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production by maxeem

sure its funny 
but its still jst hard 2 talk abt
sayin that u luv me but its toxic evry time arnd :/
sure ive got some problems but i shudnt b who u talk abt

i dont lik when ur lik tht :/
i jus want another chance
some things come n go
its another one of those
u have 2 push against the stone
its okay no one ever knows 
"wont u shut up? let it go."

srry..

dont covr ur face
its 2 hard 2 look away
didnt work out :/
mayb we shud try another day
im attached to a screen
i cant seem 2 put it down...
i was screamin out ur name
didnt u hear me call it out...

sometimes its 2 hard 2 let go..
i was way to attached..
its like u shuda known tht.
mayb its my fault after all..
losin sleep over a dream
i dont think life is what it seems.

stream

addict (p. maxeem)

featuring https://soundcloud.com/kurama_sd & https://soundcloud.com/wtchmesuffer
prod. https://soundcloud.com/heysavvy

i see the light
i wanna die
see me falling down
see me falling down

falling down 
without a sound
turn around
i won't allow
'less you vow
i can't live without
the comfort that I used to have in this house
i remember time we spent in my room
held you in my arms and i swear thought it was true
then you left me and i felt that that was kind of rude
and to this day i still feel really confused

i see the light
i wanna die
see me falling down
see me falling down

yeah i’m falling down i don’t wanna flaunt it 
see me come around i know what you want yeah 
a little honesty is all that i asked for 
but you went out the back door 
tried to save it but what for? 
you know i trusted you with all i had 
i tried to cut the ties 
but i can’t seem to get you out my head 
sleep in a lonely bed
i know u want me dead 
but i cant change the end

i see the light
i wanna die
see me falling down
see me falling down

Spotify

falling down w/ kurama sd & suffer (savvy)

Cuz its cold right now
No it dont even matter if you put your sweater on me
Its cold right now
no it dont even matter if utry to talk to me

and its cold right now
no it dont even matter if u try to fuck things up
its colder now, cuz its already over
its already autumn

u ask me if my summer's great
yes it was kinda grey
i guess i communicate well
with others if i want to
but i dont want to right now

so fuck it, imma leave
and blow this bitch up
and imma shoot her heart out
and get what i want out
imma psychedelic
imma do what i want now

Autumn (Prod. Jolst) [LYRICS IN DESC.]

featuring & engineered by @mjmadeit
produced by @fantom-instrumentals aka @fantommuzik

(Intro)
Tell me what's on your mind?
I know what's on mine
You and me tonight

I just wanna hold you tight
Make you mine
All the time

(Chorus)
I don't wanna fuck around too much and leave you down and out again
I know your heart is set somewhere and i'm just fighting to get in
I know I treated you better without no one else
You know I love you so much even by myself

(JoshIGuess Verse)
And I said why'd you do me like that?
Arguments the only time you hit me right back
I'm sorry I'm not around I've been getting sidetracked
I've gotten comfortable with life while you still feeling attached

I want a simple life not no complications
Wonder if I'll ever last forever dating
I've been tryna work out I've been staying patient
But it's tough knowing things you did were blatant

(Chorus 2)
I don't wanna fuck around too much and leave you down and out again
I know your heart is set somewhere and i'm just fighting to get in
I know I treated you better without no one else
You know I love you so much even by myself

lyric video

Myself w/ NightDreams (Fantom)

thx @777evil & @nokerbforever <3

Life is alway changing, youll find a new perspective
Im sorry that i did this, but that shits not respected
fucked up once we let it go, you fuck up twice and then it shows
That you never changed, and you never will
in me builds the rage, to the point where i could kill
put a bullet in your chest, watch the blood pour out and spill
I trusted you, you gave me nothing, i shouldve known, you were up to something
A second chance, we deserve it all, but people like you, put us all at fault
And theres nothing i could say, you didnt learn your lesson
Forgave you the first time, but i cant do a second

Choices fall, into a sick shape
Reminisce the times we fixate
On our broken souls
Swear i let it go
Every fucking second
But your failure it shows

evilmiku:
i can’t keep up with every single change
you try to make everything bad a game
all of these thoughts you planted in my brain
but i won’t go down from anything you say

NOKERB:
you would always pressure me to get shit done
lately i been wondering if this is all worth it
wasted my time on you, thought it was perfect
it was not, you was treating me so worthless
i wonder how long it all will last.. 
the choices fell!
you was treating me like trash
im on the edge of falling down
baby im about to jump

choices fall ft. evilmiku & NOKERB [prod. saint mike]

firearm, bang bang


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https://soundcloud.com/dreamworldtony
https://soundcloud.com/spaceboyry
https://soundcloud.com/7starz
https://soundcloud.com/joshiguess
https://soundcloud.com/oritachi-sama
https://soundcloud.com/counterxo

headfirst! feat. dreamworld tony, spaceboyry, 7starz, joshiguess, nokia2k (🌀counter)

a song meant to be on the starcity collective album before it ended <3
cover art @6vow

blunt decay w/ prayers, wstdyth, bradily (wstdyth)

Mixed/Mastered By Me
-
Produced By Blossom
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Lyrics
u said ur leaving me soon
so why u crying again 
It's all in my head
don't pretend that u care cause 
I know that u don't 
It's all in my head 

wanna see u again 
but it feels like ur miles away 
it sucks i see gray through my eyes 
I wish that I could change my life 

my whole life 

u said ur leaving me soon
so why u crying again 
It's all in my head
don't pretend that u care cause 
I know that u don't 
It's all in my head 

It sucks that it's all ending tonight
don't ever wanna feel alone
I don't wanna end up crying 
and have my head around your arms 

ur arms

u said ur leaving me soon
so why u crying again 
It's all in my head
don't pretend that u care cause 
I know that u don't 
It's all in my head 
X2

it's all in my head (blossom)

★but i dont wanna believe you..★

[featuring]
@fijimar

[producer]
@sleepsx

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/i-wish-that-i-was-better-than-this-w-fijimar-prod-xysoftshade-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

hook:
i dont wanna another fight
not today
i just wanna feel like im alright
that im okay

say that im just fine but i know
it wont stay
i dont want nothing else then for you
to just stay

verse:
i dont wanna know
what its like without you
i know its hard though

i dont wanna be
afraid of my own bed
tripping over words
i wish i said

i know that you wanna leave
but i dont wanna believe you

and it gets harder to breathe
when thinking of you and me
k i s s i n g
in this life what do you see

girl you're the reason i bleed
you cut so deep like the sea
in this life what do you see
k i s s i n g

repeat hook:
i dont wanna another fight
not today
i just wanna feel like im alright
that im okay

say that im just fine but i know
it wont stay
i dont want nothing else then for you
to just stay

ending:
i wish that i was better than this
i wish that i was better than this
i wish that i was better than this
i wish that i was better than this

ill pack my bags and run
far away from here
i can never face myself
and i hurt the ones i love the most

i wish i wasnt like this
i wish i wasnt like this
i wish i wasnt like this
i wish i wasnt like this

★streaming★

★i wish that i was better than this★ w/ fijimar (prod. xysoftshade)

lyrics:
im scared to open up
can i just take a month?
ill come back when im done
to you
irregular approach
a jester with no jokes
and im left more confused

fazed by the daylight
take time to make time
or shut it all out

uncomfortable silence is all i can hear
when i close my eyelids nothing disappears
thought i was behind it, but i guess its still here
thats the way it goes

thats the way it goes

im not doing very well, like at all, but fuck it we ball

I don't wanna feel anymore
I found my fucking body on the floor
it takes time just to look at all the doors
I want more, but i don't want war

there's chaos inside of my fucking head
the voice in my mind it wants me just dead
the demons inside crawl over my bed
every which side there is no defend

there is no defend
i lost all my sense
i lost everything 
to reality

tell me
tell me whats in my dreams
im caught in between
it gets hard to breath
(bro she was like my ecstasy)

i need therapy
or else i won't be here in 2 years
you never even made a thing clear
if thats how youll be 
then ill let it be

changes
they make you faceless
the shameness you hide your face in
everythings down i don't want say shit
with everything down what should i say next

took my happiness 
no, you can't replace it
done with all these lies, don't you try erase it
took my kindness for a weakness
don't mistake it
 
now I'm looking at the ceil-

I don't wanna feel anymore
I found my fucking body on the floor
it takes time just to look at all the doors
I want more, but i don't want war

there's chaos inside of my fucking head
the voice in my mind it wants me just dead
the demons inside crawl over my bed
every which side there is no defend

I Don't Wanna Feel Anymore

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JoshIGuess the Singer, Songwriter, & Engineer

JoshIGuess was brought upon the earth in Lodi, California. Growing up, he had been raised and educated in Stockton, California. His earliest releases revolved around mostly Youtube & Soundcloud, most notably starting with childhood best friend Athryn. 

His music journey continued evolving by making connections at local shows in California, befriending people such as whatafuckingbitch & many others.  

During 2020's Epidemic, Josh met close collaborators known as AkiraDoves, Reapers Shadow, & many more. Together they took time to improve their musical journey and push themselves further than what they were.

Josh also started to engineer for multiple artists including Kurama SD, D34D @imactuallyd34d, Lil Kush, & more artists upon request.

As of recent times, JoshIGuess has continued his journey of pursuing his music career. This includes live events, videos, collaborations and help from listeners like you.

Myself w/ NightDreams (Fantom)

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