lyrics -‌ ‌written‌ ‌by‌ ‌@backyardbeetle
produced‌ ‌by -‌ @killedmyself

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backyard beetle - spoken (prod. killedmyself)

produced by: @areyougiovanni 
engineered by: @Mi3tAkE & @areyougiovanni
written & performed by: @Mi3tAkE & @areyougiovanni

Until the end arrives w/ Giovanni

(prod by @cartermetro x @prodbykazba)
5/20/23
WRITTEN, PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle
[for the best listening experience: listen with headphones.]

\\LYRICS//
[INTRO]
When I was 17 I only studied books
Had no Barbie waiting in my car
Were it so easy (haha halo reference in a big bang theory song big funny)

[CHORUS]
My brain is feeling high but my heart is feeling low
How do you return to the feeling that its home
Amy, can you take me?
Take it slow
No nobody will take away my darling

[VERSE]
I just heard a big bang
I think I need a theory
The universe collapsed, could we partner for some teaming?
I'm no young boy
I'll bring science to the masses
Amy, can you believe everything that has happened

[VERSE-CONTINUED]
My cranium could fill up a party
Intellect high, doesn't make this less scary
If I find another pattern I'll be sure to let you know
When we wake up in the morning and I find another note 

[BRIDGE]
When I was 17 I only studied books
Had no Barbie waiting in my car
I remember then 
We were young, no changing
Your the only one that could make me feel famous   
Sitting on a roof
Watching sunset fade in

[CHORUS]
My brain is feeling high but my heart is feeling low
How do you return to the feeling that its home
Amy, can you take me?
Take it slow
No nobody will take   away my darling

[VERSE]
I just heard a big bang
I think I need a theory
The universe collapsed could we partner for some teaming?
I'm no young boy
I'll bring science to the masses
Amy, can you believe everything that has happened

[VERSE-CONTINUED]
Looking in the mirror, can't believe it happened
Ima throw a rope in hopes to pull you back in
When you spill on your shirt
Bitch, I'll throw you another napkin
The universe will start when I stop my bad habits

Amy left me. (prod. cxrter x kazba beats)

<what are you thinking about?>
<nothing.>
<wanna know what im thinking about?>

the walls are closing in on me again
i cannot leave
so if i suck up all the oxygen
can they still breathe?

if it’s all in my head
then why am i stuck again?
living life through a screen,
hold conversations through threads
hypochondriac at best
so could you please check my vitals?

pray for cardiac arrest
so i’ll be dead on arrival 

<youre angry at everyone
I know you have a lot to be angry about.
but keeping it to yourself and being quiet, like you're doing,
its not going to help you> 

way too often i find myself
in situations i could do without
i’ll sedate myself to handle going out
now i wish i didn’t come, i need to shut my mouth
(i need to shut my mouth)
why i did leave my house?
(why did i leave my house?)

i suck to be around

so if it’s all in my head
then why am i still in bed?
self induced lucid dreams,
and leaving my friends on read
isolated at rest,
i’m hoping this time it’s final.

pray for cardiac arrest
so i’ll be dead on arrival!

(so i’ll be dead on arrival!)
(so i’ll be dead on arrival!)

if it’s all in my head!
if it’s all in my head!
if it’s all in my head!

(so i’ll be dead on arrival!)

in my head!
in my head! 
in my head!
in my head! 

so i’ll be dead on arrival.

<there's pain underneath, that's where our work needs to go.
what is it about society that disappoints you so much?>

<oh I don't know.
feels like all our heroes are counterfeit.
the world itself, just one big hoax.
spamming each other with our burning commentary bullshit,
masquerading as insight.
we wanna be sedated.
because its painful not to pretend.
because were cowards.
fuck society.>

dead on arrival (prod. capsized)

pretty girls 2

(prod by @IOF)
8/9/23
WRITTEN, PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle
[for the best listening experience: listen with headphones.]

\\LYRICS//

[HOOK]
Oh, darling hold me tight
I'm an asshole I won't lie
But those tear drops in your eyes
Well, they keep me up at night

[BRIDGE]
Ima dumb kid
Listening to sad songs
I just want some romance
Happy doesn't last long
I don't wanna talk shit
Fiending off some toxins
I don't really care about what they say

[{ROBIN WILLIAMS SAMPLE}]

[CHORUS]
Ima dumb kid
Writing sad songs 
I was happy for a bit but didn't last long
All these nights
It's never ending
I fear your life is better without me

Ima dumb kid
Writing sad songs 
I was happy for a bit but didn't last long
My mind craves your attention badly
Wish we took a picture when we we're happy

[BRIDGE]x2
I'm a failure, my sweetheart
Can you talk me down off this long jump?
I know it's hard to stay in this
Your heart is weak from the bullshit

[VERSE]
I remember then we were young
Can't change that
You were moving back to your hometown, sadly
Packaging your boxes full of clothes and dreams
But it turned out I'm never what you need


[HOOK]x2
Oh, darling hold me tight
I'm an asshole I won't lie
But those tear drops in your eyes
Well, they keep me up at night   
(goodnight)

Dumb Kid (prod. IOF)

Lyrics:
suffocate 
love is hate
live in war 
hate this place


under the street lights 
i walk in the dark by the sea side 
im sparkin a blunt then ill be fine 
i wish i could drown in the riptide 
i
wanted to say 
sip on a bottle like every day 
shatter my bones rip up my face 
take all my money 
yeah take it away 

drip or drown 
either way you fuckin drown
sink or swim 
never win 
water seeps into my skin
stuck in place
what did i say 
wish i could just be replaced 
sippin on gas im sippin on waste
livin life i live in pain

degrade me
you hate me
i wish i could die like daily 
i sit on the shore 
i sink in the sand 
i look in your eyes im fainting 
youre fading 
into the sea i see the water waiting 
i wish i could fly
above the waves 
instead i just sit here and 

suffocate 
love is hate
live in war 
hate this place

bombshells 
hope youre well 
livin large i live in hell 
please just help 
take me home 
eating mud inside this hole 



under the street lights 
i walk in the dark by the sea side 
im sparkin a blunt then ill be fine 
i wish i could drown in the riptide 
i
wanted to say 
sip on a bottle like every day 
shatter my bones rip up my face 
take all my money 
yeah take it away

suffocate // drown w// wetbirthdaycard

produced by Lxst Boy

-lyrics-

late nights when the sun goes down
i can take you back to your house
or maybe we can run away and leave this town
find a city in the stars, look down

at the world we left behind 
no one misses us, we’re fine
just find the light inside 
let it lead the way

i will walk you home
in the pouring rain
tell you “we’ll be fine,
we’ll be there someday”
and i will trust you still
at the end of my life
i’ll be by your side
by your side

man, i gotta focus
can’t wander through the forest alone
i get so scared when you hang up the phone
i can’t see clear but you are my home
a cottage in the woods as we talk about
￼
the world we left behind 
no one misses us, we’re fine
just find the light inside 
let it lead the way

i will walk you home
in the pouring rain
tell you “we’ll be fine,
we’ll be there someday”
and i will trust you still
at the end of my life
i’ll be by your side
by your side

i will walk you home
in the pouring rain
tell you “we’ll be fine,
we’ll be there someday”
and i will trust you still
at the end of my life
i’ll be by your side
by your side

by your side (a city in the stars)

scrapped ideas, demos, and things i made with friends for fun (2022-2023)

gasp vs the world

are you awake?
(are you awake?)
she said don’t call me so late
(she said don’t call me so late)
cause i don’t wanna know
if i’m
not yours
not yours

are you awake? (eeryskies)

Queen Elizabeth

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suffocate // drown w// wetbirthdaycard

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