we made this like 2 months ago 

prod by. @deadyami

w/ @akira3ksucks

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/44nIhegzZLQSoC5buGanGh?si=fb18ebd3a9134411

pwnd/
I know it's hard for me to give a single fuck 
When I wake up I'm always thinking bout' us
Taking tablets knowing that I'll end up in a rush
But if you call me back I will be singing about us
I was sober until I met this girl 
She told me run the way I'd fuck up your world
But I'm stupid I like watching my life burn
But that's what I get and why it still hurts
I'd sing you're name during this song
But I know you would just sing along 
Keep messing with me you're in the wrong
And that's why I still pick up you're calls

redize/
I'm left on read again
I'm still seeing red I guess, but just know
I'm still mad about it I can't help from shouting
About all the bullshit that you wrote
How could I forget about you said 
I'm feeling left for dead 
Yeah I hope you know
Yeah I hope you know, yeah I hope you know
I'd sing you're name during this song
But I know that you'd just sing along 
Keep messing with me you're in the wrong
That's why I still pick up you're calls

Care abt us

Care abt us w/pwnd [+ deadyami]

everything by me

ohhhhhh ,
and i
i wanna make you cry
voices in my head
they tell me to take your life
and you can beg
but you'll have to say goodbye
now you wanna cry?
but instead i hope you die

and iiiiiii
you've told me all these things
a million times
and iiiiiiiiiii
and iii
iii
and iiiiiiii
and iiiii

and ive got no reason to go cry
ill beg her and ill ask her why
deep down it all comes down to nothing at all
and im so ugly
i know she doesn't like me at all

but won't you beg?
and have a heart attack
but why aren't you sad?
did i mean nothing at all?

x2

we both suck

and i swear i just forgot you too
prod me

I've always wondered
How you look just like an angel
I guess it's not too late
For me to say
That I wish you were dead
Because you're back in my head

You love the rain
And so do I
I've given you a present
So don't be shy
And it's getting pretty late
And our time is running out

So I'll send you one more message
And say goodbye
To you

I just got you out of my head
And now it's coming back
Even though you just left
And it's out of my control
And now you're out of my reach
And I wish that we could've been
And that I wasn't so unseen

a love letter for you

everything by me
ft: @homesick2005

i dont wanna waste ur time
but u think im ugly
and im a waste of time
so dont waste ur life
bc the girl ur waiting on will never arrive
how many times will you lie again
and ill lie awake
is it all in my head
i don't wanna pretend
why do u think its fine
when we're never alright
fill my head with ur lies
and leave me out to die

hate the way uu speak but ur always on my mind
hate the way i cry i feel like ill go blind
and all the words u say girl youve never been so kind
and you always act like ur just such a ray of sunshine
n now ur telling me i whine
girl ill never be fine cuz i wasted all that time for you
and now we're done and we are through

i hope that ur fine and that u've been okay since we've been gone from each other
i saw u on ur phone
yet u left me on delivered
why dont u go
and leave me alone

waste away w/ homesick2005

prod by. me

w/ @naerobi

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6OjVksNck2q0LJaMNr9XY6?si=27b1be9e169a4e87

redize/
Screw this feeling i feel fat
Wings are growing out my back 
Happy never thats a fact
I’ll pinky promise no strings attached
Every friend I ever had 
Is leaving me yeah i feel so bad

It’s about time I confess tho
Cuz I’m such a mess bro 
I’m tired of seeing all the same hoes
Like wheres the dress code?
In the mood for some Mcdonald’s 
If i wasn’t so broke

nae/
Cuz if I wasn’t so broke
I’d buy you some clothes
Feeling broken and dumb
I hate my long bones
Awkward and most of all
I’m your idiot

Spend the nights
And I’m all alone
Instead of going out 
I stay inside
And cry my eyes out
And cry my eyes out 
For you

I feel like shit
Can’t find reason to live
It’s getting harder to sleep
Thoughts are breaking my dreams

Cardboard Crown w/naerobi

ᵍⁱᶠᵗ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ʰᵉˡˡ

prod by. me

Spotfiy: https://open.spotify.com/album/1DKEhwJClgILBD4x7oEtGl?si=3jwpqo25R4eZCW4_B4Ftvw

Did we ever go out?
No, nothing ever clicked
You wrote it off like I'm not shit
And threw it all away

But that's ok 
I never wanted you anyway
Now they all just make fun of me
Are they joking they gotta be
So shit faced, what did I do wrong?
Did I look in you're eyes for way too long?

You want it, you got it ,they go away
You want it, you got it ,they go away
You want it, you got it ,they go away


Did you ever make a move?
Or did you always expect others to do it for you
A heartbreaker all because of you
No I never even had a clue

But that's ok 
I never wanted you anyway
Now they all just make fun of me
Are they joking they gotta be
So shit faced, what did I do wrong?
Did I look in you're eyes for way too long?

Heartbreaker </3

prod by me.

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7wbR0GUy87PX2ujRKdFAWk?si=Oac_OlLBSMuAQ4XueFJF4g

heres some things that i hate about myself
like my name but some others find it tuff though
wish my mom just had us go find help
cause she said that she’s never letting us go
i never know what day it is
when i smile its meaningless
empty bottles and promises
kinda corny just deal with it

brown eyes black hair
they never said lifes fair
one leaves one cares 
now they're tryna get me outta here
I always go for the pretty girls
but bring them into my shitty world

an invite to nothing at all

prod by me.

Spotfiy: https://open.spotify.com/track/4a3qyrzdBP8FDRWj7suvOW?si=35znOzOnRYycEStpA--y3g

w/ @odihu

redize/
You're looking great but I wish I never saw u
Punch your bf in the face cuz I don't time to argue 
I don't wanna see this
I'll look the other way
I feel so damn misleaded and honestly
You're better off just jumping off that bridge
So then why'd u stop 
Wanting me in the first place

odihu/
God damn girl i wish I never saw you
Wouldn't even be here in the first place
You make me cry in the worst way
I wish I could erase you
I'm stuck on you
You're supposed to be with me
Saw you in the hallway
With your new boyfriend
Everything's going good for you
I wished the same for me too 

redize/
You're looking great but I wish I never saw u
Punch your bf in the face cuz I don't time to argue 
I don't wanna see this
I'll look the other way
I feel so damn misleaded and honestly
You're better off just jumping off that bridge
So then why'd u stop 
Wanting me in the first place

god please wipe this from my memory w/odihu

prod by. me

Hey, I'm sorry
About what I said that night
I couldn’t stop you from running 
At your party
We might get some closure now
So can we just get to talking

I tried to get you back 
I'm drowning in your green text
And I'm just so upset

Party Foul

im sick :cc

https://open.spotify.com/album/5EI5taQXFBtcKzxZrQr8zu?si=2C3UHf52SqGiL6j0AXVSPw

@bloodsekai

it all went bad 
its not like im sad
ur probably mad
ur better off glad
my words meant less
cant say no or yes
hope ur not hurt
i knew this wouldnt work

my love isnt eternal barely lasted a month
u had me for forever but that wasn't enough
i tried to hold on hold on for so long
i tried to be honest but it felt wrong
i hung on to lust 
but u just wanted love
each day always felt the same
u'd bore me it was so lame
unless i spoke no words were said
trust me i drowned in that silence
i felt guilt when i left
ur too much for my tolerance
im glad i came to my sense
"when will you find love?" idk when
its not something i think i can
i always know how things will end

it all went bad Prod bloodsekai

u mess around when i'm gone
don't message me or dial back
the least u could do
is fuck me when i'm back

spent time and time again
without breathing in
cuz it's hard to have a heart
that nothing reaches in
this can't be how things go for me
it's too fucking terrible
i mouth "i'm miserable"
just turn us to a polycule, i'm bugged

cuz cruelty's not enough
you went a step above
just kick me in the mud
no point in looking up
her halo
her halo
her halo, it turns to crust
now watch us fall in love
at least we keep our blood

my clothes are wet
i had to come in person
a half moon crest
it doesn't matter
doesn't matter

my wish came true
when u said u love me too
i thought it was
permanent, permanent

spent time and time again
without breathing in
cuz it's hard to have a heart
that nothing reaches in
this can't be how things go for me
it's too fucking terrible
i mouth "i'm miserable"
just turn us to a polycule, i'm bugged

spent time and time again
without breathing in
cuz it's hard to have a heart
that nothing reaches in
this can't be how things go for me
it's too fucking terrible
i mouth "i'm miserable"
just turn us to a polycule

watch us fall in love

rock and roller on the interwebss.

I prod most my stuff.