nah keep working bro and use less effect feel like u would kill it

Love the beat on this one it puts you in ur feels

THIS HARD ASF TO LISTEN TO 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

when i see him with you it makes my stomach sick 
knowing you use to touch me with those fingertips 
i remember you getting tatted on your wrist 
you held hand and told me "baby we can get through this"

Verse 1

i get sick off walking down the same road again 
use to hold my hand baby you was my bestfriend
now im sitting on this cold floor
i don't know where i am 
i don't know what to aim for 
i walk past café where we use to eat a lot
take the left round the corner because my heart still in shock

when i see him with you it makes my stomach sick 
knowing you use to touch me with those fingertips 
i remember you getting tatted on your wrist 
you held hand and told me "baby we can get through this" x2

viens

rings on my arm, in the ink, and it stings
i remember when u pushed that needle in my skin
can u do it deeper? i wanna feel the pain
I want the ink to stain, and i want this tat to stay

whats the point of holding on if u wont change?
whats the point of bringing light to the bad days?
whats the point of losing sleep on what u might say?
im just doin lines of ket until my mind fades
whats the point of lying, saying that im okay?
and it pains that u will only ever see me as someone thats in ur way

when i see him with you it makes my stomach sick 
knowing you use to touch me with those fingertips 
i remember you getting tatted on your wrist 
you held hand and told me "baby we can get through this" x2

fingertips w/ betweentheviensandi (jolst x me)

mastering and mixing by @j0shiguess
and @autumndropsdead 

Thanks for supporting me guys <33

Tell me everything girl
Here we are but here we go
I can't even sing these songs for her
But here we are

Tell me everything
why you cry in your eyes girl
When I made these sad songs for her
I've all my feed I guess you hate me now for making these sad songs
I don't care about it now I just wanted to tell you i'll never leave you 
But now I have to move on
Moving on is hard but girl remember the times with you
Follow my future wherever that is
Without her i'm a ghost i'm a ghost now
She helps me through my darkness she's my coraline girl
Here we are and here we go

We can help each other from the darkness
These monsters come back to me to hurt me
Will you stay back to fight these monsters with me?
I try my best with these songs but everything is different now
I just want to take you back to the past and close their doors

I wanted to close the doors from the timeline with her without me
I haven't been myself lately
Cus every little bit of memory with her hurts me
I'm on the floor looking at the stars
She hurted me back then but

Here we are and here we go
Sing these songs for every little bit of memory you took from me
and here we are and i'm just gonna die inside my head

I'm sipping on this drink like I don't care
I just wanna sip and get drunk
This last time this last run around
This the last time spaceman's gonna rap or sing
This is the last time girl
I just wanna get rid of these memories I had with you
I just wanna get rid of memory of this shit
Like I can't do this shit no more
I don't even know what the fuck i'm saying anymore

I wish I could go back
Let go of the rope so I collapse
If I were the garden to the rose
Then we show that
You don't need a miracle to grow
I'ma fall flat
Girl I want you so bad

Text back it would give me a sign
That i'm worth but it hurts when you don't reply
All I want's to be heard now i'm losing my mind
Shovel in dirt under my shirt to be one with life

Who knew we wouldn't last?
Guess I felt it all alone
Walking on broken glass
Don't tell me what's up or what is wrong
What did I adore?
Tell you when to focus it's no more
Iced out 10 toes all over the floor
I don't wanna talk baby I just wanna bawl my eyes out
Bawl my eyes out

last spaceman song feat. autumndropsdead (Prod. Voyce x Jkei)

no one can stop me ft. killmesumday *back2thapast + northeastlights*

prod iof <3

are you happy now?

[lyrics:]
i think i dont need you anymore
i think im finally over you
so many times i got ignored
and i didnt know what to do

but now im at the point
i know you werent worth the pain
i got out of the void
and finally found a better way


dont be disappointed 
you wanted it that way
you had another boyfriend
you made me go insane
was it fun to break my heart?
to see me fall apart?

MUSIC VIDEO

you wanted it that way (iof)

lyrics:

Woke up and my eyes hurt
Wanna feel but i’m so numb
Broken hearted till the end
With all these thoughts of you
I’m stuck between loose ends
Just losing all my ways
Forgetting who i really am
And caught up in a blur


I’m here singing all these songs to cope with the pain
I can’t endure this, when can my heart break
Why’d you want to hurt me so bad, that i can’t talk
And i just want to know when can my heart break

I know i feel alone
My only friend i are shadows
A fractured image of myself
Broken paintings left in scars
I’m weeping deep inside
My thoughts are in disarray
I’m hurting can’t you tell
I promise i'm so well

I’m here singing all these songs to cope with the pain
I can’t endure this, when can my heart break
Why’d you want to hurt me so bad, that i can’t talk
And i just want to know when can my heart break

isolation sessions

when can my heart break [+ boyfifty & Gabe Lucas]

Lyrics:

You mesmerize me
Every day and every night
I stay up wide awake
My conscience is breaking
And I don’t know why
Life is like an empty glass
But I guess it’s honest
For what is to face me

Why can’t I do things right
And you know that it’s difficult
Why can’t you see my face
That I’m sad and that you know it

All the way from anywhere
It comes to my intention
My life is my mistake
And I’m one that’s to blame
So I can’t close my eyes
It’s up and stapled wide
The numbness is crushing
Well nothing is fading out

Why can’t I do things right
And you know that it’s difficult
Why can’t you see my face
That I’m sad and that you know it

i'm sad & you know it [+boyfifty]

produced by thersx and luffy

lyrics:
lets take it slow babe
ill do a couple lines, while she sippin rosé
i see your doing better
ive always just been a halfway
a fuckin mistake
another kid to push around who digs his own grave

the voices talkin, bass is bumpin
junked out, im feelin nothin
crack a smile, my blood is pourin
i took a pill, then crushed the other
i cry for help, i guess im muffled
down in luck, ill fuckin crumble
pain wont stop, ill take another
i pick my skin, there's something under

but you're never impressed
i give my all love
im tired of being so stressed
but fuck my health ima mess
i wont rest till my death is washing over me
washing over me

but now im seeing clearly
addicted to your feeling
and i can't write no songs
when all my thoughts lead straight to envy
i try to fucking run but there's this feeling i cant hide
im fighting with temptation put my life up on the line
i put my life up on the-

spotify

rosé

A place to escape
 changes I cant face
things that I cant change. 

@ilovesoruto

a place in my mind(ft.Soru)[prod.Splashgvng]

mixed/mastered by me
art by 4gettr
prod tied for silver 


Lyrics:

i hope you never find out from me, 
just exactly who i am cause i dont want you to leave
i think its clear to see the lack of efficacy
and your decisions clearly have an effect on me
yea i just wanna see you, im sick of only phone calls
i really miss the feelin of your skin without your clothes on
im sorry that i said that oh the medicine makes me go off
and if tied for silver made then you know its gonna blow up

i been in my head i got some shit i cant decide now
tell me to my face baby come fuck around and find out
and if you told me sooner maybe my heart wouldnt be dried out
and baby much like you i think i'd like to be tied down

all this time's let me see
that what i thought was wrong was really comin from me
and with this space in between
if its you and i then i think i'd like to dream

i hope you never find out from me, 
just exactly who i am cause i dont want you to leave
i think its clear to see the lack of efficacy
and your decisions clearly have an effect on me
yea i just wanna see you, im sick of only phone calls
i really miss the feelin of your skin without your clothes on
im sorry that i said that oh the medicine makes me go off
and if tied for silver made then you know its gonna blow up

i feel insecure about us (tied for silver)

drained of color (24/7) [prod. wisssery]

In my head looking for a friend who looks like heaven sent 
Terrified of losing them 
But can’t go on with keeping them fit

Toxins, that I know are basically ruing your life 
Said that you would stop a couple hundred times 

You’re Dope sick, you ain’t worth it 
I can see it your eyes 
Wasn’t meant to make you cry 

Might dig you a grave I’m being honest 
Went to your parents for help, I’m uninvited 

Toxins fill your head I'm tired 
Recently I been uninspired 

These days the streets fill with violence 
Terrified but so inviting 

Smoke in the air 
I got thoughts in my head about what’s truly there 
Am I supposed to be here??

In my head looking for a friend who looks like heaven sent 
Terrified of losing them 
But can’t go on with keeping them fit

Toxins, that I know are basically ruing your life 
Said that you would stop a couple hundred times 

You’re Dope sick, you ain’t worth it 
I can see it your eyes 
Wasn’t meant to make you cry 

Might dig you a grave I’m being honest 
Went to your parents for help, I’m uninvited 

Toxins fill your head I'm tired 
Recently I been uninspired 

These days the streets fill with violence 
Terrified but so inviting

last spaceman song feat. autumndropsdead (Prod. Voyce x Jkei)

SpaceManNick

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JoshIGuess

terrible music

sammy hearteyes

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