i never asked for this at all

VELVETEARS ft. fats'e - take it or leave (deleted)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AquInPAmqR0

music video

i've been doing well

sample: Capstan - Reprieve <3

beatstars.com/tothegood - beats
spoti.fi/2Bpo07A
apple.co/2Ab3U3e

tothegood - I AM A LIAR

the nothing,nowhere. lp

nothing,nowhere - still

Lyrics:
I'll be, there when you need me
Just call my...

Hey October, I can feel your leafs
Always hate when you have to leave
I was just in the back of my car
Smoking cigarettes, give a fuck about the tar
Playing guitar while I stare at your face
I remember you were my everything
My only safe place

Hey October, I'm glad to see you now
It's always a blur until you come around
Hey October, I love your amber glow
It's the greatest feeling I've ever known

Never leave your side
I will never leave your side
I know you're down to ride
I know you're down to ride
I be there when you open your window, window
Won't you see me when your eyelids close, lids close?
I never wanna be with no one except you
I hope that you feel the same way I do

hey october ft. jxsh (prod. arthrn)

a rendition of tears don't fall by bullet for my valentine.

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tears don't fall 💫

luna has risen

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this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

staring at my ceiling
hiding from my feelings
tired of the same shit
tell my mom im leaving

playing playstation
ill call you back later
im so sick of waiting
can you do me a favor

just leave me alone when i ask you to
silence by myself is all i ask of you
you tell me that you care but i dont think you do
i need to get away i just cant deal with you (x2)

this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

i just need to move on
ive been waiting too long
to feel like myself again
to feel like i never left

hiding from the gallows
hang my head downlow
walking in the shadows
feeling fucking shallow

just leave me alone when i ask you to
silence by myself is all i ask of you
you tell me that you care but i dont think you do
i need to get away i just cant deal with you

this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

luna

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lite brite ✨

Shinigami - I Miss U (ft. YungJZAisDead)

@familypet

shinigami: you said thisll never last so now im falling apart
my face is feeling numb again 
a shattered soul
dont let me go
you killed me first
im sure you know

she said thisll never last now im left in the dark
you saved me from myself again 
after the fall
i knew it all along
i never asked for this at all

you shouldve never let me in at all
now all you can do is watch me crawl
away
isolate myself
and i still can feel it all

and you can see the devil in my gaze
i think its best you stay away from me
im weak why cant you see this

familypet: thinkin back i fucked it up
my brothers just don't give a fuck
we skate until it's dark enough
to smoke and drink
we act don't think
don't think we act our age with it
i know i always ruin shit
i hope i never ruin this
i hope we'll always stay like this
putting each other in hospital beds
remember last summer when i broke my leg
doing a jump at the gap at 18th
remember the time that i knocked out your teeth
i'm glad that you always forgave me
these are the stories and memories that made me
i know i wasn't worth saving
i was just crazy
can't help the fact that i love misbehaving

i never asked for this [feat. familypet]

Lil Boo Weep - I Wrote This Song 4 U

occam's razor

decaying at 18 w/ supachefm

Just a little something we were working on and never released :)

Cover of "If It Means A Lot To You" by A Day To Remember 
Guitar and Mixing by Shinigami
Recorded in 2017

shinigami + shy - If It Means A Lot To You (Acoustic Cover)

credits:

@4evergone
@charlieshuffler
@kellbender
@pxlm
@supachefm
@guccihighwaters

i will never be a memory

a place where i belong [feat. supachefm!] (prod. 4evr)

an angels smiles what you sell
drag me slowly down to hell
misery is all i see
i can feel you here with me
cross my heart and hope you die
repeat the phrase until its time
born into this world to rot
all things come to be loved and lost

i wont be what you want me to be
feels like everyone just wants something from me

is it true what they say
just like night turns to day
you wake up to the sound
of your kids at your grave

say goodbye
say goodnight
make sure you sleep tight
knowing well this the last time youll see the sunlight

i did it all for you
i did this all for you

i never asked for this at all

milinhw