i hate u go kys die die

everythings is worthless
everythings is perfect
everythings is fine but ik that im just worthles
i look inside the mirror and see version of myself
it looks so damage looks so broken
why im i always like this 
do i seem perfect or im this worthless
i just inside and i dont know what to do
just tell me the truth 
cause ik that im worthless
i have nothings to do
ik you hate me 
just to tell me what im post to do
if im so honest 
i have nothing to even lose

i have nothing to lose

@yukisasayaki
take to you to the woods and tell you all my storys
and you said want more
what do you just want from me
i stalk u like im crazy
tell me that you love me
tell me that you hate 
tell me that you love me
tell me that you hate me2x
stalk you in the woods
stalk youu
just tell you all my storys
you said wanted more
just say you hate me
i know u want more
why do i look so crazy 
say you want morre
then you just left meee

stalk you in the woods

im scared to go outside
life just slowly eats me alive
im gonna close the blinds
god i hate the sunlight


i used to play outside all day
well thats the old me
people are so scary


cant face my fears
its a disaster
please just dont look at me
my heart is beating faster
im not going anywhere
im stuck up in this chapter
everybodys giggling 
theyre filled up with laughter


stuttering my words
im filled up with a curse


i cant talk to the cashier
its way harder then it seems
why was i born so weak?
i cant do anything

theres some people on ur right
u better run and hide
or theyll ruin your life!!!

im scared to go outside

prod me

Spotfiy: https://open.spotify.com/track/4a3qyrzdBP8FDRWj7suvOW?si=35znOzOnRYycEStpA--y3g

w/ odihu

@redizesux

You're looking great but I wish I never saw u
Punch your bf in the face cuz I don't time to argue 
I don't wanna see this
I'll look the other way
I feel so damn misleaded and honestly
You're better off just jumping off that bridge
So then why'd u stop 
Wanting me in the first place

@odihu

God damn girl i wish I never saw you
Wouldn't even be here in the first place
You make me cry in the worst way
I wish I could erase you
I'm stuck on you
You're supposed to be with me
Saw you in the hallway
With your new boyfriend
Everything's going good for you
I wished the same for me too

god please wipe this from my memory

god please wipe this from my memory w/odihu

prod me

Please don't go and tell
No one about this
There's not much to me at all
So can you stop the pressing

Cause it all comes down to what you really are
And you're really just a snitch
Just a snitch

Snitch

snitch

lmk if u guys like the guitar stuff more or if u guys want more synth stuff


this halloween i wanna celebrate 
my own suicide its gonna be great
and everyone knows ive got nothing to lose 
i want no control
of my soul anymore

im cutting the light right out of my life
take my final breath 
i guess this is goodbye

life got too hard but at least i tried
now im gonna die
my skeleton is ur decoration
i know you’re scared but my body is waiting

you know that if you liked me back i wouldn’t have to die 
and now you’re staring at my corpse until you start to cry 
hang me up onto your wall
 reminding you that it’s your fault 

just take my body out the box 
and use it as ur little halloween prop

my corpse is your decoration

https://open.spotify.com/track/1m6cFkKzP1TgArbGN0oXwJ?si=c0953dec1cc24ab5

prod me ^-^

swear im always at fault
i cant do nothing at all
i swear i didnt mean to
i just dont know what to do

fall into my head
id be better off dead
cause i always mess things up

i cant help it im so scared
ill die alone without a purpose
always anxious everywhere
im so stuck up and i cant focus
The thought ill never be with you
it makes me puke it makes me puke
it cuts inside to think of you
i swear its true i swear its true

fault

prod me ⋆｡°✩

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0hxMPp36q7XqQ5n2TWuIYL?si=PBB2m1cIT-mW4naFAwnIPw

youre so foolish i cant help
but make a joke out of you
my pessimistic little dummy
god you dont have a clue
i think im falling for i think im falling for
a numbnuts like youuuu

i cant believe ive never
felt this way before
just like a puddle
i seep into ur floorboards
a little anxious cuz
ur cuttin me no slack
everytime i look at u
that feeling just crawls backk

numbnuts

prod me

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6cCYDiPuEffYAwZf5G9YP9?si=9U52Eg9KQfSRCjU914xESA

w/lovecupid

@redizesux 

 Falling off the edge
Cause I don't have any friends
I'm fucking off to my new job
Hoping that my old boss drops dead
Now I have nothing to spend
Still can't get out of bed
Think I really hit my head again
It's such a shame when your the one to blame

@lovecupid1

I don't have many friends
I think my whole life is pretend
I hope u don't fall in love cause 
My life is going to end
She had so many pretty friends
She would always talk about him
I'm just one of those losers who never 
Fall in love again ok
Just tell me what to say 
I'm just a boy you should play
You said u want to fall in love 
But i know your going to play
So tell me how u feel again
I don't have to many friends 
So can you hold me closer 
Before I die again