hyperpop

Sorc'd Set (10/9/21)

JoshIGuess Nightcore Set (11/20/21)

Napalm Set (2/25/22)

Dry Cleaners Set (3/15/22)

Mid-Wilshire Skate Shop Set (3/18/22)

June's Memorial Set (5/7/22)

ft @fountainhead777
mastered by me
mixed by me + fountainhead + me adding effects to fountainheads vox
Shawty in my dms every season
Every single day has been feeling like the weekend
I've been trying to be happy fighting off my demons
My no reason to live has just turned into some reasons
I don't give a fuck long as it's myself I'm pleasing
You never wanna know how fast my heart is beating
Don't care what I'm saying, but you're the one that was reading
2021 I just hope this year can meet it

Will it meet my expectations
Last year was so frustrating
I thought it would be my year
But I was left in tears
I can't be a disappointment
But at least I'm not to myself
And I know I may have failed
Thats ok I'm doing well
And those past feelings that were felt
Cuz I don't need em now
And you only hear the sound
Of succeeding with my patience
It may take some time 
But I know that eventually everything will be fine
I know that there are some days that I'll be feeling off
But that's okay cuz I know you all do that a lot



I just robbed a cop 
I'm faded while you're not 
I know that you're an opp
Snuff you out like a moth
In truth I'm always fucked up 
I have faith in my mind's eye (don't care)
She ask me if I'm high 
She can't tell the fucking difference

Shawty causing dissonance 
And I've been having visions of 
Some people causing friction 
Benediction through my prison
I just got her call
they don't want you known
leave you alone
Tell you what I'm on

Shawty in my dms every season
Every single day has been feeling like the weekend
I've been trying to be happy fighting off my demons
My no reason to live has just turned into some reasons
I don't give a fuck long as it's myself I'm pleasing
You never wanna know how fast my heart is beating
Don't care what I'm saying, but you're the one that was reading
2021 I just hope this year can meet it

Spotify!

2021! / Shawty In My Dms (Roko Tensei, Silo)

prod. @windyboi
featuring @toxin_brewer
mixing/mastering
@joshiguess -by myself
@toxin_brewer -by himself
lyrics below
they be saying next up, she be acting extra,
if we keep this at our force won't ever be against us,
hiding in the spectrum, you won't ever be a victim,
 unless you coming up to me and  hit hard with reflection,

and i've been gone, for a while, 
we can't bond, with this pile,
of pillows, collapsing, all over, our bodies,
 and
we'll talk with walkie talkies, 
and i've just wanted to feel you around but it's too distant,
wont you be my mistress, i wish i had these kisses on this bed,
 in my head it circulates these thoughts of you,
and i can't feel the way i wanted me next to you

every time i'm next to you i just wanna die, baby hurt my feelings, girl i really hate the way you make me feel, everything you said i know you never meant it, everything you meant i know you never said it, looking at my face, i was ??? looking at the screenshots of your messages

walkie talkies w/ toxin brewer (windyboi)

@akiradoves
@ohmgkarma aka @ilykarma
@yungkaori
artwork provided by @user-729386150

Come up with words like an essay
You know I got her room messy
And these bitches looking blasé
And she gon do it in a chevy

Have my kids hold my wrist to where I can't feel anything
Moshpit hold my fist so I won't drop my wedding ring
I persist you get the gist I'm going hard like every day
Call the past I reminisced put it right into my grave

And I've been wanting to do this but I need quiet to prove it
I can do this type of music
I'm trying everything I can to take it to other levels
Kaori on instrumental long with the only abysmal and I'm like

Get my blade back cut em up I strike back
You try to run kill this bitch cuz she's a cunt
Ok I'm kinda tweaking out ok I shout shut up bitch!
Ok I never understood a thing she said to my face
Okay, okay, okay! Ah!
Get my blade back cut em up I strike back
Demons in my head in disguise I can't rest
I'm done with everything slit my wrist
I'm a bitch I don't care what you think about me
Shut the fuck up please don't talk about me
And please don't go, berserk!
Don't go! Don't go! Don't go! Ooooo!
I persist you get the gist I'm going hard like every day (yeah)

Walk, wok, walk
Im'a walk in I got wok in
Bitch we run it
Im'a walk in I got wok in
Bitch we run it, bitch we run it
I could never tell a hoe that I'm sorry no
I could never tell a hoe that I'm sorry no
She all on my cock cus I'm way too cocky (woah)
Head all in the water sip elixer with my posse
When we on the block we run that shit like cardio
I'm on top bitch if he on my (on my) dick
Then he talk shit I beat him in the mosh pit
Heard he talkin shit bout Josh he on some opp shit
That bitch gimme neck like ostrich now she lying on my cock
Told Josh to pop out in LA he just bought his first glock

LIVE PERFORMANCE

ESSAY w/ AKIRADOVES & ILYKARMA [YUNG KAORI + ABYSMAL]

song inspired by 100 gecs lmfao
and i've been trying to find new ways, i've been trying to find a new place,
and i've been wanting to make my own name, in this place that i will escape

so i'll run away from my problems, and think nothing at all, i dont care what
you do you will not make me fall, 


i've been feeling so wrong but, that's okay we will turn things just right,
can you all leave me alone and i don't wanna fight off, these lame foes, when
all they do is insult, while i promote

New Place! (Roko Tensei)

prod. @ohhellonokia

this time i'll do it right
this time i'll make it fine
trying to excel yeah you know i gotta try
it's hard to tell the truth cuz i know you and your lies

this time i'll do it right
this time i'll make it fine
trying to excel yeah you know i gotta try
it's hard to tell the truth cuz i know you and your lies

This time i wanna do this right
This time, i don’t wanna fight
This time, i won’t say goodbye
This time, ill be alright,

I never wanted it to end up this way
so i gotta go ahead and take a detour
but i didn’t expect for it to stay
so im staying all alone like i am eeyore

this time i'll do it right
this time i'll make it fine
trying to excel yeah you know i gotta try
it's hard to tell the truth cuz i know you and your lies

this time i'll do it right
this time i'll make it fine
trying to excel yeah you know i gotta try
it's hard to tell the truth cuz i know you and your lies

this time

this time w/ nokia2k

(prod. bipolar beats)
mix by: me
master by: me
vocals by: me
cover art by: https://www.instagram.com/drawllapse/
and how the fuck do people liking me feel painful (painful)
not really their fault i'm mentally unstable (i'm unstable!)
i swear to god my life's been told just like a fable (like a fable!)
they shut me off like people shutting off their cable (shut it off!)
i try to pleasure everyone when i'm unable (i'm unable!)
i gotta put my life together like a staple (gotta staple!)
but they just think i'm good all they give is appraisal (give appraisal!)
deep inside i often have thoughts of betrayal (yes i do!)

all these emails tryna sign me to a label (they just want you!)
but if i really do i really won't feel faithful (yeah i won't)
i just wanna work and always do my own thing (my own thing)
but how do i when i can't even think straight (not thinking clearly)
about what i want in this life (very dearly)
they take advantage whenever u wanna feel nice (and they fear me)
and to these people i could never pass their turnpike (wheeling)
unless i already wanna go and see the light (feelings)
why these people always wanna take advantage (of my own stuff)
i guess they dont know the affect of damage
@user-324021497

Music Vid

don't hit me up: it's painful

feat https://soundcloud.com/akiradoves

Looking at the sunset
Are you feeling upset?
I hope you won't forget
Hope you won't ignore this
Hanging on the door hinge
Hoping you will let me in
I need all your oxygen
I can't breathe without it
Do you really like me?
I know you wouldn't doubt it
Am I your guy? I might be
Let's prove it with an outing
Will you ever find me?
I'm in the water drowning
Of tears from the past tense
Hoping I won't go again

My eyes feel like blurry lens
Should I just put down my pen
Looking at the message that you sent
Wonder if I should've went, feelings that I should've kept
Cuz I can't make decisions I always make predictions
I do it thru a diction, is this just addiction?
I am on a mission hoping that one day you'll come back and listen
Your eyes will always shine and glisten
Always in my dreams, they're most innocent but evil
Craziest I've ever seen, that you'd think I'm off a bean
I wish you know what you mean you mean everything to me

Looking at the sunset
Are you feeling upset?
I hope you won't forget
Hope you won't ignore this
Hanging on the door hinge
Hoping you will let me in
I need all your oxygen
I can't breathe without it
Do you really like me?
I know you wouldn't doubt it
Am I your guy? I might be
Let's prove it with an outing
Will you ever find me?
I'm in the water drowning
Of tears from the past tense
Hoping I won't go again

Hoping I won't go to bed, hoping I will never rest
Hoping this will never end
Hoping for more, hoping more
Holding me more, hold me more
Don't stop, I promise i'll be there
You're gone, why'd you have to go away
It's almost like a tragic story
It's almost like that you don't know me

Looking at the sunset
Are you feeling upset?
I hope you won't forget
Hope you won't ignore this
Hanging on the door hinge
Hoping you will let me in
I need all your oxygen
I can't breathe without it
Do you really like me?
I know you wouldn't doubt it
Am I your guy? I might be
Let's prove it with an outing
Will you ever find me?
I'm in the water drowning
Of tears from the past tense
Hoping I won't go again

Visualizer

oxygen w/ akiradoves

prod https://soundcloud.com/wheelprod
og version: https://soundcloud.com/j0shiguess/attachment-issues

Do I want to stay, or should I go away
Should I leave the world or have this risk to take,
Will it turn out worse or will it be so great,
Still I gotta try to accept my fate 

Only had to try this 2 times like I'm nate, 
But there's days that I feel I can't escape,
Stuck with you forever but I can't complain,
This feeling you give me  driving me insane,


Loving it, McDonald's, High pitched voice like Carl, 
hate on me I snarl, sun comes out like Charles,
 ride or die for me,  rise and shine for me
 but she been wanting drugs so she might die on me,
(you know I really don't want that to happen please don't take that serious i swear to god)

 she told me she promised not to lie to me, 
how am I still going, I always agree
Will this help in life or will I not succeed,
I'm already failing, hope I get degree


I just feel attached, she snatched my heart from me, benefits or issues tell apart for me, how do I continue she so far from me, 
always rejecting others that live close to me,

Do I want to stay, or should I go away
Should I leave the world or have this risk to take,
Will it turn out worse or will it be so great,
Still I gotta try to accept my fate
to accept my fate to accept my fate to accept my fate
she my one and only,
promised this forever, but it's going slowly, 
I hate being so she the one for me,
I hate having issues but they strengthen me

attachment issues (wheel)

https://soundcloud.com/j0shiguess/convince-myself-nightcore-nxname
_________________________________________________________________

Tryna convince myself I'm not worthless 
Tryna convince myself that I'm worth it
Tryna convince myself she's not perfect
But I know that times have worsened 

I've been going through these days haven't been working
Got all this fame I dont think that I earned it
What's the future for me it's a blur and
I can't see what occurs in the moment
I can't seem to find what's the purpose
X on the spot and I continue searching
Ex on my call and I see the tables turning
Ex on my cock in my dreams that are hurting

Tryna convince myself I'm not worthless 
Tryna convince myself that I'm worth it
Tryna convince myself she's not perfect
But I know that times have worsened 

Feel so tired waking up from these nightmares
Try to stand up strong, baby I'm on a high chair
Feel so high on the swings at the fair
But they didn't check my seatbelt so I could've fell there
Would've fell into a pit but is it what I wanted?
No I wanna stay alive but i keep on thinking twice
Multi-personalities probably not okay,
But I still try to call with my friends every day

convince myself. (nxname)

https://soundcloud.com/joshigues/vacation-nightcore-jxsie-beats

I've been trying my best, but I can't take it
She's been wanting the rest, while she is taken
She's been loving me less, she seems to hate it
Why don't she just take a vacation

She only love me when on anti-depressants
When she's off of them I can't get her attention
Her minds been going in every direction
But you know I can't follow directions
Cause anywhere I go
Can't make it back home
To the place I used to call
Everything and all

Feeling like I'm Autumn now, faded into fall
And I'm feeling like I'm Casperrr, now that I'm a ghost
And I'm feeling like Eternal
Cause I want you to say hello

I've been trying my best, but I can't take it
She's been wanting the rest, while she is taken
She's been loving me less, she seems to hate it
Why don't she just take a vacation

She thinks I'm falling out of love, but I'm just falling out of trust
She thinks it's falling into dust, I wish you knew I give a fuck
Ex-friends coming up to me I know they always fuss
Wanna turn 'em into goldfish, so I can name 'em Hush
Maybe then that'll be the time that they could shut up
I just know I had enough, and know that you have had enough
We can never get enough
In this thing called love

I've been trying my best, but I can't take it
She's been wanting the rest, while she is taken
She's been loving me less, she seems to hate it
Why don't she just take a vacation

visualizer

vacation (jxsie beats)

afterlife
- https://linktr.ee/prod.afterlife

jolst 
- https://instagram.com/prodjolst
- https://youtube.com/c/jolst

Lyrics:
@joshiguess
I've been lost in the river spirits,
they calling me in yeah you know I can hear it
i swim in motion thru these emotions,
better not put me in a potion 

I've been lost in the river spirits,
they calling me in yeah you know I can hear it
swim in motion thru these emotions,
better not put me in a potion 

I called her to the dance, but she left me in a trance, she's not just a fan, want me to be her man, don't know if i can, i just might be banned, i sent her home with a stain on her pants

Falling in love, or am I aromatic, I can't ever trust, a loner or myself, I really need help, is life really worth it, the time will tell, but I don't think that I deserve this, 

my ex friends think it's urgent, that my only purpose, is to ruin their own living, they really got me tripping, cuz that's what they do, they avoid the truth rather see me in a noose, they just wanna see me blue

Can't decide I'm alright, they decline, I ask em why
Can't decide I'm alright, they decline, I ask em why

I've been lost in the river spirits,
they calling me in yeah you know I can hear it
i swim in motion thru these emotions,
better not put me in a potion 

@akiradoves
hurt me now 
hurt my emotions
give me now
give me your potion
and you're far away from me
leave me there running in the street
hurt me now 
hurt my emotions
give me now
give me your potion
leave me there right on the floor
you're gone

@cypression
when you left it took a piece of me
 i gave everything and you left me here to bleed
 i tried my hardest to make you stay 
but i guess it never mattered at the end of the day
(oooooooooooo--- woah-----)

@joshiguess : Can't decide I'm alright, they decline, I ask em why

spotify

river spirits w/ akiradoves & cypression (afterlife x jolst)

She want me when she with another guy
He ain't gonna like it when I go between her thighs
We smoke another blunt and then we gettin way too high
Still dreaming about her and I still wonder why

Want me to hit you up but when I do you don't reply
Unless it's on your neck baby promise I won't bite
You know she want the addy but I hit her with the psych
Cuz I know when she back home another dm she will slide
Trying to expose me I can literally just hide
Cuz I'm not dealing with any other fake people in my life
Wanna do this on my own so I won't take your advice 
You know you can't always get away with being so nice

Got trust issues, say I won't miss you
Then I get the tissue, she off the mildew
And I can't control what she won't and she will do
So you're in the moment then you take it too far
And I know you got all these scars
Gotta stitch when I do my part
But continuing is hard
When I feel like I'm falling apart

And I know you got all these scars
Gotta stitch when I do my part
But continuing is hard
When I feel like I'm falling apart

She want me when she with another guy
He ain't gonna like it when I go between her thighs
We smoke another blunt and then we gettin way too high
Still dreaming about her and I still wonder why

Want me to hit you up but when I do you don't reply
Unless it's on your neck baby promise I won't bite
You know she want the addy but I hit her with the psych
Cuz I know when she back home another dm she will slide
Trying to expose me I can literally just hide
Cuz I'm not dealing with any other fake people in my life
Wanna do this on my own so I won't take your advice 
You know you can't always get away with being so nice

trust issues (love race x paulfix)

Dedicated to @akiradoves

Days feel like a waste
Stab my back with a blade
What the fuck did I do
Took my name off your phone
Tell me if you did
Tell me is it real 
I don't even care
About my fucking self

You won't hit my phone anymore
She just chooses to ignore
Every day I feel so bored
Need someone to comfort me
Making new discoveries
Listening to mp3s
While we're playing ps3s
You know she is on her knees

Clouds that I face
Feeling small like a dace
Wishing I could embrace
Tie me up like a lace
Never winning in this race
While you're picking up the pace
Knowing days feel like a waste
Content locked like EA

Days feel like a waste
Stab my back with a blade
What the fuck did I do
Took my name off your phone
Tell me if you did
Tell me is it real 
I don't even care
About my fucking self

You won't hit my phone anymore
She just chooses to ignore
Every day I feel so bored
Need someone to comfort me
Making new discoveries
Listening to mp3s
While we're playing ps3s
You know she is on her knees

Konami to cheat on me
Take you to Shinigamis
The death gods in Japanese
Now you beg back for me, please

Days feel like a waste
Stab my back with a blade
What the fuck did I do
Took my name off your phone
Tell me if you did
Tell me is it real 
I don't even care
About my fucking self
prod @jxsiebeats

waste (jxsie beats)

I'm alone when I see the stars
Watch the moon while it gets dark
I'm alone when I see the stars
Watch the moon while it gets dark

You've been walking round with tired eyes
Make yourself chastise
Wish we compromised
You never show you're always in disguise
No I won't survive
Wish I was still your guy
Take me back to '04 in July
So I can revise
And restart my life
I feel like a puddle when it dries
Cuz I feel dead inside
I know it's my demise

I'm alone when I see the stars
Watch the moon while it gets dark

Remember days you spent at all these parks
Now you've lost your spark
Feels like a broken heart
I remember when I left my mark
Now she's at the bar
Well my bar is low
Feels like it's going slow
Like I'm low battery
My life is congested like it's fucking allergies
 At least I still got that light that i will always believe
 And I know that many lost it and they started smoking trees

I'm alone when I see the stars
Watch the moon while it gets dark
I'm alone when I see the stars
Watch the moon while it gets dark

july (jxsie beats)

I've had these accomplishments
Appreciate these compliments
Writing in these documents
No longer lacking confidence
Rest in piece to Oddg6d, Trent
We never met, but to my friends
You were so close and were so dear
I live this life a bit in fear

This can be over any time, I make the most of it
I really don't just on my laptop in my house and sit
Maybe I should go out even just for little bits
But it sucks when you can't even go to see more live music

Wish I felt free 
Maybe in 2023

I've had these accomplishments
Appreciate these compliments
Writing in these documents
No longer lacking confidence
Rest in piece to Oddg6d Trent
We never met, but to my friends
You were so close and were so dear
I live this life a bit in fear

Only feel alive when I'm on the stage
She fills the air with scent of sage
Me and you on the same page
But we're in a different paragraph
Different places on the map
Will you ever fill that gap
I feel like I'll just extract
More from my life and that's a fact
prod @jxsiebeats

rip (jxsie beats)

plastic heart </3 w. onesadeye, 1graivs (p. dercept)

mixed/mastered by me
prod by @st1x51

Lyrics:
it's a bad sign of a bad time
it's that one kind thats in your mind
stars won't align like a retrograde
gives me this feeling that i cant ever escape

when you hit me up it's like a bookmark
 leave you alone then i go back to restart
now you in the back of the seating chart
need to pay a toll whenever you're the one to park
you show no remorse

you're envisioning my corpse
if i'm not interested i'll cite another source
feel like i'm playing sports
always a competition
 not easy living
 this life being a musician
 cast a spell i'm a magician
i just wait on this transition

(like just worry about your own life what is mine to you?)

it's a bad sign of a bad time
it's that one kind thats in your mind
stars won't align like a retrograde
gives me this feeling that i cant ever escape

i can't hang around these people
when they acting way too evil
i'm just stuck at home 
while my friends are hanging at the regal
gonna see the view of the ocean like a seagull
i'm consuming water you're consuming what's illegal

bad sign, bad time (st1x51)

mix/master and feature by @autumndropsdead
prod @windyboi

Glass jars full of candy bars
You're so close but no cigar
People stare and they real bizarre
I'm so deprived and I need to charge
Haunting me she still in disguise
I'm over here still acting shy
Once I'm confident again, she too dry
In response to me and I try to hide

Mouth is dry but, i can try this
Conversation shit is terrifying
So annoying, all the shit you fuckin' did
Being genuine is something
That you couldn't fuckin' win over

When you're on top of the world
What's the point in getting points across
You're already heard
And it hurts a lot more, when you're stuck with the girl
Who doesn't have a sense of reason while you vomit and hurl

I feel like Adele the way we could have had it all
I'm on an emissary for you, and I ain't talking brawl
Got this app inside my brain that I can never uninstall
These voices all inside my head cause paranoia in the halls

Saves her words for later
Got em wrapped in small tin foil
They act dead to me, till I'm no longer free
Now they're rising out the soil
And i'm burning all my past memories
Stare at pots while they just boil
And all my opportunities were taken to despoil

Mouth is dry but, i can try this
Conversation shit is terrifying
So annoying, all the shit you fuckin' did
Being genuine is something
That you couldn't fuckin' win over

When you're on top of the world
What's the point in getting points across
You're already heard
And it hurts a lot more, when you're stuck with the girl
Who doesn't have a sense of reason while you vomit and hurl

I feel like Adele the way we could have had it all
I'm on an emissary for you, and I ain't talking brawl
Got this app inside my brain that I can never uninstall
These voices all inside my head cause paranoia in the halls

Paranoia, paranoia 
In the halls
Emissary for you
I won't be here for that long
Wait another second
I can make it out
It hurts a lot fucking more
When you walk through the door
That I let you in, in the first place

emissary w/ autumndropsdead (windyboi)

produced by Инеон https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuANCjKYkN8pD_xXkNYtOuQ/videos

feature https://soundcloud.com/dreamworldtony
mixed by me and tony
mastered by https://soundcloud.com/akiradoves

lyrics:
Feeling like I'm sonic I be speeding down the highway 
Shawty bad after class taking her to my place 
Saying I am trash well to me that's just a hot take
When our lips touch, she's like syrup on some hotcakes

No way, no way
 dream in the color, like he's cordae
I'm not nahmir I'm not fucking on a soul train,
She tryna come back but I'm outside of her whole lane

I've been up tonight staying recording 
High up in the sky feel like I am soaring 
Wonder what to do to make my life not boring 
Spent a few days w headwaters touring
I've been up tonight staying recording 
High up in the sky feel like I am soaring 
Wonder what to do to make my life not boring 
Spent a few days on tour with tony

(Dreamworld Tony)
Drive it like a rental car but it’s a foreign 
Hate my boring life up North I’d rather be touring 
Taking shots at the venue with a shorty 
It they pulling up with drama We ignore it 
Woke up in the car - feel like Aaron Carter 
Driving like a hundred hours yeah we just go harder 
Bitch we fast going up, got our foot in the door 
Fuck a hometown show and do a west coast tour
My beats from Ukraine 
My car stay German though 
I feel like midnight club the way my team go
Shout out to Josh's dad yeah he a real one 
California kush got me feeling like a demon
I feel like Knuckles, fuck Eggman
I’m staying up all night doing what I can

(JoshIGuess)
No way, no way
 dream in the color, like he's cordae
I'm not nahmir I'm not fucking on a soul train,
She tryna come back but I'm outside of her whole lane

Spotify

California w/ Dreamworld Tony (Инеон)

i am a big https://soundcloud.com/1glaive fan 
man named crowbars: scared

LYRICS

(chorus)
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,

aint no chance of survival,
20 shots to your spinal,
and if u wanna go cry boi,
we gon pull up wid that rifle,

where u at then ?
sed u wanna fite real hard,
but u madeleine,
keep a lil click like a guard ,
bringa sylo men,
givin me that lip,
then i dip em wid a mini skeng,

(chorus)
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,

I was sipping soda! (h-h-hi dopa)
fucked up off sum liquor idk her 8)
crazy!
how u turned into a hoe ya
boring like da state of north dakota 
walk in to the club like im 18 
its crazy!
fake id n da police gonna chase me
i just threw up in da back
they gon hate me
now i got a cop on my ass tryna taze me
im a soldier (j-j-john)
ima walk into tha spot like im its owner
and my bros packing heat 
just like its sonar!
i been posted up i been smoking kosher
i been posted up i been smoking

"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,

crowbars w/ glaive

trees w/ chanel rose n zootzie (p. kurtains + angelus)

featuring https://soundcloud.com/emoflytrap
prod https://soundcloud.com/nejdos
mixed/mastered by me 
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don't @ me,
you've been warned,
that you hurt me,
like piles of thorns, 
hit me hard, 
like you were thor,
 but you gave me, what i asked for,

waste of space, 
thats what i am, 
while you rise up,
 i sink in sand, 
when one picks up,
 one just ran,
 when i mess up,
 can't take my stance, 
hard to take,
 more romance, 
when i know,
all won't go as planned

 i dont wanna pay
 i just want the cake
 sorry that im late
 im just hella fake
 back it up in the club 
got my lights in the puff,
i know life sucks 
im just tryna get by, 
you hurt me, 
and the words gone away,
dont hurt me im just tryna stay away
you hurt me, 
and the words gone away,
dont hurt me im just tryna stay away

what i asked for w/ emoflytrap (nejdos)

stayed up all night i'm still checking my phone,
then why do you always still feel alone,
hugging my pillow cuz u are not here
you drive me crazy, but i let you steer,
i loved you much and i done made that clear,
wanted to do this for so many years,
message in bottles are filled with just smears,
cuz thats how my mind feels thinking of old peers

i've been going through a lot of nonsense
its gotten to where i feel very cautious
what'd they do with my brain yeah they washed it,
too much numbers in my head apartment complex,
and i'm just blasting off just like a rocket,
i feel like i'm playing tag just cuz i'm just not it,
and i'm washing all these thoughts just like a faucet,
so i'm the one that made em wet, just think about it,
yuh

stayed up all night i'm still checking my phone,
then why do you always still feel alone,
hugging my pillow cuz u are not here
you drive me crazy, but i let you steer,
i loved you much and i done made that clear,
wanted to do this for so many years,
message in bottles are filled with just smears,
cuz thats how my mind feels thinking of old peers

live performance <3

hugging my pillow (sleepydex)

new album out now
tour tickets: https://ffm.bio/joshiguess