I made a vent animation w/ this song on YT

This is beautiful, this song made me empathize for my sister since we got separated, things got out of hand back then and our situation is still pretty awkward because i honestly lost most part of myself or made myself so much that i’m so far away

@with3rx
@1yugenn
@misoo74



見つめないで
im sitting in ur room and tryna think of what to say
my mind is going blank
i tried to treat this life just like a game
now i dont wanna play
tryna figure out wtf happened to me
離れないで
dont act like u dont know i see it in ur face
i get so high i wonder if i'll sober in a day
i used to be  the 1 u tripped me up i fell in 2nd place
wtf happened to me?

another day its nothing new im a NEET
it feels like everybody's picking u over me
i get too high and i cant stand on my feet
is it really how u want this to be?
im just trying not to stumble or fall
im ignoring every text every call
i try to figure if its worth it at all
i try to figure if its worth it
bc i failed before i started
it didn't work out, at least i didn't try my hardest
walk up in the store swipe my card and tell em charge it
dirty drugs and shoes and my Miharas on the carpet
bc i failed before i started
it didn't work out, at least i didn't try my hardest
fucked it up again and now im begging for your pardont
fuck me up again i didn't think it would be harmless

wtf (@with3rx + @misoo74 + @1yugenn)

instrumental by @emorave
vocals/mix/chops by me 

[ Lyrics ]

SELECT MY HEART
AND TRY TO SEND IT THRU THE SCREEN

ITS LOST WHEN SENT
UR NEVER GETTING WHAT I MEAN

ITS EITHER YOU
OR THOUGHTS OF HARMING ME
THATS FILLING UP MY DREAMS

AND IT NEVER ENDS, I THINK
IM HERE 
JUST WAITING FOR 
THE BLEEDING TO STOP

( Stop )
( I Think )
( Bleeding Never Ends )
( Stop )
( You’re Harming Me )

U SAID U LIKED ME
BUT U DONT 
CUZ IM A PSYCHO

YOU CHANGED YOUR MIND
LIKE WHAT YOU SAID
WAS JUST A TYPO 

IT MAKES SENSE
CUZ I COULD NEVER BE UR TYPE

I TRY TO TELL MYSELF TO STOP
BUT THINK ABOUT U EVERY NIGHT 


IM NOTHING NEW 
U PROBABLY GOT A QUICK REPLACEMENT 

MY WORDS ARE WASTED
YOU FORGET MY FUCKING STATEMENTS

I KNOW THESE THINGS
BUT STILL YOU MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE

AND WHEN U ASK ME WHY I CARE
ITS SOMETHING 
I JUST CANT DESCRIBE

( Im nothing new)
( Im nothing new )
( My words are wasted )
( On you )

[ @spazzteamonline ]

select my heart

all audio by me / coverart also by me

🠟 lyrics 🠟

In each attempt...

Your symbol laid in the view of my path

And with every step that I took, with deft

If you weren’t beside me, I knew it wouldn’t be the last

Where do you believe were from?
And where do you think we’ll go, from here?

I wanna hear it all from you,
So tell me how you feel...

Don’t act like you know how this will go,

Will you leave me alone, when I need you close?

I knew
You see
Through me

I knew you could see through me...

You see some things that i cant see
Ohhh

Although sometimes,
You tire my mind

Im worried sick
Will she survive?

Just one more night
Just one more try

To grab this rope
Attempt to climb

Its yours to take
Your choice, not mine

Its not the end
You still have time

I see you’re trying for yourself this time,
And thats a better start

Trust me, no matter where we are
I'll hold your voice inside my heart.

Well, do you care if I bring it up?

Your presence weighs on me and its tough to look away

And when I sing of something else...

You keep on coming up,
No matter what i say...

Ohhh,
Well maybe thats okay

Where do you believe were from?
And where do you think we’ll go, from here?

I wanna hear it all from you,
So tell me how you feel...

Don’t act like you know how this will go,

Will you leave me alone, when I need you close?

I knew you could see through me

"caring hurts, but i cant turn it off..."

in grey

another bladee cover fuck u

prod ME!

cover of: https://soundcloud.com/bladee1000/gatekeeper-prod-f1lthy

gatekeeper

NOW ON SPOTIFY 
https://open.spotify.com/track/4RLuPXDBrihzYqlZWUovw0?si=0b2b136c3b464c12

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d_kMBavXTEQ
@freddieskinz
MDM exclusive <3 
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Take A Picture +Freddie Skinz [Augury]

this song is very sentimental and important to me.

song is coproduced by me and @gl0wrm, 
im really proud of the synthy part before my verse in the middle. 
everything about this song is beautiful and somber to me, and it always tugs at my heart. i hope you enjoy!

lyrics

[ intro @gl0wrm ]

all that I wanted
I’m feeling honest
All out of debt, clean me
all out of hope
run,

getting fucked up
I’m me
And imma hear what you on
want from me,
a reason to love?
I-
imma wait out loud
sorry,
imma waste my mouth
i’m late,
imma waste my own on you

inside your head
can you help fill my heart
beside of aid,
I’ll carry ur hell
i'll feel it all

[ verse @sprigtek ]

open your mouth
and let the words spill off your tongue
ill wait for anything
you have to say
open your mind
and let your preconceptions run into the ground
for good
my time is yours to keep
on almost any day
so take me, if u would

Until the sky falls on our heads
Until the ground below below our feet diminishes
Until i lie beside you dead
Until our visions are so fleeting
that we cant see right behind
or right ahead

[ outro @gl0wrm ]

all that I wanted
I’m feeling honest
All out of debt, clean me
all out of hope
run,

getting fucked up
I’m me
And imma hear what you on
want from me,
a reason to love?
I-
imma wait out loud
sorry,
imma waste my mouth
i’m late,
imma waste my own on you

inside your head
can you help fill my heart

who wants flowers when theyre dead? + gl0wrm

@pradaaslife @bydion @lewisgoing @ogbrayam

No straws ft. Dion (prod. lewisgoing & brayam)

empty wrappers
free will
well advance at the side
oh so fond of relief
one extreme at my right
to the left is the other
and neither of them do
what i can when i have
my treats and my glue

my my my my my
glue
it keeps it keeps it keeps

my glue
it keeps me together
Its nothing specific
the weight bears the weather
it could be a pill
it could be a powder
it could be a habit, a way to make me feel louder

my my my my my
glue

a sanctuary is what i need for relief
it could be ur place or somewhere thats inbetween 
the morals and conscience that I fall in and fall out of
whats there at the bottom is something that i call my glue

my glue
it keeps it keeps it keeps
mymymymy glue
my glue

my glue (silver)

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@buffalobang 
@bigdog30k
@d1vwv
@mrbeann

master & cover art : @buffalobang 

i swear.. i dont think its fair
i been working everyday by now i thought id be somewhere
i swear.. i dont like it here
why they controll me like a puppet and its puppeteer
you say you tide you aint tide
youre like the worst kinda guy
got bno show tonight lets try to be there on time
2 am hit the store cop a drink cus were bored
shared a bed with taher couldnt sleep cus he snored

buffalobang x d1v - i Swear (prod taher x bigdog30k)

cryptid (w/ tonser)

@spazzteamonline
production credits are in every song description <3
most of my songs are self produced or co-produced

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