LYRICS:
I might as well quit now while I'm ahead
Because the only thing that's certain
Is one day I'll end up dead
Sometimes I think I don't feel anything at all
But then I see you in the flesh
And my heart flies right out of my chest

I could say that I'm sorry but you wouldn't believe me
You're too drunk at that party to get in your feelings
I know I'm always wrong, but I must do something right
Cuz you won't go for too long without putting up a fight
My heart goes off like a bomb when everything feels right
If only I could be stronger, I would give you light

Sometimes I don't feel anything at all
And it hurts everybody around me

But she knows I'm tryin
Even when I feel like dyin
I'd do anything for you
Every time I see her
She makes it feel alright
To be completely out of control

I could say that I'm sorry, but you wouldn't believe me
You're too drunk at that party to get in your feelings

Follow me <3

Sometimes I Don't Feel Anything At All

lyrics:

i could never tell you how im feeling
i tried
but i cried my eyes out
and then i blocked you that night

i know you only wanna help
but maybe im just better by myself
so i dont wanna get to close
but i still hope you're doing well

i know you're sad i never call you
showed up late and found you crying in the ballroom
6 months late but girl im sorry that i blocked you
but you just hit me when theres no one to talk to 



do you really care (prod. maybe)

lyrics:

2 nights spent in this cheap hotel
with the liquor pouring down like a waterwell
iphone 6 in the sheets in bed
i would never wanna fly cuz it means i fell
it'll all be fine is what i tell myself
even though too scared to try and go get help
i can never calm down cant relieve my stress
always calling my shit fire but im not impressed 

saying that you miss me im not ever coming home now
bout a mile out told the driver we should slow down
every morning cold im surprised there isnt snow out
i dont check texts i just go hit soundcloud
all of my shit sound like garbage
growing a fanbase like crops in a garden
im going up i cant stop i just started
cry on the floor like last time we departed

2 nights spent in this cheap hotel
with the liquor pouring down like a waterwell
iphone 6 in the sheets in bed
i would never wanna fly cuz it means i fell
it'll all be fine is what i tell myself
even though too scared to try and go get help
i can never calm down cant relieve my stress
always calling my shit fire but im not impressed 


left (prod. dash)

lovely
guess i'll turn back to the one we knew
just company, keep holding back, never nothing new
focus, hit up a flow, mix my shitty music
you'll notice when sinking low underneath the floor
hopefully just a ghost u can still ignore
oh it's lovely, guess i'll become who i was before

none the music been made to blow
even half it wasn't relatable
but i steady cook
spearheader shit
fuck u talkn bout, go getter
i was made to push
loud autobot, team outroll 
baby girl u could smell the bush
homies smokin on cedar wood
really hope ts isn't laced kush
and really hope that i make it too
or else every dream ending up wasted

grinding till morning ember evanesce night sky
light this red trickling my eyes
likened dead, preyed upon life

so tell me why do u hide 
getting cold in my soul only frozen outside
like the snow finna reach inside my bones when i die
couldn't help me anyway so
i jus sit inside and fix to fucking lay low
i jus had 2 count my money get ur pesos up
boy u a pussy pos n i aint say that much
even on my worst days beat u in tha best way

lovely
guess i'll turn back to the one we knew
just company, keep holding back, never nothing new
focus, hit up a flow, mix my shitty music
you'll notice when sinking low underneath the floor
hopefully just a ghost u can still ignore
oh it's lovely, guess i'll become who i was before

lovely (ARVM)

produced by @rainyd4ys

lyrics;
im always so stressed (im stressed)
im staying up all night getting stoned
who would of thought the world was so cold
i got nowhere safe anymore (anymore, anymore)
this isn't my home n you dont wanna talk
ill just leave you alone (leave you, leave you alone)

im always feeling down
patch up the wound before i bleed out
im already on the ground (the ground)
i cant help myself, i cant do better
im already in hell but its so so cold
i jus need to go, i need to roam (roam, roam)
i have nowhere else to go
but this isn't my home
i forgot my coat (my coat)
and its getting cold (so cold)
my hands are numb and my fingers are turning blue
whats happen to us this isn't me, this isn't us (not us)
 
im lost in what i had, now i always feel sad
its hard to stay sober (sober, sober)
2025 and im 23 years older
i feel the steam when i smolder (smolder, its hot)
i jus wanna hold her but that wont happen (it wont)

im always so stressed (im stressed)
im staying up all night getting stoned
who would of thought the world was so cold
i got nowhere safe anymore (anymore, anymore)

stressed

lyrics:

everytime we talk you know im trynna keep it pg
i dont understand why all these girls been trynna reach me
tired of the girls that hit me up to say they need me 
took your message out my phone that shit was like a deep clean

here we go again another paragraph
why'd you try i'm never reading that
everything i said wish i could take it back
thought you were the one now i just point and laugh

everytime we talk you know im trynna keep it pg
i dont understand why all these girls been trynna reach me
tired of the girls that hit me up to say they need me 
took your message out my phone that shit was like a deep clean
everytime i see your text it gets hit with that delete

pg (prod. emory)

lyrics:

im still on the same shit from last year
i dont really know how i got here
i dont really know where i'll go
i dont really know hope i find out
i been in my room with the lights out
smoking all day i cant even wait till night now

im still on the same shit from last year
i dont really know how i got here
i dont really know where i'll go
i dont really know hope i find out

last year (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics:

of course i see your texts when they pop up on my phone but 
i just dont reply cuz i rather be alone now

nights spent wishing you would call me 
in that hotel waiting in the lobby
four rings feeling like you shot me
never picking up im calling your dead body
i just blocked your name from my phone line
think its time i go and live my own life
i been feeling dead at the same time

of course i see your texts when they pop up on my phone but 
i just dont reply cuz i rather be alone now

of course i see your texts when they pop up on my phone but 
i just dont reply cuz i rather be alone now
i dont understand why you just wanna go to my house
ive been in my room just making music with the lights out
open fl studio lets put a couple songs out
i dont got a therapist i'm talking to my soundcloud


hotel lobby (prod. s0ftskelet0ns)

lyrics:

i thought i left a note on the fridge door in your apartment
we still havent talked since we departed
i dont wanna talk because it only makes things harder
everytime we talk i swear it only pushes me farther back

i left another note on the nightstand
im sorry that i left 
i know you thought i was the right man
you were crying i was holding your right 
still got photos of you printed on my nightstand

i thought i left a note on the fridge door in your apartment
we still havent talked since we departed
i dont wanna talk because it only makes things harder
everytime we talk i swear it only pushes me farther back


dont even got you in my phone as a contact
you always try to hit me up but i dont want that
i saw your number in my texts and i blocked that


dont even got you in my phone as a contact
you always try to hit me up but i dont want that
i saw your number in my texts and i blocked that

i thought i left a note on the fridge door in your apartment
we still havent talked since we departed
i dont wanna talk because it only makes things harder
everytime we talk i swear it only pushes me farther back

but now you never hit my phone when im relying on you
you never check your texts when you got some replying to do
im mad you lied but now im crying cuz you told me the truth
and everything that ive been doing just reminds me of you

i thought i left a note on the fridge door in your apartment
we still havent talked since we departed
i dont wanna talk because it only makes things harder
everytime we talk i swear it only pushes me farther back

goodbye for now (prod. maybe)

lyrics
im reaching deep in my heart
im ripping it out and its sharp
im puking blood like ive run out of time
im sick of playing my part
i put this shit into park
im dropping more weight than i want
the mirror is saying its fine
just give it a week till it all falls apart
the ceiling collapses in front of me
youd never know what this bullshit had done to me
i met a ghost in my basement
it looked at me like it thought shit was funny
i swear
i got leaves and twigs in my hair
i shoot this pistol off like its a flare
honest its never been fair

please lock eyes with me
and in time ill see
its testing me
and im underneath
please stay with me
ur all i need
im losing sleep
and puking up what i eat

im reaching deep in my heart
im ripping it out and its sharp
im puking blood like ive run out of time
im sick of playing my part
i put this shit into park
im dropping more weight than i want
the mirror is saying its fine
just give it a week till it all falls apart
the ceiling collapses in front of me
youd never know what this bullshit had done to me
i met a ghost in my basement
it looked at me like it thought shit was funny
i swear
i got leaves and twigs in my hair
i shoot this pistol off like its a flare
honest its never been fair

im vomiting blood. my pupils are blown. (tiedforsilver)

from a year ago <3

Its a total different picture,  
ur not here inside the photo frames  
I can really not forget you,  
what we had was real but it felt so fake 
and I don’t really wanna listen,  
to the bad things that u have to say 
I know got some bad habits  
I promise one day they will go away  x2

I love to lose my head,
I smoke up cuz im sad again 
and I know it will pick me up for time,  
it comes crashing down, I do it all again 
im just rolling up till the sunrise
and you know that im dead u can see it in my eyes

I cannot manage,  
oh shits fucked up,
Damn that’s tragic  
put me in the past tense 
they too busy laughing, 
I been building what I have for years, 
I don’t know if it’ll take me anywhere ill see 
right past the ocean I feel the breeze 
im way past emotions, I think I feel free

photo frames [everest]

23 | vox / songwriter & engineer 
i make what i want my music isnt for everyone
@rod / @web fan account

email - m@scars.online

stressed

marsmal

Related tracks