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SACRAMENTO 6/8 SET

lyrics:

im broken once again.
dont think i have much time left.
im such a mess.
im a great big pest.

theres nothing left.
x3

*bleach03*

i cant talk when im alone w u
yea its in my head
thts n old issue
stutter on the phone w u
i dont know wht i did wrong
but i hope u forgive me.

lift the weight off my shoulders
b4 it consumes me.

i cant talk when im alone w u
yea thats in my head
its n old issue
stutter on the phone w u

dont get sad ill b back soon
im not gon lie we still in ruins.

keep my eyes closed.
yea its hard when ur around me.
the fact that u act like u luv me thts astounding
watch them all surround me
and treat me like im nothing
pls someone jump in and help me i feel like im drowning.

i cant talk when im alone w u
yea its in my head
thats n old issue
stutter on the phone w u
i dont know wht i did wrong
but i hope u forgive me.

lift the weight off my shoulders
b4 it consumes me.

i cant talk when im alone w u
yea its in my head
thats n old issue
stutter on the phone w u

dont get sad ill b back soon
im not gon lie we still in ruins.

stutter (danmish)

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead and Colby Rue
produced by Colby Rue
recorded @ mirrorville. HQ
art by Aaron Kilgore & bedhead
lyrics:
Sometimes it’s hard to trust everything you say to me
It seems just like these situations play out on repeat
Nothing good ever happens after 2:00 am they say
But when you live in different time zones it gets hard to get through
Days for me so could you wait to be
This bitter with your hints of sweet until I’m able not to seem
Like such a condescending freak reading the lines you’re feeding me
And even when said perfectly they’re so sarcastic way too mean
And not to be another burden but scars you left on me still hurt in
Ways you can’t just clean and bandage how’d I manage to deserve this
Took a little bit of tylenol but the cracks aren’t healing on my skull
To the beat of my heart I pound the walls but I can’t just trust anyone at all
And if I let you in my guard will fall and if I stand up for myself so tall
You could knock me down like a bowling ball and I will have no one else left to call
This is urgent can’t you hear the urgency I emerge from sleep to emergency
With my lungs so full from the dirt I breathed I was barely alive when they buried me
I was born in the dark any light I see at the end of the tunnel has gotta be
From an afterlife that I don’t believe still the voices of angels are calling me

ALL PLATFORMS

nothing good ever happens w/ colby rue

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead & spiral
produced by benjithemachine
recorded @ goblin haven
art by Allen Rogers
lyrics:
Said I’m going down to the grove are you with that
Would you do it for a kiss or a kit kat
I ain’t really one for the chit chat
Small talk cause you know I get a big bag
Crosswalk gotta stop at the red flag
Short walk to the store we could pop tags
Got tired got bored got whiplash
You’re fired I quit gotta split paths
My tires get ripped by the dirt path
You might as well sit we can talk fast
You’re tryna move in with a nomad
Go fast don’t speed don’t slow that
And she don’t like beats with the hi hats
And my songs aren’t sweet when I’m so mad
I don’t get no sleep if I yawn that’s why
Pay it off infinitely cause it cost that
These are just words with no concept
So say something to contradict that
I had to distance myself I went way back
Don’t wanna tell u I’m out of my element
Don’t wanna talk in the room there’s an elephant
Walked in the room now I think that she’s heaven sent
Always the lies in the night with your innocence
Speak with your chest when you talk to me talk with some confidence
I wanna know what it takes
For you to see me the same
You already know i always plan to change
I dug myself in graves 
It doesn’t matter where I run to
If I’m gonna fall back in the same place
It always ends in vain
Why you talk so loud
I can hear what you’re tryna say but it’s like the words just don’t come out
I don’t wanna let you down

infinite cost w/ spiral (+ benjithemachine)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/gfsm
photo by https://soundcloud.com/whatafuckingbitch
this is an og song remastered

three times is the charm
i said three times is the charm
three times is the charm
i said three times is the charm

i swear i just want you to know
that you and i will never go
as long as you're stuck in my head
i swear the end will not be dead
you better say psych and not think twice
i mean three times is the charm
i swear i am alarmed
to look at you, look at you now

and i don't wanna cause no harm
i don't wanna be alarmed
i don't wanna be all armed
but i don't know now
and i don't know how
i should feel
is it real?
is it real

and everyone keeps making these mistakes
now everyone is just faked
taking chances now i'm at stake
then you say three times is the charm
now i'm disarmed
i swear cause no fucking harm
but you did this to yourself and now

and i tried to feel or so i thought my soul always screams back now
why you try to be with me when i can't even feel your soul thru ur screen
don't save me, don't threaten me
it's my life and if she hates me
do you hate me?
i'm going crazy
i'm feeling dazy
i'm done raving

PERFORMANCE

THREE TIMES IS THE CHARM! (GFSM)

Yeah I wanna go and travel
But every plan's just buried in the gravel
Wish I could tell everyone where I'm at tho
But if I did everyone would just go and tattle

And you know I'm not one to start drama
Don't want either memory to go and cause some trauma
Your girl feeling kinda freaky she gon pull up in pajamas
And every time I speak I freak out with too many commas

And I can't even reach a sentence
Cus nothing I can say to anyone is comprehensive
They just ghost me and act like that I never message
Been awake too long and you know I'm feeling restless

Everything I want to do is so verboten
And my head won't shut up it's causing all the commotion
And all the memories are pain maybe get some ibuprofen
Wish I could feel love again maybe boost some oxytocin

But I know that I'll feel better if you just
Leave me alone
And all these dreams that I see with my eyes but it'd be best to
Take me home
It's all I know

Start great
Then it's heartbreak
Then I partake
In being prostrate
But I behave
And I know I'll be okay
I'm on an infinity train
But I'm waiting for fall break
So I can hear the wind and the rain
I can't sleep today

But I know that I'll feel better if you just
Leave me alone
And all these dreams that I see with my eyes but it'd be best to
Take me home
It's all I know

Yeah It's all I know
Doing what I can only hope
Least my life has pericopes
Looking way too far with a periscope

And we barely spoke
Yet she wants to go call it an elope
Leave me alone (it's all I know)

verboten (tykun)

https://soundcloud.com/youngburial
https://soundcloud.com/polearm
prod by: https://www.youtube.com/@QUITAllBeats
https://open.spotify.com/track/72fWpzdKn2tPeY3m7e13iQ?si=33ca61b0fd0a4383&nd=1&dlsi=2a7bb40ccad7477d

I try to discover my self love
Really all those times I do not give a fuck
I try to rest my head but it's never enough
I'm up at 4am recording another song

And can you tell me once again if it's a lie
I just wanna know before my health declines 
I don't wanna go thru this shit again
And I'll crush these thoughts like I put em to the blend

And every time I go zzz
Up at least til 3
No it's not that easy
And I remember memories of you just cheating on me
But I just gotta hold myself together

I try to discover my self love
Really all those times I do not give a fuck
I try to rest my head but it's never enough
I'm up at 4am recording another song

It's never enough
I'll just spend my night feeling down and I'm out of luck
Closer at the wall for an hour shutting off
I'm going mad I just need someone to trust
Laying in my bed disassociate again
Can't stop running back all the little things you said
Can't stop turning down all the chances that I get
I've become a fraction of the person that I was

I try to tell myself I’m over it
But I can’t stop endorphins
Still riding on the hope of it
But I might not get to close to it
And I know you raised the bar but could you lower it?
There’s nothing that I wouldn’t do for something more than this
But i wish you’d bring me down
But you got bored of it
I gave you all the time I had but you want more of it
All we do is sit inside
I think there’s more to this
I think there’s more to this
But you’re not supporting it

And can you tell me once again if it's a lie
I just wanna know before my health declines 
I don't wanna go thru this shit again
And I'll crush these thoughts like I put em to the blend

spotify

blend w/ fats'e & polearm (quitall)

Poor thing, thought it went missing 
Darling yeah caught up on a listening 
For why could it end up this way 
Can’t lie yeah I thought they would miss me 
Poor thing, thought it went missing 
Darling yeah caught up on a listening 
For why could it end up this way 
Can’t lie yeah I thought they would miss me 

Hope you got your lenses I'm tough to read like
Like a poem there's meaning that you just can't see oh
And whether it's meant to be or whether it was left to me ah
Yeah I've gotten this way without forcing keys don't force the bleed no
Would you really resent me if I let go of these maladies in my head
Leaving me lessening my pain in such a way that leaves me dead

Poor thing, thought it went missing 
Darling yeah caught up on a listening 
For why could it end up this way 
Can’t lie yeah I thought they would miss me 
Poor thing, thought it went missing 
Darling yeah caught up on a listening 
For why could it end up this way 
Can’t lie yeah I thought they would miss me 

She placed her hand on my collar bone 
Said I wasn’t even going home alone  
Try to keep it alive even though we were doubtful 
Keep telling lies yeah I’m sure it's a mouth full 
Yeah I’m sure it’s a mouthful 
And I’m sure it feels good to believe 
In each and every thing you say 
But it won’t but it won’t be my way

poor thing (dead spyro)

sadd bihh

#ThatsMySlime (cogito)

MGR teams up with Virginia-based producers 5ive40 & Nategbeats to create a new refreshing sound for the first time. 20 minutes of diverse songs for everybody on this action-packed Mixtape!

2% (feat. Nategbeats, Beeka & 5ive40) [prod. Nategbeats]

Milly - Corpse Bride

17 years of my life hav faded ;-;

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prod @lowqualitybeats1

17 years w/ nova garden

(prod. @curtainss)
how surreal, am i dreaming is it real how can i feel,
slip thru my ways mario kart banana peel, electrify my insides
calling me an eel, why i always gotta be the third wheel, looking back
seeing yall making these deals, watch another fly above me just to steal,
only friends with me left be popping the pill, wish i could stop em,
but hopefully i will, for real

watch the world change now,
i'm never in the circle more like candy cane now, more than half an oval,
uncompleted train house, but i guess feelings a part of life im 
paid now, isn't it crazy how much people get fame now, fake a persona to
where they be feeling great how, i bet you can hardly tolerate a day now,
the only real ones are the ones buried in the ground, i know thats kind of
harsh but i know that deep down, that you're really not ok but 
still the same sound, say you know me you not even in 
the same town, i bet u working really hard while i just lay down

Third Wheel (Curtains)

It's 5 Am, I'm Tired And Sad (prod. Kaktus)

new album out now
tour tickets: https://ffm.bio/joshiguess

blend w/ fats'e & polearm (quitall)

JoshIGuess

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