charlottes web (mental emphasis)

prod @wh0d
@emorave

sorry ive been such a let down
barred in the greyhound
bad dog stay down
i dont wanna play now
i lay fucking face down
8 grams i dont feel the same now (feel the same now)
i got bad habits watch me break down
pissed off wanna blow my brains out
Margiela waist down
stuck i wanna break out
i dont think u get it
no one really gets it
i do shows i got set lists
last but i rep it
get in on the guest list
push n pull i like being reckless
shut me down sorry i suggested
felt way too good so i wrecked it
want it so i kept it
i really regret this

ik that im fine but r u fine too
im never sober im not in the mood
baby what have i got to do 
to get it thru 2 u
that u r losing me
ik its over
tell me something come closer
i will never be sober
we'll go thru this over n over again
cut me off tell me that we r not friends
over and over again
ive come too close
never again

never again ft emorave

senses & inssekt - sick (lovbug sg37)

mv - https://youtu.be/6mP-GZBCNTY

prod. @cyberprojection1

ich bin addicted zu den rax, du kannst nicht zahlen dann hast du pech
ich mach mein uhh im internet, sag mir warum bist du upset
sag mir warum bist du ein kek, warum ist deine music ass
warum bitest du mein swag, wir sind und waren niemals the same

diese leben fickt meinen kopf, jeden tag auf andern dr*gs
ich fuck up ich denk nicht nach, ich hab roxy in meinem cup
ich lauf rum doch bin nicht wach, ich must hustlen in der nacht
mir egal ob ich das darf, fuck ich habs einfach gemacht

keine ahnung wer du bist und ich wills auch nicht wissen
ich bin so locked in, ja ich kann einfach nicht missen
es ist wiew es ist, aber nicht wies sein soll
ja ich take die risks, guck zu wie ich highroll

upset (cyberprojection) mv in desc

last chance + inssekt, mint (mental)

prod @rubbishrubbish
-
live a spider web full of lies
take this pill n have a good time
roll a j when i wanna cry
i relapse when i wanna die
stay away she prone to suicide
she'll get in your mind huh
you'll be wasting time huh
crazy im alive 
u dont wan say goodbye
this shit never crossed my mind
act like im fine 

act like im okay
i dont make u feel safe so ill stay away
tryna kick the pills thats why i been stayin awake
no one here to save
me so i cant stay
friendships fade away
holup bouta roll a j
gelato in my brain
it make me insane
but i gotta numb the pain  
i been on them pills again
at least not the ones for pain

watch out you'll get cut so dont save her
she'll kill herself so do urself a favour
distance urself you'll thank me for it later
crazy girls always hurt so don't date her

im so depressed
im such a victim
of my own self
i want you to save me
i think i need help
cant do it by myself
really tried to kill myself
hate my behavior

oh theres no savior
ill do it later
im such a hater
cant stop, complainer
might see you later
have to be different
they gotta change her
give up permission

add up, addition
i cannot listen
im so resistant
youre all just figments
look up i did it
look up im winning
wanna be different
lucy my sibling

i cant stop sinning
stay in these rhythms 
want perfect image
at least im living
ha ha not kidding
look at my lifestyle
its so appealing
feel safe no feeling

i know whats wrong/now i know whats wrong

crazy girls prod. rubbish

prod me

>lyryx<

how tf did i kno
tht everything was gonna blow
its tht fkn feeling when ur broke
look ahead n u nvr find a home

when ur lost 
gotta make ur own path
take the loss 
but bby dont b sad
check the cost
n i can only laugh
all i want
is 2 take it back

everyday comes a wave of emotions
bottle up til u break somn open
i hope som1 takes notice
i dont pray but i still keep hoping

i said u dont evr listen when u need2
i said u cant c the vision but ill c it thru
i said if my position is beneath u
i think u aint livin how u mean 2

how tf did i kno
tht everything was gonna blow
its tht fkn feeling when ur broke
look ahead n u nvr find a home

when ur lost 
gotta make ur own path
take the loss 
but bby dont b sad
check the cost
n i can only laugh
all i want
is 2 take it back

𝓱Ø𝔀𝐓ⓕ𝓭Ɨ𝓭ƗⓀ𝐍Ø𝔀 ???

This song is really meaningful to me and marks my move from NYC to Denver
Produced by me and @youshowedmewhatloveis 
thank you for the guitar!!

lyrics

[@sprigtek]

There was Peace before…
Can we go back
our world is waning, 
I’ve been feeling trapped
With these memories
Breakfast and tea
Movies we watched
And the way you held me
Everyones leaving
How can one last?
Its awfully uncommon
Given my past

Cranberry oatmeal
Watching you read
Books that I gave you
and books you gave me

Friends you had shown me
Ones ill forget
Biding my time in a half empty bed

In a Forest of trees without leaves
at a corner where we used to meet
at a flower shop, flipping a coin,
at the airport, missing the point.

[@youshowedmewhatloveis]

am i wasting my breath?
it starts to feel like it i guess 
let the words spill out my chest
i wish we could lie here instead
(ooohhh)
it wont be long and u know 
i claw at my skin and it shows 
(just) a break in my step not a fall
though not far from the ground below

i scratched my arms ceaselessly
u blame it on my compulsivity 
but then say something sweet 
and everything disappears around me

[both @sprigtek and @youshowedmewhatloveis]
so ill take some time 
with you to watch the world spin around 
while we still can

end

missing the point + gosha

senses - victim (avast)

ft @inssekt
prod @dep4rted

@stellathepixie
dont remember who i was
violins singing, bringing bad bad luck to me
and think i loved you once
sky falling down, ima go down easily 

so much for havin fun
when i grow up, ima flex until im free
truth is i miss you a lot
ima get caught, cos ur bad bad company

stay alright
gonna bloom rest of my life 
and you dont try to be nice
gonna leave and i wont say goodbye
tonight...

i know that youre gonna tell me im
bad bad bad
afterlyfe
and none of this will burden me
bad bad bad
alive for life

@inssekt
i miss ur touch
i miss ur love
im a loser
i know that much
i jus dropped a pill it felt like ur hug

ur warm embrace 
keeps me out the shade
dont think that im movin on but this is feels great
its the calm before the storm eventually ill break

i break out
girl i thought that u were different
forever wanna live it
as long as u r with me...

bad company ft. inssekt (dep4rted)

It doesn't matter when you vote

@spazzteamonline
production credits are in every song description <3
most of my songs are self produced or co-produced

missing the point + gosha

sprigtek

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