Fuck dude ive been waiting for this one 😫😫

Shizu how do you keep up this quality while releasing this often its insane

if you are not a star, then why shine so bright? 😆

featuring @nothomex

i let that shit get the best of me 
now i be rockin on therapy 
i do this shit all so carefully
the weight on my neck is just killin me 
pour down sleeve 
i can't fucking sleep
watch my eyes close
yeah 
this shit like 3d
i like her nose ring 
lil bitch got tagteam
her love like bad dream
i pour my once all alone now
i whip it like green and i lay out
all of my boys trynna hang out 
but i'm just trying to smoke till i black out

It’s weird when I have future in my head 
Because before 21 I see myself dead 
I can’t see any color , how can I not be mad 
I don’t have an expectation for the start of my life only for the end
I can’t see anything I cannot blend 
In between the society , I’m on a deep end 
Will I be able to stand ? 
Find myself in this shitstorm 
Did they already know my end before I was born

Last summer I was more lost than found 
Was left picking up the pieces scattered on the ground
Couldn’t talk couldn’t sleep 
Couldn’t walk couldn’t eat
Lost some pounds I lost some weight 
Now all pants fall from my waiste 
Scars on my wrist tears on my face 
The deepest wounds are the ones you can’t see
I’m the only one who can feel
All the pain they reveal 
I hope I’ll get better this year 
Sometimes I stand still 
I tried i tried i tried i tried 
i cried i cried I cried i cried
I tried i tried i tried i tried 
i cried i cried I cried i cried

dead b4 21 (ft.not home.) prod.nadiak & marlas dreams

shoutout to killedmyself, didn't know all those beats were up on sc

lyrics

telling me that i was just a fucking addict
guess u were right cause i could never fucking hack it
every morning, grab the palms n i just pack it
i wish sobriety was something i could manage
i wrap the blunt up nice and neat like its a package
i light it up, its in my lungs this shit is banging
i pulled up late into the scene but came in savage
burnt the blunt at both ends more than i can manage

i still remember crushing benzos on her ipad
out the back and smoking cigarettes with ur dad
i wanna know if i was ever part of ur plan
19, music dreams, yeah im all that

i hp it wsnt as bad 4 u (killedmyself)

chapter i

produced by ztope
completely non profit

lyrics

filtered beams of moonlight 
passing thru the ice above
i cannot bear to take my eyes 
off of my drowning love
why she had to follow me
why she had to jump
shes drowning in this lake
man cold water makes u numb

makes u numb
hit my head on rocks below
blood
blood fills the water oh my god
god cannot save us
oh we're fucked
fucked
sleeping on this bed of rocks
shadows of the trees
they dance on ice thats 3, 4 inches thick
is that lantern light
i ask her body what the fuck she thinks
this our savior 
and i hope he drags us up or else we'll sink
please just save her
i do not care if im on the brink

filtered beams of moonlight 
passing thru the ice above
i cannot bear to take my eyes
off of my drowning love
why she had to follow me
why she had to jump
shes drowning in this lake
man cold water makes u numb

it makes u drown

drowning at the bottom of a frozen lake (ztope)

prod. me

rest easy pops<33

dad, can you remember me?
cause i see those eyes are empty
i can't even eve talk with you cause u can't think
pls tell me when you look at me who do you see 
am i still your best buddy?
can u recognize somebody
i feel like ur soul has left
without ur body 
i hate to see u suffering

ever since u've been gone
shit's been different 
i hate myself
and can't take this distance 
been fucking my health 
i can feel the symptoms 
i need fucking help 
but can't face my feelings   

(i been hiding emotions
behind all the drinks
i been hiding emotions
behind all the weed 
people know about this
and still don't talk to me 
i might be fated to 
live the rest of my life all lonely)

dad, can you remember me?
cause i see those eyes are empty
i can't even eve talk with you cause u can't think
pls tell me when you look at me who do you see 
am i still your best buddy?
can u recognize somebody
i feel like ur soul has left
without ur body 
i hate to see u suffering

dad can u remember me?

i'll be the first to admit this one is rlly weird
song i was originally gonna post for my birthday but then just didn't :')
hope u enjoy it

lyrics:

rip me apart
tear me a new one
gashes n scars from all of the old ones
birthmarks show my alignment
i couldn't betray it's not in my wiring
posessed by a spirit u know what i saw
hundreds of symbols engraved on my walls
if i'd said a thing i'd be in asylum
i should've screamed but i didn't mind it

i didn't mind it
i didn't mind it
i didn't mind it
i didn't mind it

sat in front of my mic started seeing thru walls
some kind of emblem appeared on my palms
recent nights i dont know who to call
i'm losing my mind i think once and for all
my frie̴̔nds all tell m̶̮̍e to get a gr̵ip
i̷͓̊ frä̴̰́n̸k̵ly don't g̴ive̶͈͆ a single sh̴it
̷̦͛t̵́͜h̵̟͠e vō̵̖i̴̮͑c̸̬̚e g̸̞̾ets loud i̸̲̗̒̐n m̴̡̎y̴̬̅ hḙ̷͝a̴̮͠d aga̴̠̚i̷̞͂n̵̩̔
t̴̿́o t̴̡̖͕̥̃h̴̩̖̒e p̶̐̓ǫ̴̱̘̀̀͠i̷̦͂̌̈n̷͖̪͈̯̓̂t i th̷i̵͕͗͐n̵̹̓k st̷͉̞͛͂r̸͗ang̵̤̒͗é̵͘rs r̵̨̜̣̣͐̏̚ h̵̛̜̝͊̉̓͐̓͝eȧ̶̻ring it
ƚ̴̧̤̠̃̈͒เ̷̧̦͘͘ ̴̯̽́ǫ̵̤̚ᴎ̸͂̌͊เ̶̧͓̥̹̀͋̊͝ɿ̴̨̤̝̠̓ɒ̴̉ɘ̵̨̫̰̋ʜ̷͑͘ ̶̦̀̀̕ɿ̵̗͔͔̌̑ ̷̢̲̼͇̋ꙅ̴̎͋ɿ̵̼̤̦̀̒͜ɘ̷̢͖̋̃͘ǭ̶̬̜̼̩̿͂ᴎ̵ɒ̸͖̇̉͐ɿ̶̝͙̆ƚ̶̧̄͋͝ꙅ̸̲͙̟͌̒ ̵̭̦̎ʞ̶͓͙̿͒͠ᴎ̵̼̻̙̺̂เ̸̣̬̺͕͊͆͆͛ʜ̵̘̯̀̃̀̀ƚ ̶͖́͠เ̶͍͖͙̯̂̈ ̷̯͎͋̽͗̎ƚ̴͍̹̯̲́̎̓ᴎ̴̧̡̝͚̈͌เ̴̟͍̍͆͜͠๏̷̺̪̮̊̆̄͑ợ̷͇͑̋ ̵̪̗̠̍͆̈́͝ɘ̸̡̱͔̠͌̂͝ʜ̵̳̦̻̪͗͛̆̅ƚ̶̰̠̗͗́̆͝ ̵̳̥̺̘̄͐๏̴͇́̽̅ƚ̷͑̀͆͝
̶̡̞͆ᴎ̸̝̘̾เ̷̰̩̮́̕ɒ̵̪̫̝͊̈́ǫ̷̛͙̞̝̗̂̕͘ɒ̷̯͈̉͊ ̴̯̥͇͛๔̶̘͒ɒ̶̞̒̽̂̕ɘ̸̥̔͊ʜ̵̢̛̣͈̽̑ ̶͔̋̑̌ʏ̶̜̌๓̴̜̲͉̱̄̎͒͝ ̸̲̻̦̓́ᴎ̸̥̝̲̃เ̸̾͝ ̵̨̨͉͑̕๔̴̙͇̯̟̍ย̷̞̦̐̆̽̈๏̵̯̥̲̍̾̾|̴͍̻͙͕͛̾̚ ̸͓̗̈́ꙅ̵̹̲̫̀͋͘ƚ̶̻̀̔ɘ̷͚̤̦͚̅̎͐̊ǫ̴͉̰̻̜͛̓̑͐ ̷̙͇̋ɘ̵̤̜̞̍͜ɔ̵̧̡̠͐͜เ̴̲̻̤́̒͝͝๏̸̛̮ש̴̨̛͕̾̽͝ͅ ̷̢̪͒̈́ɘ̸̳̖̆͑̒̉ʜ̶̢̩͇͋͝ƚ̷̗̲͐͌̆͐
̸̢̜͇͐ƚ̸̢̉เ̸̮̱̈́̄ʜ̷̖̟̬̭͑ꙅ̵̙̎͛͐͠ ̴̱̿̈́̈́ɘ̷̧̹͓̑͘ͅ|̴̩̣̱̇͒͋͜ǫ̵̲̫͐ᴎ̵̭̿̕เ̴̩͚̆͆͂͠ͅꙅ̶͕̰̩͋̌̚ ̸̹̚ɒ̷͕̎̀́̀ ̸̧̧̲͒̍̈́̃ɘ̶̢̺̥̌͊̚ͅש̴̜͇͗เ̵̧͔̼̀ǫ̶͖͖̂̚ ̵͙͒͘ƚ̴̤̼͂̎͘͝'̴̲̔̍̋ᴎ̴̨̲͂̌๏̶̖̲̣̗͊๔̸̫̱͕̤̈́ ̵̟̋̉́͠ʏ̵̦̈|̴̫̱͎̘͋̇͐̋ʞ̷͈̻̳͎͛́̕̕ᴎ̸̙͖̋ͅɒ̶̰̙͖̇͘͝ɿ̷̮̽Ꮈ̷̘̖̎̂ ̷̦̏̔̈́̿เ̵̠̪̐͜
̶̛͇̍̔̚ǫ̷̛̛̣͎̓͊͋เ̴̰͐ɿ̶͍̪͕̝́ǫ̵͉̅ ̸͓̝͛ɒ̴̛͉͙͗̉ ̸̯̻͌̄̊̕ƚ̴̙̞̇̋ͅɘ̸̪͈͕͊̕ǫ̵͖̠̗̓̋́ ̷́͌̔͜๏̴̨̢̮̬̑͗ƚ̶̲̱͉̃̃ ̷̧̟̐ɘ̷̢͙̰͎͋͝๓̷̢̣̩̕͝ ̵͍̲̏̈͠|̴̪̹̰̂̋̊͠|̴̬̤̻̈́̄ɘ̴̤̩̺̋̋̀͝ƚ̷̪̲̦͓͌̈̍͌ ̷̣̍̒̾|̴̞̭̀|̶̤̣̂̚ɒ̵̨͍͎̿̒̋ ̵̮͛̕ꙅ̵͕͆̓̏̆๔̶͓͒̇ᴎ̷̱͔̀ɘ̵̬̊͊͝เ̷̛̟̥̻ɿ̷̲̲̓́͌͌͜Ꮈ̶̟͇̬̈́͌͘ ̷̧̢̨̎̈́̓̍ʏ̶̟̩̪̿̚๓̷̼͓̳͓͂
̵̣̭͊͒|̷̫̜̯̞̈́͒|̴̩̰̥̙̏͊̚̕ɒ̵̼̅̕ ̵̢̱̜̒̽̀̕͜ɿ̷͇̻͔̺͒๏̷̖̫̩͉͛Ꮈ̸̰́͊̍ ̸͍̫̍๔̶̝̦̉̽ᴎ̸̠̩̲̆̄͆ɒ̶̰́͆͝ ̶͖́̊̇͜͠ɘ̸̩͋̄̊ɔ̷̪͎̼̋̀ᴎ̸̼͒̐̀๏̷̜̎ ̶̲͆͗̓ʞ̷̝̘͐͜ᴎ̵͝ͅเ̸̞̱̺͒͆ʜ̴̨̢͓͑ƚ̷̞̯͋̄̂̕ ̸̻̾͒เ̵̨͓̮͈̀͆͊͂ ̴̙̒̌͋͘๔̴̨͙̰͒̅ᴎ̴̢̟̫̈͐̏̒เ̶͉͎͐̇̆̚๓̶̧͕̜̅͛ ̷̛̥͈̽ʏ̵̦̿̔๓̶͚̬̍̑̓͊ ̴̢̠͎͋̚ǫ̷̖̍̚͜ᴎ̶̞͉̃̽̋เ̷̨̼̦͒̀͝ꙅ̴̠̋̎͝๏̵͍́|̸͎̮̘̪͆ ̴͔̆̋̊̔๓̶̭̯͊̒'̷̼̜̤͕̀̀̉̚เ̵̱̉̾̊̋
̷̛̳̊̆͑|̷̢̗͎͑̐͆͊|̵̩̓͛̕ɒ̷̬͈̊̀͛͘ɔ̸̥̙̟̌ ̵̭̠͗๏̸̼͍̼͂ƚ̶̬̦̤̳̋͝ ̵̱̞̽̏̕๏̸͔͖̮́͂ʜ̵͕̃̇̎̚ฬ̶̤̑̑̓ ̸̬̌̈́̕ฬ̵̢̺͍̽̏͝๏̸̤̩̠͝ᴎ̴͇̐̃́̕ʞ̵͓͈̭̿ ̴̘̰̹̫̍͂ƚ̵̞͖̉͐ᴎ̸̢͉̣͑๏̸̯̳̣͙͒̉͝๔̶̢̺̜̗͌̆̀͝ ̷̠̩̲̠̾͘เ̴͖̠̟͕̉̑͐͆ ̷̫̉̓ꙅ̴͓̞͙̾͗͠ƚ̵̛͈̱͊͘ʜ̸̧̤̲̊̾ǫ̵̡̫͒͒̎͜͜เ̷̮̳̽͆͝͠ᴎ̶̛̯̘ ̴̩́͐͝ͅͅƚ̴̟̣̳̹̇ᴎ̶̛͍̜̭̃͜ɘ̸̡̣͗̊ɔ̷̰̟̜̽͘ɘ̷̢̲̹̣̊͝ɿ̸̎͜
̷̮̞͋̃̊̒ꙅ̷̳̘̾͋͝͝๓̷̧͖͋͑̌͘|̵̦̥̯̀̾ɒ̷̰̯͑͌̈́͝ợ̷͖̈́ ̴̠̑͌̾͒ʏ̸͚̙̤͝๓̴̱̖̳͕͐̃̑͝ ̵͚̔̄̉͘ᴎ̶̱̤͚͑͝ͅ๏̷̧͍̯̀̾ ̸̢͙̐͠๔̶̭̿̆ɘ̴̥͍̩̈̀́̕ͅɿ̴̘̈́͌́̚ɒ̵̤̐ͅɘ̶̜̺̭̅̕ợ̴̣͉̠͊́ợ̷̢̤̣̖͊͒͊ɒ̵̘̜͔̀̈̌ ̸̢͉͖̬̍๓̷͍̱͊̈́̂͆ɘ̵̨̺͕͊͋|̴͈̒̍̒๔̶̣̓̑̔͆๓̴̮̰̠̤͛̐ɘ̶̞͎̼̦́̀͘ ̶̳͌͌Ꮈ̵̨̟͠๏̵̢̫͖̓̆̐̒ ̵̼̘̌̐͜๔̵͙͖͑̋̀̌ᴎ̷̳̲͖̀̊͂เ̸̹͚͉̉ʞ̷͖̗̳͔̎ ̶̖͉̔ͅɘ̶̓͆͐ͅ๓̵̗͍̳̓̓͠๏̶̡̫͋̐̌̔ꙅ̸̗̅͆̕͜
̸̢̳͒ꙅ̴̗̯̈́̃|̶̡̯͊̉͘|̷͙̖̬̔̕ɒ̶̺̟͙̀͒̐͝ฬ̷̳̒͒̄̔ ̷̨̰̒ย̵̡͔̈͘ɿ̷͈̄̓̈́͜͠ʜ̷̧̘͇́ƚ̶̰̗̘͒̈́̏͝ ̶͖̭͆̓͠ǫ̸̤̝̼̈ᴎ̷̼́เ̵̺̬̋̕ͅɘ̴̨̟̝͊̅ɘ̸̫̦̇͒͂̅ꙅ̸̬̭̉̍̇̈ ̴̨̜͗̅๔̷͓͖̌̄͛́ɘ̴͍͍͔̋ƚ̸̢̞̘̮̿̉̄͊ɿ̵̦̰̏̚͝ɒ̵͍̗̋͝ƚ̶̝̭͔̓̓ꙅ̵̭̦̭̱͐͝ ̸̰̱͔͍̈́̌ɔ̶̙̳̒̌͠เ̸̪̤̦̞̚๓̸̤͎͖̐ ̵̡̳̱͗͂̈́̎ʏ̵͚͉̿̽͘͝๓̴̨̙́̉̓͌ ̶͎̩̜͊̇̕Ꮈ̷̨̈́̊๏̴̳̺̎̉̄̓ ̴̺͍̀͜͜ƚ̸̭̘͈̝͗ᴎ̷͓̙̃͂̉๏̴̢̛̯̞̙̊͗ɿ̶̛͙̮͇̽̿̉Ꮈ̶͓͙̩̔̒̏̐ ̶̡̤͗ᴎ̷̯̘̒̀́เ̶̜̼̟͐ ̵̣̭̜̽͑ƚ̵̭̺̒ɒ̶̼̞̫̠̋̍ꙅ̶͚̖̤̖̏̾̕

prophecy (canyouseetheghost)

[+ Tosha]

1st - @user-411557229 
2nd - @northshoremusic 
3rd - @emptychest 
4th - @torvamia 
5th - @strivemusicau 
6th - @caspywaspy 
7th - @soulfadexo 
8th - @x1fern 
9th - @noxious-nights 
10th - @navyxower 
11th - @shizukesaaa 
12th - @hoeplessboy

Holding Onto Something [+ Tosha x Kev]

single off upcoming alb w/ @fleshgolem
music video out now 

produced by @taylor x @fleshgolem
mix & mastrd by @fleshgolem

lyrics

it’s uncertain
expressive on the good i’m not that person
purpose, look at me in my eyes tell me it’s working
keep searching for moments that ain’t in reach know ur not perfect anymore
coz it’s all just from ur lense 
u gotta seek deep in the source

we fighting the time
but fuck all the ticking don’t worry ur mine
functioning fine
tipping off wine
trips for the flicks 
don’t u worry bout dimes

deeping the trips on monday 
don’t get to see but i’m texting on runway
so it’s cool
going to this one place
it’s cool we might freeze it’s a long break
oh and the view
brains just a dumb maze
right on the brink every week then new phase
opens up
call it dumb luck 
but it’d be the same every path i was fucked

right from the start
a bruise on my heart
my brain never helped coz it had its own scars
developed like sars
like moving to mars
there was no escape 
just a suffering star

humble in past
now belief i’m off far
now need it consistent coz it can get dark
oh trust me it’s dark
still sits right next me but without could i right all these bars

this ain’t a gimic 
i’m writing these lyrics 
a book that won’t finish 
in this life time, no

you’re taking our pictures
i’m writing our scriptures 
we’re climbing these pillars
this is our life

so we should love it now
live it down
ill then pass the torch to those feeing drowned
swimming round
circle bound
hear me out, hear me out

i want change i’ll soon change my sound
i want to leave the dirt different ground
i’ll pave a way for those looking down 
i know where i’m at, i know where i’m bound

uh uh 
i need a lie down 
you see this life that i’m living
through, sound waves and vintage filtered pictures
but make no mistake oh
this message wont break mold

i could never tell u that i’m home 
id rather spent nights on the road
walking outside of the lines alone
and they’ll say you’re outta control 

objective so confusing 
still find my self cruising
this adventure so amusing
want for you
the best is all that i want for you not what i know

what i know
what i know
yeah i would talk more but i’d rather just see the seeds grow
 
i cant show u what i could do if i believed in myself more coz i already do

nothin to prove 
but nothing to lose
the setup is fucked but what can you do 
except choose
theres no wrong but thats up to you

our adventure

our adventure (taylor morgan x flesh) music video link in bio

lyrics

a long time ago there was hope in my eyes
but now i just see whats in front of me
n if im not awake can u open my eyes?
n try to make me wake up manually

and those boys on ur phone seem nice
but do they make you songs whenever they see u cry?
i swear on my life that im trying
just wait for july
theyll be lining up to hear me outside
theyll be lining up to hear me outside

stop talking if this bottles my last drink i wanna make it count
i seem to think better when theres no one around
all i need is a smoke and the sun down
then i can make you proud
kid dont want fame he wants the riches
his wife and not the bitches
drunken swashbuckler im singing to the fishes
n i know when i die no one will listen but the mrs.
like woah
i traded all my friends for some peace of mind
i cant go outside tonight im busy making rhymes
but u dont need to worry baby girl im fine
its just one of those nights

and those boys on ur phone seem nice
but do they make you songs whenever they see u cry?
i swear on my life that im trying
just wait for july
theyll be lining up to hear me outside
theyll be lining up to hear me outside

drunken sailors shanty (jacob vallen)

track #4 in upcoming ep, "holistic" <33 ik its different, so lmk if yall like !!

bitch i'm a ☆ like the movies
try to remove me, turn into one of my groupies
u couldnt tool me
bitch i'm a ☆ like the movies
runnin up hunnids n fuck up sum paper like loose leaf
love me or lose me

i got a blunt n my 2 piece
smoking doobies like i'm scooby
fightin off demons like hyoudou but she bad as fuck like meguri
high as fuck like im soaring
hit a lick i aint sorry
ice littering when we pouring
bitter bish u been boring
literacy get to reading hits piecing up and send em back snoring 
could flick a wrist and no chiropractic but her back bent by the morning 
plus a bag spent by tomorrow
dont have time for u to borrow
and u could never do it like me
balance your acts like a tightrope
price on my feet pay yo rent
ez, made for this bish call me ken
sk slide easily onna beat 
like pay a fee you is not getting in
only here to hop onna wave/wav
bitch okay
weak flow bullshit, u talking ole
all the spit off my head
could solo niggas from off top of the stage~

bitch i'm a ☆ like the movies
try to remove me, turn into one of my groupies
u couldnt tool me
bitch i'm a ☆ like the movies
runnin up hunnids n fuck up sum paper like loose leaf
love me or lose me

(^^all of that was ironically written bc i am very much self conscious and absolutely am NOTTTT "running up hunnids" or a star :3 ts got me feeling like tecca man wtf)

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middleman (killmeamnesia)

prod. secre swallowtail x heyrick
feat. casperrr & shizukesa.
art. my friends cat LOL

lyrics:

(please just tell me now, that you would hear the sound, of my voice calling out, so that i can be found)

and i can feel my heart sink in the rain now
so cold thinkin that i might breakdown
feelin lost, feelin lonley, and nobody’s around
and in this storm the waters rising and i think i might drown
please just tell me now, that you would hear the sound
of my voice calling out, so that i can be found

please just tell me now, that you would hear the sound
of my voice calling out, so that i can be found
but no matter how many times i might scream
it doesn’t mean ur any closer to finding me
so now ur looking for a ghost
just give up you’ll never be close

(please just tell me now, u r looking for a ghost)

(caspy)

nana~
can you help me now
pick me up from the ground
i hate loving in doubt
cuz that's when shit goes south

used to look for some1 like u
now i don't have a clue 
of what the fuck i should
to try and forget u

(shizu)

thoughts fadin like the blood on my palm
she saying shit the same well bitch im already gone
guess all the friends change
cuz they dk what im on
suicidal lil prick im jus a dick of a cunt
just a pussy n**** i quit talkin
steady smoking until hittin coughin
ion need help 2 know im the problem
bullet to the dome woulda solved em
only fuck around inside of FL but by next album im offing me
and honestly, been so sick of the calling me
like fuck out of my head

my heart sinks in the rain w/ casperrr & shizukesa. (secre swallowtail x hey rick)

𝚏𝚒𝚕𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚜 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚍

prod by. @domesticsoul

'tiedyed' ep
10/27

thank you for being here. 
take care

(it's way too damn bright out)
i know
it's always i don't know
idk, idk, i don't..

i feel the worst
reheat the burns
shoot down the birds
show me you hurt
care bout me less
don't feel distressed
don't recollect, proclaim me as dead
i'm recondite in all of their eyes
believe me, i've tried
the fuck would i lie
line after line, tongue's getting dry
water to hydrate
my subconscious, it migrates
fluttered past in the writing
eating less carbohydrates
sleeping less got me dying
note and pens all that i see
in a cold sweat from the sights seen
sights seen..
i don't wanna do no sightseeing, no..

every day means less than the last
always puttin off, task after task
just to grasp, 'cause i've heard enough
trash from the last pass back, i'm the burden
i've felt wrong for so long
can't get a word in

rain check;
she told me we should make a reign check
bellow out my frustrations
etching out these elations
now i'm fine, 'till i break, yeah
now i've calmed, feel it in my palms now
a couple scorn clouds
cry a storm out, with no warning
it's important;
you seem to know them 'till you stay foreign
(stay foreign)

so i guess i'll put my trust in the darkness
we talk a lot, bustin' chops over toxins
i hear my thoughts pushing me to be heartless
missin' my shots, wouldn't think i'm a marksman
fuck love, i'm misunderstood
filtering light into words overlooked
i disapprove and rebuke how they're crooked
i just went weak in the knees, now i'm puking

one sunset at a time
another day a new vice
show me you care without dragging your hair
through grease trails and the lice
it must be my mind that's gotten so distant
plenty surround but they always low pitch
or don't get the picture; fragile demeanor
prone to be withered, but never stay with

laugh it off like you always do
no surface shit, up the magnitude
let the ground crack 'till you fall back
from the forecast, as the magma spews
got hot veins and a cold brain
as i fuck up my stability
you can't drown out what's already sunken
i don't want there to be room for me

here we go again
meet another end
reinvent your head like second nature
lose it to a friend, who wasn't quite your friend
people only plead when it's on paper
well how about that
dirty mousepads
unaware of how i got here
did i steer clear, or was i pulled back?

every day means less than the last
always puttin off, task after task
just to grasp, 'cause i've heard enough
trash from the last pass back, i'm the burden
i've felt wrong for so long
can't get a word in

downcast (p. domesticsoul)

静けさ - shizukesa

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[Ｔｉｍｅｌｅｓｓ]
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