sendflowrs

lost cause (ft. sendflowrs) (prod. jolst + remghost)

produced by: https://soundcloud.com/prodmichael

lyrics:

try hard
where does it get me
i wake up, feeling so empty
if i die would you forget me
if i die would you forgive me
back to back another bad night
back to back another hard fight
lost again another black eye
lost again another black eye

it dont feel right
not at all
i try my best
but i just fall

coming up but i still feel down
got a couple k in my bank account
i dont wanna be here right now
you dont care if im here right now
blacked out
i dont wanna wake up
ima cover my scars with some make up
blacked out
i dont wanna wake up
ima cover my scars with some make up

where does it get me? (p. xmichaelwarren)

time (cherry)

produced by @jolst
mixed and mastered by me 

i’m not trying to offend you,
baby i never intend to 
kiss your hands backstage at the venue 
yea
cus i just don’t care where we are 
i i get butterflies every time you walk into the bedroom 

pretty eyes, you’re a 10 too, 
put cyanide on every flower that i send you,
i’ve never felt this way before,
now i’m sleeping on the floor 
rock bottom i’ll descend to 

so i’ll spend a couple racks on some clothes
it makes me feel better so i’ll stay here alone 
stare up at the ceiling, wonder what you’re doing now girl 
stare out of the window cus it’s still the same moon 

& i shoulda crashed that car, not made it home
cus i’m walking on glass, i i can feel it getting cold 
stare up at the ceiling wonder what you’re doing now girl... 
then stare out of the window cus it’s still the same moon 

where you off babe?
where u running to?
think u need to wake up it’s right in front of you yea
it’s disgusting
it’s uncomfortable 
i just need to smoke a blunt stop me running loose yea x2

head/shot!
WOO
zealot. 

[halo 1 speech]

head/shot (jolst)

it's the way that you said w/ keeper

official single to kingdom to my heart 2, let me know if i should drop the album or release as singles

Get me out the hood I’m begging y’all

ALWAYS GOT ME (noahmadethiss)

everybody is saying dumb shit all the time
and my body is getting numb every night 
and the pills that i take oh they kill me inside 
but im addicted to em i can't even lie 
everybody is saying dumb shit all the time
and my body is getting numb every night 
and the pills that i take oh they kill me inside 
but im addicted to em i can't even-

walk straight 
be okay 
can't breathe
beat my cheast like an ape 
nobody cares about love nowadays
nobody wants to stay home feel safe
i've been locked in my room for days
can't leave cuz im sick n thats ok
but no1 called me to check on my pain
nobody called me to check on my brain 

breakdown, breakdown, breakdown again
i'm fucked up fucked up fucked up in the head 
i live like every1 else is dead 
i'm done, so done, fucking done with this mess

everybody is saying dumb shit all the time
and my body is getting numb every night 
and the pills that i take oh they kill me inside 
but im addicted to em i can't even-

so as long as im breathing
ill keep on walkin this path
with the souls who deceived me 
but gave me feet to feel the grass
always alone but still with company
spread only love but fight angrily
knowing who watches over me 
i'll always be safe, surely

evrybody's saying dumb shit (hero&emptychest)

prodbylxcid
https://youtube.com/@prodbylxcid

vocals, mix & master by wrentek

flame needa light my spliff
really miss my dawgs on nights like this
we were jus 16 started scheming 
i need big stars in the roof of my whip
need big stars wrapped inside of my spliff
heat wave ting how i fry these pricks
don’t smoke reggie, all u boys just fiend and
i stay with the pine, sugar free, i sip 

and u can get hit by the white boy quick
big tommy gun how i throw these fists
one left hand put u on ur knees and 
i don’t like violence but try my clique 
one hand drivin i don’t even whip
jack line bumpin he don’t even fish 
that’s triple 3 on the set and it’s 139
on my own i don’t need no bitch 
need no whip
need no bits 
bro got the corn, he aint eatin crisps 
bullseye the shot n he don’t even miss 
like OTN know who ur dealing with 
cus u can get hit with a big 4.5
not from me but from bro, that’s slime 
leave you with a hole in ur chest like shepard
soap mctavish how i throw this knife 
sittin on the shed, sippin lean i’m nice
“big crime lords” but u stealing bikes ?? 
30 year olds goin out on rides
hittin kids in school, 
u ain’t about that life 

so i’ll sit here now for a little bit
if you wanna swing 
just swing 
make a call and get gone
i don’t  wannatalk to civilians 
cus they ain’t about shit 
all this fuckin talkin is long
i don’t ride on opps 
just a little one two
beef on the estate 
grab a knife and get armed
all these broke boys 
sharing spliff and i 
don’t wanna have to expose 
what u really is on 

so slow ur role
watch the roads
look both ways before u shoot that pole
b town shit 
fuck ur road 
i don’t wanna 
see another yout 
turn cold 

pass me the flame needa light my spliff
really miss my dawgs on nights like this
we were jus 16 started scheming 
i need big stars in the roof of my whip
need big stars wrapped inside of my spliff
heat wave ting how i fry these pricks
don’t smoke reggie, all u boys just fiend and
i stay with the pine, sugar free, i sip 

and u can get hit by the white boy quick
big tommy gun how i throw these fists
one left hand put u on ur knees and 
i don’t like violence but try my clique 
one hand drivin i don’t even whip
jack line bumpin he don’t even fish 
that’s triple 3 on the set and it’s 139
on my own i don’t need no bitch

SOAP MACTAVISH

silhouettes & cigarettes ft. Love Jai, Jomie, kennedyxoxo, + Hamilton *ethan drye*

music video
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https://youtu.be/w9Jfkvx8xbY
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prod. beamerboy
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lyrics_
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hates the only way to get through
yeah i say this quite a lot, but i cant even make a move
take a second, wait to breathe
hold, on patient 23
my anxiety was never this bad, it only seems
when i sit, and think about my future, always running free

death was creeping on to me
in my mind,, i could never say what's right
i keep pushing on the knife, let me be, let me breath
disassociate with me
climbing high, cause i cant see
where am i suppose  , to be
hate just keeps waiting, on me

hates the only way to get through
yeah i say this quite a lot, but i cant even make a move
take a second, wait to breathe
hold on patient 23
my anxiety was never this bad, it only seems
when I sit, and think about my future, always running free

you were pushing on to me
always sexualizing me
always mess a making me
just come decimate me please

patient 23

lyrics:

you’re gone and i get it
no regrets
all the words unsaid are lost
can’t shake this
can’t decide if it’s a plot 
or if it’s fiction that you meant this 
we’ve all had our moments 
keep your tabs
a grudge is not a tool to be used for tonight 
crumble my emotions it’s a joke
it’s a sight for me to see how we’ve grown from this open wound
we don’t got much time, don’t make amends 
hold your lies, hold your tongue, don’t bother
how the fuck could i just play pretend
lousy son, drop the grudge my father
and i can see that nothing’s changed here
you stole the life from every single thing i hold dear.

i keep the potion on me
lie to myself whisper that i’m fine
(it’s like i’m hoarding my thoughts)
pile up you can’t see me
break it down
i’m buried well beneath the rocks 
it’s all i’ve got
give me time
i’ll make the charts then hit restart 
ya hit rewind
what is the issue
is it me or is life just a bitch 
you hate me
well thats see through
uncover what you’ve done 
it’s such a joke how much i’ve been through

look into my eyes
sink into the ocean of your lies
it’s no surprise you’re gonna die
they’ll tell you that it’s fate
hide from all you’re troubles and mistakes 
it’s common sense that all is fake
this isn’t like me ay
to call on a fall back ya
faces are changing
why are the lights out
pain is a passion ay
i’m screaming in silence ya
i’m sick of the same shit
i’m crying my eyes out

i keep the potion on me
lie to myself whisper that i’m fine
(it’s like i’m hoarding my thoughts)
pile up you can’t see me
break it down
i’m buried well beneath the rocks 
it’s all i’ve got
give me time
i’ll make the charts then hit restart 
ya hit rewind
what is the issue
is it me or is life just a bitch 
you hate me
well thats see through
uncover what you’ve done 
it’s such a joke how much i’ve been through

grudge (prod. irby x jolst)

single off upcoming alb w/ @fleshgolem
music video out now 

produced by @taylor x @fleshgolem
mix & mastrd by @fleshgolem

lyrics

it’s uncertain
expressive on the good i’m not that person
purpose, look at me in my eyes tell me it’s working
keep searching for moments that ain’t in reach know ur not perfect anymore
coz it’s all just from ur lense 
u gotta seek deep in the source

we fighting the time
but fuck all the ticking don’t worry ur mine
functioning fine
tipping off wine
trips for the flicks 
don’t u worry bout dimes

deeping the trips on monday 
don’t get to see but i’m texting on runway
so it’s cool
going to this one place
it’s cool we might freeze it’s a long break
oh and the view
brains just a dumb maze
right on the brink every week then new phase
opens up
call it dumb luck 
but it’d be the same every path i was fucked

right from the start
a bruise on my heart
my brain never helped coz it had its own scars
developed like sars
like moving to mars
there was no escape 
just a suffering star

humble in past
now belief i’m off far
now need it consistent coz it can get dark
oh trust me it’s dark
still sits right next me but without could i right all these bars

this ain’t a gimic 
i’m writing these lyrics 
a book that won’t finish 
in this life time, no

you’re taking our pictures
i’m writing our scriptures 
we’re climbing these pillars
this is our life

so we should love it now
live it down
ill then pass the torch to those feeing drowned
swimming round
circle bound
hear me out, hear me out

i want change i’ll soon change my sound
i want to leave the dirt different ground
i’ll pave a way for those looking down 
i know where i’m at, i know where i’m bound

uh uh 
i need a lie down 
you see this life that i’m living
through, sound waves and vintage filtered pictures
but make no mistake oh
this message wont break mold

i could never tell u that i’m home 
id rather spent nights on the road
walking outside of the lines alone
and they’ll say you’re outta control 

objective so confusing 
still find my self cruising
this adventure so amusing
want for you
the best is all that i want for you not what i know

what i know
what i know
yeah i would talk more but i’d rather just see the seeds grow
 
i cant show u what i could do if i believed in myself more coz i already do

nothin to prove 
but nothing to lose
the setup is fucked but what can you do 
except choose
theres no wrong but thats up to you

our adventure

our adventure (taylor morgan x flesh) music video link in bio

and this girl got me crying,
she won't defeat me,
heart of a lion, 
kiss me discreetly,
in the bus shelter,
won't you come see me,
I always lose my temper,
the thoughts on repeat 

and ill never leave you fucked up, cinderella, 
and if the rain pours yeah my heart your umbrella,
I've been feeling so low but im getting better,
shout out the prozac it got me through the weather

so I tell her, and ill never leave you fucked up, cinderella, 
and if the rain pours yeah my heart your umbrella,
I've been feeling so low but im getting better,
shout out the prozac it got me through the weather

and I've never felt this way before, and im sure,
you're the only fucking rose in a bed full of thorns,
hand you my jacket promise you ill keep you safe from the storm,
I know that half the time the reason it rains and it pours is cus of me

and probably, cus im only okay when you're on top of me
and probably yeah,
im honestly fed up,
of all these movies playing on me really fucks my head up,
im sinking 3's from half court yeah ill never let up,
im not about all this beef, im tryna get my bread up
you work at subway, boy give it a rest,
im just tryna make some fucking music with my friends.

somberellum (yunny goldz)

and I just cannot believe you're done with this,
I thought I meant a little more than a drunken kiss,
I been in my feelings since I was a kid,
got no money in my pocket but I still wanna live,

and I just cant let you leave, ill grab my gun,
I thought I meant a little more than some drunken fun,
ill run away from the cops into the sun,
baby ill be okay im used to smoke in my lungs

so ill just smoke on my own, im crying again, where are u?
im not okay unless im leaning on you
I don't know where you have been, but you're here now and im happy

im happy, 
for the first time in my life,
hop in my car then I drive,
oh no I don't 
a year ago wanted to choke,
I fucking hated my life,
scene getting dry,
you boys pretending to cry,
im fucking sick of these guys,
don't need a 9,
bitch I walk knife on my side,
do you guys still wanna die?
see through my eyes,
angry and im colourblind,
I don't like speaking my mind, 
people can talk,
think of me, I don't know why,
its paper plates till' I die,
don't smoke a pipe, blunt in my mouth while I fly,
these days im loving my life,
gray keep a scythe for those who willing to try,
I just keep taking their life

and I just cannot believe you're done with this,
I thought I meant a little more than a drunken kiss,
I been in my feelings since I was a kid,
got no money in my pocket but I still wanna live,

and I just cant let you leave, ill grab my gun,
I thought I meant a little more than some drunken fun,
ill run away from the cops into the sun,
baby ill be okay im used to smoke in my lungs

scythe (yunny goldz)

and I guess im stuck, thinking of you,
why you coming round here? what are you tryna prove?
cus I saw you with him, I don't want you,
lied to my face, I just want the truth
x2

and if you wanna feel better then you gotta take the first step,
grit your fucking teeth until the you make it through the worst step,
depression is a killer, get your gun and fucking burst it,
you'll be fine soon, gotta wait until the curse lifts,
x2

smoking cigarettes on my own,
on the park that we used to roam,
take me back to mw2,
9/3 and we're still on the move

and I guess im stuck, thinking of you,
why you coming round here? what are you tryna prove?
cus I saw you with him, I don't want you,
lied to my face, I just want the truth
x2

grit your fucking teeth until the you make it through the worst step,
depression is a killer, get your gun and fucking burst it,
you'll be fine soon, gotta wait until the curse lifts,
you'll be fine soon, gotta wait until the curse lifts,
you'll be fine soon, gotta wait until the curse lifts.

until the curse lifts (yunny goldz)

music video: https://youtu.be/3sUsq_OnH5A

produced by: @cherryonline
guitars by: @splashgvng
vocals, mixing and mastering by: @sendflowrs

lyrics:

pick up the bag, before you start to cry again,
if im so bad, then why are you still fuckin with me, with me?

and I said pick up the bag before you start to cry again,
you can powder, just kiss me right before you leave, you leave

so I guess ill stay last in this rat,
and I always break glass when she snap me,
and she smile like she never had a bad day,
grayfox you can find me in the ratway,

she don't mention my name to her friends,
cut my face, I got blood stains on my chest, 
these pains they stay in my head,
I know you don't want me, but play pretend

she said go home, at once, 
I don't wanna see you here anymore,
and I said calm down, you're drunk,
let me at least just walk you to the door,

and she said go home, at once, 
so I punch a wall baby I know that you like that,
she grabbed my shirt, and tugged
now we make a mistake but I won't fight back

pick up the bag, before you start to cry again,
if im so bad, then why are you still fuckin with me, with me?

and I said pick up the bag before you start to cry again,
you can powder, just kiss me right before you leave, you leave

she don't wanna text back, she heartless
tellin me to fall back, im all in,
really wanna hurt me, cut my skin, 
like it when she dirty, she like spit
x2

if u think I didn't see this coming then ur dumber than I thought,
yeah u take all of my pain away with just a single look
x2

head/shot (jolst)

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