New single “You can say” 

-Lyrics-
Got this weight 
Yeah weighing down in my chest 
We could fight 
But I’d rather lay down to rest 
I know you already 
Found your next 
So why do you 
Keep messing with my head 
Got another bottle 
Yeah I’ll take another round 
I lost count 
Of everything that I downed 
Guess I’d rather drink
Yeah I’d rather drown 
Then continue to hear you out 

You can say you can top me off
But I’m already at the bottom of this bottle aye
You can say you’re giving all you got 
then why do I feel so awful aye
You can say that we can talk
Then why are we so damn hostile aye
You can say we’re better off
Then why are my feelings bottled aye

Airplane mode baby
That’s how I leave my phone 
Can’t reach me 
I’d rather be alone 
If I wanted to be sad
Then I’d just stay at home 
If I wanted to be mad
Then I’d catch a tone 
I don’t wanna say baby that I don’t care
But when I’m hurting you’re never there 
Maybe that’s why I feel this way
Maybe that’s why maybe that’s why 

(You can say X6)
You can say you can top me off
But I’m already at the bottom of this bottle aye
You can say you’re giving all you got 
then why do I feel so awful aye
You can say that we can talk
Then why are we so damn hostile aye
You can say we’re better off
Then why are my feelings bottled aye

Prod by prod. dercept x ayoley (premium license)
Mix by yago 
Master by Kanashi

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You can say (prod. dercept x ayoley)

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Produced by sorrow bringer: https://www.beatstars.com/sorrowbringer

lyrics:

wake up
only find peace in the midst of a nap
i looked in the mirror don't know who that
brush my teeth but i can't rinse black
stay up
24 hours roam a digital map
phone stay froze no friends on snap
3:15 and i'm chillin with some snacks

i gave it all i have
get.back.quick.the.sickness.spreads.in.me.
home in a body bag
suck.my.dick.no.faith.was.put.in.me.

i don't wanna die like i'm living 
walls have eyes the windows stay listening
pay no mind to voices in the chimney
they'll shut up as soon as i start recording

(fuck me up
i might just fuck me up
sky above
reflected by splattered blood
blurry life
been living a blurry life
swallowed up
punch ur gut and u spit me up)

fuck me up
i might just fuck me up
sky above
reflected by splattered blood
blurry life
been living a blurry life
swallowed up
punch ur gut and u spit me up

spit me out
i ain't like it much in the mouth
carry on 
i'm taking my heavy doubts
heavy droughts 
consistently dry me out
hurry off
have issue with scary sounds

scarysounds (sorrow bringer)

Hope y'all enjoy :)

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Produced by johnnyfriend: https://www.youtube.com/c/JohnnyFriendbeats/videos

Lyrics:

It was cold, I was upset
Yeah who knew, we didn't have a clue
In a flash we could reset
And it's up to you, it's up to you

Oh my God, I'm addicted to the moment, you know it
Baby that's all we got, don't have no issues just the focus
Control it
She said I'm "a piece of shit", I said "I agree"
I don't really care how that makes you feel
Looking for the peace of mind but it escapes me
I'm burning alive but it's no big deal

Streetlights, recess, I don't wanna regret
These nights, this mess, addicted to the sunset
Silhouettes, yellow dress, it had a double meaning
Indents all on my head, it's hard to stop the bleeding
Oh my god
I can feel your fingertips all on my bod
So cold it's crazy
I'll be the warmth, return home, I can't sleep
You're on my mind, on my mind

Oh my God, I'm addicted to the moment, you know it
Baby that's all we got, don't have no issues just the focus
Control it

Oh my God, I'm addicted to the moment, you know it
Baby that's all we got, don't have no issues just the focus
Control it
She said I'm "a piece of shit", I said "I agree"
I don't really care how that makes you feel
Looking for the peace of mind but it escapes me
I'm burning alive but it's no big deal

NBD (johnnyfriend)

Drowning [+ sogimura]

something dif, debating wether to post or not but who cares rlly

also apparently peep used a beat like this if u know it lmk

even when u look deep in to my eyes
u don’t really see what’s behind
i just think im really past my time 
i just think im really past my time 

what u use as i hope i call i lie
i know i dont really deserve this life
if it was choice dont think id think about it twice
i cant help but say its the wrong place and wrong time, 

i prefer never never never
heart is more than just severed severed severed 
i dont think ill ever heal, ever heal, ever heal
i don’t even know whats real, what’s real, what’s real, what’s real, whats

i be standing still how does the world spin?
tryna avoid all of th whirlwinds 
doesnt matter what u do the world wins
doesnt matter what u do the world wins

i been kinda thinking of the worst things
i just hate my thoughts so i been working
gazing at the stars
always space inside my heart
waiting for a comet to make the hurt end

mumbo jumbo 

uh takin off
uh level up
this what it about 
but im not having fun

this ain’t for the sound 
this ain’t for the fame
this for release to try and ship away the pain
but i won’t ever change
i’m broken but stuck in place
the ship won’t leave today
so i will have to wait
harvest my own fate
im outta words what can i say
i wish it all was fucking erased
can u even fucking relate

pessimism (samashi)

ive had these for months, sorry it took so long lol. shoutout wstd again and also secre.. I know I only did one secre song (ran outta time) but there will be fr sure mor comin from both prods

lyrics

fall
and get back up until i get it all solved
bae i wanna talk i wan it to be like before 
she dont check the phone no not even a sorry
where u going will u be back in th morning

where u going like where the fuck are you
i dont wanna have to clean up all this mess im not responsible
leaving me with scars to heal on my own like is that possible
didn’t know the damage u created

was a phase
still i cant take it 
oh i hate it 
oh my days
fucking faded
i wanna change 
but now im wasted
ill go out but i won’t say shit
swear my minds in different places
right now musics got me taken
ride it out till i cant make it
ride it out till i cant make it

im tryna move on wit my day but now im stalled
i think she got it but jus chose to ignore the call
blue cheese by own thinking i jus lost it all
yeh i trip but that dont mean that i should

fall
and get back up until i get it all solved
bae i wanna talk i wan it to be like before 
she dont check the phone no not even a sorry
where u going will u be back in th morning

where u going like where are you
(lots of times)

where r u (wstd)

shoutout https://soundcloud.com/facel1ft for the beat and for helping with the mix, make sure to follow him. hope u enjoy

lyrics:
why do u wish u went back?
she told me i only live in her past
im a castaway (maesk lyrics)

where my friends at
im so cold, all alone
yeah u better get to know that
i might die but u dont care
never fine but they dont care

so i take my life and hope that i go somewhere else
where i find some rest to my head
i've been hoping for some better days for so long

and i might give up soon
i've been so damn tired
all these people looking fake to me now

so i drag myself thru another week like
baby show me where to go from now on
thats not a goodbye
i hope

thx for listening <3