bww’s vocs inturrpted this song too much imo but this is 1 of my fav songs ever

i just need a break from this.. i need time to heal

can't believe it's already been a year since this banger dropped🔥

I get so fucked i cant even tell the difference 

i already heard this bass in somewhere, but i dont remember

i would’ve left just the same as you 

@nevrfall

you hurt me in ways that you don’t even know 
n you’re never there when i need u the most
n you never care when i break n it shows 
don’t say that you’ll stay when i know that you’ll go

i jus keep getting fucking worse 
i’m moving backwards 
i’ll keep on breaking 
do your worst 
it doesn’t matter 
it’s funny that i need you
we won’t have an ever after 
say you love me while you’re fucking someone else,

how does that work
our love was filled with patchwork 
a fucked up worn out pattern 
n everything was shattered 
so tell me how does that work 
n i thought you were better 
but every night my chest hurts 
n i can’t take the pressure 
so tell me how does that work 

so what does it feel like 
to know that you’re always on my mind 
to know that i really broke this time 
to know that it’s fucked up my whole life 
i don’t know what to do 
know that i hate me too 
n i would’ve left 
just the same as you 
n i can’t sleep 
in this worn out room 
drink through the night 
till my heart turns blue 

oh well
it’s cold out here 
kinda feels like hell 
left me for dead
but i wish u well
say i’m alright 
but i can’t tell 
isn’t that what u want

how does that work (prod. nevrfall)

prod by me and soundcloud.com/cay2o

shoutout to soundcloud.com/heylog , soundcloud.com/nothomex , and soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt for hoppin on this with me they're all goated and rly cool ppl show love to them if u arent already

hope u all enjoy :)

lyrics:

me:
i dont think I can keep on livin like shit
close my eyes, feel the tension 
im stressin bout it 
cause no ones the same, and I cant feel nothin 
im feelin strange, but I cant care cus its nothin 

please dont leave yet, I can see you frown when im bleedin.
please ima be there, anytime u need me ill be close so u can see me 

heylog:
everyday i'm feelin awful
6 feet, horizontal
i recommend u give me space
cause i'm close to hostile
she compliment me on my eyes
said, "i love the way they sparkle"
i'm lookin like some trash
while she's looking like a model
i want you
ur irish changes from green to blue
i love you
but why u gotta leave so soon

not home. :
they told me im too gone 
green packed in a new bong
I told her put her bra on, I wont be here too long 
left your thraxx in a baggy
bad bitch ripped jeans, cincinnati 
im your boy so call me shaggy
at the house now her lips speakin nasty

skele:
go ahead and just leave now
won't be here when i break down
keep cutting me i wont feel it
but i love when you bring the knife out
n babe i think that u ruin me 
not numb but god how i wanna be
look in my eyes if you want i feel the blood in the back of my tongue
say love, 
i really think you're a bad one
i think you like how my hearts gone
i think you just wanna have fun 
play around till it kills me 
till i hang from my ceiling 
getting close to no feeling
will u stay here if im willing

ima be there

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ima be there w/heylog, residential, & skele

madison & 1st, night lights in a coffin
w/ @betweentheveinsandi
prod. @sadboiforever
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
yeah u can take my life if u want it
file thru the pain, small prize if u block it
and i never been ashamed, cut ties if im wantin’
u came here to play, eat shit where ur talkin
cuz im sayin u can take my life if u want it
madison and 1st, night lights in a coffin
i cant ever fall asleep, twist spine pretty often
bored of counting sheep, yet fine feelin nothin

and im saying with dusk comes dawn
another painful day where the night feels wrong
& i’ll stay inside tonight so i can weather the storm

my mind
a fragile portrait of my architecture
my spine
is broken by the words that i have dragged along
inside
i’ve spent so long for progress to force me backwards
alive
im glad i am, its hard to carry on

veins:
Take my life if u want it 
I don't really give a shit 
2 shots that's a warning 
And I don't make ties they just loosen with time 
Back when throwing up was the best part of our lives 
Oh what u say book a hospital stay 
All the times and the days that u tried to run away 
Despite what u say I think ur mom is pretty sweet 
Cause if u always be the victim then u always live in pain 
She said that break ups suck 
But I don't think she gives a fuck 
And I don't think that meaning from a broken heart just takes a fuck 
Woah 
Laid back 
I'm at terms with the past 
And I'll follow the act 
Just tell me how to act  

yeah u can take my life if u want it
file thru the pain, small prize if u block it
and i never been ashamed, cut ties if im wantin’
u came here to play, eat shit where ur talkin
cuz im sayin u can take my life if u want it
madison and 1st, night lights in a coffin
i cant ever fall asleep, twist spine pretty often
bored of counting sheep, yet fine feelin nothin

and im saying with dusk comes dawn
another painful day where the night feels wrong
& i’ll stay inside tonight so i can weather the storm

take it, it's yours (ft. betweentheveinsandi) [2001]

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standing at your doormat pt. 3 (w/ yung axstn)(prod. yunny goldz)

prod: @wstdyth
mix/master: @trechorboy

lyrics:
cause you were the one who wasted my time
but i just cant get u out my mind
cause i miss the look of love in your eyes
and now im wishing that i could rewind
(x2)
i remember late nights in your arms
i remember we were kissing in the dark
lay alone in the backseat of my car
pulling strings through the cracks of my heart

i dont think i need this
ive been staring at my ceiling
hoping that things could get better
but nothing good ever lasts forever
(x2)
cause you were the one who wasted my time
but i just cant get u out my mind
cause i miss the look of love in your eyes
and now im wishing that i could rewind
(x2)
cause u were the one who wasted my time

rewind (prod. wastedyouth)

master: @trechorboy

lyrics:
so don't look at me i'm a no show 
was feeling bad now it's more so
feeling real low think my heart broke
laying alone it gets too cold
don't think it's good for my mind no
i know you're good on your own though
but i keep on staring at photos
i keep on staring at photos, at photos
(x2)

took you off my lock screen yesterday
said you'd never leave and now you've gone away
and after all this time, still don't know what to say
don't know how much longer i'll keep running away
it's getting harder to sleep now
wake up in a sweat i still see you in my dreams now
don't know how to feel now
cause i thought you'd be right here and now you're not around

so don't look at me i'm a no show 
was feeling bad now it's more so
feeling real low think my heart broke
laying alone it gets too cold
don't think it's good for my mind no
i know you're good on your own though
but i keep on staring at photos
i keep on staring at photos, at photos
(x2)

i keep on staring at photos (prod. 2001)

its been getting warmer but i haven't seen the sun

prod: https://soundcloud.com/caspr
master/vocal chops: https://soundcloud.com/trechorboy 

lyrics:
and it's the same things
that keep me awake at night
it's harder to sleep when i 
see what's lost in my mind
(x2)
i don't wanna sleep cause i don't wanna wake up
(x4)
i've been feeling out of place here
i swear i'd give up everything to get my head clear
i'm losing everyone i hold near
and i feel like i'm falling all i wanna hear
is your voice
i've been calling out to you
can you hear me
i don't wanna sleep cause i don't wanna wake up
its been getting warmer but i haven't seen the sun
bouta hit the road for some shows ima kick it in the backseat
i've been doing well i hope you're proud of me

the same things (prod. caspr)

i wouldn't wanna miss this 
5/27

big thank u to these folks!!
blackwinterwells: https://soundcloud.com/blackwinterwells
caspr: https://soundcloud.com/caspr
saint tomorrow: https://soundcloud.com/user-182805726
mastered by frvr&alwys: https://soundcloud.com/frvrndalwys

[lyrics]
skele:
up late
it's all the same
i might pop a blue just to get me through the pain
it's hard to say 
im ok
when every night i have to lay awake
and am i doing better or am i getting really used to it?
i get so fucked i can't even tell the difference
laying on my floor just to ponder my existence
but i wouldn't wanna miss this

i've been thinking about those nights in my bedroom
i've been missing your tattoo
kiss my neck like a taboo
you're always down in a bad mood
always sucked thinking back too 
i really thought that i had you
didn't think you would fall through

i get so fucked i can't even tell the difference 

blackwinterwells:
you know that etching we made is still on the sidewalk
breaking down come on baby where did it go wrong
i dont see no one else stuck here writing love songs
wish i had you to distract me from all my damn flaws 

i just need a break from this i need time to heal
twisting evil alchemy to break down my shield
and now you know you've hurt me so you have no excuse
im leaving now for certain, time's up, you lose

and everytime i feel like my hearts about to break
you just pull me right back in, even though your love is fake
im so tired, of hurting over
people who dont like me

but still everytime you smile i think everythings okay
like im walking on thin air, and forgetting all the pain
and i miss you, for some reason
after all the times you hurt me

skele:
i've been thinking about those nights in my bedroom
i've been missing your tattoo
kiss my neck like a taboo
you're always down in a bad mood
always sucked thinking back too 
i really thought that i had you
didn't think you would fall through

i get so fucked i can't even tell the difference

i wouldn't wanna miss this

taboo (w/ blackwinterwells) (prod. caspr & saint tomorrow)

remghost: https://soundcloud.com/remghost
jolst: https://soundcloud.com/jolst

lyrics:
i know u like it how i'm messed up
sit back and listen to how my head's fucked
and you're fine without me, didn't mean much
but i keep on dreaming of your touch

i made a bag today 
a lot of these nights spent alone, awake
thinking about what my friends would say
if they knew how i'm bouta go away
i thought of u today
sleeping alone doesn't feel the same
and i just don't know how much i can take 
the old me is gone, have myself to blame

i know u like it how i'm messed up
sit back and listen to how my head's fucked
and you're fine without me, didn't mean much
but i keep on dreaming of your touch

i never saw love in your eyes
so i don't know why when u left it surprised me 
it must've been hard to disguise 
the way that u didn't like what's inside of me

i know u like it how i'm messed up
sit back and listen to how my head's fucked
and you're fine without me, didn't mean much
but i keep on dreaming of your touch

messed up (prod. remghost & jolst)

i ruin everything i fucking touch

prod: https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_16

yeah i better wake up quick
"get it going, gotta get an iced out wrist
aint nobody going fuckin hard like this
and i been down bad but now im on my shit"
and all my friends
wanna act like i switched
now everybody wanna take a pic 
god damn
see your face on the gram
got me really missing when i could hold your hand

it's a lot to see u when i wake up
it's been hard to tell u that i want us
i ruin everything i fucking touch
and you'll get sick of me wont take much

yeah you'll get tired of me 
you'll just stop missing my company
it gets so hard to breathe 
wrist cut straight to the artery
i wish didn't push u away 
but sometimes i really don't know what to say
i see your eyes when u ask me to stay 
i just don't know how much i can take
and it's a lot to tell u that i love u
i swear it's me, i wanna trust u

sick of me (prod. pekarot)

you don't gotta worry about me 

https://soundcloud.com/crackxlizard
https://soundcloud.com/caspr

i just wish that you'd talk like you used to
is it too much to wish that you want me too
is it too much to wish that you'd follow through 
and it kills me 
i just wanna see you in the morning 
i keep feeling down, and i'm sorry
i just keep breaking, you don't gotta worry 

no you don't gotta worry about me 
you don't gotta worry about me 

oh oh
baby don't go 
i just wish that you wanted me a little more
oh oh 
baby don't go
i just that you wanted to hold to hold me close

taboo (w/ blackwinterwells) (prod. caspr & saint tomorrow)

skele

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