freak hoe

freak hoe! w/ fourteendays (tenoji)

fuck it up!

fuck it up! (shinjin + zachsrevenge)

w/ @blackwinterwells
prod me
mixed by me & wells
cover by me

reliant +blackwinterwells

Adored 2 Ignored [51five]

@heyfrancis5858

Head down blade up do u wanna go?
Come and take a seat, dim the lights for the show
Let me entertain you, watching thru the smoke
Feeling like a jester, dancing in the room
Are you feeling dangerous, are u all alone
And if u bought a friend, we gon fill him up w holes
Its scary on the stage, its a theatre full of ghosts
I want u to myself, ill let everybody know
That ur mine, i dont care if i die
And i know that it sucks, but i promise ull be fine
Heat flashes in ur eyes, boy i know u feel the tension
Come and take a walk in my world baby give me ur attention
Flooding in ur vision, make a bad decision
Fantasize about my body hanging from a ceiling
Its so fucked up but u make me feel so special
I dont care if they watch i just need to feel the pressure

Like why do i care,
Dust on the ground, laughing gas in the air
Your tongue getting cut on my fangs
And i promise that its fun, let me lead u by the hand
Surrounded by applause, what a perfect sound
Blood pouring off the walls, viscera by the pound
Dance around hold me close, feel the fear crashing down
I feel like a clown, can you see me now?

jester [franc!s]

★tell me if you could stay here.. cause im alone★

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/care_riley

[producers]
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine
https://soundcloud.com/yashio20k

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/love-w-care-prod-benji-the-machine-yashio-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
i was afraid
i didnt want to tell you how i felt
because.. if i told you i loved you and you turned me down
then maybe we wouldnt be able to be friends anymore

hook:
i had your love then it all disappeared
ran outta luck oh this is what i feared
im not enough your everything my dear
forever stuck ill always still be here

cant stand to be awake another night, i know it
everything will heal given the time, ill show it
wanna stay right here right by your side, you know it
love is kept deep down you know inside, you show it

verse:
the shadows she left inside my room, they dont go away
when you ask me how i feel i dont know what to say
is it best for me to run away or disappear
girl i always feel enchanted when i have you near

is it hard to hide the things that you dont show
tell me if you could stay here cause im alone
everytime i fall in love it ends how i forebode
girl your like a language that i cant learn to decode

bridge:
cant stand to be awake another night
tell me if you could stay here cause im alone
cant stand to be awake another night
tell me if you could stay here cause im alone

repeat hook:
i had your love then it all disappeared
ran outta luck oh this is what i feared
im not enough your everything my dear
forever stuck ill always still be here

cant stand to be awake another night, i know it
everything will heal given the time, ill show it
wanna stay right here right by your side, you know it
love is kept deep down you know inside, you show it

★streaming★

★love★ w/ care. (prod. benji the machine & yashio)

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥𝒹𝒾𝑔𝒾𝓉𝒶𝓁 𝓇𝑜𝓈𝑒𝓈˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳

prod @spaceboyry + @counterxo
sfx @s0lemn
w/ @counterxo

@s0lemn
im sry ,, i couldnt change 4u . .,
but bb i adore uu ., .
i think ive had enough im carvin pieces dat u tore thru . .
@counter
I’ve acted strange towards you
I was so lost before you 
It’s time for both us to just admit that we ignore truth
@s0lemn
saw u back down ,, i cant recall uu . ./
im left wit nothin ,, who can i talk 2 ?? .{
im such a let down .. ig i owe u  . .. 
ur wat id die 4 . .. js lemme hold u {{ _
@counterxo
Baby once it’s over I don’t think that we can retry
Crazy when I’m sober I don’t even want to be alive
Save me as I’m lowered into my grave cause I’m dead inside
Lately it feels like that I don’t know her cause I can’t confide 
it’s true
@s0lemn
i get lost by tha thought of u . .
ion feel ok until im high ,, i hope its fine w u . . .__
man im sick of livin wana die u kno ive tried it 2 .. {
i js get a sickness wen i speak or catch a sight of uu _ ;}
@counterxo
Feel like I’ve tried everything 
Nothing ever feels new
Used to think of wedding rings 
Now my fingers turn blue 
It’s been way hard to bring my all when it’s for you too
I’m still flying with you, you’re my wings I can’t bare to lose 

I lost my mind
when you weren’t here
when you weren’t here
I fought back time
but the end’s near
To be clear, I’ll let you know

cant recall u w/ counter [spaceboyry + counter]



★hope my heart will start to mend..★

[producer]
@xysoftshade

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/lethargy-prod-xysoftshade-nitecore-mix

lyrics:
intro:
don’t know what they expect from me
have a stable life by 23
i’m trying my best but no one seems to see it
and i don’t get much rest…

hook:
i just don’t know where to go
all this time nothing to show
time ticks by but never slow
paralyzed and turned to stone

working hard right to the bone
but i guess i have never grown
what i’ve done i’ll never know
paralyzed and turned to stone

bridge:
when im waking up, i don’t feel enough
but i have to keep on going forward
and i know its rough, you can call my bluff
now im just surrounded till im cornered

if i told you everything
i don’t know if you’d believe it
walk around a zombie 
yeah i swear you have to see it
everydays the same
and i swear to god i mean it

if i told you everything
you have to swear you won’t repeat it

now im falling down again
tell me will this ever end
ive been trying to pretend
hope my heart will start to mend

bridge:
you tell me i’m dreaming now
you tell me i’m dreaming

repeat hook:
i just don’t know where to go
all this time nothing to show
time ticks by but never slow
paralyzed and turned to stone

working hard right to the bone
but i guess i have never grown
what i’ve done i’ll never know
paralyzed and turned to stone


★lethargy★ (prod. xysoftshade)

mix it wit amphetamine [akimbo]

Heyo everybody heres something off the album for reals im not kidding more coming soon.

p.s The whole album is pretty much video game references, samples, and being sad as an album, mostly kingdom hearts lmao.

Produced by https://soundcloud.com/prodyaxis

[Intro]
I swear that i have to left go
but i dont want to cause i love you so

[Hook]
I know its not that simple
But its the way this has to be
Simple and clean is the way that you're making 
Me feel tonight 

[Verse 1]
I know its not that simple
but you just gotta trust me
Trust me we'll escape from
this world that never was qutie for us

Take my hand
We'll make it throught this unending nightmare

[Bridge]
We'll make it throught this unending nightmare

[Hook]
I know its not that simple
But its the way this has to be
Simple and clean is the way that you're making 
Me feel tonight 

[Verse 2]
Can i keep it real for a second
just this once
i dont think we'll make it
i dont think we'll make it this time

I don't know what you are saying
is it that important to you

[Bridge 2]
is it that important to you

[Hook]
I know its not that simple
But its the way this has to be
Simple and clean is the way that you're making 
Me feel tonight 

[Verse 3]
Not this time but one not far from now
We'll make it out of this town
But you just gotta trust me

I finally understand
But i don't like it
I just wanna be with you

The World That Never Was

SPOTIFY!

★simple and clean pt 2★ (prod. y-axis)

"everybody has regrets and maybe things of the past are better left alone, but what if you were given the opportunity to go back and find the closure you're looking for." 
Enter: I

[notes:// something different from what i usually do, I hope u guys like anyways :D also shoutout tg fam, love you ]
@ketsai
@victxrw
@tgwog
@4amxx
@litothedon
@oursafehaven
[ketsai]
shut up and listen to me
and i can care but its not guaranteed
n i was so good to u
dont give me attitude
if u go and listen to them, thats too bad 4 u
i dont care, or give a fuck bout my health
and talk shit all u want but keep my name out ur mouth
n u just talk talk talk talk, so shut the fuck up
n lets just keep this shit private and u need to be quiet

but then u lean on me too much
n girl im missing all your touch
n though i hate to see u go
n ill just find another hoe
n ur jealousy still shows :/
our love unstable...
so sooner or later that shit had 2 cave in
i know im able...
jus me n my bros chillin in the safehaven
n i dont wnna fkn let go jus cause that shit hurts
but you jus wnna fkn leave, n u still let go first

[victxrw]
shut up and listen to me
and i can care but its not guaranteed
n i was so good to u
dont give me attitude
if u go and listen to them, thats too bad 4 u
i dont care, give a fuck bout my health
and talk shit all u want but keep my name out ur mouth
n u just talk talk talk talk, so shut the fuck up
n lets just keep this shit private and u need to be quiet

y would i call u my friend?
i been losing all my patience, i'm collapsing in
i jus wnna fkn vanish from this world
n you put my head inside a twirl
then you kicked me straight onto the curve
taking drastic measures, cause this shit hurts
give me one right reason you left me first
can you run away so i can learn.

消 ft. victxrw (tgwog*4am*lito)

21 | they/them
you'll always have a home with me.

nightcore versions: @cutemfontheblock & https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr
b-sides @scoobert-doobert-1738

★simple and clean pt 2★ (prod. y-axis)

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