Frank

lyrics

is ur life so fucking boring
that u feel the need to stalk me
and do,
u tell all of these lies
for attention? well our eyes are on u
is it weighing on ur soul?
everything that u uphold?
or are u just a psychopath?
ur feeling pretty bold
and ur eyes are looking cold
for someone that wasnt built to last

all eyes on u

and this isnt real, do u care how i feel
when the moments that we used to cherish are gone
n my skin starts to peel, so then i made a deal
with a devil of sorts that i have in my bones
n he took the hate, n he took the pain
n turned it around till theres nothing to gain
from sitting in place when i cant feel my face
when im finding some solace in drugs that i take

all eyes on u

the sewerperson sample is used from his unreleased song "that's my brother jay pt2" if fr some reason u want me to remove it dm me

lyrics

she not coming back 
so i’m not outta shit to make 
listening to my emotions keep going back to that mistake
i been lookin at shit different turn that love in to hate
i been feelin summin special
in the blunt in the drank

woah woah
havent got a text but im still scrolling thru my phone
i got love for all my bros inside this smoke filled home
i don wanna let u know u don wanna let u me go
on the porch for 20 mins i bring it up now its too cold?

i know im in the wrong
u know u are too
way too fucking long
to get to the truth

i cant help it why im wasting all this time with u
she said y u blue she said y u blue 
pulling over hoodie coz i dont wanna talk it thru
i just want a view
then wanna hit the stu
cookin up some shit but ive been skipping on the food
hiding in the dark so long losing sight on truth
i dont know how long i can do this im tired of shit sifting thru
know ive got bars forever, living in the …

now u just staring at ur phone
i can feel it in my bones
just one tap ill turn to stone

i guess that i dont need ur help yeh i can do this by my self now
but that not how the world yeh u destined just to fail
should call them all jay coz they got me when i need some help
but this a me thing oh dont u see just let it be if i dont make it just let me melt

they all got my head turned back i cant let em
get inside my head this for their safety i could end em
i dont need to change my ways, its for the better

she just crazy for the words just offend them
i dont wanna hear a whistle walk away when i could end em 
i would rather end my fuckin world b4 i dead em
crossing over paths but they dont see that theirs a dead end

be alright reference

sewerperson sample

bro 2 (jabarionthebeat)

mix and master @ztope

lyrics

butterflys in ur heart
and i will take them to my grave
i am doing my part 
but i cant choose to be saved
we can worship the stars
time just stops where we lay
ive been delt all my cards 
and i am well out of my depth 
and deeper when pressing my scars

i can feel the pressure building
fast
push u out the way, theyre on
attack
in jeaporady when getting to
attatched
feeding on my bones until they 
snap

protect th silk casing like my worthless pulse depends on its
ur beaty will project to outside planes changing course of comets
im not what needs to be beside u in the end in fact far from it
i jus hope u can appreciate our final moments

ink is running out 
most likely my last few pages
everything battered and worn
theres not many too more stages
but i am yet to explore 
the deepest part of my core
but  this aint about me anymore
im happy to pass the torch, in this storm
im still warm, coz i can tell that ur changing ur formv

still one arm on this battle ship i steer
there are one too many waiting for us at the pier
it isnt fair
we’ve come so far 
it stops right here
now this ur part
i hope you’ll know that this is what i wanted dear

butterflies in ur heart (killedmyself)

liar

prod acey 

lyrics:
what happened what’s wrong?
wiping the blood from your wrists and your arm
how did you know?
oh you’re in harm..
it’s late don’t go 
its not safe at home
if you didn’t know 
where would you go?
would it have been too late?
don’t be sorry 
i’m just glad you’re okay 
brown hair 
mascara down your face 
i’m sorry i pushed you away 
it wasn’t my fault
they wouldn’t let you stay 
i shoulda done more 
i regret it every-

what happened what’s wrong?
wiping the blood from your wrists and your arm 
how did you know?
you’re in harm..
you can stay with me
please don’t say sorry
it’s gonna be alright 
i’ll make sure you’re just fine
blood dripping 
it still haunts 
wish i could say sorry 

look what i have done 
what have i done

brunette

cover art by my mother 

all the songs in the flesh alb r jus gone be released as singles

sewerperson "lights r on but no ones home" covered in the song

mix & mastr @fleshgolem
lyrics

fillin up th cup 
i feel my body start to ache
evrything telling me to stop
even see th walls starting to cave
and they love it, a body piled function
don’t wanna cause fussing but it’s building up coz every day i see my grave

this aint who i am
but ima act like this is why i am 
my perspective starts to change in where i stand, looking out th window pane
look i dont blame u for thinking im not keen staying 
but i dont hav a plan, anywhere on this dirt feels same

sink to the floor, coz it’s the norm, 
don’t u touch my skin
it’s all been stored, i’m now reborn
coz i can dump my things
yelling fuck it, pressing on my stomach
i can feel it coming but i’m not fucking stopping
 till i’m turned out in 

look at my face, see my state i jus kno ur confused 
i need space, cannot wait let’s take a break on the moon
i’m in pain, still in shock, lost in thought and i’m bruised
u saw me thru th glass and then just left me bleeding out in this hotel room

i saw the lights on but i knew that no one else was home
look at the nikon and check the camera roll, i'm all alone
feel the bottle pop, spew it out, opening in the mouth
i'm a cyclops when it comes to seeing no one else
okay, okay

i feel my ears pop when i take the lift up to the spot
in the function, sipping on this ace and rolling pot
i'ma punch in, even when i'm geeked, i'm on the clock
like a pumpkin, i'm lit up and my body start to rot

i'm an asshole, okay, well, i know, so you can leave
what's the point, though, in coming to the function if you cheesed?
i'm in street clothes but my guys in masks and they don't ski
i don't need throat, i just need a girl who proud of me, okay

know i act tough i just need someone to see i’m not ok
the whole domineer off i’ma just leave it to fate
cut my feelings off coz that mean i’m not suffering the same
sure it isn’t real but when i smile i still feel sane

i still feel sane, but mostly when im on a subs
get apifannys that turns my wants in to musts
i get a lot dreams but w my habits theyre all stuck 
i got these goals but w these habits theyre all fucked

i'm an asshole, okay, well, i know, so you can leave
what's the point, though, in coming to the function if you cheesed?
i'm in street clothes but my guys in masks and they don't ski
i don't need throat, i just need a girl who proud of me, okay

lights r on

lights r on (flesh)

i know the mix is horrible, but just uhhh pretend like it sounds good idk 
also yes it's all pitched down slightly i was self conscious <3

shoutout freestyling hooks

lyrics:
she say put the lime in
ion know what the time is
i be staying silent
find me in here crying
told me keep it simple
whip crash like a rental
crackin wraps 2 reassemble
cant get u out the mental

overseas
flow like fit so lysterine
pop out white tee no mr clean
my pyt bitch we shootin scenes
nigga who u fooling
steady boolin
wrists look like to do list
opposite of living i put my bullet in n shoot it at me
settle mind poundin dread, fill it out w/ lead
MIA in my head, think im better dead
fuck it up off the drugs so i write instead
try run away, just to stay inside of my bed
stuck inside the cold, ion really go out
every song abt me because im always alone now
loud dissociating till my bowl within the background
jus a fuck up lil bitch guess u found out

she say put the lime in
ion know what the time is
i be staying silent
find me in here crying
told me keep it simple
whip crash like a rental
crackin wraps 2 reassemble
cant get u out the mental

rental_2003 (travis xantana)

Rainclouds - Softheart

back on da @prodsecre grind 😤

lyrics

i don't wanna curse u
drop dead hearse u
i got so much hurt in my heart 
i cant verse u
know no ones perfect 
but don't want this personal

spinning round like im orbital
i'm warning u

don't go thru with this darl- i'm pleased
i've had enough experience to know what this means
for us, trust
look me in my eyes fuck
u can't read my mind like what?
i dont need to be saved
just get me outta here

cuts and scars, all over my skin
you had loved me to bits
pieces of me fall at your leg like the shore
i'm not who i once was i don't want this more

u got me like i was locked in my car
u had the engine running 
girl there was gas in my lungs
no the alc don't mix well with the issues
u play the victim so well with those pocketed tissues

still touching wounds on this one 
but im looking to heal
i sit right under the sun
but i just cannot feel

i'll do the right things
the right things then fuck, i'll skip meals
im in my mind every night i jus want something real

the dark came, the dark came and i conqoured
but what the fuck i got left was just ruins to sell
maybe it would work for us, maybe its just hell
people looking out for me or after me i cant tell

i know that theres people that are there for me 
and im sorry i dont reply enough
i've got stuff piling up
no its not an excuse 
but we all got a lot of shit we gotta do

things we gotta prove
struggling with abuse from the past maybe true
but i dont wanna lose ya
i'm sorry it turned out this way but its a new me
everything's gotta change, hope ur happy

woundz

woundz (secre x sorrowbringer)

I’ll stay awake I don’t understand 
How the hell is it 5 am
I lie and I try 
Yeah 
Shut tight , my eyes 
Yeah 

Staying up late helps me understand 
I’m only doing things that make me mad 
Cause my life has no drive 
Yeah 
Sitting  tight on my island 


I only like to do it cause Im lacking ur affection 
I only like to do it cause Im yearning for attention 
I only like to do it cause at least I get reactions from it 
Looking in the mirror and I’m mad of what my reflections  showing 

I’ll stay awake I don’t understand 
How the hell is it 5 am
I lie and I try 
Yeah 
Shut tight , my eyes 
Yeah 

Staying up late helps me understand 
I’m only doing things that make me mad 
Cause my life has no drive 
Yeah 
Sitting  tight on my island

how the hell is it 5am (prod.harvest x killedmyself)

Thread

Shelter (prod. Daniel Saint x LifeStyleDidIt)

GLOOM

curtains

<3

i been outside in the forest
clashing with heads like a taurus
just don’t feel like me if i’m honest

like, baby its like this
i put my hand on that right hip
vibe, girl we just vibing 

why you only in love when you’re hearing that night sound
you just keep tripping on shit like just pipe down
i got these questions and i gotta message

‘coz it’s not just peace and all love that is coming for you
and did i mention
i lost perspective on shit, i just live in the truth
and thats a weapon

i know that i’m swimming in this dark oasis
and there’s no replacing 
know when i speak i got your heart racing 
do i gotta keep it cool, i make it blatant

like, they gonna say shit
like you ain’t gonna make it
if you ain’t gone say this to my face then i can erase it

i been outside, i been outside 24/7
i cannot lie, it’s made a difference
you won’t decide, you won’t decide
she won’t decide, she won’t decide
but she’s on the side yeah she wanna ride
she’s locked in for life

and i cannot change my mind on this
i cannot lose sight, can’t lose sight

and i cannot change my mind on this
i cannot 

i make the difference, i drop the boat and go missing
if you wanna come with me you better listen
talking and taking, that shit’s on the wish list 
it’s time to grow up from a lil kid

practice what i preach yeah i know i’m the realest
don’t flex bout no shit i just stay in my feelings
i’ll be the best, but i won’t make a killing
i’ll look out for the rest just to see what they’re wheeling

are you down to ride to the end of time 
girl won’t you look at that night
girl won’t you look at the sky
baby please do not cry
there’s a world outside
of this bubble, i know that i’m right
all of those experiences, i held that shit tight
you don’t need to fight

i’m in my zone
from when i was on my own
i had this shit locked down like a home
i had my world enclosed with chrome
back to the basics, went back to the basics

now on top of my shit i just live in the moment
dropping these hits like a stoner but sober
i don’t fear the alone
i slowed it down, now i sit on my throne

stage 21

stage_021 (ivn)

SOUTH TO THE NORTH [zivo + plenty]

prod. sketchmyname
dialogue snippets I used are from the movie "Adventureland"

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