a more personal song 

@remghost made this amazing guitar <3
query came up wit the name

sitting on my bed str8 dying (shoutout @rouri404)
feeling everything go numb, im crying
system all fucked up n i cant lie
its all my fault since i fucked it up tonight
shoulda done it right

sitting on my bed str8 dying
everything is fallin apart, all flied away
i think that its my last day today
heart fucked up n filled wit hate
n its getting late

locking up my feelings in a cell
and im the type of person that depends on someone else
im dependent on shit, and im depended to live off of
taking everybody problems down up in my mental

i cant try and keep floating high
cuz its ups and downs, and im staying lying
righ down to the ground to the asphalt, i cant even act tall
when the ground is gonna crumble and i feel im gonna fall

sittin on my bed str8 dying
she said shes sick and tired of lying
and im sick n tired, of trying, trying
everybody fake, tryna act like they be right
i cant even put a fight up

and im done from the shit tonight
and im guessing u think ur right
i dont wanna spend the night

hysteria (remghost + tsuyunoshi)

shattered window to help
im falling down to my knees
cant pick myself up 
im tripping all in the trees
what do they want more from me
its enough i cant give more
just let me be me (x2)
my heart is so damn torn
just let me be me (x2)

they told me get a grip 
yea im really fucking over it
they told me get this gone
yea im sick of all the fame trips
and i just wanted on but 
i guess im not the A-list
it all feels wrong yea 
they keep me on a wait list
black box white list
cut it out im done with this
detox just walk can you get a fucking grip
yea ill walk yea ill walk yea ill walk
away from it
they told me to get over it
just grow the fuck up

get over it
and get this gone
im sick of all the fame trips
i just want to get on
you will not play me for a fool
not another pawn
let me be me i want on

get this gone (p. dercept)

I can't see no evil
don't know why i should keep it on
i can't see my people
the evil lurks inside them all
everyone tests me they watch like a hawk
really wanna best me i do not give a fuck
im not gon be yo bestie im ready to count up
everyones resting you'll see me when im up 
i read the lies that you been sent to my inbox
im so impatient sick of watching the damn clock

Im ten feet under water drown me out
dont count me out
my mind tends to wander im losing now
im in over my head
reconcile with past i cant get out
just let me out
when will you see me for me and not the things i did

art by moosekleenex on deviantart

don't drown me out (p. blvnkface x yeezo)

painful song about mother (bond. x dez x swazy*)

Spotify

let me down + k0a, polar, bleach

GO STREAM ON SPOTIFY https://open.spotify.com/track/3YxqZR4UbQTajsyrlDOOcs?si=46607be5bb4c48e5

im back :) gonna be more consistent now
luv every1 <3 

lyrics:
i'm gonna watch it all fade away
everything that i lost i made it right back
you wanted me to stay a day
but i don't think im prepared for all the light flack
i tried to take the pain away
but it just keeps on hurting i dont like that
dont think i can explain a thing
but if you keep on tryna push me i just might snap
you saw me again in person
and i dont understand the shit you said its worthless
and all the threats you make against my head's concerning
and you were just a stepping stone for me im learning
and you dont like the way i moved on
the way i look at everybody else is too fond
and you could never reach me if you tried im too gone
and im not gonna listen to a thing that you want
im waiting, you said im ok
then you watch me decay
i wont let you explain yourself
i think my pains a reflection of things
that you caused through the day
and what im tryna say is that
i am so free
its impossible to be yourself
when you on your knees
begging somebody else for your love
that u think has to be given to  you
and just don't expect me to be someone
you think you'll be counting on and
wait
you dont gotta give up hope now
wait
you are almost there so don't pout
you saw me again in person
and i dont understand the shit you said its worthless
and all the threats you make against my head's concerning
and you were just a stepping stone for me im learning
and you dont like the way i moved on
the way i look at everybody else is too fond
and you could never reach me if you tried im too gone
and im not gonna listen to a thing that you want

condition prod siem spark alexbrazy aton

prod yves

oh here they come again
pushing me down in the dirt
dont need another friend 
i just need someone to know when it hurts

i wanna tear their body parts and watch the pieces burn
piss on their casket while they’re decomposing riddled with worms 

im gonna spiral again
oh god i wanna rip my guts out
i think u talk to much
i rip ya jaw off now there’s no sound (x2)

there’s no point put the weapon down
ur tied limb by limb, u cant make a sound 
…i can hear ur thoughts out loud
take off the ducktape rip ur tonsils out🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️(:;

like bitch im the boss do u know who i am?
i can fuck on yo hoe  and skirt off wit a bag
yea i do what i want lil bitch know im the man
i pull up on his block and that bitch nigga ran 

yea i just put 10 bands on that nigga head 
got my dick all in yo mouth boy u is a fan 
pew pew pew one shot to the fuckin head 
reload that whole clip blow that bitch again

and that boy better lay low got his head onna payroll knock his head of for pesos 

yo bitch do what i say so choppa bite like a mako talkin down and its case closed

like 9/11 bitch we finna blow
got too much green im covered in dough
like what was the price tag, who knows? 
u talkin alot bitch i might slit ya throat 
les go les gooo

im gonna spiral again
oh god i wanna rip my guts out
i think u talk to much
i rip ya jaw off now there’s no sound(x2)

fuck, fuck. fuck do u hear that
those are his footsteps he’s coming he’s-
you. 
you’re fucking evil do you know that 
fuck y-
Shut The Fuck Up

i rip ya jaw off now there’s no sound

rip my guts out

oh my god no i did it again
now u dont fuck wit me and i hate all ur friends 
guess i fell in the cycle again
i knew it was the end
but it felt so perfect in your bed
now ur just a past acquaintance in my head 
bitch dont talk to me im not ur friend 
but for u id do it all agaiiiinnnn

we’re just some fucked up kids fuckin up 
like what the fuck is love 
i wanna smoke till i cant feel my lungs
i roll another blunt 
i wanna drink till i cant fuckin talk 
i pour another cup
i wanna bleed till i cant fuckin walk
i add another cut x2

it was just a matter of time before u fell back into his arms

do u feel any sort of sorrow for the man u left with scars? 

but i dont care anymore 
atleast ur not in my hair anymore 
atleast ur not in my bed anymore 
cuz the thought of u makes me drop to the floor 
i feel it down to my core

no i dont care anymore 
atleast that dumb bitch not in my head
anymore 
at least ur not in my bed anymore 
with every thought of u i fall down to the floooor

and imma get the bag imma do what i do
imma do it on my own bitch i dont need u
fuck me over again and again till my thoughts are all blue
if i ignore ur dumbass bitch ill never lose

we’re just some fucked up kids fuckin up 
like what the fuck is love 
i wanna smoke till i cant feel my lungs
i roll another blunt 
i wanna drink till i cant fuckin talk 
i pour another cup
i wanna bleed till i cant fuckin walk
i add another cut x2

hysteria (remghost + tsuyunoshi)

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