CRYING IN THE CLUB TO IT TAKES ONE TO KNOW ONE.....

so so so so so endlessly good i have no words. the writing and ur voice and the instrumental are out of this world i keep coming back to this tysm for doing what u do

7 / 10
https://open.spotify.com/track/2LFADFrMBcTKkvSb0xP1Ga?si=7aa3105adc5b4bca

shoutout https://soundcloud.com/landosenju for the sample and shoutout https://soundcloud.com/hereisalden for loose inspo
prod by me :^)
last song before the album drops 
samples: homestuck - moonsetter, torr - acetone
ngl this is probs the most lyrics i've ever written for a song lol



i have to say goodbye before i depart
i don’t know you that well but you’re the missing part
in my life that i need to complete my heart
girl i wish that i knew you right from the start

hold me
love me
leave me
be with me

i’m leaving this dream world
i hate to leave you girl
i’m leaving this dream world
i hate to leave you girl

a melody
thats stuck inside my head
and its been telling me
to leave this song on read
(shoutout https://soundcloud.com/t0rr)

and every goddamn time
i try so hard to break down these walls
i’ve been at this thing for so long 
i don’t feel nothing at all

i try so hard

from ellie

prod. iof 

(lyrics)
i cut my hair and i douse my eyes 
of any lasting signs of light
i burn my ribs and oxidize
i keep to myself reasons why
why is it always me?

isolation, my tempers so different
for any swell reason i guess i never listened
and this is the habit of being your best girl
this havoc's inherent, i watch as you let go

the wreckage in the corner of my eye
don't reappear to my demise
i should have listened on that night
oh, how i'd hate to spend my life
oh, how i'd hate to be his wife

for now i'm sitting at your tapestry
i stare at all the angels and their faces
what god has made me so complacent?
i fall behind, i fall so vacant
i pray for cheeks so thin and aching
hah, thats when i'm worth more than the same shit

why?
cut yourself the life you thought you knew 
yes, i love you, it's just no use
that funny truth slips somehow loose
lie
cut yourself the crime for one last truce
i follow through, bruise black and blue
that funny truth crawls back to you

i cut my hair and i douse my eyes 
of any lasting signs of light
i burn my ribs and oxidize
i keep to myself reasons 
why

pretty different! had fun making this, was super tired tho and it kinda sounds like it lol

everything by me

lyrics:
I'm going down with the ship
under the water where by body belongs
I see myself in you
watching my skin turn blue

cry me an ocean of tears and I'll drown in it
losing myself to the fear and I'll go down with it
looking out over the pier what a beautiful place

never thought that I'd end up here
seems my heart likes keeping me scared
i can't help but think about it
the way we left things was so fucked, no way around it
I just need a reason
I can't be there for you
waking me up with birds and stars
winter's so cold but it warms my heart, my heart
never thought that I'd end up here
seems my heart likes keeping me scared
i can't help but think about it
the way we left things was so fucked, no way around it
I just need a reason
I can't be there for you
waking me up with birds and stars
winter's so cold but warms my heart, my heart

if everything stopped now
while falling from the benjamin I'd
hold time in my hands, but like sand,
it'll slip right through my fingers again

oh lord take my soul
as I touch the delaware
save me, please save me

never thought that I'd end up here
seems my heart likes keeping me scared
i can't help but think about
the way we left things was so fucked, no way around it
I just need a reason
I can't be there for you
waking me up with birds and stars
winter's so cold but it warms my heart, my heart
never thought that I'd end up here
seems my heart likes keeping me scared
i cant help but think about it
the way we left things was so fucked, no way around it
I just need a reason
I can't be there for you
waking me up with birds and stars
winter's so cold but it warms my heart, my heart

oh lord take my soul
as I touch the delaware
save me

delaware

buy on bandcamp :)

+ @caleblrt

but rest assured, ill take whats urs
theres something more
i seek support and ur falling short
want me to take u to the airport?

it makes me throw up
makes my head spin
just look around
i dont wanna grow, ill scratch my dead skin off
crying in the room that u had sex in
just slow down, just look around

protect my sins, i wrote a note
you took a hit, we still can't cope
you seek support, i'm on the low
but everything will never be the same again
and you're still here?
you see me leer back as im running
i dont wanna run into you
you're gonna show up again
but i dont want it
i dont want it
i dont want it because

it makes me throw up
makes my head spin
just look around
i dont wanna grow, ill scratch my dead skin off
crying in the room that u had sex in
slow down, just look around
u make me throw up, make my blood thin
look at u up and down
push me around, burn ur cigarettes into my arms
and when u show up in your mustang
oh i melt and i melt cuz i know how it felt

Bloodthinners, Pushing (+caleb)

prod. me
ft. @t1gerstar

out on all platforms: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/anem0s/empty-nesters-feat-tigerstar

thank u to tigerstar for hopping on this! u are the best :D

lyrics:
(me)
could you tell me
what it is that im missing
i been waiting by
so long for a mission
what's my problem
are you checkin my condition
tell me whats wrong with a little ambition

i been feeling washed up
whats the rush
i been fighting demons
and i never keep in touch
i been talking to my thoughts tryna think the right stuff
but its never not enough
life's always gettin tough

thought i'd never see the change but i'm movin away
empty nesters back home know i got a lot to say
but i'm stuck in my head
blocking out all my problems started thinkin
i was better off stayin in bed

and if the world behaved
i'd be better off now
than i was yesterday
its okay to take a break if you need to
dont shy away from the people who believe you

so im watching where i step
and ill keep on pushin
and the secrets that i kept
now i know i really shouldnt
so ill take another breath
i was too focused on my footing
it took all that i had not to fall right into it

picture this im never sitting til i stop
kept my eyes on the clock
countin seconds til i caught
a glimpse of what im seeking i could never miss the top
if i never make it i can't bear to take the drop

(tigerstar)
thought i'd never see the change but i'm movin away
i took a little bit too much of what i really can take
getting too attached to the buzz i feel when im awake
its only when i sleep enough i can get up to make (something of myself)

you gotta be trying to turn around
you can't be so ready to be turned down
why are you wanting to rush things to happen now?
i don't really mind if they're making me wait

it's really not as serious as they make it out to be
closer to home than a different agency
know i can sound just a little too passionate

i wonder if i'll live up to all you expect from me
letting them down amplifies the pressure
but i won't let you down however you measure that

(me)
thought i'd never see the change but i'm movin away
empty nesters back home know i got a lot to say
but i'm stuck in my head
blocking out all my problems started thinkin
i was better off stayin in bed

and if the world behaved
i'd be better off now
than i was yesterday
its okay to take a break if you need to
dont shy away from the people who believe you

empty nesters ft. tigerstar

everything by me, thanks for listening x
special thanks to @yehon

yes i reuploaded it unpitched <3

(lyrics)
i cut a line for a spot down by the creek 
i signed a waiver, broke a deal 
but now i’m working by the beach 
& i never learned just how to swim, didnt read the fine print
but i'm teaching myself how to stay afloat on my own
on my own

and ever since i took off it's been such a scandal,
you're saying i'm “just a woman," and i don't know what to handle
sat laughing with your teeth in my neck 
and you broke all the bones in my spine as i slept
babe, it takes one to know one, as you're slamming the door shut
at the back of the tour bus, you're packing your bags up
so i watch you, cause you think that i'm bad luck
spoiling your plans, for walking out for another man

starved to death and late on rent
woke up face down tied by the limbs
bending over your bathroom sink, you caught me swimming through amphetamines
you don't know how much this means to me
holding my hair while i'm on my knees,
retching the rest of my guts like it feels so free
i broke down sobbing on the tile floor, when i finished you were out the door

feet in the sand, head in your hands 
terminal two to take off or land
drive you out next to john wayne, you'll fly out now, on the next plane
picking fights with a force that you can't blame,
no you can't blame, no you can't blame, no you can't blame

woke up from the rubble of a crushed-up semi truck 
crawling out from the wheel and i couldn’t help but think, like, fuck
has it been six weeks? was it just six months?
being touched in the wrong way, and you’re no fun on a bad day, 
with your hands on my waist, it's a sad thing
slamming hard on the brakes in the fast lane, in the fast lane

caught over the county line, you know what to take if it was mine
it's all your proper possession, you'll always get what you mention
so when i'm coming on back, be the first at my pension
chasing god on the wrong train, guess i'm no fun on a bad day
carving scars in a girl that you can't change, 
but i know, babe it takes one to know one, to know one

it takes one to know one

i wrote this during a very bad two weeks of my life

prod. me
all live instruments were recorded by me!

available on all platforms!

lyrics:

i wish i could lose myself 
fly far away
to somewhere that nobody yet knows my name
and can't say that i've changed 
when I’m still the same person
i'll leave it all behind and you’ll never cross my mind again

it’s getting hard to think 
and this medicine’s not helping
tell me what is real 
'cause i don’t know your intentions
at sunrise i’ll lay down
to close my eyes and panic
from all internal sound
that your words manifested 

is it too late for us to be okay?
i just need you to hear 

neglect to see any side but your own
deny me all that i know
take away what i call home 
take away what i call home
no trace of an end in sight
if i could make one damn i might 
take away my hope tonight 
take away my hope tonight

is it too late for us to be okay? (is it too late?)
is it too late for us to be okay? (is it too late?)
is it too late for us to be okay? (is it too late?)
is it too late for us to be okay? (is it too late?)

neglect to see any side but your own
deny me all that i know
take away what i call home 
take away what i call home
no trace of an end in sight
if i could make one damn i might 
take away my hope tonight 
take away my hope tonight
it’s getting hard to think 
and this medicine’s not helping
tell me what is real 
'cause i don’t know your intentions
it’s getting hard to think 
and this medicine’s not helping
tell me what is real 
'cause i don’t know your intentions

orangecore

intentions

Spotify

take a pill and go to sleep
turn around and show your teeth
i dont care what the others see
watch me hanging from ur tree outside
pocket of bliss under ur sheets 
dont cry now
i found out why ur so scared

did i put u to sleep?
the better half of a week
i wont stare when you gently weep
i know u know im tongue tied
ill catch ull throw me aside
thats when i found out u never cared

i didnt plan it this way
now im watching u decay
i promised that id keep u safe
ur guts are all over the place

put me down
turn around
im seeing sounds now im too scared
put me down
turn around
im seeing sounds now im too scared

Dozer

tysm for 1k on run <33

produced by @johnkwondll

don't cry (p. typhoon)

New mixx ++ @pianochop

Your words come right out my mouth, I said 
Look twice then give me the go ahead
Head ... ahead ... head
The madder you get, the lighter I tread
Stab through like a dagger right into my head
Well isn't it nice to take my advice

You make me feel like a boy, you make me feel like your toy
Was all of this just a ploy, was all this to make a point
No I don't mean to annoy, I always try to avoid
So hard to talk through the noise, you're always muting my voice

Old mix
https://soundcloud.com/audiachain/headache-for-the-record-books-soundcloud-version/s-ExurL6pkEkG?si=003074820bf24c9c975b3a2c9a9d9c44&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

Headache for the record books

i lied again but you forgave me
i tried again but you just saved me

you fall asleep
you know i mean it
we're in so deep
you're so demeaning

go away if you love me
i'm afraid you're above me
take away all my honey
you should know i'm a dummy

i hide again but i'm just waiting
i kinda meant to say you're failing

but my heart stops every time you look at me
i decompose just to keep your whole anatomy
in my head, we've been better
but our eyes keep getting redder

go away if you love me
i'm afraid you're above me
take away all my honey
you should know i'm a dummy

can you wait? i feel funny
you'll be late so keep running
test my faith, nose is runny
go away if you love me

HQ download: https://lyrestill.bandcamp.com/track/honey-project

it takes one to know one

liza blaise

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