original version: https://soundcloud.com/brynnmiche/i-killed-myself-in-january
original instrumental by @deadyami
lyrics:

Imma cut my hair into a bob
And then cut my bangs straight across
Then maybe I'll feel human after all
I killed myself in January
Please can you forget about me
Hollow shell, I know I lack substance

I can't look people in the eyes
I know that you're sad inside
But sometimes, it's better not to cry
My friends all call me Mary Jane
And these places always stay the same
I'm not the person that I used to be
When things we used to do
Is a reminder of me and you
I hope someday you'll be happy too
I hope someday you'll be happy too
I hope someday you'll be happy too

Imma cut my hair into a bob
And then cut my bangs straight across
Then maybe I'll feel human after all
I killed myself in January
Please can you forget about me
Hollow shell, I know I lack substance

My head always feels so cloudy
You would be better without me
One of those things that just don't work out
See my reflection in your eyes
The way your hand fits in mine
This is just another one of those goodbyes
This is just another one of those goodbyes
This is just another one of those goodbyes
I don't wanna say
I don't wanna say
I don't wanna say goodbye
I don't wanna say
I don't wanna say
I don't wanna say

Goodbye

Imma cut my hair into a bob
And then cut my bangs straight across
Then maybe I'll feel human after all
I killed myself in January
Please can you forget about me
Hollow shell, I know I lack substance
Imma cut my hair into a bob
And then cut my bangs straight across
Then maybe I'll feel human after all
Then maybe I'll feel human after all

brynn </3 - /i killed myself in january/ (sadfem remix)

so need a cute girl (chris chan)

teenage burnout (demo)

if you think i made the instrumental youre just tad retarded!!!!!

picture: https://twitter.com/59_sakurayama/status/1452635339814699010

mr. brightside cover

dont let me die
ive come so far


i cant see 
i can barely breath 
its choking me
i need to leave 
its so dark 
and im so cold
whats the point 
when your all alone 

i cant see 
i can barely breath 
We used to talk so lovingly 
But now its gone 
Why are you doing this 
Why do we exist 
Is it just to suffer

Death333

smoking menthols
i love my menthol cigarettes
black and milds i love my black and milds
cigarillos i love my cigarillos
smoking pall malls
gimme back my fucking pall malls
whats the point
its to cope with the fact i couldve been a rockstar

crack open sum natty lites
puff on some lucky stripes
and have a good time
just like i did in my prime

we used to text everynight
i know you wouldve been so tight
you didnt understand at the time
that it wasnt right

i couldve been a rockstar
but i gave it up for a quick nut
girls gtfo
i wanna be alone
its all gone now i hate myself
i wanna kill myself but im to pussy to pull it off

Menthol

werewolf hair - crackers talking shit ( REUPLOAD )

When I'm gone, I'm gone 
So don't wake me up
Got a tattoo on my chest 
Just to tell you "get fucked"

I don't wanna come back
I'm cool just where I am
There's no pulse in my wrists
So quit squeezing my hand

I know you'll miss me
Any mother would 
But I've been set to go 
Since my childhood

When I stop puking blood
Just get up and go
Cuz I got three letters 
That I need you to know  

D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R 
D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R, I got a
D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R
Don't resuscitate, I'm better off asleep than I am awake

Breathing air, seeing faces
All those things I'm sick of
Affections I can't return
No future, no love

I was scared for so long
But I don't care now
Grim reaper taking me home
While you put me in the ground

You signed the form, I wrote my name
And now I'm ready to bail
So don't go jumping my heart
Should it start to fail

No tubes down my throat
And no lights in my eyes
I'll kick your fucking ass
If I come back to life

Cuz I got a 

D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R 
D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R, I got a
D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R
Don't resuscitate, I'm better off asleep than I ever was awake

D.N.R

They say that being scared
Is part of growing up 
But even if I was all alone
I'd still be throwing up

No one seems to hear me
No matter how much I've said it
Every step's a mistake
On the path I am headed

Someone please take the wheel
I think I'm too young to drive
When things are getting a way too real
I wonder if I'm too young to die

Cuz I

I've got no guts
My soul is dull and lonely
I've got no guts
So don't act like you know me

I've got no guts
And I'm never gonna make it
I've got no guts
And there's no point in fakin'

I cry and say I feel bad
When I run from my problems
Because if I didn't do that
Then I'd have to try and solve them

I'm not strong enough to change
And I'm too lazy to care
I reach out for a friend
But I know no one is there

We feel things for each other
But every man dies alone
There ain't no future for me now
But that's something I've always known

This planet's filled with despair
And loneliness everlasting
So I'll pray for a world
A world as empty as me

I've got no guts
My soul is dull and lonely
I've got no guts
So don't act like you know me

I've got no guts
And I'm never gonna make it
I've got no guts
And there's no point in fakin'

No Guts (I Got)

Sakana

gezebelle took this track down and i liked it so i am uploading it so i can listen to it

I Hate My Body! I Want To Be A Girl! - GEZEBELLE GABURGABLY (reupload)

natural born loser who makes electronica that integrates varying amounts of ambient, wave, dnb, breakcore, bedroom pop, trip-hop, digicore, and whatever else it could be labelled, underpinned by a distinct ear for melody, melancholy, and dreamlike atmosphere.

i also offer affordable mixing/mastering! my prices:
£15/single
£45/EP
£75/album

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