my california homie doing great things <3

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
featuring sophie as mrs. claus
produced by tekki1k
recorded @ goblin haven

ALL PLATFORMS

i am santa (+ tekki1k)

Produced by Rose & Ezekiel

Lyrics-
Just because I don’t say that it hurts don’t mean it didn’t
How you throw me out and forget bout us in an instant
I tried my best to get through you didn’t listen
Limping round the hospital I’m bleeding through the stitches
Everything’s been dark since the last day I saw you
Needed the support something tells me you did too
Now you’re so damn far and my world is sinking to blue
My heart is so sore my head doesn’t know what to do

Wake up in the morning and I don’t know where you at 
Calling on your phone cause I don’t know how to react 
Feel like I'm worse than you were 
Sometimes wish that you hurt I hope this doesn’t mean that I’m a psycho 
Doesn’t mean I’m out my mind no 
Is your location on don’t wanna see you gone 
Talking to her again wish she would leave your phone 
You can’t leave him alone now you’re calling me insecure 
How am I supposed to trust 
When I dont know how to love 
Ask me if i did it I said no you dont believe it 
I’m sick and tired of fucking dreaming 
Honestly I just dont need it 
Now you cant say it hurts that’ll only make it worse 
I only think of when I think of when think of when I
I only feel good when I’m with you
I hate that I cant go out much, my head self destructs 
Wish I could change myself 
How don’t you see me like 
Just how I see myself

Just because I don’t say that it hurts don’t mean it didn’t
How you throw me out and forget bout us in an instant
I tried my best to get through you didn’t listen
Limping round the hospital I’m bleeding through the stitches
Everything’s been dark since the last day I saw you
Needed the support something tells me you did too
Now you’re so damn far and my world is sinking to blue
My heart is so sore my head doesn’t know what to do

Everything’s been dark since the last day I saw you
Needed the support something tells me you did too
Now you’re so damn far and my world is sinking to blue
My heart is so sore my head doesn’t know what to do

Rose & Noahh - HOSPITAL (Ezekiel & Rose)

https://soundcloud.com/youngburial
https://soundcloud.com/polearm
prod by: https://www.youtube.com/@QUITAllBeats
https://open.spotify.com/track/72fWpzdKn2tPeY3m7e13iQ?si=33ca61b0fd0a4383&nd=1&dlsi=2a7bb40ccad7477d

I try to discover my self love
Really all those times I do not give a fuck
I try to rest my head but it's never enough
I'm up at 4am recording another song

And can you tell me once again if it's a lie
I just wanna know before my health declines 
I don't wanna go thru this shit again
And I'll crush these thoughts like I put em to the blend

And every time I go zzz
Up at least til 3
No it's not that easy
And I remember memories of you just cheating on me
But I just gotta hold myself together

I try to discover my self love
Really all those times I do not give a fuck
I try to rest my head but it's never enough
I'm up at 4am recording another song

It's never enough
I'll just spend my night feeling down and I'm out of luck
Closer at the wall for an hour shutting off
I'm going mad I just need someone to trust
Laying in my bed disassociate again
Can't stop running back all the little things you said
Can't stop turning down all the chances that I get
I've become a fraction of the person that I was

I try to tell myself I’m over it
But I can’t stop endorphins
Still riding on the hope of it
But I might not get to close to it
And I know you raised the bar but could you lower it?
There’s nothing that I wouldn’t do for something more than this
But i wish you’d bring me down
But you got bored of it
I gave you all the time I had but you want more of it
All we do is sit inside
I think there’s more to this
I think there’s more to this
But you’re not supporting it

And can you tell me once again if it's a lie
I just wanna know before my health declines 
I don't wanna go thru this shit again
And I'll crush these thoughts like I put em to the blend

spotify

blend w/ fats'e & polearm (quitall)

prod wiro x ta$er
rip dolph🐬

shake me up again n again n again . .
i wont try2comprehend how u live how u live x2

again n again i be fuckin up a bag like
damn there he is i cant even count my $$$ right
damn roll wit fam fuck u pussies u ont act right
damn there he is i cant even count my $$$ right

?????
????

sip my cup u kno im noddin4u
take ur time i cannot ignore u .. .
call my name u kno im reachin4u
i cant live i think im dyin4u /.. .

im dyin4u [wiro + ta$er]

I Need You 2 p. vstcas + claystone + whatswrongchase

6klled + benzxno - d rose (prod. murfee & c4sh) [clawz exclusive]

WUT DUH FREAK!

produced by rosesleeves

lyrics-
yeah i'm waking up in the morning feeling down
feels like i'm wasting my days just tryna get found
i know i got time but i'm impatient as fuck
and you could give me the world but it would never be enough
yeah i'm waking up in the morning feeling down
feels like i'm wasting my days just tryna get found
i know i got time but i'm impatient as fuck
and you could give me the world but it would never be enough

i don't really sleep much anymore i guess it's fine
dark sky fills a space in me daydreaming through the night
can't find external love so far in my entire life
messed up all my internals i'm bleeding from the inside
i'm never satisfied, not tryna be a prick
i needa fix myself, i get jealous as a bitch
i'm the problem, don't know how to solve it
sorry everyone, it's not you it's me

thom-
you know it gets bad when you don't feel comfortable in your room
like a flower imma die, like a flower imma bloom
but the point is i'm alive and i feel like i need you
my death is waiting in the waiting room

everything feels so fucking dumb
at some point i will have enough
the grey veil of fall
and i could have it all
i could have it all

yeah i'm waking up in the morning feeling down
feels like i'm wasting my days just tryna get found
i know i got time but i'm impatient as fuck
and you could give me the world but it would never be enough
yeah i'm waking up in the morning feeling down
feels like i'm wasting my days just tryna get found
i know i got time but i'm impatient as fuck
and you could give me the world but it would never be enough

Impatient w/ Yung Thom

prod. me (obviously) shoutout @luvlxckdown for co-mixing <3
(LYRICS)
(“This Is A Vampires09 Exclusive”) 



(“Gamer Girls”)



(“Samara”)



Fucked up my chances wit u



You texted me said we’re thru



Don’t know what i did, have no clue



Ur tired of me, and I’m tired of u X2



U left me alone & watched me fall



I have no luv 4 u at all 



I stand so short while u stand tall



Imma bash in my head Into the wall x2





U look at me & I look at u



We don’t agree, we have different views



Ur tired of me and I’m & tired of u 



Idk wtf to do x2





wtf 2 do, Wtf 2 do, Wtf 2 do, Bash my head into the wall.





U look at me & I look at u



We don’t agree, we have different views



Ur tired of me and I’m & tired of u 



Idk wtf to do 





Fucked up my chances wit u



You texted me said we’re thru



Don’t know what i did, have no clue



Ur tired of me, and I’m tired of u X2



U left me alone & watched me fall



I have no luv 4 u at all 



I stand so short while u stand tall



Imma bash in my head Into the wall x2

bash my head into the wall (samara)

prod me and that dude @ilypelican

looking through my head at everything I've ever done or said
I'm so annoying I hate everything I ever did
don't know why I would even tell you you don't give a shit
I finally understand the reason I don't see you
[HOOK]
you don't listen to me 
life feel like a fucking movie
I'm  thinking of ending things
maybe then you'll say you knew me
you just saying anything
don't know what you meant to me
blood all over everything
I don't want your sympathy
drag me through the dirt saying 
what happened to chivalry
I feel like your secretary
all the shit you give to me
I thought when it happened
wonder why you're picking me
I know why this happened
me and all my misery
[VERSE]
fucked up fucked up 
I get so
you're stuck up you're stuck up 
you don't know
I'm trying so hard to do this on my own
lying I said I'm good alone
stuck here and I'm faking I'm okay
I don't wanna wait another day
feels like they're lying to my face
just cant keep up I'm out of place
I know its temporary 
do it again and again
another January
I don't know how I should spend
tonight yeah more than ever
I feel like this is the end
they said it gets better
I don't know why they pretend
[HOOK]

blend w/ fats'e & polearm (quitall)

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