I remember countin' pennies for the gas tank
Now I count so many blues, I lost the math, blank
They ain't check on me when I was at my low
Now they front row every show, funny how that go
I don't owe you conversation, I don't owe you time
You ain't owe me nothin' either when I couldn't dine
So we even, I ain't bitter, I just keep the score
You was missin' in my winter, can't come to my shore
Had a homie, called him brother, found out he a snake
Smiled in my face, then tried to take what I make
Now I move like I got enemies, 'cause I do
Trust is like my money now, only give it to a few

On my soul, I never fold
On my soul, watch it unfold
Everything I spit is gold
Did it how I said, just like I told

Dropped out the race just to build my own lane
They was running circles, I was lifting my own weight
Now I lap 'em daily, they can't catch the pace
Funny thing 'bout doubters, they can't look you in the face
I done ate with killers, I done prayed with pastors
I done lost some real ones, I done cut some actors
Everything I've seen made me sharp as a blade
Every tear I cried put some ice in my veins
They say money change you, nah it show who switch
Same ones that was starvin' tryna eat off your dish
I don't hold no grudges, I just hold my position
If you wasn't there then, you can stay in the distance

On my soul, I never fold
On my soul, watch it unfold
Everything I spit is gold
Did it how I said, just like I told

I put my momma on this, I put my bloodline on this
I put the years I spent grinding when nobody saw this
I put my tears in this booth, I put my fears in this mic
On my soul, I been ready my whole life

On my soul
My whole life

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ON MY SOUL

I'm cut different, don't compare me to them
I don't got friends, I got me and I got M's

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CUT DIFFERENT

Too good, this feels too good
Happy has me scared like I knew it would
Too good, you're too good
Waiting for the other shoe
The way I always do

Too Good

Twelve seats in my head and they're all occupied
Half want me convicted, half want me alive
I'm the judge and the jury but I can't decide
So the verdict gets buried and I swallow my pride
All rise, all rise
The court's in session but the truth's on trial
All rise, all rise
Been deliberating for a while

THE JURY

Try to call the phone? decline mode Try to come home? decline mode Asking for a loan? decline mode Yeah, you standing in the zone, but the access is... declined
Card didn't go through, swipe it again I don't need a lover, and I don't need a friend 
Try to slide in? 
Try to spin the block?

DECLINED

Don't ask me for a favor, don't ask me for some help 
Look, I ain't Customer Service! 
You waiting on a hold? 
You want a refund? 
I ain't Customer Service, I don't wear the tag I don't scan the item, I don't pack the bag 
Write a bad review, post it on the net I’m the CEO, closing down the set 

CUSTOMER SERVICE

RIP to the fallen <3

Cause I’m tired of being strong
Tired of holding on
Tired of saying I’m okay when everything is wrong
I’m tired of the loss
Tired of the cost
Tired of rebuilding every time I get across
Just to fall again

TIRED

I don't wanna die
I'm just not here
Somewhere in between
Existing and disappeared
I don't wanna die
I just need a pause
Tired of being me
Tired of the cause
I'm not here
I'm not here
Body in the room but I
I'm not here

NOT HERE

Houston Texas but the pain made me. You can’t define me. I do it for the love of the game 🖤.  I have been working on and making music for over 20 years. I've put a lot of my older songs on here, but the most recent songs are new. I appreciate you and I hope my music finds you right where you are.

NOT HERE

TriLL

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