im just not cool and stuff +bleachcraft

i heard he want that dead girl luv
i just want that hell hot lava
bby come pick me up
we can ride around in yr mazda
u kno i stay in the cut
just like alcohol and gauze does
my whole beings givin up
but my body doesnt wanna
wanna come and clean me up
in the morning when im gone?
ill b gone b4 u kno it 
ive already moved along
in heaven no 1 writes a song
we just sing our words as 1
its the harmony u notice 
when the process is 4got
ive been tryin hard 2 focus
i been out my head a lot
idk the voice im throwin
in my throat there lives a knot
if im not the 1 u notice
do i even have a shot
idk just how to show it
but i think of u a lot
lets make it hot in here
i wanna feel it out
after a couple beers
youll kiss me on the couch
i wanna face my fears
dont wanna talk about
how the last couple years
instilled my chronic doubt
b still my beating heart
i have no self esteem
maybe ill fall apart
maybe youll fall for me
maybe it isnt worth
all of the effort weve
already put into this so
maybe ill leave
maybe ill get out
imma get the the fuck out

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by cassie
recorded @ the gloss temple 05/22/2023
art by bedhead

ALL PLATFORMS

alcohol and gauze (+ cassie)

music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s0hB0xB5sLc
stream:
https://lnk.to/holywaronmywrist
produced by homecomingqueen
vox/mix/master by lil wet wet
cover art by lil wet wet & azie bug

michael j on my toes
holy war on my wrist
last night in ur nose
i thank gloss for all of my gifts
and i hit pause for all of my fits
i'm burning off all my fingerprints
i'm giving my all i'm taking a risk
i'm hitting a wall i'm playing cool
i'm taking a T i pity the fool
i can't submit all under the rules
i'm playing it soft ion wanna be cruel
u got weight at the crib you would look like a mule
i'm trusting in gloss to give me the tools
i'm praying for knots i'm watching the bank
i leave it alone i'm walking away
i giving my all don't give it away
i'm feeling alone when i'm awake
i keep on holding onto mistakes
i can't keep holding you to your worst days
hoe i skywalk no tiktok
i'm feeling fly as fuck in this lipgloss
i want a drank plug in the city 
no doubt on everything that i risked ya
i'm doing my best but i still miss ya
i dreamed about a stack of money and the next day it was there
it's a wild wind but i calibrate u can't validate me w prayer
i sleep alone on a friday night no need to know you're not there
i do my best just to keep it locked but on the inside i'm still scared

holy war on my wrist *video in description* + homecomingqueen

CursedMp3

★forever so lost but ill never let go..★

[producer]
@benjithemachine

[nitecore mix]
Pogchampswagepicfrfr – Spellcaster-prod-benji-the-machine-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

dont forget who u are
i-i-i-i-

hook:
ive been lost so im falling faster
every night i go ghost like casper
scared to death of what comes after
warlock shit bitch im a spellcaster

ive been lost so im falling faster
every night i go ghost like casper
scared to death of what comes after
warlock shit bitch im a spellcaster

verse:
i got my money up but you dont care
everytime we're going out they all stare
flexed and i be fitted now i got flair
faded and im fallin down i need a prayer

a witch cast a spell it was murder she wrote
try to resist at the end of the rope
forever so lost but ill never let go
forever so lost and ill never let go

bridge:
i'm alright
i'm alright

repeat hook:
ive been lost so im falling faster
every night i go ghost like casper
scared to death of what comes after
warlock shit bitch im a spellcaster

ive been lost so im falling faster
every night i go ghost like casper
scared to death of what comes after
warlock shit bitch im a spellcaster

★streaming★

★spellcaster★ (prod. benji the machine)

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
mv - https://youtu.be/QuC1hYc57pY?si=pjEe4x7CQZgRBEVn

time change; highways.. the nights pain
it feels right; it’s so nice.. it’s so fake
ripped jeans & white tee’s on Friday’s
the night sky reminds me of heartache

stay away from me
i don’t need any help
take a bottle off the shelf 
& then i kiss myself farewell

goodbye to myself
i need time to myself
i’m just under your spell
it’s putting me through hell

time change; highways.. the nights pain
it feels right; it’s nice.. it’s so fake
white tee’s & Nike’s on MySpace
the night sky reminds me of heartache

lavender skies
under which i’m gonna take my life
it’s over, goodbye
i just never wanted you to cry

you’re the thorn in my side
but i’m in love with your design
..what a shame that you aren’t mine

i’m faded off liquor
lookin’ at pictures
i just keep tellin’ myself ion even rlly miss her

i’m faded off liquor
she said she’s ‘fraid that i’ll kill her
if i was killin’ anyone
it’d be the man in the mirror

there’s not a drop in the bottle
but [the] pictures never been clearer
i rlly don’t think i’ll make it 
to the end of the fuckin’ year

it's so fake

it's so fake [mv in desc.]

prod @bloodcryy

sample / battlefield 4 :]

gas goin deep i 4got i had2 ash it out ..
damn was dat me .. ? ? i 4got cuz i was blackin out :p// /
score by da 3 ,, but im pourin by da8 again //: {
say wat u mean . /; cuz ik u always h8n man

smoke until i cant , , lemme run it back .. /
i cant even stand //. . is u seein dat ??
pick up where i can ,, . i runnin back .
wat u do2me ??? /.. i jus wana fight back .. .

droppin 50oxycontin , wen u c me u cant stop it / // 
i been thinkin bout it all day ..  but now i got it .
i cant feel it ? ? ima drop it :P/  /. spend it back until its gone bish ,
wai until its gone bish..

hold up do u c me ,, c me ?? 
feel bad wen its on me, , ./; on me ]} .
can u take me ..  takeme ?? 
i think .. im breaking. .

sunken dragon freestyle [[demo]] (bloodcryY)

★moving on is hard ill just forget you..★

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/all-i-know-prod-benji-the-machine-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
dont forget who u are
yeah yeahhh
yeah yeahhh

hook:
she said that she love me i know she dont
my head is spinning round just like a merry go
ill just keep it going its all i know
stuck inside my head but ill never show

its what i said
its been going on
but i dont feel a thing

cant trust anyone
cause i dont know
if they're bound by a string

and you know were done
its gone cause
you treat me like a fling

still i try to run
it hurts but
your words they always sting

verse:
every word you said
left me down in bed

never thought that it'd be like this
but im still right here to make the best of it
and i know

now im sick of being right
you were a waste of my time
i wish i could just rewind

used to blame myself for things that you do
moving on is hard ill just forget you

bridge:
you were my everything
now i miss everything

repeat hook:
she said that she love me i know she dont
my head is spinning round just like a merry go
ill just keep it going its all i know
stuck inside my head but ill never show

its what i said
its been going on
but i dont feel a thing

cant trust anyone
cause i dont know
if they're bound by a string

and you know were done
its gone cause
you treat me like a fling

still i try to run
it hurts but
your words they always sting

★all i know★ (prod. benji the machine)

art by afxtik www.instagram.com/afxtik/
lyrics:
now there’s nothing left
i said i’d try my best
but i feel like a mess
it’s just not so
just wanted to rest
now love is just a test
of how much shit
that i can withstand from you
leave your messages on read
i’m fucked up i don’t know
what you said to me
said you wouldn’t stress it
now everything’s unthreaded
i felt i should’ve said it
seven years ago
cause maybe you’d have listened
you never pay attention
i’m always wasting my breath, oh
cause maybe i’m just stupid,
i know sometimes i lose it
it’s hard for me to keep you close
sheets thrown across the bed
i’ll fuck you to sleep
cause we both can’t get out of our heads
but hurry and get dressed
she know i’m the best
cause she texting me with all XO’s

seven years ago (prod. slatepsycho)

@joshuasageart
www.youtube.com/@xtasane

Lyrics:

Like I’m naruto, 9 tail fox in me
They wanna hate me, but they just envy me
I’m gonna get behind the gate unlock it then burn all the keys
I know they hold back me, but this time I’m free

I’m free from all distractions
I can free you from the hate you’re attracting
Man I know that you’re fake, I know that you’re acting
Don’t know what happened, what Instant reaction is this?

I keep taking damage
I feel so abandoned
Using all my bandwidth
Just to find the reason
If this was a game then you know ima beat it
I am not like you, I won’t cheat it
Exposing the lies, make em see it
Even if kills me ima make them all believe it

When I hit the track you know I change the world
No I do not want your girl
I don’t gotta hide, I’m stepping out the under world
If I’m hopping on the track, Ima Push it push it

My girl turn around, let me squish it squish it
My gas be too loud ima kush it kush it

Beat It [prod. xtasane]

i’m @ the opera 
skrttin in the phantom 
this shit got a dress code 
throwin fits tantrums 
i’m lookin too cold 
she said i’m handsome 
growin inside like the dro

i’m on that fell beast 
walk in they can smell me 
bb on the belt b 
i like takin selfies 
reeled to the rocks by the selkies
deo, gloria in excelsis 

every which way, make the most of every day 
nothing can stay 
spending money in the bay 
i link up w henny in CDG this ain’t Play 
shawty say she know me 
she seen me on the front page

im makin em glance, walkin junya pants 
Northern California w new kicks 
gotta do my dance 
any way the wind blows i don’t need a plan 
L is for a lesson that’s a win, whippin the sedan

n there’s luv in the darkness 
everything will perish 
didn’t wanna start this 
margiela from paris 
i gotta focus on my art bitch 
cast like a cleric 
drop bills ona carpet 
everything is cherished 
cuz it’s not guaranteed

burberry backpack 
asthma attack while i’m blowing on the gas pack, tryna make cash 
i’m in the maze like a labrat
magic trackpad 
everybody is so toxic i needa hazmat 
drifting in the silvia and it’s matte black 
so i blend in with the night
doin rounds, learn the track 
i bet i’m on ur side only slay if i’m attacked 
ppl comin for my swag so i put em in a bag 

movin slow, face tortoise shell 
baby why can’t u play cool, it’s always kiss n tell
spending on a broach, pin on my lapel 
big bands on the clothes double when i sell
hoodie from norway, napaijri flags on me 
always in the doorway, gotta keep a bag on me
zips riri, silver rings fiji
100 in the nissan spaceship, ET

Witch King Of Angmar

20 | they/them
you'll always have a home with me.

nightcore versions: @cutemfontheblock & https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr
b-sides @scoobert-doobert-1738

★all i know★ (prod. benji the machine)

☆scøøb☆

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