Lyrics

I fucked up again, that's on me
I feel lost can't find nobody
That could understand my thoughts
I hate my mind, can't turn it off

I don't wanna run but I don't know if I can take this
I am not the one, I got lost in the matrix
Inside not okay but on the outside I can fake it
See my silver cord, I don't want it, I'ma break it

Fly away, I can feel my wings now
Why does every body only want me when I leave out?
I can now be seen by all the things that I can see now
Faces are grotesque, auras of darkness

Where do I go when I'm trapped in the open
By souls that are broken and only are hopeless?
I can't take the weight of my spiritual makeup
I've called God since 2014 and I still feel like he ain't fucking heard me

Where do I go?

Where do I go? I don't fucking know, never really did
When I'm a ghost, I won't fucking know, I won't even exist
I can't even tell now if I really am alive
I been thinking shit like this since I was in grade 5

L O S E & R, I'm a loser
D E P R E & double S, I O N user
My connection with this fucking world is getting looser
My progression in this life is not a thing I'm too sure (x2)

2014.

prod. king theta

lyrics:
cause i need u more than life
so pray for me, and hold me tight
and i can be a better man
i don't know who i am
it's been said and it's done

and i don't wanna move on
i'm getting so damn tired tryna hold on
and u took all of our pictures off the walls
all of it is gone, all of it is gone

and u, don't
deserve to cry it's all ur fault
and i, picked all the broken promises u left
on, the porch of our apartment and it's gone
all of it is gone
so, how does that make u feel
giving up on something
so damn real
and honestly i'm not alright
waiting for the day
that you're by my side
one more time

and i don't wanna move on
i'm getting so damn tired tryna hold on
and u took all of our pictures off the walls
all of it is gone, all of it is gone

and i don't wanna move on
i'm getting so damn tired tryna hold on
and u took all of our pictures off the walls
all of it is gone, all of it is gone

cutdeep & sad chill - promises.

Lyrics

Okay? Bitch, I still don't care, fuck did you think that this was?
It may seem that I do but I don't, never did & I swear
At one point I did but that girl was a bitch, I loved her to the core, I won't do that again
Say that I'm done but I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again

I been stuck in a loop, I been stuck in my head, I don't know what to do
Stuck in a maze, I don't know which way is gonna lead me to hell or lead me to be saved
Used to write I ain't know what to say, I said fuck that, now I'ma let my nuts hang
I don't care about a stream, I don't care about a band, I don't care about a bitch, I don't care about a chain

I don't care how you feel about the shit that I say
I can say I don't care till this song damn end
I don't care about no promo, I don't care about no label, I don't care about no co sign, I don't care about no friend
Care where I'm going, I don't care where I been
Care what I'm doing, I don't care what I did
I don't care what you show me, I care what you hid
You can say that you love me in front of my face but behind all the scenes all that hate could be big

I don't care, holding my breath, think it's love in the air
I was alone, it wasn't nobody there
Did this shit on my own so it kind of confuses me when I see you asking for help
Don't get in your feelings, I don't care how you feel
When I was all in my feelings they ain't ask how I felt

Okay? Bitch, I still don't care, fuck did you think that this was?
It may seem that I do but I don't, never did & I swear
At one point I did but that girl was a bitch, I loved her to the core, I won't do that again
Say that I'm done but I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again

I been stuck in a loop, I been stuck in my head, I don't know what to do
Stuck in a maze, I don't know which way is gonna lead me to hell or lead me to be saved
Used to write I ain't know what to say, I said fuck that, now I'ma let my nuts hang
I don't care about a stream, I don't care about a band, I don't care about a bitch, I don't care about a chain

That girl the reason I don't care, I gave her all of my love, in return I got hurt
I know that life isn't fair but what in the fuck did I do to deserve that hurt
Fuck did I do to deserve this shit? Don't try to hide, I'ma find you bitch
Every wall that you build, I'ma burn that shit
Everything that I felt, you gonna feel that shit

you're gonna feel everything that i felt.

Lyrics

I'm not an evil person but I've got some evil curses
Why God do I feel worthless? Honestly, I might deserve this
'Cause sometimes I don't play the victim
Broken pages in a book, I ripped them
Arrows shooting at your back, I sent them
All the hurtful things I said, I meant them
Sometimes I wanna go away, sometimes I like the noise
Sometimes I feel the hate, sometimes I feel the joy
Why can't I hold myself down? I guess if I could, I'd be dead by now
I would allow myself to drown

sometimes. (2019)

[intro]
it kills me slow
cuz youre my one, i already know

[chorus]
girl i cant lie
when i look into your eyes
it makes me wanna cry
i just wanna take your pain away

i know how you feel inside
cuz i been there before
n ill tell you
it can go away

just imagine
its us in a castle
while moon shines down
glowing on your pretty face

n i know deep down
that its only me n you
n theres nobody else 
that could take your place

[verse]
girl i wanna take away your pain yeah
girl i wanna take away your pain yeah

girl i wanna take away your pain
i wanna be there for your every need
i really hope you love me back the same
i really dont like when youre far from me

tell me if i died would you mourn me
tell me if i died would you mourn me

tell me, if i died would you mourn me
god i really hate when i think this way

it kills me slow
cuz youre my one, i already know

[chorus]
girl i cant lie
when i look into your eyes
it makes me wanna cry
i just wanna take your pain away

i know how you feel inside
cuz i been there before
n ill tell you
it can go away

just imagine
its us in a castle
while moon shines down
glowing on your pretty face

n i know deep down
that its only me n you
n theres nobody else 
that could take your place

[outro]
girl i cant lie
when i look into your eyes
it makes me wanna cry
i just wanna take your pain away

i know how you feel inside
cuz i been there before
n ill tell you
it can go away

just imagine
its us in a castle
while moon shines down
glowing on your pretty face

n i know deep down
that its only me n you
n theres nobody else 
that could take your place

neverland

Produced by GDE TVOYA GOLOVA

Lyrics

Can't get out, baby, I don't know what’s real now
I been in my head for years now and I don't ever think I’ll be healed now
Don't tell me that you love me, I don't care
The one I wanna hear it from, not here
Seems the only friend that I got’s in the mirror
But I can't tell 'cause he don’t talk clear

Don't worry about what they say, listen what they don't say
Hiding through the words but the silence tell you everything
My blessing a curse, only create when I'm in pain
What lil durk say? Give me one more chance

Don't understand what I did so wrong for you to go do me that bad
I showed her my heart, she laughed
Said she’d be right back
She never came back though

Still wish we could get back what we had though
You're a bitch but baby, I'm an asshole
Tryna work on my future still stuck in the past though
Sutures my heart still ain’t healed up from that hoe

Can't get out, baby, I don't know what’s real now
I been in my head for years now and I don't ever think I’ll be healed now
Don't tell me that you love me, I don't care
The one I wanna hear it from, not here
Seems the only friend that I got’s in the mirror
But I can't tell 'cause he don’t talk clear

idc, ily.

a forest reprieve from the withering eve of a sun
(like, can i go? are we done here?)
he walks on his teeth and he talks through depictions of scars
(they say you never know what you don't hear)
that fostered relief at the cost of neglection of star
(longevity's enclosed until the soul gears)
he's cosmically sore but apprentice of tethering hearts
(my body's been remote, but i'm all ears)

crush two and i'm in it, he's waking bruised and deflated,
i got this habit of spitting, but all this acid come with it
he's turnt to ash every minute, a song and dance resurrection
you rabbits ripping up carrots, i'm canis lupis incarnate
got sonic booms when i'm barking, converting rooves into starships
this ain't your average invention, it's more than natural selection

thought she was safe up in his head
so he'd removed the padding covering his weakened flesh
but abrupt departure cut the flora thriving on his skin
now cattle's grazing on the flowers bursting through his chest

the green evades from being subject to an open wind
in apprehension of it's fate awaiting overhead
so nature waits in subtle breaks between the pavement
for many moons are to elude at compensation, but still, he's anxious

uncertainty enveloped through subtly of enthrall
but i regulate that haze through a blizzard of getting gone
with remedies for those emmitting vacancy of want
disheartened, hurt, and starving, yet crucial to it all
cast within a marshland, enhardened, enswamped
in emergance of that influence, the arteries are clogged
but the potency that comes with it is rightful in it's wrongs
as doubt within neglect to beauty's sewn within the flaws

so what's the word? you know i'm down for it
as mother earth determines counterfeit
the now dispersed yearns inhabitance
of bird and fern, the worm is blurred

might be universe impairing peers with lightning
a white screen thrown about, a crown ensures the stifling
so often i'm haunted and falter from nonsense,
the world's still revolving, he's not what she wanted
if you were just honest, it'd lessen the starving
this trail led of crumb that you thumb's disembarking
he's all but undone, but is stunned from the heartless
injected was rust, muck, and lust in her harvest

always unheard, speaking my word, they just wanna flirt
better or worse, embracing the curse 'till covered in dirt
wrapping in silk, given the earth, i know it'll hurt
off of the pills, downing that cardi, merlot, for the heal, yea

a forest reprieve from the withering eve of a sun
(like, can i go? are we done here?)
he walks on his teeth and he talks through depictions of scars
(they say you never know what you don't hear)
that fostered relief at the cost of neglection of star
(longevity's enclosed until the soul gears)
he's cosmically sore but apprentice of tethering hearts
my body's been remote, but i'm all ears

bird and fern (dash)

Produced by NewWhiteBoy, zestymain, mollyred
Art by: @alexseibelorsomething

Lyrics

This is the end, all I do is fuck up, I'll make sure I don't again
I don't give a fuck about you, I don't wanna be your friend
No one gave a fuck about me, all I wanted was a friend

All I ever wanted was you
But you left me broken and bruised

I can't heal the void inside my soul
You ain't gotta check on me cause I'm already gone
Give me one more night, I don't want you to go
I got something in my mind, I don't wanna let you know

It gets to a point and I don't see it anymore
Sometime real soon you won't see me anymore
Got a soul parasite, I won't feed it anymore
What's the point in tryna fight if I won't be here anymore?

Don't feel bad when something happens
I should of never even made it this far, it was all an accident
Speeding down the highway, hope I have an accident
There too much on my plate and I can't stomach half of it

All I ever wanted was you
But you left me broken and bruised

it gets to a point and i don't see it anymore.

Produced by luffy

Lyrics

No one ever told me it could get this dark down here
I don't get it, I don't understand, I don't know why I'm here
I learn all these things about what it means to be alive but I don't ever feel alive

I got colors on the palette for some reason I can't paint it
I lost what I had then, what it was I can't explain it
I'm not what you want but I need what you are
I got all these thoughts but I can't see what they are

I'm a corpse of who I was, I'm just a ghost, I'm a nobody
Waking up feel forced, I'm fucking stuck, this ain't a hobby
Tried to let it go but they told me that they own me
Wrong is where I go, I'm not alive, I'm just a zombie

I got something in my soul that I can't get out anymore
I used to be sure but I'm not so sure anymore
I miss who I was but I can't be him anymore
I don't wanna do this, not again, not anymore

Because no one ever told me it could get this dark down here
I don't get it, I don't understand, I don't know why I'm here
I learn all these things about what it means to be alive but I don't ever feel alive

Told her I would follow her through any door
Then she said, "I don't love you anymore"
She ain't stab me in my back with a knife, she used a sword
Everything I feel is black, I don't see color anymore

I think I'm drowning, can somebody help me?
I don't think I meant for the dreams I'm always having
They'll always be dreams and I'll always have to wake up
Always have to clock in and always wear this make up

Make you think I'm okay cause you could never save me anyway
Reminisce on old days cause I won't ever feel happy any day

trauma tempo.

Produced by vertigo

Lyrics

I miss where I was but I can't go back anymore
You were all I had but you don't love me anymore
One of these days somebody gone find me on the floor
I tried for so long but I don't want to anymore

Thought you were an angel, you ain't nothing but a whore
Fuck you bitch, I don't care if you leave me, I'll walk you to that door
Ran out of drink, I'm drunk as fuck, I need some more
So many voices inside of my mind, my whole life been a war

Think I'm playing? Did you forget what I said?
Where the fuck you think you going?
Bitch, you can't leave me till you dead
Wanna leave my ass on read? I'ma leave yo body red with blood because you fucked me up

I miss where I was but I can't go back anymore
You were all I had but you don't love me anymore
One of these days somebody gone find me on the floor
I tried for so long but I don't want to anymore

I miss where I was but I can't go back anymore
You were all I had but you don't love me anymore
One of these days somebody gone find me on the floor
I tried for so long but I don't want to anymore

it gets to a point and i don't see it anymore.

unknxwn.