@dylaanlotus

[dylan lotus]
under your control i wanna start again 
i dont want these hoes i never wanted them 
i just wanna hold u in my arms again 
but you left me cold and im not coming back

[noxiousnights]
I'm not coming back to hear your lies again
You know i ran away i don't want this to be in vain
I couldn't trust you when you said he's just a friend
It's just a guy i don't know n you slept in his bed

People disgust me
Get the fuck away i don't wanna talk 
You were tryna match his breathing
You were tryna walk the way that he walks

You just fell in love with him cuz he's a skater
It's shallow i don't wanna talk to u later

I just want my new girl to be happier
You should know all the rest doesn't matter

[dylan lotus]
under your control i wanna start again 
i dont want these hoes i never wanted them 
i just wanna hold u in my arms again 
but you left me cold and im not coming back

under your control i wanna start again 
i dont want these hoes i never wanted them 
i just wanna hold u in my arms again 
but you left me cold and im not coming back

under your control

under your control + dylan lotus (june)

SwampOfSorrows

BONES - SwampOfSorrows

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BONES - Ratatat

MyOwnPersonalHell

BONES - MyOwnPersonalHell

BasketCase

BONES - UncleRicksMonteCarlo

BONES - KidNPlay

.ZIP

BONES - 1987

BONES - Tru2DaGame

BONES - ShadeRoom

BONES - Genesis

all instrumental rights belong to @idealismus
(completely non-profit)


legs shaking
sitting down's not enough, still vacant
just erase me
head down when i walk, they gazing
why talk when you know not a word getting through now
i don't wanna
but still gotta
be not a brain rotter

souls may tie
turn cries to weeps
don't try to be so kind to me
be my relief, so kill me now

make it my fault
just enough for the guilt to be wiped off
don't really care what they lied for

three down, feeling tipsed, no staging
falling used to feel amazing
my voice stay shaking
i'm sorry for the drinking

by the morning i mourn some more
throat burnt, puke all on the floor
i swore i used to be more than this
borderless, now i'm losing time
no love could be enough
but you said, "don't close in"
you were meant for me, "stay open"
thought clouds clear up real nice
but it's only for the night (3x)

respite [prod. idealism]

🌙 produced for wstdyth, seejayxo, 
Kenny Orlando, emptychest & astral
🌙 member of ⏳@timeless-archive & 👻@ghxstcollective

*SINCE AUGUST 2021*

🥀 i quit university and left my hometown to have every chance to get to my goals

⛓️ from depressed and suicidal in a small town 
⛓️ to fighting for my survival in a bad place.

for collabs > noxiousnights#6098

contact / send beats to : noxiousnights.music@gmail.com

under your control + dylan lotus (june)

noxiousnights🌙

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