produced by jolst
featuring skele 

sendflowrs:

(it’s so frustrating 
the way u say that 
u know what u want
and u still do not want me)

now it’s the winter
and it’s so cold
she told me she always felt safe
wearing my coat 
i’m still a loser 
always alone ): 
and those big brown eyes 
they always freeze up all my bones 
she shows a smile
and says “come home”
i think the day that i die
i’ll finally grow 

i’m still here
and you’re still right there
and you told me 
“shitll never be the same”
you’re a tumour, but i’m clear 
now you’re somebody else’s 
tidal wave 

(skele)

but i’m here 
and you’re there 
washing out blood dried up in ur hair 
baby don’t keep calling me i don’t care 
going out bad 
like so sad
hurting me till i crash
you’re a tumor 
need to cut you out 
but i’m here 
n you’re there 
n you tell me that it’ll be okay 

(skele & sendflowrs)
i don’t care 

(sendflowrs) 

i’m still here
and you’re still right there
and you told me 
“shitll never be the same”
you’re a tumour, but i’m clear 
now you’re somebody else’s 
tidal wave

tumour, pt 2 (w/ skele) (jolst)

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LYRICS 

where’d the love songs go yeah is been a while 
haven’t seen in you so long you’ve changed your style 
where’d u go thought I knew everything bout u 
never wanted anything different feeling see through 

rough edges turned smooth shattered glass in the ocean 
double take step back no emotion
all black fit customs sew it 
steal another bottle keep it flowin 

and that love in ur hearts 
like a drop in the ocean 
haven’t been the same since
since the day you cut me open 
i been laying low
keep an eye on what u postin 
but she don’t give a fuck ): 

she cut me up
oh god !!!
and i’ll fuckin hurt myself
that what u want?
i can never tell 
so i call ur bluff
but i’m always wrong
im such a punk 

and u cut
cut real deep 
i been laying here for hours
i can barely sleep, nah 
thinkin u havin fun
cus he cute
he way better than me 
til i pull up n pull the gun
n let the 32 speak 

like red light, red light 
stop right there
big scythe 
on my back
i’m a nightmare 
red light, red light 
stop right there 
red light stop right there

rough edges turned smooth shattered glass in the ocean 
double take step back no emotion
all black fit customs sew it 
steal another bottle keep it flowin

ocean glass ft. sendflowrs (jolst)

pull me closer *recycleBin + garasu*

prod. @love_matt <33

pillies fuck me up, its a setback
like 1 day imma put the drip where my slits at
one way goin 90 in a maybach
fly by freeway in all grey ik they hate that

nun to say
obv its better i go ghost 
danny phantom
mental ransom stuck in my home
got a bad one, fell in love n met from up above
u aint lil wayne, bitch stop tryna tell me how 2 love
come out gq and came up
its heat like 2g in tha blunt
its green like super saiyan legendary broly in tha cut
when me n brodies pullin up
on my bro you want no smoke
bullet blow inside a dome
like on god you do enuff
(pillies fuck me up, its a setback
but where the fuck is my ket at
1 thing you could never say is i switched up
but you a fake, gotta dead that)

pillies fuck me up, its a setback
like 1 day imma put the drip where my slits at
one way goin 90 in a maybach
fly by freeway in all grey ik they hate that
pillies fuck me up, its a setback
like 1 day imma put the drip where my slits at
one way goin 90 in a maybach
fly by freeway in all grey ik they hate that

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maybach (love, matt)

An acoustic song made in 2020, prior to starting his career as not home.

pretending

not home. - pretending

Reupload of Sewerperson’s deleted song ‘Weekends In Winter’ entirely in the original pitch 

Raised the pitch from 1:26-2:54 so it would match the his vocals during first half of the song

[reupload]Weekends In Winter(original pitch)

lyrics

stay, dont break
i know you cant see my face but im tearing up
i just poured some deadly in my cup
i hope before i die i figure out if ur the one cuz

life moves fast
ready or not
i cant go to college sorry mom theres money to be got
and ill get a lot
i hope you know a songs coming out of every shot
all these shots
i hope i break the bank before she break my heart
and i hope we can rebuild from where we last left off
instead of going back to the start
me and you came so far we cant see the start
baby just look at the stars
ill put them inside of a car
she said i look distracted
i look at you
"bae i dont know where we are"
i want this everlasting
love thats true
but i cant feel my heart

said its my first drink this week
she mad it just turned sunday
im rolling some shit look like bayleaf
think you should come over to my place
dont know why you stressing out
baby you got all my love
ill pour some liquor out
this shit made my brain turn numb
i still smoke a lot but im smoking less than last year
i dont talk a lot cuz im rapping more this past year
she said i have a way with my words
trying my best but im feeling the worst
i see the crows and i know its a curse
i see the crows and i know its an omen
my body young but i drink like an old man
they think im lame cuz i rap bout emotions
i made a wave now theyre sick from the motion
seasick just throwing up in the ocean
you can call me if you need it
ill be here just sipping potions

stay, dont break
i know you cant see my face but im tearing up
i just poured some deadly in my cup
i hope before i die i figure out this shit cuz

life moves fast
ready or not
i cant go to college sorry mom theres money to be got
and ill get a lot
i hope you know a songs coming out of every shot
all these shots
i hope i break the bank before she break my heart
and i hope we can rebuild from where we last left off
instead of going back to the start
me and you came so far we cant see the start
baby just look at the stars
ill put them inside of a car
she said i look distracted
i look at you
"bae i dont know where we are"
i want this everlasting
love thats true
but i cant feel my heart

everlasting (p. under the maple tree)

produced by lostcage

@nevermadeithome:
if i called out for you
if i call, i would call out for you
would you hold me close?
hold me close, you do
if i call, i would call out for you
if i call, i would call out for you

you'll be fine again
you've got plenty of friends
i lowkey care what you said
i lowkey care what you meant
i really did not expect;
for this to end in a mess
you grabbed my hoodie and your keys
and hit the wall as you left
(as you left)
you left
(as you left)
you left
(as you left)
i'm laying here in our bed, our bed
i need some rest,
i need some rest

@lottaheart:
i need to get me some rest
i want your head on my chest
instead i'm loading a bullet
and playing russian roulette
i've got a gun to my head
but i don't want it to end
because i'm all by myself
and you got plenty of friends
yeah, you got plenty of friends
and all i have is regrets
i wish that i could forget
but it's as hard as it gets
you caused a storm when you left
and now i'm cleaning the mess that you made
but it's okay, i still wish you the best

@nevermadeithome
you'll be fine again
you've got plenty of friends
i lowkey care what you said
i lowkey care what you meant
i really did not expect
for this to end in a mess
you grabbed my hoodie and your keys
and hit the wall as you left
(as you left)
you left
(as you left)
you left
(as you left)
i'm laying here in our bed, our bed
i need some rest,
i need some rest

you'll be fine again [lostcage]

Baby I Just Feat. Marc Ant

margielaman-cant sleep

prod: @wstdyth
mix/master: @trechorboy

lyrics:
cause you were the one who wasted my time
but i just cant get u out my mind
cause i miss the look of love in your eyes
and now im wishing that i could rewind
(x2)
i remember late nights in your arms
i remember we were kissing in the dark
lay alone in the backseat of my car
pulling strings through the cracks of my heart

i dont think i need this
ive been staring at my ceiling
hoping that things could get better
but nothing good ever lasts forever
(x2)
cause you were the one who wasted my time
but i just cant get u out my mind
cause i miss the look of love in your eyes
and now im wishing that i could rewind
(x2)
cause u were the one who wasted my time

rewind (prod. wastedyouth)

rock bottom

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everlasting (p. under the maple tree)

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