Lyrics:

Everyone wants to catch a break
But no one would see to care
How could you never relax at all
If you’re up and ready to go again
Times are strange and it really shows it
For the best it’s time we part ways
Don’t forget for what I’m here for
And don’t forget to who I really am

I’m a vampire, lost in the sunset
I’m a lover, lost in paradise
No one loves me for the way I look
And I guess it shouldn’t even matter now

I’m a vampire, lost in the west coast
Wanting to go home, back to the Midwest
Why’d it matter when it’s warmer here
And I really want to see the stars now

Smiles are really hard to make
When I’m always sad and so depressed
Here I am just thinking all the days
Of memories so washed in time
Here I go once again in the turmoil
Laying here to rest with my demons
Forget all the thoughts that is seen here
And really know to who I really am here

Scriptures From Vampires

Scriptures From Vampires (prod. Bytheswitch X Jkei)

At the end of it all (prodXcobalt)

Mixed, Mastered and Produced by Crizzy White

Tipping the bottle back
I might just go and yack
Better yet I might attack
Come with a tech
I say 9 for the set
They getting upset 
But they bitches get wet 
Wetter than ocean
Causing commotion 
Im in Bermuda
While sipping this potion 
It was an open 
But fuck it I fill it
I don't need opposing 

I swear that I'm goated
I'm heartless and zoning
She tell me she love me
I do not condone it
I feel like I'm floating 
When riding this ocean 
I cannot surf
But I'm riding a wave when I flow it
I'm ghosting these bitches 
Like I'm danny phantom 
I'm wiping a random 
He talking that shit 
I might clown him on camera 
Might down him on camera
She down on her knees
When she blowing like candle
I'm humping that back 
Now I look a camel 
I smoke him like camel 
Black out the night 
Like I'm wiping enamel
Switching out clips 
Like a channel 
I fuck that bitch 
In her sandles 
Too much to handle
Can't stand on her toes
So she bending it over
I'm pulling her closer 
I hit from the back 
She aint keeping composure 
I hit from the back 
Cause she ain't see my face
And I'm so disappointed 
In shit that I make 
And I know I'm not sober 
My body gon shake 
And I'm feeling disjointed
When riding this wave
And I couldn't be saved 
I shouldn't be saved 
I'm lost in Bermuda
I'm losing my way 
And I haven't been sober 
In weeks fuck a day 
And I know that it's over 
When she texting "k"
She said that it's over 
But she on her way

Grah grah
I know where he stay 
Grah grah 
I make it spray 
Twelve hundred rounds 
To his muffuckin face 
Don't give a shit 
I might catch me a case
I'm off the vodka
And juice 
And I'm getting loose
I might catch me a body 
Got nothing to lose
Might hit it in doggy
To watch her caboose
I might send you a vid
Of your girl sucking too
He hating I rip em in two ay
He hating I go to his room ay
He saying that it wasn't true ay
But bitch I ain't call for a truce ay
I leave him grayer than goose ay
Slide on his block like it's Toosie 
Bitch I been angry since Tuesday 
Bitch I been told I got mood swings

Yeah yeah
Bitch I been told I got mood swings
Yeah yeah
Bitch I been told I got mood swings 
Man everyday it's the fucking same shit
It's the same shit
It's the same people hitting you up and hating bro
Fuck em all

They talking lights camera
But they never seeing the action 
I ball in this shit like it's practice 
And they all reacting 
Like Dontai and Khalid
Cause God did me dirty 
But I made it happen 
So pray for the opp
If he lackin
Cause I might go bag him
This baggage is heavy 
But guap is still stacking
Might buy out my sadness
Like it was a loan 
Now they watching it happen 
I blow on my own
His girlys cheek clappin
I'm blowing my load 
And I cum in that hoe
Now he raising my kid on the low damn
I made her white like a snowman
She told me she ain't got no man
I told her to post me on that gram
But she ain't gon tag on my @ man
Watch him react like he Actman
I hide in that shadow like Batman
She look so pretty jasmine
She riding my carpet Aladdin
Bitch I just wanted a lap dance 
Bitch I might hit up your bad friends 
Snitches they rot in my casket 
I'm in Bermuda held captive
I might get loose and go savage

Lost In Bermuda

Guitar by Danny Adventure
Rest of Production by Crizzy White
Mixed by Crizzy White, notahero, teddyboi
Vocals by Crizzy White, notahero, teddyboi
Mastered by Crizzy White

Hook (Crizzy White)
And the last time
That we spoke
You said that I could find you 
Never saw you but I know
Hidden Atoll
That's where I'll go 
That's where I'll find you 
I know
That's where I'll find you
I hope
You're gone in the wind
And I'm stuck here 
Weeks blow by twice 
Like it's one dear 
And it's not clear 
If I'll come back 
I've got no fear 
If I go too fast

Verse 1 (Crizzy White)
Searched the whole world and I still can't find you
Since you've been gone the only thing that I'd like to do
Is be with you
'Cause our love is true

Verse 2 (notahero)
I pray this ain't the last time that we ever speak
I promise that I'll show you what I'm hiding underneath 
The pressure boils the saddles in my knees
Or in my feet woah
Woah
We established that we love each other so we don't gotta keep lying 
My best friend's named alcohol he steps in cold nights 
And you fall asleep but I'm the one thats dreaming 
And I fuck up everything but you're the one that's leaving
Don't look at me I got bed head 
Why'd you leave my text read
I wake up to messages
But I wake up an addict
So I wake up a mess and 
You called me up
So I feel less than everybody
So I'm thinking bout... 

Hook (Crizzy White + *notahero*)
*And the last time
That we spoke*
You said that I could find you 
Never saw you but I know
Hidden Atoll
That's where I'll go 
That's where I'll find you 
I know
That's where I'll find you
I hope
You're gone in the wind
And I'm stuck here 
Weeks blow by twice 
Like it's one dear 
And it's not clear 
If I'll come back 
I've got no fear 
If I go too fast

Verse 3 (teddyboi)
Cause when I met you baby
I didn't ever think
You'd be what I'm singing about 
I'm attached and I don't know if I should love it or hate it
But baby yeah i’ve been waiting on you
Cause even Crizzy told me this love is true
Crying in your lap like baby what did I do
Hidden in plain sight, you’re one for two 
Been obsessed ever since I started wanting you
It's been a hidden atoll
Told everybody I know
This last summer was cold
It's getting warmer for sure
We break apart to endure
I piece it back now it’s yours
I put a lock on the door
You never leave it I swore

Hidden Atoll w/ notahero & teddyboi

Mixed, Mastered and Produced by Crizzy White

It's only getting harder just to feed for myself
Clams shrimp fish and the water nothing else
Everything that sells only fucks my mental health
All the dead fish in the water couldn't help 
Swim swim swim swim 
In the water till it droughts 
Fins rip quicker than you'd think 
And then we drown 
Dead fish in the water all around 
Dead fish never swim from the ground
Look I made it out 
Tell the town
I'm not drowning anymore bitch 
All those gills were a lie
All the fish fucking died
Couldn't breathe in the ocean 
All the salt in the wounds 
All the dreams came true 
And I couldn't be more pissed
Sailor tales bout the hell
In the water came truer than we all wished 
Go fish
Go fish little bitch 
Yes I'm toxic 
I'm a monster to the public 
Like the lochness 
I'm abusive to the water
Choke on my dick 
Sunken treasure in my brain
Need a lock pick
Fucking unlock it
Fucking unlock it
Couldn't ever clock it
You don't know me
And my feelings to be honest 
I was on the run from my coffin
Two steps backwards 
Arms crossed when they locked it

Resurface 
Land ho
Resurface 
All on my own
Resurface 
Land ho
Resurface 
All on my own

Sorry to the town that I burnt down 
Sorry to my fans cause I'm burnt out 
I could fly higher with the birds now
But I looked at the offer and I turned down 
Sorry to the people that I once knew 
Sorry to the people that I once used 
The water looked calmer than without you
So I just went solo when I swam through 
High tide low tide
Finna cross sides 
Finna switch lines
Switch it to my own mind 
By time
Beaches made for suicide 
Can't lie
It was looking good in moonlight 
Stars shine then they melt in the motion 
Broken boy just a toy that's the notion 
But I told Adriana that it's bullshit 
Now look where she is in the ocean 
I don't know where I swear I searched every square foot 
And you don't care back at square one and I'm bare foot
And I tread the water bed full of glass that you've broken 
Couldn't even throw away a bit of waste so you toss it in the ocean 
It ain't floating 
Dead fish do but they're nothing like my potion 
And it's potent 
All the bullshit 
Lying to myself
If you noticed 

A Couples Casket was this waterbed I laid to rest 
The Shadow Realm had taught me that I'm wasting breathe 
Homelander my falsetto that I made in stress
I spent twenty years alive Living With Regret

Resurface 
Land ho
Resurface 
All on my own
Resurface 
Land ho
Resurface 
All on my own
Resurface 
Land ho
Resurface 
All on my own
Resurface 
Land ho
Resurface 
All on my own

Dead Fish (Resurface)

music video

jeep_whip (mend)

Produced, mixed and mastered by Crizzy White 

If only you knew what I thought of you 
I got sum to prove
I wish that you knew 
Something in my system got me so confused 
Now I got the blues
I'm never in the mood

You say it's self abuse
I call it subterfuge
Ohh
You know I couldn't choose
Pick an Avenue 
Ohh

Switch lanes 
No games 
We can play this time 
My brain 
Just hate 
I can't make my mind 
Cause when you touch me I feel ever deeper
If she leaves then I'm gonna need her
I stab my gut and then I pour with cedar
Twiggy body I been falling steeper

You say it's self abuse
I call it subterfuge
Ohh
You know I couldn't choose
Pick an Avenue 
Ohh

Don't touch me 
I'm ugly 
If you want me then you'd have me
You don't love me
I'm just so obsessed 
And I'm losing breath 
Staring at you perfect angel 
I've been feeling stressed 
Tried my best to make you happy that ain't happen did it 
See my face you wanna slap yeah please just admit it
I shouldn't start this game if I knew we would never finish 
My returns diminished 
Plagued by my own codependence 

You say it's self abuse
I call it subterfuge
Ohh
You know I couldn't choose
Pick an Avenue 
Ohh

SUBTERFUGE

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: shxdy808
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[Chorus]
take my life in the night, let me die right 
dont disturb me, im at peace, so its alright
know she been worried bout me, i cant think about that right now

she asked me why im sad, i said baby ion really know
something in my brain keeps me feeling like im all alone
tried to kill myself a couple times but you already know
wish i had guts to put a bullet through my fucking skull

[Verse]
wish i didnt feel like this
wish i didnt feel like shit

wake up in the morning, i dont even wanna fucking breathe
feelin like im sick i dont really wanna eat a thing
i feel like a dick i hurt everyone surrounding me
they say im depressed but i think its just how i be

cuz i could be fine, its all fine for about a week
nothing going wrong in my life, nothing worrying
next week im done n it all switches up on me
i hate everyone n they dont wanna talk to me 

so can you

[Chorus]
take my life in the night, let me die right 
dont disturb me, im at peace, so its alright
know she been worried bout me, i cant think about that right now

she asked me why im sad, i said baby ion really know
something in my brain keeps me feeling like im all alone
tried to kill myself a couple times but you already know
wish i had guts to put a bullet through my fucking skull

guts [Prod. shxdy808]

lyrics ⬇️

it’s been cold out
and I been here alone
yea
i been here alone
and you don’t check ur phone now

i just hear the tone but I don’t wanna hear it no

you got me by the throat
knowing what I’ve done with you its so hard to go
i know it’ll show when I walk up in the room
implode and choke
cuz you cant stand the view 
I know I know

I’ve often been the rude one in ur life
but I’m offering solutions to make it right

your life is full of gratitude is that a lie
only if they knew a thing or two of what we do at night

it’s not so nice it’s not a crime but I know that I shouldn’t do it y
they say I should go to therapy but I already do it
i know what it’s like to bury everything cuz I been thru it
multiple the opportunities I lose I can’t control it
honestly I think it’s pride that’s over doing my influence 
everyday I’m getting by but how idk i have been clueless

let me close my eyes then I’ll prove it
my whole life a lie 
make me feel stupid




I know theyll be laughing in the background
came close but never really got attached how
i really meant to and i wish that i got it right
maybe this the problem why i cant sleep at night

I know, I know. w/ NAVYXOWER (yunny x cxrter)

i really had nothing better to do today, huh?

real scrimblo hours on the heylee soundcloud(my next song will be a serious release, I promise)

Croc Freestyle

[Opening track for "Death of Me: Number Three" (slated for 2024/2025 release)]

So cut me up
And take a look inside
And can you see through
A beating heart
I want to see
If there's the other side
Awaiting for me
In my dying heart

Breathe in now
And then... turn around!
Feel your fate
Inside your eyes

Let's take a look
Inside the smoke
Let's see the source
And take it with
Retrieve the gold
And set the stone
We've gone alone
Inside demise
We've gone inside
Inside the mold
Of burning ash
And rising flame
I'm going home
This was never right
There's something wrong
We've got to leave
Inside the burning
Of many houses
So many bodies
Turned into char
If this is heaven
Then where is hell
COME SET ME FREE!

So cut me up
And take a look inside
And can you see through
A beating heart
I want to see
If there's the other side
Awaiting for me
In my dying heart

Heart Terminal [+ Alexanderbierk x IOF]

[Est. 2018]

Projects:
Kid Skully [2018-2020, 2024-Now]
Soulfade [2021-Now]

Founder of:
@ghxstcollective [2020-Now]
@solareclipsewav [2022-now]

Associating with:
@timeless-archive, @333collective (2021-2023)

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