Emo playlist #6

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Upload 08.07.2019

koolll

SATISFIED W/ FRDM

prod. @notmorgn

its been a minute
still no closure
she in my bed no clothes
but im colder
remember 2010
now im much older
remember feeling fine
those days are way over

20 degrees 
30 mph breeze
freezin up my chest
everytime im tryna breathe
why the east so cold like this?
im dead by the way 
don’t need condolences 

chipped black nails pale white skin
i just waste my time tryna learn how to live
chipped black nails pale white skin
i just waste my time tryna learn how to live

i want the push start
i want the bag gotta be goyard
everybody gonna notice 
that i go hard
she got a G string
i ain’t talkin mozart
top off
i ain’t talkin go karts
gotta up my prices
ain’t nobody like this
spent the whole day sleepin
and i dont work a night shift
fuck a 9 to 5 
i don’t fit in that box bitch
song take a couple hours 
but it come out timeless

chipped black nails pale white skin
i just waste my time tryna learn how to live

i was really struggling 
to save my own life
til’ i started typing words 
spent a check on a mic
i really could’ve 
stayed that night
but my perspective all changed 
since all we did was fight

(slowed)

chipped black nails pale white skin
i just waste my time tryna learn how to live

chipped black nails

Listen on Spotify

i just wanna fall in love (prod. reaper)

no samples
prod mix master @93feetofsmoke

video: https://youtu.be/La0kW8IDOa8

lyrics:

nowadays
headache
cold shoulder
getting colder
guess I'm growing older

imma loner
lie and say 
i love her
u dont come over
when your sober

x2

i don't wanna tell you
what I think I about
drugs are longer now
i never leave the house
don't look at me for help
i hate to watch u drown
still tried my best no doubt
like fuck u talking bout??

lie & say i love her

Produced by @williamvanzandt 
Additional Production by Blake Slatkin

//

#SCFirst

Love Me // Leave Me

Leave Me

@demxntia, @indii-g

Sample: CIKI - Baby Crush

Lyrics:
[Verse 1: marc]:
Lost in an ocean
Getting harder tryna stay above the water
Feeling all these emotions
I've been holding onto moments for the moment 
I'm exhausted, pretty penny for your thoughts it'll cost me 
I was looking for myself when i lost you
I was looking for myself when i lost you
when I lost you, yeah
Surrounded by these feelings I drown them in my heart 
I must fight of these demons or they'll tear me apart 
Can you keep all my secrets I hide them in the dark
I don't know where i'm going I've been here from the start

[Hook: demxntia]:
And i am not as confident as i seem
It's just better when i'm saying that i'm living my dream
Everything could fall apart at the end of the seams
But my life don't really matter like it should to me

[Verse 2: Indii G.]:
See i'm reaching up reaching up
Tryna keep my head above the surface
But instead it's like my demons really 
Keeping up keeping up
Tryna find a way out, in the mean time baby 
I'll be puffin indica indica
I might wave goodbye as I sit and watch my life go by like 
A cinema cinema, a cinema cinema
But that's why i'm into you
I wanna pick up the potion 
I wanna get out this ocean 
I wanna put away all my concerns and emotion
By the way though it was really nice to know ya
And I wish i could stay one time 
But i don't see us getting any closer 
Maybe someday i'll say goodbye
To the waves with a final hallelujah

[hook: demxntia]
And i am not as confident as i seem
It's just better when i'm saying that i'm living my dream
Everything could fall apart at the end of the seams
But my life don't really matter like it should to me

Spotify

oceans w/ demxntia & Indii G.

with @guardinmusic @i_x_t_a_i_l_s @sewerperson
prod and mixed: @jakkyboi and @lilpolearm

whatever it takes (feat. guardin & 9tails)

sometimes things just dont work out,
if you wanted me to stay you should know now,
you can tell me anything that you dont doubt,
Park Jefferson in the air while we roll out

cool breeze in her hair got my heart warm,
orange leaves in the air got me lovelorn,
cold fights on the phone make a big storm,
guess ill leave, wanna stay, got my heart torn

when i wake up my bed too big,
sleep in the hole in the grave i dig,
i walk away like i know you did,
turned my back the same time that you hid

some day when we're both alone and lonely,
some day when i want you back to hold me,
think back on all of the things you told me,
miss you feeling like you were my only

Im sorry i ran away
Im sorry i couldnt stay
Im breaking down every day
I know its better this way

can you feel this pain inside
broke inside got me out of my mind
all these days pass by i cry
wanna go back, do it right this time

i been down im so broken
cant stand my hearts been stolen
the way our lives been woven
just makes me sad im frozen

i tried to sleep away my feelings im still sad
i tried to get all of this weight up off my back
i tried to numb all the emotions that i had
i cried and laid in bed for weeks i still feel bad

Im sorry i ran away
Im sorry i couldnt stay
Im breaking down every day
I know its better this way

runaway (prod adjustisac)

familypet - hurt ur feelings

lyrics: genius.com/Softheart-hometown-heartache-lyrics

credits: 
main instrumentation by noah walker, cam quinn, 

some instrumentation sampled from killedmyself

download

Hometown Heartache

PRIP

(LYRICS)   ft @hammy     prod. @droozzzy
ask why im down guess im used to it
walk around the mall wearing raf simons
i wont stay here forever thats sad
scared to show my face yeah
i should wear a mask
live in isolation that shit is gonna kill me
looking like a ghost when im walking through the building
i can see myself yea im hanging from the ceiling
laying on the floor and the walls r moving closer

writing these songs just to get it out
i can see my own life and its fading now

      
I can see my own life and it's fading
I can see my own life and it's

life keeps fading 
mind is always racing
out in public 
hide my face 
like im Jason 
got the razor on me
if you hating
got my team around me
we just hanging

we just posted 
smoking potent
my hands are shaking 
I hope she doesn't notice 
I hate my mindset
it's hard to focus
when everything fucking seems so hopeless 

I don't want friends
I just want the end
I just wanna rest 
spend the day in bed 
I'll lay here till I'm dead
can't get out my head 
It's cause I'm trapped inside
It's such a lonely night

I live a lonely life
half the fucking time 
I don't feel alive
I know it's not alright
but I don't have the drive
to do anything
motivation inside 
keeps withering


ask why im down guess im used to it
walk around the mall wearing raf simons
i wont stay here forever thats sad
scared to show my face yeah
i should wear a mask
live in isolation that shit is gonna kill me
looking like a ghost when im walking through the building
i can see myself yea im hanging from the ceiling

SPOTIFY

used to it +hamilton (prod. droozy)

Did a song with my bro @nocloudforecast
Lyrics:
HKFiftyOne 
Well I been out here everyday you know I'm tryna live it up
Get this money in my pocket watch me pour another cup
I been sad and I been lonely I been dying for some love
Say you know me you don't know me you ain't OG I been numb

Counting all this money live the good life we up next
Sippin on some UV while I'm running up a check
Ikati on my feet I rock the cat just watch me flex
All of this means nothing i exist in what comes next

Someday ill be better ya
Know that people leave but sometimes they dont leave a letter ya
Someday in the clouds ya
Catch up with my homies while im laying underground ya

Someday in the clouds
I look up with my feet upon the ground

NoCloud
Is it too late
Know you think I’m okay 
I been lyin for a minute so you feel safe
Always stayin up late
Livin in my own cage
Feel emotionless and empty like blank page 
I’m close to the edge
Waking up with regrets
Crying all alone on my bed
Need a friend now
But every day is all the same shit
Make hits
But nobody seems to notice

So hold me so tight
And Wipe tears from my eyes
I just need your light 
Love me cuz i might die

someday w/ nocloud

hard 2 chase (feat. BELIS) (produced by john luther)

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yaTRvkSj138


mixed by jstacksbeats

HYSTERICAL GLAMOUR (prod iankon)

prod/recorded/engineered by me

s/o @daine-lauren for guitar inspo <3

how many days have passed?

so many days that passed
couldnt do a fuckin thing
sit in bed, roll a blunt, think of who i need to be

gotta smoke at least a gram a day to keep my mind straight
guilty pleasures, true love
fightin for my heartache

but ur the only one that has my heart
i never meant to break what we had built

i wish i knew the things i have to say
to even up the score and get u to stay with me for another night

but im the only one there is to blame
u dont need to change a fucking thing
baby girl i know it aint the same
but ur in my heart forever

cant even help
but feel like ill fuck it up today
and u dont see
that my minds all over the place

it aint enough
yeah ur hearts for the latter
fucked up
nothing else even matters

lost in my head
lost ur love
im movin on with that

just addin weight 
to my shoulders
straighten out my back

it aint enough
and ur hearts been shattered
fucked up
nothing else even matters

how many times i told you
that the doors right over there?
gave u signs that u ignored
now u pullin out ur hair

yeah its my fault
my fault
dont put no blame upon urself
too far gone
a lost cause
ill keep them pictures on my shelf

cuz ur the only one that has my heart
i never meant to break what we had built
i wish i knew the things id have to say
to even up the score and get you to stay with me for another night

im the only one there is to blame
u dont need to change a fucking thing
ur perfect in every way
i hope that u realize that someday

youre too good for me
and now ur leaving
keep runnin away
til u stop bleedin
ill be here for you
whenever u need it
you can come back to me
if u ever needed

cant even help
but feel like ill fuck it up today
and u dont see
that my minds all over the place

it aint enough
yeah ur hearts for the latter
fucked up
nothing else even matters

Follow me <3

leaving

lil raven - blood roses (prod.prettyboyron)

featuring @yungcaillou
prod by @splashgvng
mixed by me
art by @rocketbummy

[Intro: yung samuel]
Yeah
Aye turn it up a little bit
You know how we rockin'
Yeah

[Chorus: yung samuel]
Girls up in my room I think I might have to pass that (pass that)
Drinkin' from my cup so much can't walk a straight path (yeah)
Remember late night drives up to the park yeah (yeah yeah)
Starin' at the stars with you by my side yeah (aye yeah)
And we don't even talk no more
Watchin' the rain as it pours
I wish that you wouldn't ignore
I'm standin' right here at the door

[Verse 1: yung samuel]
I can't talk now
I can't walk now (yeah)
I don't really need a girl I need my guap now (need my guap now)
Gettin C-Notes (yeah)
I can't see hoes (yeah)
Me and - tear another beat tho
Like a free throw, shoot him like a free throw (pew pew pew)
I been cruisin with a goth girl in my lambo (skrt skrt)
Percs in my body make me feel slow (yeah)
Hood up in the hallways cause I lay low
Lay low she said my clothin' fuego
I pour another pint into my cream soda faygo
And I been chillin' with - tho
Talkin' bout life while we burnin the best dope (yeah yeah)

[Chorus: yung samuel]
Girls up in my room I think I might have to pass that (pass that)
Drinkin' from my cup so much can't walk a straight path (yeah)
Remember late night drives up to the park yeah (yeah yeah)
Starin' at the stars with you by my side yeah (aye yeah)
And we don't even talk no more
Watchin' the rain as it pours
I wish that you wouldn't ignore
I'm standin' right here at the door

[Verse 3: yung caillou]
Yeah, I think you're the prettiest I swear that it's true (swear that it's true)
Yeah these people all up on me but I only want you (only want you)
I can make your life so crazy if you want me to
Poppin' pills like on the daily flyin' up to the moon (up to the moon)
Yeah, I feel like the luckiest if you were my baby (yeah)
Just when you fuckin' talk to me it drives me crazy  (yeah yeah)
I don't wanna stay back
Baby can't you say that
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Baby I need you, I need you badly (so badly)
Drinkin' all alone, passin' out in the back seat 
Baby can't you save me
Woah

[Outro: yung caillou]
Just talk to me
Just talk to me
Yeah

talk to me w/ sluggface (splashgvng)

feat. @hiitshmwav (thanks for everything man.)

prod. @jason22k

another kiss feat. hm.wav (prod. jason22k)

prod. Anxiety Attacks!, feat.https://soundcloud.com/hiitshmwav

IG: www.instagram.com/alecneversad/
Twitter: twitter.com/alecneversad

Lyrics coming soon <3

stream on Spotify <3

Never Worked Out (w/ hm.wav)

LYRICS:

OKAY FAGGOT I DON'T FUCK WITH YOU
THE SHOTS I MISS ARE VERY FEW
YOU THE TYPA GUM I CHEW 
I GOT MY DOGS THEY COME FOR YOU

STOMP ON YOUR NECK LEAVE YOU BLOODY AS FUCK
FUCK ALL YOUR MUSIC YOUR WHOLE TEAM THEY SUCK
HOPE YOU FALL OFF PUSSY BOY LACE MY BLUNT
KILL ALL YOUR BROTHERS BITCH

I START DOING CRACK BEFORE I TALK TO ALL YOU PUSSIES
SAID YOU WANT ME SHOT UP BITCH I'M DEAD ALREADY SUE ME

FUCK UP EVERYBODY I WANT MONEY 
X2

FUCKED UP SHIT WE FUCKED UP BITCH I HATE LIFE
SUCK MY DICK I HATE ME BITCH I HATE ME
SMOKE K2 THIS SHIT AIN'T NEWS I HATE YOU
SMOKE K2 THIS SHIT AIN'T NEWS

(INCOHERENT SCREAMS AND OVERLY EXCITED ADLIBS FOR THE ENTIRETY OF THE LAST VERSE.)

Spitfire (prod. jody)

LYRICS:

BREAK MY FUCKING BODY SOMEBODY COME END MY SHIT
I CAN'T GIVE NO FUCK ABOUT ANYTHING THAT YOU DID
SUCK MY FUCKING DICK I PUT YOUR BODY OFF THE GRID RETRACE MY STEPS LOOK WHAT I DID I SHOT UP EVERYBODY'S KIDS

C - U - L - T 
TILL THEY FINALLY KILL ME
I'M STILL YOUR OPP TILL THEY FINALLY DRILL ME
PUSSY I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU FAGGOTS
BURY ME WITH MAGAZINES INSIDE MY CASKET

NUMBER PEOPLE TALKING I SHOULD BULLETPROOF MY JACKET
I STILL WALK AROUND AND I AIN'T SEEN YOU FUCKING FAGGOTS
IT DON'T FUCKING MATTER WHERE YOU BEEN OR WHAT YOU DID YOU STILL A BITCH
I'M 'GON PISS YOU OFF TILL I'M -

CASKET [PROD. CHECKS]

produced by @lilsadeyes and @nversad

i was yours, you were mine
i should've known i was wasting your time
i couldn't grow, i wanted to die
now when ever you text me i can't reply

so i guess i'll go get stoned
and wonder why you haven't come back home

i wanna give myself stick n pokes
i wanna laugh so hard i lose my throat

and now i've someone that truly fucking cares
doesn't look the other way when i'm alone or in despair
doesn't act like i'm the reason that my parents wouldn't cope
with the fact that i'm a loser so they left me on my own

she won't leave me in the smoke
when i'm sad alone or broke
she gon keep me on my toes
she gon hold me hella close

she gon be there in the end
when i'm lyin in my bed
she gon tell me how she love me
she could never play pretend

i was yours, you were mine
i should've known i was wasting your time
i couldn't grow, i wanted to die
now when ever you text me i can't reply

so i guess i'll go get stoned
and wonder why you haven't come back home

i wanna give myself stick n pokes
i wanna laugh so hard i lose my throat

and my heart fuckin' bursts
when i'm lookin' at her
she's the one that i need
she's the one i deserve

she's the reason i breathe
she's the reason i heal
she's the one that i want
and that's just how i feel

stick n pokes

Prod. Kado

https://soundcloud.com/bradyponder

https://soundcloud.com/lilsadeyes

<3

Lyrics:
Okay okay now think I’m on my way now 
Show up at the show and it’s time to bring the place down 
Think it’s time to cop a little place now
Maybe cop a tattoo up on my face now
Okay okay now think I’m on my way now 
Show up at the show and it’s time to bring the place down 
I just need a little space now 
I’m just hoping that you stay down 

Well okay okay is that all you’ve got to say
I’ve been keeping to myself I don’t know another way 
I don’t want to hang maybe some other day 
I don’t really want to go but I sure don’t want to stay 
I know that I’m the reason that you find it hard to care
All you needed was a friend I was never even there
But I’m tryin to improve cause I’m feeling pretty down
And I’m getting sick of no one ever wanting me around
Since I met you I re-thought a few things
My no love songs rule and the words that I mean 
I’m good on the Juul I e got my nicotine 
From the buzz that you give and the joy that it brings 
This blunt is getting short I just wish that it would last
It reminds me of the times that I’m never getting back 
I’m leaving pretty soon hope you’ll be here when I’m back 
Cause I think I think you’re  pretty cool and I thought you’d like that 

And she goes
You’re all I have and all I want but that won’t last no
That won’t last 
All alone I guess that’s fine
I feel at home when I’m inside 
I keep crying in my blanket 
I get sad but I can’t hide it 
I get low
Nobody to hold not one soul I can confide in 
I fall so quickly whenever you’re with me
But when I’m gone no you won’t miss me 
I’ve been getting high to change my feelings when I’m low 
All it does it make me choke it’s fucking up my throat 
I can’t even look at girls cause I don’t want to go 
Down another road that gets me stranded in the cold

Stay Down

Stay Down feat. Sadeyes - Prod. Kado

she say that's its personal and I dont wanna know
texting other guys on your cellular phone
delete all our pics still gottem in the cloud
stay up all alone while i'm smoking on some loud 
wake up all alone and now i'm thinking about you 
feelin kinda sick i ain't even got the flu 
what the fuck i gotta do to get thru to you
drive all thru the night just to crash inside your pool 

let go of the feelings that you felt right here
ask me how i feel i'll say i'm feeling like shit
open up my eyes, see you in disguise
just tell me you're here

she say that's its personal and I dont wanna know
texting other guys on your cellular phone
delete all our pics still gottem in the cloud
stay up all alone while i'm smoking on some loud 
wake up all alone and now i'm thinking about you 
feelin kinda sick i ain't even got the flu 
what the fuck i gotta do to get thru to you
drive all thru the night just to crash inside your pool

it's been a minute and all the tension is killing me
i been driving for hours 
yeah fuck a meal or a shower 
I just been waiting to see you 
dressed in hot pink 
but this time the colors 
will fade into nothing
quit saying that you don't remember 
crying on my sweater 
i tried to make it better 
you just pulled over 
said that me and you can never be together
tears so soft like a feather
wait, the darkest heart cannot be harmed
we've had enough time to depart
you have my heart dont leave it broken here

she say that's its personal and I dont wanna know
texting other guys on your cellular phone
delete all our pics still gottem in the cloud
stay up all alone while i'm smoking on some loud 
wake up all alone and now i'm thinking about you 
feelin kinda sick i ain't even got the flu 
what the fuck i gotta do to get thru to you
drive all thru the night just to crash inside your pool

crash inside ur pool (prod. pretty boy ron x van beats)

I found myself when I wasn’t looking 
I fell in love with simply being
Being alive and being present 
I found god I felt heaven 
It was a beautiful accident
The way I came alive 
It was beautiful accident 
How I left my past behind 
It was a beautiful accident 
I was so lost and now I’m found 
Plant my feet on the ground 
I move forward I don’t look back 
Theres nothing for me in my past 
It was a beautiful accident
The way I came alive 
It was beautiful accident 
How I left my past behind 
It was a beautiful accident

3 7 13 - A Beautiful Accident

IMA HIT THE E WOOD TIL I PASS OUT! #FUCKGOOFIES

VENGEANCE FEAT. 93FEETOFSMOKE & FATS'E [PROD. VAGUE003]

yeah i need it when i tell you 
yeah i need it when i tell you
yeah i need it when i tell you
tell you 

what the fuck phone broke on the pavement
dub my woes left those in the basement
break my fall when calls turn evasive
friend or foe can't tell feeling jaded

think im wasted
face my flaws
last call for the facelift
fan favorite
cool tattoo did it hurt?
r u famous?

WHAT THA FUCK
PHONE BROKE ON THA PAVEMENT
DUB MY WOES
LEFT THOSE IN THA BASEMENT
BREAK MY FALL
WHEN CALLS TURN EVASIVE
FRIEND OR FOE
CAN'T TELL FEELING JADED
x2

ya i need it when i tell u
ya i need it when i tell u
ya i need it when i tell u

think im wasted
face my flaws
last call for the facelift
fan favorite
cool tattoo did it hurt?
r u famous?

Buy on iTunes

"I gave you everything you ever wanted but you ended up closing the door" - van

SuiSai: @sushisai
Mix/Master: @demxntia
Prod by: @tothegood
Artwork: @suicideoutside (on twitter)

I am performing in LA, July 24th. You can get tickets here: https://www.songkick.com/concerts/38254179-pink-cig-at-1720?utm_source=8123&utm_medium=partner&utm_content=fb4a0d1b9180ab41a80f71c5bea1fa9b&utm_campaign=entity

"When You Tell Me You Love Me, It Doesn't Feel the Same ft. SuiSai”

Lyrics-

When you say me you love me, it doesn’t feel the same anymore
I’m crying on the concrete. I don’t have strength to get up off the floor 

How you gon tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore
I gave you everything you ever wanted but you end up closing the door
I’m trying to carry you over my back but your legs keep on dragging the floor
I’m trying my best but I just don’t think we can ever travel back to before
Let me
Fall in love again
Let me
Fall in love again
How you gon’ tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore 
Let me
Fall in love again 

Crashing down on my parade
You let me love till you were bored of the game 
Open hearts and shoddy flames
You let me burn in the love that we made 

SuiSai- 
That touch of yours left cinders
Trails of your heart set a flame
Lit like embers
Of our past
Screeching stop sounds like thunder
You were my lightning
Filled my clouds with your patterns
Made the world disappear 
liked it better
Then you left me here
To the forces of the weather
Cause the cold fronts near
But I swear id never let it
Change the way that I feel

How you gon tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore
I gave you everything you ever wanted but you end up closing the door
I’m trying to carry you over my back but your legs keep on dragging the floor
I’m trying my best but I just don’t think we can ever travel back to before
Let me
Fall in love again
Let me
Fall in love again
How you gon’ tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore 
Let me
Fall in love again

When You Tell Me You Love Me, It Doesn't Feel the Same

When You Tell Me You Love Me, It Doesn't Feel the Same ft. SuiSai (Prod. Tothegood)

[+] i don't want whatever i want.
* prod by @raspobeats *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse: 1]
woah, we was watchin' Coraline,
smoking on some gas that had me borderline,
borderline, dead
i think i feel more alive, when
i'm with you
say that you feelin me too
i got the baddest, the baddest of two
i feel the weight in my chest when you move
baby i'm yours i got nothing to lose, no

[chorus:]
and we goin' fall apart everytime
look up at the stars in the sky
i'm still wishin you were mine, babe
i just wanna get you high, ay

[bridge:]
cigarillo smoke in my whip
i got the baddest lil bitch
she tug my heart strings
but she tug my heart strings

[verse: 2]
baby i can tell you what you want to hear
grabbin' on my pants,
then we outta here, outta here, ay
like god damn, you so fine
make you cum ten times
but then you won't leave my,
place, and thats okay
we just getting high baby
life seem straight
for a couple of kids on the benches
tell me the truth lil girl i feel the tension

[verse: 3]
baby girl i can tell that you had it,
left me here so god damn tragically
i see through your bones and
through your teeth
she think i'm a legend, i'm a G
muh fuckin' see
jay, keep her on leash, ay
but only when we fuckin.

spotify + apple music

coraline

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bearsworld111

crash inside ur pool (prod. pretty boy ron x van beats)

steadysuffer