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Mix & Master: JoshIGuess
Produced by @wetgropes
Directed by @kurama_sd

And I'll be honest
I'm beyond stressed
When our bond ends 
I'm on production
Although I turned up 
At the function
I've been tired of
Dealing with this fuck shit

Oh man does it suck
Friends always switch up
I swear I had this all cuffed
But I never was enough 

But I guess she broke the lock
And she shattered through my heart 
And I hate to rid of people
I don't wanna cut off
If it's getting this hectic 
Guess it's best we won't talk
Like I'm looking at a flower 
And the petals fell off


And I'm beyond stressed
After accomplished
People saying that I ain't ever done shit
Look at me now I'm starting moshpits
But I couldn't even handle an apartment

Oh man does it suck (does it suck does it suck)
Friends always switch up (switch up switch up)
I swear I had this all cuffed (had it cuffed had it cuffed)
But I never was enough (ohhh)

Would you be better off if I had vanished
I can't stand this place and I never planned it
If I don't got control you don't got demand then
If you don't got me you don't got a man then

Oh man does it suck (yeah it does yeah it does)
Friends always switch up (can you tell me who to trust?)
I swear I had this all cuffed (yeah i'm never in love)
But I never was enough (woah)

And friends are catching on they realize I'm not worth it
There's no reason to call when they don't got a purpose
They just sit and wait til I hit them up for service
Can you tell me if I'm just being a burden

Oh man does it suck
Friends always switch up
I swear I had this all cuffed
But I never was enough 

I wish that I could give my full love and attention
Past trauma and everything wants to prevent it
And even if you like me you know that I'm always venting
It's always to myself cus my listeners left me

Oh man does it suck
Friends always switch up
I swear I had this all cuffed
But I never was enough
Yeah

lyric video

beyond stressed (wetgropes)

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feat: @yungscuff
prod: Callisto Blue

PAIN SUFFOCATES THE SAME
I'M ON A RUNAWAY TRAIN
SHE GOT ME IN CHAINS
IN PAIN

Welcome to a world where you can never see where you are
Your footsteps have left a trail but then you can't see in the dark
And once you follow on the path that still ends in the same exact result
Trying my only luck with a struck from this sudden lightning bolt
CUS THATS MY SPARK

Taking things so sudden where I cannot even process
I would live more dependently but I ain't dealing with bosses

And every time my life has changed I proceed more and more with caution
With my temperature below the cold breeze feels like that I'm in Boston
And I'm cutting the connects I feel like that i'm living in Groton
Me & Yung Scuff yeah we know we bout to start a moshpit

Yeah I always surround
These people that give me frowns
But I just gotta calm down
I'm gonna make my own sound

I gotta do it for myself now
Even if everybody’s let down
Cus every endings all the same
And every time it ends in pain
But these chains don’t phase me
they barely even wear me down
And I’ll only break free
No matter what my fate allows
I’ll only break free
It’s just a matter of time now
NO MATTER WHAT MY FATE ALLOWS

Oooooo
I'm not afraid to lose
Your love is so true
But i'm always confused
Save me from this endless desire
But you let me rest your soul on fire

Endless Desire (feat. Yung Scuff)

pokemon hat (prod. babytazz)

And now im crying in the club
I'm just trying to have fun
I'm just thinking about us
While im geeking off the drugs
I'll just bury my head in my hands
And one more cup before the plane lands
And one more cup before I make plans
And one more cup and its out of my hands  
And now I'm crying in the club
I'm just trying to have fun
I'm just trying to have fun

Know you hate me
Call me crazy
I'm a goner
As of lately
I keep finding
My worlds colliding
The suspense climbing
The tension is rising
Back and forth
you keep pushing you keep pulling
Even if I want to
I know I really shouldn't
I can't keep on going around in circles
When I know that i'll be the one that hurts you
I've done all that I've can
Guess its out of my hands
But I'm still holding on to
Something I don't want to
But I'm still holding on to
Something I don't want to

And now im crying in the club
I'm just trying to have fun
I'm just thinking about us
While im geeking off the drugs
I'll just bury my head in my hands
And one more cup before the plane lands
And one more cup before I make plans
And one more cup and its out of my hands  
And now I'm crying in the club
I'm just trying to have fun
I'm just trying to have fun

Crying in the Club

lyrics: 
ive been out of dopamine
shawty got control on me
heart its put on ice
she touch my hand that shits like 444 degrees
the cigs are loosing potency
i still miss uuu holding me
DC's on my feet it look like Margiela loafers

got a zyn up in my lips
it tastes like nicotine, my kiss
i was rockin True Religion then i switched into my Tripp's
it tastes like plum up on her lips
i chase the blackout luvv the spins
she chasing me all through my dreams 
i hopped some planes i had to switch

i think of all the time i wasted on uuu
some how i still keep coming back right 2 uuu
im getting faded im so faded for uuu
this shot Patron and imma chase it with 222

the sheets all black up in this hotel
might take my life right in this hotel
i think luh shawty know me so well
maybe 222 well
dont want uuu back i wanna move on
when im gone i know she'll move on
this shot is quad im getting 222 gone

BACK2UUU (hloye)

Schizophoria - ILostMyWay Ft Camertin

lyrics


i just sealed my own death
time to turn back
i cant live inside your head
im just left out but im blessed
i cannot die
but i get close when on these meds

im on my own now
oh i know
its ok love, ill see it thru
i cant be left inside the snow
i must push thru now all alone

take it back
take in what u said now
want it bad
but i dont want it near enough 
on attack
i cant change
my soul is firm
what u lack
vs what i know u need from me

this my final departure 
ill see u gain soon
i take back my words
but leave what i knew
i live inbetween heaven and hell
but when i return
ill come back for myself

i will see it through

Dropping on Spotify October 9th! https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/heyleemanzeron/cenobite-2

The reunion that I always wished would happen finally happened, this one is for the longtime supporters <333

produced by Ari Vega
mixed/mastered by Alexis HeyLee Levay

lyrics:

You hit me down like a basketball
After all this time, you don’t care at all
With the way you treat me like I don’t exist
But it’s my fault, lets get on with it
Yeah
Like i don’t exist
It’s my fault lets get on with it

The way you strike me, my lungs feel like their set alight
Iced out baby, you’d melt me like a forest fire
The way you do it, you hurt me like a cenobite
And i wouldn’t have it any other way tonight
But your heart’s too jagged, with that video game chemistry
Come on baby, play me like final fantasy
The way you do it, you hurt me like a cenobite
And i wouldn’t have it any other way tonight

Glitter and mascara running down your face
Got that apple lip balm, I know how that tastes
Damn it, what would I do if you weren’t here
Please don’t leave me alone
Please don’t disappear

Cause that’s a throwback to that earlier song, but you already know that
You keep me around because you wouldn’t know what to do if I never called back
nail polish is all black

Gotta see you every night or I think i’d go insane
Cause i need you in my life, i can handle all the pain(cause you a simp, bro!)  


The way you strike me, my lungs feel like their set alight
Iced out baby, you’d melt me like a forest fire
The way you do it, you hurt me like a cenobite
And i wouldn’t have it any other way tonight
But your heart’s too jagged, with that video game chemistry
Come on baby, play me like final fantasy
The way you do it, you hurt me like a cenobite
And i wouldn’t have it any other way tonight

The way you flick that match into my heart
Light my eyebrows with kerosene, tear me apart
I know that you wanted me dead right from the start
And now you just want to do it again

Takin’ me back to the ways you wanna see me in an early grave
But you know i would have followed you to the end, until there’s nothing left to save
Gonna stab me in the heart, like i worked at the host club
You’re a yandere, and you got me with that sick love
You could stab me to death and i still would have let you play with my blood again

CENOBITE! | prod. Ari Vega

Fake

Gaberiall Cain - This is where my life begins

[Verse 1]
Step into the fire, no retreat in sight
Every shadow’s waiting for the spark to ignite
You’ve been running circles, thinking you’re ahead
I’ve been walking through the ashes of the ones who bled
Pressure’s climbing higher, can you feel it crack?
Your heartbeat’s pounding while I’m closing the gap

[Pre-Chorus]
This is the edge, and you’re losing control
Your pulse is the drum and it’s taking its toll
Every move’s a countdown, every breath’s a tell
I’m dragging you closer to the mouth of hell

[Chorus]
Face me now — your breath of fear
Hear it toll — the end is near
Taste the doubt you can’t disguise
No escape from the other side
One last move, one last fight
You’re the prey, and I own the night

[Verse 2]
Your rage is shaking, but it’s masking despair
You’re a storm in the distance that dissolves in the air
Every strike you throw only feeds my aim
I’m the ghost in your shadow, you can’t call my name
One false step and the jaws will close
And you’ll feel that truth in your blood and bones

[Pre-Chorus]
This is the edge, and you’re losing control
Your pulse is the drum and it’s taking its toll
Every move’s a countdown, every breath’s a tell
I’m dragging you closer to the mouth of hell

[Chorus]
Face me now — your breath of fear
Hear it toll — the end is near
Taste the doubt you can’t disguise
No escape from the other side
One last move, one last fight
You’re the prey, and I own the night

[Bridge]
I will strip the fight from your hands
Break your will ‘til it can’t withstand
Your courage will rot, your fire will fade
And the echo of me is the sound you made

[Chorus]
Face me now — your breath of fear
Hear it toll — the end is near
Taste the doubt you can’t disguise
No escape from the other side
One last move, one last fight
You’re the prey, and I own the night

[Outro]
One last move, one last fight
You’re the prey, and I own the night

Breath of Fear - Infinite Song (Sonic the Hedgehog)

song is out on all platforms now, check my bio :)

it seemed way more than tragic
all of it's gone just like magic
why did i act so dramatic
i swear it's just my habit
what interest do i have?
investments i should take
this world is action packed
well how come it seems all fake

how come it seems all fake
how come it seems all fake
how come it seems all fake
how come it seems all fake

lies on the ground all seem to rake
why you keep robbing the bank
why do you all just hate
why you keep stealing my fate

lies on the ground all seem to rake
why you keep robbing the bank
why do you all just hate
why you keep stealing my fate 

it seemed way more than tragic
all of it's gone just like magic
why did i act so dramatic
i swear it's just my habit
what interest do i have?
investments i should take
this world is action packed
well how come it seems all fake

how come it seems all fake
how come it seems all fake
how come it seems all fake
how come it seems all fake

get up and pack my bags
i want to leave this place
to the great escape
embark do the race

get up and pack my bags
i want to leave this place
to the great escape
embark do the race

get up and pack my bags
i want to leave this place
to the great escape
embark do the race

So Fake

so fake (livewre)

slid in dms, i let you in, i became your medicine, i'm always the cure,
i wanted it more, i wanted it more, i wanted it more, i wanted it more i always felt a different thing,
spending time with you, i just take this time to sing, to express my feeling past and present, i worry about the future too much,
but honestly it's looking good now, couldn't feel a thing, anything but you really got me in a mood now,

gotta get through this won't complain, i'm glad about what we have today, we got a reward at stake, and we always got the goals to chase,
you know what we got to get through, in this life there is a maze, of these choices we give or take, and impress it to our amaze,

i am nervous, to serve this purpose, but it's just the way life goes now,
do i deserve this, of course it's urgent, now you know you'll never feel alone now,
i just got to take past actions with a grain of salt, 
cuz even when things were my fault, i put those things to a halt now,

and i just got to improve every day that i can, i need to prove, that i'm a man, that really cares so deeply, for his beings in his presence,
and i can be your medic, even when its hectic, i promise i won't let it,

ohhh-- ohhh--- ohhh--- ohh---

live perfomance <3

medic (kudyo)

i've been on this hiatus, im in bed feel vibrations,
life has gone to vacation, but it's been so frustrating,
aaaaaa aaaaaaa aaaaaa aaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaa aaaaaa aaaaaa
this lockdowns got me crazy, this lockdowns got me failing,
but i need to find my way back up, to the point that i used to handle,
what you think? what you think? what you think? what you think? what
you think? i can't sleep, i can't sleep i can't sleep i can't sleep
what you mean what you mean what you mean what you mean, this repeats
this repeats this repeats in my brain,


i can't feel the way i used to when,
i can't see them, i can't see friends
even tho there were the enemies, i don't know cuz i can't get ahead of me,
 you know that i let it get to me, and i say that i am 
i'm not really ready, for this future now,
it seems every year gets ruder now,

lockdown (valley mountain)

w / soundcloud.com/athrynb
soundcloud.com/akiradoves

Heart eyes, heart eyes when I see you
Inspirational I really wanna be you
Doors locked and I need to find the key thru
Lock into the heart that you see thru

Heart eyes, heart eyes when I see you
Inspirational I really wanna be you
Doors locked and I need to find the key thru
Lock into the heart that you see thru

You're the one, that ends the pain
You're the sunlight to my rain
We won't sit, talk and complain
But we'll get better at the end of the day
We'll get better at the end of the day
We'll get better at the end of the day
We'll get better at the end of the day

Look around it's hard to see through
All the hardships, you have no clue
Inspirational, heart is what I come to
Take what I've said for redo

Clouded minds fill the open air
Heart eyes come but so rare
Life's hard you make it fair
Heart eyes cleanse the despair
Heart eyes, heart eyes when I see you
Inspirational I really wanna be you
Doors locked and I need to find the key thru
Locked into the heart that you see thru

All the pain, all the hate
Disappears without a trace
Heart eyes, opens our fate
To the new things for debate

You're the one, that ends the pain
You're the sunlight to my rain
We won't sit, talk and complain
But we'll get better at the end of the day
We'll get better at the end of the day
We'll get better at the end of the day

Yeah you're the sunlight to my rain

Yeah you're the sunlight to my rain

Yeah you're the sunlight to my rain

I know that it's hard sometimes baby come and hold me tight
I've been lost, and I'm lost
Every time I start to cry you were never there at night
Why were you gone, when I was lost
Kinda wonder why you hate me
I kinda want you to love me (woah-oh-oh-oh)
Do you ever say goodbye?
I don't want this to ever end
So we'll fly like the doves yuh

You're the one, that ends the pain
You're the sunlight to my rain
We won't sit, talk and complain
But we'll get better at the end of the day

performance

heart eyes w/ athryn & akiradoves (redmosk)

new album out now
tour tickets: https://ffm.bio/joshiguess

Endless Desire (feat. Yung Scuff)

JoshIGuess

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