first single off my upcoming project "Jewel City"

featuring @wethher

produced by pilotkid

thanks for listening <3

I Know it's Hard (ft. Wethher) [prod. pilotkid]

self-prod

ibleedicare - https://soundcloud.com/slaughter-tone-records
epitome - https://soundcloud.com/failure404
xipz - https://soundcloud.com/xipz_sad

Encore w/ IBleedicare, epitomeoffailure & lil XipZ

Autumn (Jolst) Ft. silentcxbin remix

thank you for listening. 
lyrics coming soon xo

Solitary w/ DZO DIGITAL

respite

Featuring: @angelsofsorrows
Written by: Kurama SD & angelsofsorrows
Produced by: @jolst  
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & angelsofsorrows
Mastered by:  angelsofsorrows
Artwork by: Kurama SD &  angelsofsorrows

Lyrics:
[Intro: Kurama SD]
I don't know what to do anymore tbh 
why does this shit happen all the time

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
Pushing away my feelings 
Pursuing music 
Worried I'm useless 
Fucked over by my mind 
It's such a slow climb 
IDK why my health declines
But I'm so useless

[Bridge: Kurama SD]
Dealt with pain 
In my brain 
I can't do it

[Verse: angelsofsorrows]
Cause I got these problems 
I don't know where I went wrong 
Swear to god I been like this ever since I was a kid
I been tryna runaway from my thoughts
Swear to god I might be going insane 
Always alone you ain't know my pain 
Yeah I got that flow and it hella cold
Close my bedroom door (yeah)
lay in bed (yeah)
I don't wanna get up 
Ever again (yeah)

[Bridge: Kurama SD]
Dealt with pain
In my brain 
I can't do it 
No more

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
Pushing away my feelings 
Pursuing music 
Worried I'm useless 
Fucked over by my mind 
It's such a slow climb 
IDK why my health declines
But I'm so useless

[Outro]
I don't know what to do anymore tbh

Pain! w/ angelsofsorrows (Prod. jolst)

do this, do that w/ sideview drive (thislandis)

prod. by taylor morgan

ima need a little more than guidance 
the sirens
are louder than before i feel the vibrance
i cant
take it anymore im sick of fightin
the silence
i embrace unwelcomed ones to hide inside my mind and
im indecisive
i cant choose whether i wanna die or live this life with tyrants
the tridents
rip apart my skull i guess im really open minded
way more than before but truthfully girl ion mind it

it don’t matter yuh
pull back in n you get shot up and brains get fuckin splattered 

been at this since 16
if u diss me
got a pussy boy lookin like swiss cheese

it’s a mystery
but my machine
is a scope on the ar-15

you cant hit me
wit a laser beam
so why the fuck you tryin still

i got fuckin diamonds but i hit you wit this iron still
if you wanna live that life you dyin on that tiny hill
bitch i shoot for mountains taller than ones out my windowsill 

shoot for the stars
finna pull up in a brand new car
shot once but it didn’t leave a mark
shot twice and i left a fuckin scar

3 times that i shoulda paid the price
4 times that my heart was put on ice
5 times that i prayed up to the sky
6 times that i tried to end my life

some would say i’m ungrateful 
but that’s the fuckin opposite
this the shit i can’t stand for
i think that i oughta sit

ima get what i paid for
i won’t let you cop a sip
some of y’all is distasteful 
i’m just being honest bitch

guidance !

(prod. jolst)
feat @notcursed

(vacant)
i never thought id be away from you
your miles away
id drop everything for you
to see your face
id never be late
never be a day
where i dont fall back inlove with you

you ease my pain
my panic attacks they go away
just stay
dont have to be sad again
when your away
i need you in the same place

just stay
just stay
just stay

we can stare at the stars
even when we're apart
you know its just us
my heads been at war
let me pull you close
for this noise to stop
coz ive been hurt myself
paranoid its hell
and i never needed no help
coz your what helps
i feel so selfish

i never thought id be away from you
your miles away
id drop everything for you
to see your face
id never be late
never be a day
where i dont fall back inlove with you 

you ease my pain
my panic attacks they go away
just stay
dont have to be sad again
when your away
i need you in the same place

just stay
just stay
just stay

i never thought id be away from you
your miles away
id drop everything for you
to see your face
id never be late
never be a day
where i dont fall back inlove with you

(not cursed)

Wish i could stay
And even though we’re miles away
I miss the days
You helped me through your pain
But now i’m too far out
Baby don't you even doubt
I still want you forever
I could never be without
Missing the way, you smile at my face
Brighten up my day, but now i have to wait
To see you, counting down the days till it'll be true
I’m waiting too long
Being away from you for this long, it feels so wrong
By my side is where you should be, that's where you belong
Need you everyday
I’m thinking of ways, to reach you

(vacant)
i never thought id be away from you
your miles away
id drop everything for you
to see your face
id never be late
never be a day
where i dont fall back inlove with you

stay (w/ notcursed) (jolst)

epic song ft vails @alex-thomas-fox
prod by the legendary @whos-that-clown

LYRICS
Keep myself close i've been feening for some trouble
Built myself back up from the broken bricks and rubble
Call me back soon ive been seeing triple double
Ghostly thoughts r haunting me til i begin to struggle

Back to the top, but im not far from the bottom
Fall back ill stop, if shit dont drop, that opp dead i fought em
Spit that gunsling cap, cap gun shoot his skull til his brain go splat
One more fall and i aint come back, 
survived it once and i'm lucky for that
Built back up, but im starting to crack
 this whole frame damn is rotten
Ive fallen, and i need you here. Pitch black darkness consumes my thoughts and these demons feed on fear.

Vails:
I fall so easily, baby why dont you catch me now
Im under influence, take a pill for dominance
Now i just horrible, dont think im compatible
Hide my feeling in a bottle

Im on gas going full throttle
I see red, guess i'm dead
Seen my cards but fold instead
Undercover in my bed, think its time i lost my head now
Im a mess must confess all my demons now

back 2 the top ft. Vails [prod. the sound clown]

Wasted Youth (Prod. RODGER)

I'm a musician that makes All kinds of music about both my life and issues I wanna talk about
If you wanna hear my new music I changed accounts here's the link https://soundcloud.com/reapers-shadow

Pain! w/ angelsofsorrows (Prod. jolst)

Kurama SD (New account in bio)

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