Nightmares w/ cari_049 prod. ddertbAg

@ reserrvv on all social media

i hold on to my superstitions far too long
i thought the complication called for what i thought
i was just a child way back when
i'm just a child now
i can't afford to be this way for good
but i can't help myself so

i make my hands cover my head
i make my hands cover my head, oh
i'm scared of what's under my bed
and i can't think of anything
i wanna see

i hold on to my superstitions far too long
i thought the complication called for what i thought
i was just a child way back when
i'm just a child now
i can't afford to be this way for good

i make my hands cover my head
i make my hands cover my head, oh

i make my hands cover my head (i hold on to my superstition)
i make my hands cover my head, oh (i can't afford to be this way for good)
i'm scared of what's under my bed
and i can't think of anything
i wanna see

i make my hands cover my head

@ reserrvv on all social media

all i told
is what's eventual
i said
don't know if i can continue to keep on
with everything i'm given
what do i do wrong?

cigarette 
against my silhouette
i said
baby i'm a wreck
but i know you know
nothing but another
with a nasty tone

don't turn and face the crowd just yet
you'll see i'm just like all the rest
honestly
don't you get stuck with me
don't turn and face the crowd just yet
you'll see i'm just like all the rest
honestly
don't you get stuck with me

all this sleep
know it's not good for me
i can't get the memo that i'm waking up
i can't get the memo that i'm waking up

all i told
is what's eventual
i said
don't know if i can continue to keep on
with everything i'm given
what do i do wrong?

cigarette 
against my silhouette
i said
baby i'm a wreck
but i know you know
nothing but another
with a nasty tone

don't turn and face the crowd just yet
you'll see i'm just like all the rest
honestly
don't you get stuck with me
don't turn and face the crowd just yet
you'll see i'm just like all the rest
honestly
don't you get stuck with me

All New Edition

@ reserrvv on all social media

excuse the mess ive made
i cant really do a thing about
the way i feel when i get up
its like the same song
played for the thousandth time
and who can i blame that on
'cause im not gonna hold myself accountable
no sir
i'm a tree without leaves
i'm a man without strength
and i need to be honest
its that time of year
its that time of year again
im facing the day for once
when i spent the rest just trying
and "time heals all" you say
i was told the same, but i think that they were
maybe not telling the whole truth
to me
to me 
to me
to me
drifting with the breeze
im captain of the seas
i lift my arm, and give the sun
a brand new melody
maybe the hardest part
is remembering
the best time of your life
and maybe the best part
of your day
is knowing it cant get any worse
and who can i blame that on
'cause im not gonna hold myself accountable
no sir
i'm a tree without leaves
i'm a man without strength
and i need to be honest
its that time of year
its that time of year again
im facing the day for once
when i spent the rest just trying
and "time heals all" you say
i was told the same, but i think that they were
maybe not telling the whole truth
to me
to me 
to me

That Time of Year

@sshinju @taylor @1yeezo

art by https://www.instagram.com/fooyepont/

yea yea yea
u wanna make me feel bad
i cant get u out my head
yea yea yea
got me feelin like, got me feelin like idk u anymore
and im hurt to the core 
idk whats goin on 
yea its just not like b4
feel like im in free fall

i cant change and i cannot forget 
i dont even want to know whats next
every word u say got me upset
its like u cut a hole into my chest

im devestaded my heart is tainted
im just way too weak to change that
i wish i could have what they have 
i dont think that i will make it
stare at me i feel so naked
who told me that life was painless
i dont rly stand a chance
im dumb for thinkig youre my friend

thinking of the past i want it back
yea and i try the best i can 
its just so hard to understand 
how did i end up here again

free fall「shinju + taylor morgan + yeezo」

one 4 me ( star + insijun)

Illenium - Back To You (Red Comet Remix)

ft. @blackwinterwells
prod. @sprr00w

@7senss
just give me a sign 
I can never be alright 
make my future bright 
but don’t move out of my sight 
I don’t wanna feel this pain 
feel it from the inside 
I just wanna be okay 
wanna start another life 

I need one more try 
to prove myself 
one more try 
to show you who I am 
just want you to be my friend 
I’m gettin closer to the end 

make my systems fail 
take my pain away 
make me forget  your name 
hate to play this game

@blackwinterwells
and i feel like giving up
and i dont know where to run from you
and im thinking that im stuck, yeah
blood is pouring from lungs
and they whisper serpent tongues to you
and i'm praying you don't hear
wrap me up with your blade like a pharoh's end
lightning in my eyes drain your veins with a dagger's tip
tear his wicked heart with the mithril, humming angel's wish
pleading to the stars, smite my foe with a rapid fist
a fluid ballet of treason
terror and death no reason
folded and blind just to witness
begging the lord's forgiveness

system fail ft. blackwinterwells「prod. sparr00w」

20
@reserrvv

just look at me
one more time before i leave
i say sorry but i know that it's cheap
to apologize for something that you planned
this is something that we're never gonna mend
maybe if we try one more time
the way your hand fits perfect in mine
i wonder if i should let this go
no, it's nothing that we don't know already
you're falling in love
while i'm falling apart

Half of Me

@sshinju

I feel so distant
I need assistance 
my existence 
sometimes I miss it 

sometimes it’s harder as it seems 
sometimes nobody hears me scream 
I keep telling myself there’s nothing wrong with me 
it’s just so hard to believe 

and it’s always the same 
u don’t want me to stay 
yea it’s always the same..

assistance「prod. shinju」

production by @k9id3n and reserv
mixed by reserv
mastered by @blackwinterwells
art by tyler hollum @tyler_2k_ on twitter and instagram

Midcurrent (feat. blackwinterwells and fenwick) production by kaiden

Reserv

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