the same.
I used to fight the calm, afraid to rest —
thought peace meant giving in.
Now I see the beauty in the cracks,
and call it where I’ve been.

Pre-Chorus

The past still hums beneath my ribs,
but I don’t let it drive.
I breathe, I bend, I learn to live —
it’s proof I’ve stayed alive.

Chorus

Open hands, heavy heart,
I’m still learning where to start.
The weight I carry makes me real,
but it doesn’t have to steal.
Every fall just draws the line
where I rebuild what’s mine.

Verse 2

I’ve made peace with not knowing the end,
with love that shifts and bends.
It’s not forever that defines,
it’s who you are when it begins.
I used to run from the quiet parts,
afraid of what I’d find.
Now I meet them eye to eye,
and leave the fear behind.

Pre-Chorus

The ache’s still there, but softer now,
a rhythm I don’t mind.
The hurt became a language
I translate over time.

Chorus

Open hands, heavy heart,
I’m still learning where to start.
The weight I carry makes me real,
but it doesn’t have to steal.
Every fall just draws the line
where I rebuild what’s mine.

Bridge / Breakdown

(guitars swell — rhythmic palm-mutes, then open into melody)
Let it break if it has to —
I’m not afraid to mend.
Every scar’s a second chance,
every loss a different end.

Final Chorus / Outro

Open hands, heavy heart,
I’m still standing where I start.
No need to chase what fades away,
I’ve found enough to stay.
Every breath, a quiet spark —
open hands, heavy heart.


Open Hands, Heavy Heart

ImReallyDead aka JAMESDEANX,  prolific song writer and singer . 
This is my therapy 
and I feel a need to use 


  
Bipolar
Aquarius

WATCHING US prod ANTICON

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