h8 today [shinjin]

nothing 2 u ft. gl0wrm & mental「emotionals」

i produced this beat almost two years ago 
using a guitar sample from ichika nito

chops / second vox by @gl0wrm

p.s this is my first song w the spazzteam tag hehe

🠟 lyrics 🠟

[ verse 1 : @sprigtek ]

metal rings 
sharpened teeth
take a bite of me

why am i terrified 
i just wanna bleed 

wanting to escape
every place i see

i cant heal cuz i mix up my wants and needs 

metal rings 
sharpened teeth
take a bite of me

why am i terrified 
i just wanna bleed 

wanting to escape
every place i see

i cant heal cuz i mix up my wants and needs 
-

Didn’t wanna face the truth 
Now i know im hated by you

I dont wanna make it through this
I just wanna start one new

Didn’t wanna face the truth 
Now i know im hated by you


I dont wanna make it through this
I just wanna start one new

Ask me whats wrong
i Cant really answer 
I dont wanna get into it now
So i 
put my head down 
doesn’t fucking matter 
Is this really 
how im getting through it with you

Ask you whats wrong
dance around the answer 
Sick of feeling like im in a fight 
So i put my head down
doesn’t fucking matter
is this really how im getting through it with you

guilty little pill
i cant deal
with the side effects 

and if looks could kill
id be dead 
i see your regret

[ verse 2 : @gl0wrm ]

((( unknown )))

[ @spazzteamonline ]

everything thats wrong + gl0wrm

@daybattt @gl0wrm

can u tell me where the time went
i think ive seen u in my dreams we sat in silence
we walked thru ruins til we made it 2 the highlands
then u left so suddenly and never looked back no
whyd our love turn into violence
id take a shot to the face just to drop my eyelids
i didnt walk in your room ik u were crying
not even a glimpse u left to show
to show you cared at all
your eyes a sanctuary, but ik tht i cant trust again

Violence + gl0wrm

@820 (nosgov)
@plasticgirl1 (me)
produced by rezlaine
art by @sonicofriend on insta

*nosgov*
i cannot give it up
i already got the taste of it
i cannot give it up

i cannot give it up
cuz i already got the taste of it
so i just rather stay inside
and wait for your hint

ill just wait for a gift
i dont need your empathy
acting like you made it
boy you know you a copy

i cant fucking stand it
everyones so different in person
why your fucking life
gotta be just an impression

*rezlaine*
why your fucking life
gotta be just an impression
youre so lonely
youre not like me
you cannot b like me
theres somethin wrong with your vision

why you lie 2 me
i thot you wanted confessions
i wanted affection
all i got was infection
my mind is a weapon
its all i got
when im loosing my brethren

you cut me off when i offered you love
now youre on twitter cryin bout human touch
you hurt yrself more than i can remind you
its gonna take years until i can forget you

youre a fuck up
youre a no1
me n nosgov yeah we fuck it up
you try 2 be like us
but youre just embarssin
why your fucking life gotta b just an impression

impression ft nosgov

another bladee cover fuck u

prod ME!

cover of: https://soundcloud.com/bladee1000/gatekeeper-prod-f1lthy

gatekeeper

this song is very sentimental and important to me.

song is coproduced by me and @gl0wrm, 
im really proud of the synthy part before my verse in the middle. 
everything about this song is beautiful and somber to me, and it always tugs at my heart. i hope you enjoy!

lyrics

[ intro @gl0wrm ]

all that I wanted
I’m feeling honest
All out of debt, clean me
all out of hope
run,

getting fucked up
I’m me
And imma hear what you on
want from me,
a reason to love?
I-
imma wait out loud
sorry,
imma waste my mouth
i’m late,
imma waste my own on you

inside your head
can you help fill my heart
beside of aid,
I’ll carry ur hell
i'll feel it all

[ verse @sprigtek ]

open your mouth
and let the words spill off your tongue
ill wait for anything
you have to say
open your mind
and let your preconceptions run into the ground
for good
my time is yours to keep
on almost any day
so take me, if u would

Until the sky falls on our heads
Until the ground below below our feet diminishes
Until i lie beside you dead
Until our visions are so fleeting
that we cant see right behind
or right ahead

[ outro @gl0wrm ]

all that I wanted
I’m feeling honest
All out of debt, clean me
all out of hope
run,

getting fucked up
I’m me
And imma hear what you on
want from me,
a reason to love?
I-
imma wait out loud
sorry,
imma waste my mouth
i’m late,
imma waste my own on you

inside your head
can you help fill my heart

who wants flowers when theyre dead? + gl0wrm

cause i want you to know
why i been distant so long
and why i dont even show
feel like my thoughts are too strong
i dont want your attention baby

an angel in the snow
the way i cant feel a thing
cause when the world starts to fall
i wanna bleed for my sins

wantu2know

ft. @inssekt
prod. @corpsekittyy
art by instagram.com/rubb3r.d3ck

lyrics:

@sif666
my bitch have fun w her wrists watch the knife slit
what’s the point of living life when it’s like this
mdma in my blood i stay high bitch 
not alive 
give a fuck bout the price bitch
when u look into my eyes think i’m lifeless
break that brick down got some dust on my white fit
u cant find this u don’t know this designer
no emotions percocet put my soul to rest
turn me up i wanna die just to forget this shit
dropping pills inside my cup i need another script 
no fuckin thoughts behind my eyes i can’t pretend to care
i live my life like i’m a ghost bitch i was never there

@inssekt
im like fuck it wat i told u
i was offa so much
dont remember wat i told u
i was mixing shit i shouldnt
i wish i could hold u
coming down its   not what i wan go thru
cutting down on shit i need to make myself feel awful
bitch im here u best believe it something like a novel
takin too much powder feel like snowing when i cough up
u take this shit for fun i take this shit just to feel normal
im taking bigger hits jus lean back baby hold my bottle
i dont need no friends becus i think dat im jus better than them
i dont tie no ends because i keep my bridges a;lways open
mdma geeking like girl i love u so much
fuck it i dont need a reason, baby watch me blow up

@sif666
when u look into my eyes think i’m lifeless
break that brick down got some dust on my white fit
u cant find this u don’t know this designer
no emotions percocet put my soul to rest
turn me up i wanna die just to forget this shit
dropping pills inside my cup i need another script 
no fuckin thoughts behind my eyes i can’t pretend to care
i live my life like i’m a ghost bitch i was never there

spotify

ghost + inssekt

This song is really meaningful to me and marks my move from NYC to Denver
Produced by me and @youshowedmewhatloveis 
thank you for the guitar!!

lyrics

[@sprigtek]

There was Peace before…
Can we go back
our world is waning, 
I’ve been feeling trapped
With these memories
Breakfast and tea
Movies we watched
And the way you held me
Everyones leaving
How can one last?
Its awfully uncommon
Given my past

Cranberry oatmeal
Watching you read
Books that I gave you
and books you gave me

Friends you had shown me
Ones ill forget
Biding my time in a half empty bed

In a Forest of trees without leaves
at a corner where we used to meet
at a flower shop, flipping a coin,
at the airport, missing the point.

[@youshowedmewhatloveis]

am i wasting my breath?
it starts to feel like it i guess 
let the words spill out my chest
i wish we could lie here instead
(ooohhh)
it wont be long and u know 
i claw at my skin and it shows 
(just) a break in my step not a fall
though not far from the ground below

i scratched my arms ceaselessly
u blame it on my compulsivity 
but then say something sweet 
and everything disappears around me

[both @sprigtek and @youshowedmewhatloveis]
so ill take some time 
with you to watch the world spin around 
while we still can

end

missing the point + gosha

isang-araw-(one-day-love).mp3

credits are in every song description, mostly self produced <3