LIFE #2

My Favorite songs at the moment 🖤

Sac Ramp Set (5/1/21)

Salem House Thrift Set (6/20/21)

Arte Del Cafe Set (9/8/21)

Sorc'd Set (10/9/21)

Sorc'd Set (11/20/21)

Napalm Set (2/25/22)

Dry Cleaners Set (3/15/22)

ft @fountainhead777
mastered by me
mixed by me + fountainhead + me adding effects to fountainheads vox
Shawty in my dms every season
Every single day has been feeling like the weekend
I've been trying to be happy fighting off my demons
My no reason to live has just turned into some reasons
I don't give a fuck long as it's myself I'm pleasing
You never wanna know how fast my heart is beating
Don't care what I'm saying, but you're the one that was reading
2021 I just hope this year can meet it

Will it meet my expectations
Last year was so frustrating
I thought it would be my year
But I was left in tears
I can't be a disappointment
But at least I'm not to myself
And I know I may have failed
Thats ok I'm doing well
And those past feelings that were felt
Cuz I don't need em now
And you only hear the sound
Of succeeding with my patience
It may take some time 
But I know that eventually everything will be fine
I know that there are some days that I'll be feeling off
But that's okay cuz I know you all do that a lot



I just robbed a cop 
I'm faded while you're not 
I know that you're an opp
Snuff you out like a moth
In truth I'm always fucked up 
I have faith in my mind's eye (don't care)
She ask me if I'm high 
She can't tell the fucking difference

Shawty causing dissonance 
And I've been having visions of 
Some people causing friction 
Benediction through my prison
I just got her call
they don't want you known
leave you alone
Tell you what I'm on

Shawty in my dms every season
Every single day has been feeling like the weekend
I've been trying to be happy fighting off my demons
My no reason to live has just turned into some reasons
I don't give a fuck long as it's myself I'm pleasing
You never wanna know how fast my heart is beating
Don't care what I'm saying, but you're the one that was reading
2021 I just hope this year can meet it

Spotify!

2021! / Shawty In My Dms (Roko Tensei, Silo)

feat. @cut_deep
mixing: joshiguess-mixed by akiradoves + extra from me
cutdeep-mixed by himself +extra from me
mastering by me + soundcloud
beat by @fkwt27

Gave me a heart attack 
Won't message me back
And why you always slacking? 
And act like nothing happened, 
You broke me so bad 
Why you acting sad?
I'm the one to relapse
While you just relax, yeah


Every day been going on inside my brain
I don't know why these thoughts have never came before
Is it just because i'm bored
Every day's felt like a chore 
Hate when they come to me for help but I ask I'm ignored
I've been spending days I feel passed out on the floor
Cuz when you're in the bed alone can't help what was before
My life has been a movie and I'm just talking its lore
Try to forget those memories wash em out in the shore

gave me a heart attack, won't message me back, and why you always slacking, and act like nothing happened, 
you broke me so bad, why you  acting sad, i'm the one to relapse, while you just relax,

Okay, I don't care 
About my fucking relapse, I'm aware
Every day is torture, I'm so scared
You've been in my head and it's not fair
And I don't want to let this go
I don't even want to go home
I don't even want to go home
I don't even want to go home

relapse w/ cutdeep (fkwt)

prod. @windyboi
featuring @toxin_brewer
mixing/mastering
@joshiguess -by myself
@toxin_brewer -by himself
lyrics below
they be saying next up, she be acting extra,
if we keep this at our force won't ever be against us,
hiding in the spectrum, you won't ever be a victim,
 unless you coming up to me and  hit hard with reflection,

and i've been gone, for a while, 
we can't bond, with this pile,
of pillows, collapsing, all over, our bodies,
 and
we'll talk with walkie talkies, 
and i've just wanted to feel you around but it's too distant,
wont you be my mistress, i wish i had these kisses on this bed,
 in my head it circulates these thoughts of you,
and i can't feel the way i wanted me next to you

every time i'm next to you i just wanna die, baby hurt my feelings, girl i really hate the way you make me feel, everything you said i know you never meant it, everything you meant i know you never said it, looking at my face, i was ??? looking at the screenshots of your messages

walkie talkies w/ toxin brewer (windyboi)

prod. @ohhellonokia

this time i'll do it right
this time i'll make it fine
trying to excel yeah you know i gotta try
it's hard to tell the truth cuz i know you and your lies

this time i'll do it right
this time i'll make it fine
trying to excel yeah you know i gotta try
it's hard to tell the truth cuz i know you and your lies

This time i wanna do this right
This time, i don’t wanna fight
This time, i won’t say goodbye
This time, ill be alright,

I never wanted it to end up this way
so i gotta go ahead and take a detour
but i didn’t expect for it to stay
so im staying all alone like i am eeyore

this time i'll do it right
this time i'll make it fine
trying to excel yeah you know i gotta try
it's hard to tell the truth cuz i know you and your lies

this time i'll do it right
this time i'll make it fine
trying to excel yeah you know i gotta try
it's hard to tell the truth cuz i know you and your lies

this time

this time w/ nokia2k

feat https://soundcloud.com/akiradoves

Looking at the sunset
Are you feeling upset?
I hope you won't forget
Hope you won't ignore this
Hanging on the door hinge
Hoping you will let me in
I need all your oxygen
I can't breathe without it
Do you really like me?
I know you wouldn't doubt it
Am I your guy? I might be
Let's prove it with an outing
Will you ever find me?
I'm in the water drowning
Of tears from the past tense
Hoping I won't go again

My eyes feel like blurry lens
Should I just put down my pen
Looking at the message that you sent
Wonder if I should've went, feelings that I should've kept
Cuz I can't make decisions I always make predictions
I do it thru a diction, is this just addiction?
I am on a mission hoping that one day you'll come back and listen
Your eyes will always shine and glisten
Always in my dreams, they're most innocent but evil
Craziest I've ever seen, that you'd think I'm off a bean
I wish you know what you mean you mean everything to me

Looking at the sunset
Are you feeling upset?
I hope you won't forget
Hope you won't ignore this
Hanging on the door hinge
Hoping you will let me in
I need all your oxygen
I can't breathe without it
Do you really like me?
I know you wouldn't doubt it
Am I your guy? I might be
Let's prove it with an outing
Will you ever find me?
I'm in the water drowning
Of tears from the past tense
Hoping I won't go again

Hoping I won't go to bed, hoping I will never rest
Hoping this will never end
Hoping for more, hoping more
Holding me more, hold me more
Don't stop, I promise i'll be there
You're gone, why'd you have to go away
It's almost like a tragic story
It's almost like that you don't know me

Looking at the sunset
Are you feeling upset?
I hope you won't forget
Hope you won't ignore this
Hanging on the door hinge
Hoping you will let me in
I need all your oxygen
I can't breathe without it
Do you really like me?
I know you wouldn't doubt it
Am I your guy? I might be
Let's prove it with an outing
Will you ever find me?
I'm in the water drowning
Of tears from the past tense
Hoping I won't go again

Visualizer

oxygen w/ akiradoves

prod https://soundcloud.com/wheelprod
og version: https://soundcloud.com/j0shiguess/attachment-issues

Do I want to stay, or should I go away
Should I leave the world or have this risk to take,
Will it turn out worse or will it be so great,
Still I gotta try to accept my fate 

Only had to try this 2 times like I'm nate, 
But there's days that I feel I can't escape,
Stuck with you forever but I can't complain,
This feeling you give me  driving me insane,


Loving it, McDonald's, High pitched voice like Carl, 
hate on me I snarl, sun comes out like Charles,
 ride or die for me,  rise and shine for me
 but she been wanting drugs so she might die on me,
(you know I really don't want that to happen please don't take that serious i swear to god)

 she told me she promised not to lie to me, 
how am I still going, I always agree
Will this help in life or will I not succeed,
I'm already failing, hope I get degree


I just feel attached, she snatched my heart from me, benefits or issues tell apart for me, how do I continue she so far from me, 
always rejecting others that live close to me,

Do I want to stay, or should I go away
Should I leave the world or have this risk to take,
Will it turn out worse or will it be so great,
Still I gotta try to accept my fate
to accept my fate to accept my fate to accept my fate
she my one and only,
promised this forever, but it's going slowly, 
I hate being so she the one for me,
I hate having issues but they strengthen me

attachment issues (wheel)

https://soundcloud.com/j0shiguess/convince-myself-nightcore-nxname
_________________________________________________________________

Tryna convince myself I'm not worthless 
Tryna convince myself that I'm worth it
Tryna convince myself she's not perfect
But I know that times have worsened 

I've been going through these days haven't been working
Got all this fame I dont think that I earned it
What's the future for me it's a blur and
I can't see what occurs in the moment
I can't seem to find what's the purpose
X on the spot and I continue searching
Ex on my call and I see the tables turning
Ex on my cock in my dreams that are hurting

Tryna convince myself I'm not worthless 
Tryna convince myself that I'm worth it
Tryna convince myself she's not perfect
But I know that times have worsened 

Feel so tired waking up from these nightmares
Try to stand up strong, baby I'm on a high chair
Feel so high on the swings at the fair
But they didn't check my seatbelt so I could've fell there
Would've fell into a pit but is it what I wanted?
No I wanna stay alive but i keep on thinking twice
Multi-personalities probably not okay,
But I still try to call with my friends every day

convince myself. (nxname)

https://soundcloud.com/joshigues/vacation-nightcore-jxsie-beats

I've been trying my best, but I can't take it
She's been wanting the rest, while she is taken
She's been loving me less, she seems to hate it
Why don't she just take a vacation

She only love me when on anti-depressants
When she's off of them I can't get her attention
Her minds been going in every direction
But you know I can't follow directions
Cause anywhere I go
Can't make it back home
To the place I used to call
Everything and all

Feeling like I'm Autumn now, faded into fall
And I'm feeling like I'm Casperrr, now that I'm a ghost
And I'm feeling like Eternal
Cause I want you to say hello

I've been trying my best, but I can't take it
She's been wanting the rest, while she is taken
She's been loving me less, she seems to hate it
Why don't she just take a vacation

She thinks I'm falling out of love, but I'm just falling out of trust
She thinks it's falling into dust, I wish you knew I give a fuck
Ex-friends coming up to me I know they always fuss
Wanna turn 'em into goldfish, so I can name 'em Hush
Maybe then that'll be the time that they could shut up
I just know I had enough, and know that you have had enough
We can never get enough
In this thing called love

I've been trying my best, but I can't take it
She's been wanting the rest, while she is taken
She's been loving me less, she seems to hate it
Why don't she just take a vacation

visualizer

vacation (jxsie beats)

afterlife
- https://linktr.ee/prod.afterlife

jolst 
- https://instagram.com/prodjolst
- https://youtube.com/c/jolst

Lyrics:
@joshiguess
I've been lost in the river spirits,
they calling me in yeah you know I can hear it
i swim in motion thru these emotions,
better not put me in a potion 

I've been lost in the river spirits,
they calling me in yeah you know I can hear it
swim in motion thru these emotions,
better not put me in a potion 

I called her to the dance, but she left me in a trance, she's not just a fan, want me to be her man, don't know if i can, i just might be banned, i sent her home with a stain on her pants

Falling in love, or am I aromatic, I can't ever trust, a loner or myself, I really need help, is life really worth it, the time will tell, but I don't think that I deserve this, 

my ex friends think it's urgent, that my only purpose, is to ruin their own living, they really got me tripping, cuz that's what they do, they avoid the truth rather see me in a noose, they just wanna see me blue

Can't decide I'm alright, they decline, I ask em why
Can't decide I'm alright, they decline, I ask em why

I've been lost in the river spirits,
they calling me in yeah you know I can hear it
i swim in motion thru these emotions,
better not put me in a potion 

@akiradoves
hurt me now 
hurt my emotions
give me now
give me your potion
and you're far away from me
leave me there running in the street
hurt me now 
hurt my emotions
give me now
give me your potion
leave me there right on the floor
you're gone

@cypression
when you left it took a piece of me
 i gave everything and you left me here to bleed
 i tried my hardest to make you stay 
but i guess it never mattered at the end of the day
(oooooooooooo--- woah-----)

@joshiguess : Can't decide I'm alright, they decline, I ask em why

spotify

river spirits w/ akiradoves & cypression (afterlife x jolst)

She want me when she with another guy
He ain't gonna like it when I go between her thighs
We smoke another blunt and then we gettin way too high
Still dreaming about her and I still wonder why

Want me to hit you up but when I do you don't reply
Unless it's on your neck baby promise I won't bite
You know she want the addy but I hit her with the psych
Cuz I know when she back home another dm she will slide
Trying to expose me I can literally just hide
Cuz I'm not dealing with any other fake people in my life
Wanna do this on my own so I won't take your advice 
You know you can't always get away with being so nice

Got trust issues, say I won't miss you
Then I get the tissue, she off the mildew
And I can't control what she won't and she will do
So you're in the moment then you take it too far
And I know you got all these scars
Gotta stitch when I do my part
But continuing is hard
When I feel like I'm falling apart

And I know you got all these scars
Gotta stitch when I do my part
But continuing is hard
When I feel like I'm falling apart

She want me when she with another guy
He ain't gonna like it when I go between her thighs
We smoke another blunt and then we gettin way too high
Still dreaming about her and I still wonder why

Want me to hit you up but when I do you don't reply
Unless it's on your neck baby promise I won't bite
You know she want the addy but I hit her with the psych
Cuz I know when she back home another dm she will slide
Trying to expose me I can literally just hide
Cuz I'm not dealing with any other fake people in my life
Wanna do this on my own so I won't take your advice 
You know you can't always get away with being so nice

trust issues (love race x paulfix)

Dedicated to @akiradoves

Days feel like a waste
Stab my back with a blade
What the fuck did I do
Took my name off your phone
Tell me if you did
Tell me is it real 
I don't even care
About my fucking self

You won't hit my phone anymore
She just chooses to ignore
Every day I feel so bored
Need someone to comfort me
Making new discoveries
Listening to mp3s
While we're playing ps3s
You know she is on her knees

Clouds that I face
Feeling small like a dace
Wishing I could embrace
Tie me up like a lace
Never winning in this race
While you're picking up the pace
Knowing days feel like a waste
Content locked like EA

Days feel like a waste
Stab my back with a blade
What the fuck did I do
Took my name off your phone
Tell me if you did
Tell me is it real 
I don't even care
About my fucking self

You won't hit my phone anymore
She just chooses to ignore
Every day I feel so bored
Need someone to comfort me
Making new discoveries
Listening to mp3s
While we're playing ps3s
You know she is on her knees

Konami to cheat on me
Take you to Shinigamis
The death gods in Japanese
Now you beg back for me, please

Days feel like a waste
Stab my back with a blade
What the fuck did I do
Took my name off your phone
Tell me if you did
Tell me is it real 
I don't even care
About my fucking self
prod @jxsiebeats

waste (jxsie beats)

I'm alone when I see the stars
Watch the moon while it gets dark
I'm alone when I see the stars
Watch the moon while it gets dark

You've been walking round with tired eyes
Make yourself chastise
Wish we compromised
You never show you're always in disguise
No I won't survive
Wish I was still your guy
Take me back to '04 in July
So I can revise
And restart my life
I feel like a puddle when it dries
Cuz I feel dead inside
I know it's my demise

I'm alone when I see the stars
Watch the moon while it gets dark

Remember days you spent at all these parks
Now you've lost your spark
Feels like a broken heart
I remember when I left my mark
Now she's at the bar
Well my bar is low
Feels like it's going slow
Like I'm low battery
My life is congested like it's fucking allergies
 At least I still got that light that i will always believe
 And I know that many lost it and they started smoking trees

I'm alone when I see the stars
Watch the moon while it gets dark
I'm alone when I see the stars
Watch the moon while it gets dark

july (jxsie beats)

I've had these accomplishments
Appreciate these compliments
Writing in these documents
No longer lacking confidence
Rest in piece to Oddg6d, Trent
We never met, but to my friends
You were so close and were so dear
I live this life a bit in fear

This can be over any time, I make the most of it
I really don't just on my laptop in my house and sit
Maybe I should go out even just for little bits
But it sucks when you can't even go to see more live music

Wish I felt free 
Maybe in 2023

I've had these accomplishments
Appreciate these compliments
Writing in these documents
No longer lacking confidence
Rest in piece to Oddg6d Trent
We never met, but to my friends
You were so close and were so dear
I live this life a bit in fear

Only feel alive when I'm on the stage
She fills the air with scent of sage
Me and you on the same page
But we're in a different paragraph
Different places on the map
Will you ever fill that gap
I feel like I'll just extract
More from my life and that's a fact
prod @jxsiebeats

rip (jxsie beats)

2019 
mixed by tommy ice
beat mixed by guala beatz

tommy ice - drug sick (prod. @nickmira_ & prettyboyron)

VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZLwSyzwRCsA
Prod by me & @yongerbeats
mixed by me

So Icy Records!

thought we were forever but u know ur clever
so u would do shit like just lie in my face
never say never but my heart is severed
i dont think i ever wanna see you again
i gave you trust and you gave me lust
i guess i deserve it for fuckin a friend
i can look in your eyes and see when your lying
so how you gone look at me tryna pretend

i been running from demons so gotta get high
i smoke me a blunt to reset my mind
i smoke to the face
cause imma get paid regardless of what the fuck i do tonight
she been on my mind
she know im shy
she know i fuck better when im off the drugs
i aint seen my momma yeah it's beena  minute maybe im missing all the love

i had to move out my hometown
now i got money and hoes now
ur bitch aint a whale but she goes down
and people surprised cause im profound

pull up with me, we vip, im in the back of the club w the ice
diamonds on me,im really shining, tell me why yo hoe is tryna be my wife
she know imma star so shorty a stan
i pop xanny bar and fly to japan
designer my pants to stunt on ur mans
i feel like imt ecca im flying to france

oh yeah
it's tommy szn (lol)

Tommy Ice - Forever (Video in description)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8yN0OYtXOCc
Prod by me x October11thh x Nick Mira
Mixed by me
Love u guys tommy season

tommy ice - scars (prod. @nickmira_ & @october11thh)VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION

torn ft. crusifye {prod. nextlane & joeldemora}

tommy ice - in my head (prod. @gualabeatz)

featuring https://soundcloud.com/emoflytrap
prod https://soundcloud.com/nejdos
mixed/mastered by me 
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don't @ me,
you've been warned,
that you hurt me,
like piles of thorns, 
hit me hard, 
like you were thor,
 but you gave me, what i asked for,

waste of space, 
thats what i am, 
while you rise up,
 i sink in sand, 
when one picks up,
 one just ran,
 when i mess up,
 can't take my stance, 
hard to take,
 more romance, 
when i know,
all won't go as planned

 i dont wanna pay
 i just want the cake
 sorry that im late
 im just hella fake
 back it up in the club 
got my lights in the puff,
i know life sucks 
im just tryna get by, 
you hurt me, 
and the words gone away,
dont hurt me im just tryna stay away
you hurt me, 
and the words gone away,
dont hurt me im just tryna stay away

what i asked for w/ emoflytrap (nejdos)

beat by @angelsit :)
i cant feel a thing,
i cant see thru my two eyelids, at least i enjoy the silence,
rooms covered black and pink,
i think imma need some guidance, i dont know how to describe this,
soon ill press delete,
on all of your stupid files, haven't seen em in a while,
say who is she,
drifting apart hella miles, i just wanna see you smile

turn you on but theres no signal, revert back to being single,
staring at my google pixel, wasnt real was artificial, abandoned 
hansel and gretel, fall apart just like a petal, i continue i try to pedal,
thru this life so i can settle, back to where im feeling special, screw
acting so sentimental, this was not so accidental, just gave you a little
speckle, turn up like the bass and treble, like the show we're at was metal,
tolerating all my mental, why is life coincidental,

live performance <3

Drifting Apart (AngelsIt)

Lyrics:
im getting really nervous, why i keep on searching, its not really hurting,
 cannot be outside when, we're stuck between these doors and they 
decide to come
close in, only us together we're the lock above the floor and,
and i swear that, maybe its best i stay away, stay in this enclosed space,
with only you beside me, but shes staying here behind me, right behind 
that door, she'll walk inside my mind, still thinking all the time, 
why can't i just forget, what we were ever meant, cannot go outside
i cannot treat you right, at least i got another, why you're still
bothered yuh

lost the key to the lock i had, for this door between us because,
i never wanna look back at the memories of who i was, because
i never wanna look at the energy, of our toxic love, 
and i read the book, end of fantasy, we're done


it's hard to figure out, do i wanna break this door open,
now, i wanna go outside, but what will be the price,
will she steal me will she heist, will i just stay
with my wife damn

You Don't Love Me Like You Used To

you don't love me like you used to (matthew may)

[beat by @whatafuckingbitch]
[mixed by myself, recorded in my bedroom]
[all platforms https://songwhip.com/joshiguess/what-you-want]
do i really feel alive sometimes,
the past lingers, downing down your try,
your friends arent friends in their disguise
attempts to leave you in the lies,
its not that hard to say goodbye,
since its happened all the time,
wish i never seen em eye to eye
but i guess its just part of my life,

what you want from me pay the price, or else i will decline, i don't wanna say goodbye so just go roll the dice

one day, i'm feeling empty,
the pressure, is getting heavy,
not really that ready,
i'm sweet, but sour candy,
and i swear that all the issues, have gone  inside those tissues, of the tears that just have fallen from your eyes,
and i know i, have also cried as much as you once were before, maybe more, whats in store what  a bore i just don't wanna be ignored,

and i got so lucky now u feel so empty i wonder why x2

and i swear that your eyes are blind,
and u cannot remember even with remind,
of a simple thing i said even if u tried,
you'd pass it over and just think you're right,

What You Want

What You Want (Foreign Hype)

stayed up all night i'm still checking my phone,
then why do you always still feel alone,
hugging my pillow cuz u are not here
you drive me crazy, but i let you steer,
i loved you much and i done made that clear,
wanted to do this for so many years,
message in bottles are filled with just smears,
cuz thats how my mind feels thinking of old peers

i've been going through a lot of nonsense
its gotten to where i feel very cautious
what'd they do with my brain yeah they washed it,
too much numbers in my head apartment complex,
and i'm just blasting off just like a rocket,
i feel like i'm playing tag just cuz i'm just not it,
and i'm washing all these thoughts just like a faucet,
so i'm the one that made em wet, just think about it,
yuh

stayed up all night i'm still checking my phone,
then why do you always still feel alone,
hugging my pillow cuz u are not here
you drive me crazy, but i let you steer,
i loved you much and i done made that clear,
wanted to do this for so many years,
message in bottles are filled with just smears,
cuz thats how my mind feels thinking of old peers

hugging my pillow (sleepydex)

slid in dms, i let you in, i became your medicine, i'm always the cure,
i wanted it more, i wanted it more, i wanted it more, i wanted it more i always felt a different thing,
spending time with you, i just take this time to sing, to express my feeling past and present, i worry about the future too much,
but honestly it's looking good now, couldn't feel a thing, anything but you really got me in a mood now,

gotta get through this won't complain, i'm glad about what we have today, we got a reward at stake, and we always got the goals to chase,
you know what we got to get through, in this life there is a maze, of these choices we give or take, and impress it to our amaze,

i am nervous, to serve this purpose, but it's just the way life goes now,
do i deserve this, of course it's urgent, now you know you'll never feel alone now,
i just got to take past actions with a grain of salt, 
cuz even when things were my fault, i put those things to a halt now,

and i just got to improve every day that i can, i need to prove, that i'm a man, that really cares so deeply, for his beings in his presence,
and i can be your medic, even when its hectic, i promise i won't let it,

ohhh-- ohhh--- ohhh--- ohh---

live perfomance <3

medic (kudyo)

we cry too much (prod. rinne)

https://soundcloud.com/prodnvki

loop lmao
//Lyrics//
(Hook) 
Yuh and she sniffing codeine why you begging down your fucking knees lately I be guessing that you hate me love you why the fuck you even begging down your fucking knees why did you never tell me I been inside this cage someone come and free me why did you never call me you rather call him and that really bores me
(Verse)
why when I'm feeling fucking down I I don't wanna fucking drown why are you feeling fucking down I cant take it anymore I feel I wanna drown
(Hook)
Yuh and she sniffing codeine why you begging down your fucking knees lately I be guessing that you hate me love you why the fuck you even begging down your fucking knees why did you never tell me I been inside this cage someone come and free me why did you never call me you rather call him and that really bores me
(Verse)
why when I'm feeling fucking down I I don't wanna fucking drown why are you feeling fucking down I cant take it anymore I feel I wanna drown
(Hook) 
Yuh and she sniffing codeine why you begging down your fucking knees lately I be guessing that you hate me love you why the fuck you even begging down your fucking knees why did you never tell me I been inside this cage someone come and free me why did you never call me you rather call him and that really bores me
(Hook)
Yuh and she sniffing codeine why you begging down your fucking knees lately I be guessing that you hate me love you why the fuck you even begging down your fucking knees

Idleglance AMV

wake me up now ! (prod. nvki)

Everything Mixed By Me

Feat https://soundcloud.com/joshiguess
Prod https://soundcloud.com/despairintoashes

Nightmares 😈 w/JoshIGuess (Prod. DESPAIRINTOASHES)

Bloody Nose (Prod. Mac10)

Dragon Ball Z Freestyle (Prod. Cadence)

i watch the sunrise, out in the sunlight, this doesn't feel right, watching it all fall away,

and im shining, a diamond, tears upon your eyelids, ima dry em off, while we stare in silence, you like this, well i like this,
can't believe we gotta wait until the time ticks back to the past and back to the future, what is the path that i will not be a loser to them,
ahem, may i speak up please, i can only do so in song, so will i ever get along, with the people that i know



im really nervous, what is this purpose, in my own living, its got me tripping, 


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oh shoot a genre switch, let me not just trust a bitch who manipulates, her state to be something i can't situate, hate me hate me, then why you wanna 
date me, so suddenly once im already with the, person of my life, who will become my wife, its been really nice, but sometimes i gotta try to stay away 
from people that i need to, but i dont want to

fall away (lil waifu)

heart locked chain, no longer feel the pain, sweet like candy cane, i hopped inside this train, of the memories, of the enemies, and blasted it off into 
pieces, been spending money on me since i've been buying these leases, dropped so hard that my breathe cant continue
breathing still never understood why im nervous
in speeches, but when i be performing the people are speechless, calm down, turn around, i cannot just make a sound, it will be embarassing, but who cares just
embarass me, it gives me attention right, is it good or bad to have a mindset just like that or should i just react to what is coming to me

sorcery i craft, how do i relapse, i cannot relax, with this loudness in the feedback, feed that to my soul, so i won't feel alone, even if its half
and half, just not tokyo ghoul, type fashion, action, back into this fraction, habits habits, need to stop interaction, settle with this adaption to life,
but im sitting here just wasting time

wasting my time (sir leo)

new album out now
tour tickets: https://ffm.bio/joshiguess