here I am losing myself again :(

out on all plats soon

losing myself again

EUPHORIA PROD.LUI

Produced by: DZO DIGITAL, @nickp3tro and @vi1e
Art by: DZO DIGITAL, Lizzie Calisto and Burrow
Mixed by: DZO DIGITAL
Mastered by: DZO DIGITAL 

Lyrics: 
Just one more song but I still got so much that's left to say
(Me and p3tro on the beat make it syncopate)
Yeah, hahaha
Seasons get long, it's the same thing but it's a different day, still

I hope this moment never ends (Shit)
Had to see it through a different lens (Yeah)
Everything's good all on my end (Ha)
Well I was just tryna pretend
Am I dreaming?
Tried for a while, used to wish I could just get even
I got a smile but know my mood change like the seasons
Sometimes it feels too long
I cry while trying to heal with this song (It's true)

Got some issues I can't tell them they don't even know (They don't know)
Yeah I'm DZO but the always call me D-Z-O (why would you call me that?)
Pressure in my Jaw
Make me grind my bones
But this light I saw
Won't forget how it shone
I never seen anything like it (It's a light I see)
Can't name the feeling man that I get (Be nice to me, ha)
Sometimes it gets too hard to digest (It's too hard)
It's hard to remember where the light is (I hope it's not too far)
But I can never forget how it shone (Wishing on a star)
Can never learn to leave these things alone (Swerving in my car)
And I can't deal with all this on my own
I wish somebody would pick up the phone, like

I hope this moment never ends
But I had to see it through a different lens (Yeah)
Everything's good all on my, Ha (On my end, can't say it with a straight face)
Well I just hope that one I won't have to pretend
I'm still dreaming
I gotta wake up, know that I'll never get even
Wipe my smile 'cause you had to switch up like the season
And I hope it won't be long
They don't know that I cried Writing this song 

Stuck in a moment that never ends (Never ends, huh)
I just hope it wont be long
Now I'm seeing through a different lens
And I still don't know where I belong

Stream

Lens

produced by autrioly

lyrics;
girl when u call me ion wanna pick up
hearing ur voice got me feeling some type of way
if u where me would u not have ur guard up?
if i do not answer the phone dont call me again
u always trying to use the things i say as a weapon
look me in the eyes n tell me u dont love him
take a flight
cuz im jus trying to get high
im jus trying to get by
take a flight
pick up the mic
im feeling alright
yeah

girl when u call me ion wanna pick up
hearing ur voice got me feeling some type of way
if u where me would u not have ur guard up?
if i do not answer the phone dont call me again
u always trying to use the things i say as a weapon
look me in the eyes n tell me u dont love him

i mean ur the reason i been getting all fucked up again

look at me using u as a excuse again
because i dont wanna take the blame for it again
look at me losing myself again
im cutting myself out in the open

i cannot not disappear
so you got and ha

losing myself again (disappear)

produced by lostcage

lyrics;
i got blunt ash on my coat
i got dabs all over my clothes
all i do is fucking smoke
im coughing all night u can hear me choke
i record this song than come up with a emote
than i spend all day in bed watching supernatural
baby wipe ur nose because u look like u got a cold
u fuck with my head n turned my heart to stone
and i feel like theres a rope tied around my throat
im jus too fucked up im too stoned


crashout
crashout
thats all i fucking do
i cant control my anger
its been like 4 months since i been sober
its starting to get warmer
but i still feel colder
im always looking over my shoulder
friends tell me i should ignore her
but i wanna hear her voice
ik i keep making these choices
i like it when she uses me as her toy
because i get some sort of fucking joy
throw me to the side for ur new boy
i mean someones gotta be the villain in your story
it dont matter how many times i say sorry
i did it and im sorry


crashout

Schizophoria - SlayTheDragon Ft P!nkCasperr

patchwork w/cxrter

trying sum dif wit this enjoy <3 first single off my album "losing myself again"

produced by Marzada
shoutout jer for the picture

lyrics;

yea
I’m just floating...
In the haze...
Yeah,
Fading out, fading out, fading out...


Floating through the air, but I can’t escape this fate.
Chasing all the memories i see in the night sky,
But I’m stuck in the echo of a faded high.
I’m lost in the smoke, tryna find my reflection.
Thought I’d find peace, but I’m caught up in the noise,
All the voices in my head, they don’t really give me a choice.


I’m drifting slow, yeah, just let me go,
Fading through the static, but I’m barley keeping control.
I’m drifting slow, yeah, just let me go,
im not going home anymore, so just let me go
Fading out, yeah, I’m barely here,
Chasing the sound but I can’t make out the static.
Fading out, I’m losing grip, im hearing things i dont wanna hear

I’ve been searching, for a way to feel whole,
But the pieces don’t fit, and I’m losing control.
I’m tryna find peace, but it’s never in my reach.
smoke in my lungs, i always fill up my chest,

I’m drifting off slow, yeah, just let me go,
Fading through the static, but I’m barley keeping control.
I’m drifting away slow, yeah, just let me go,
im not going home anymore, so just let me go

keeping ctrl

produced by scottysplash

lyrics;
i got years of blood on my hands and I’ll never wash it off
I’m chasing all the drugs, liquor & pain, tryna find a place where I belong
trapped in the shadows, i try to survive, n we don’t care about what cost
I wear a heavy crown, but I wear it like a boss

I’ve been lost, I’ve been down low, its been feeling real empty on my throne
i did say i was never gonna come home, but i don't even know where ill go
i was 18 when I wrote the world is cold & guess what  its still cold
ive been feeling real low, real low, low low low
im trying to fill this whole the only way i ever know

I wear the weight like it's stitched in my skin,
i hold on and beg everyone to forgive 
but all i fucking do is sin
everyday i wanna quit
i tell myself everyday this is it
im trapped, im trapped, im trapped 

we were all supposed to get along
but for how long
playing chants and singing a warriors song
blood shed all over the battle field
and i dont even know what weapon i wield
god told me to go forward 
but im trapped by my past
using my shield to parry 
sword vs sword combat jus to be treated fairly


crown

produced by scottysplash

lyrics;
i been smoking till my eyes go red
i been wasting everyday in this bed
been wishing everyday i was dead
how the fuck do i try when there is nothing left
jus switched my meds
but i dont think theyll fucked up head
but ill try because im always trying my best

i know im a mess
n i know i got these regrets
so why the fuck do i wanna be dead
ive had friends i lost and friends i pushed away
day to day
night to night
im not feeling alright
week to week
month to month
im lost in my head 
i see the seasons changing like its twilight
been a year and i still dont feel any different
been 2 years i been stagnant


mess

Vails x Etai s0 - On repeat (prod the sound clown) #hyperpop #music #soundcloud #rap #etais0 #beats #typebeat #hiphop #trap #producer #vails #yeat #newmusic #soundclown #glaive #liluzivert #pop #glitchcore #k #gecs #draingang #hyperpoptypebeat #emo #flstudio #artist
 #summrs #s #alternative #art

On Repeat (feat. etai s0)

produced by autrioly

lyrics;
im taking my lighter and im burning every bridge
i roll up this weed n i take another hit
i pick up this pill bottle and toss 1 down my throat
i keep saying i wanna quit
but its the only thing that makes life easy
if i quit than i feel like id hate it
a life so grey and dull
drugs r the only thing that helps it
ion think i can ever quit

burned bridges

i feel like that guy from that one movie ( dash x ryankelly )

Turnstiles (prod. s0ftskelet0ns)

Pixel Dreams (prod. s0ftskelt0ns & konzxz)

Always Welcome (prod. s0ftskelet0ns)

22 | vox/songwriter & engineer 

i make what i want my music isnt for everyone

email - m@scars.online

keeping ctrl

marsmal

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