IVOXYGEN - Escape

@teamsesh
@cat-soup-cfgsta

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lyrics:

and i guess thats how life goes
live a long life then turn to a ghost
its a one way road
take a million turns still end up home
now your body cold
memories play like motion pictures
now you outta know
this ain't what i depicted
were placed then taken away from our loved ones
live from the place where money is more important
planet earth
what is it worth

the inhabitants ruin everything
there is no break in this chain
all we want is everything
then everything is induced with pain

they still don't know
they think its alright

they still don't know
they think its all just a lie

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i guess w/ bones & cat soup

lyrics :

Your the one who chose to take a different route
We Could together but you pushed me out 
Left me in the dirt you didn’t give a shit 
hope you hear me crying through the speakers 

Deeper wound is getting deeper
Leave her all told me to leave her 
Keep her told myself to keep her 
Hope she hears me dying through the speakers

She started to pretend that I️ did not exist 
Sad that it has even fucking come to this 
So fucked up I️ feel like I️ should cut my wrists 
Shut me out it drove me fucking mental

cry for help

I wrote this a while ago, so a lot has changed ever since, sorry for my inactivity on soundcloud, i had no way to record for a while, but I'm back now, and thank you for listening.

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produced by con

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A Swollen Song

HEART'S ABYSS - TINEZ x ZZZ (feat. Iriasona)

go to sleep, it's 4am - TINEZ x ZZZ x Iriasona (Prod. CapsCtrl)

Lyrics:

[verse: gothurted]
Why did you text me?
I was trying to forget you
'Cause I can't close my eyes
Without having a picture of you
Inside my mind
Feeling so sad
No, I can't find
Someone that loves me
Someone that cares
Have you ever trusted so much?
To give your soul to someone
But then seeing it tore apart
And losing every hope that you had
Sometimes I feel like I just want to quit my life
'Cause I can see no bright side whenever I open my eyes

[chorus: gothurted]
You can never find someone like me
Someone that knows your way to be 
Someone that can heal your heart in pain
'Cause I can't get you out of my brain 
I can never find someone like you
Someone that makes me enjoy whatever I do
Someone that can heal my heart in pain
That doesn't make my existence vain

[verse: yung doza]
I need someone who can fix me
All the flaws inside my brain
I need someone who can heal me
From the suffering and pain
Kill me if you want to
Told that girl I'm bad news
I don’t think I can have you
But I'll stay if you want to
I'm not okay
Tell you that I’m okay
Seems these thoughts inside of me they never want to go away
Tell me will you love me
When it all fades to gray
Will you go avenge me
When I'm in the cold lake
Drown away in hopeless tears
You should have loved me when I was here
I was nothing now I’m suffering
Now the world is crystal clear
I see your lies
And I wonder why
You think I’m like
Some other guy
But I’m falling
Eyes bawling
I'm someone you’ll never find

[chorus: gothurted]
You can never find someone like me
Someone that knows your way to be 
Someone that can heal your heart in pain
'Cause I can't get you out of my brain 
I can never find someone like you
Someone that makes me enjoy whatever I do
Someone that can heal my heart in pain
That doesn't make my existence vain

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Why Did You Text Me ft. yung doza [prod. gothurted]

Follow @rxseboy @powfu cause they're both insanely talented.

prod. by Thomas Reid

Lyrics:
Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Rxseboy:
I was out here for a minute on my lonely.
You were doing drugs in your room feeling broken.
Told me, you were having trouble staying focused.
Got with the wrong crowd, thought you could open up.

Backfired, you were eighteen.
Every memory turning into a daydream.
Zoning out.
What’s that about? you won’t tell me.
Lied to my face when you said you were healthy.

I never said ‘leave.’
I begged you to stay.
Every other day said you wanna go away.
Putting food on your plate.
Then it switched to a platter.
You looked in my eyes said it didn’t even matter.

Used to stay home, watch a movie on the couch.
Now you all alone wit a pill in your mouth.
Take a sip of the alc’ while you thinking of me.
Envisioning every single thing that we never could be.

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Hoping you stay
Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Are you okay?

Rxseboy:
Stressed out, blaming everyone around you.
In the same boat, but I wouldn’t call it powfu.
Everyday, wanna make up, dunno how to.
Said you stopped drinking again, girl I’m proud too.

Get too high, I could bring you down.
On a trip, hit you back when I’m back in town.
We got two different lives.
two different vibes.
Doing drugs, I don’t, that’s two different highs.

Promised me I could hold you.
Look at your scars, think I’m here with the old you.
We were so young, living lavish with no rules.
Now I’m doing work while you still getting home schooled.

Disappointed in us and I can’t lie.
Disagreed when you said that we can’t try.
Know you said I’m a fool, girl am I?
Don’t forget that I’m here on standby.

Powfu:
Yeah, I’m on standby
If you wanna talk you can pass by
Used to visit me at work all the damn time
When you leaving me “on seen” I’m a sad guy

Quit this shit I’ll hate myself if I lose you
Pass the torch before the flames consume you
Tryna figure out a way, running out of options
(I’m trying to help you!)
Just stop this please
Before it’s too late
You don’t think I’m serious I’ll tat it on my face
You don’t need drugs, be addicted to my love
Your friends never cared but I’m here to keep in touch

My parents still together and they met in the 70’s
Me don’t gotta split be the couple of century
Yuh feels like a movie but I’m still in love
When we offset
I’ve been thinking of you more even though we talk less

Sink in the sand
Always turn away when I offer you my hand
I see that you’re hurting
Don’t deserve it
Sitting in the dark, open up your curtains

I don’t wanna see you die
I don’t wanna be that guy that sits on the side
One step at a time
We’ll take you one step at a time

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Are You Okay?

Thomas Reid & Rxseboy - Are You Okay? (feat. Powfu)

prod @eric-godlow

lyrics:

yeah she cries allot, and honestly its pretty hard
it feels like evertime we talk we end up further apart
and, i don't know where to start, 
it feels like everytime i talk to you i'm breaking your heart

it's so bizarre, its so crazy, 
i never thought that anyone would ever date me

she said stop, stop toolin with my head
you promised me you'd never leave, that's what you had said, 
now i'm all alone, you got me cryin in our bed, 
most of all i miss my parents, i miss my friends

i hate the way i'm feelin and its only gettin worse
i got you screamin out "stop", while i scream it fucking hurts
words can do some damage, didn't know that they would scar
still i love you more than anything i hate when were apart

yeah she cries allot, and honestly its pretty hard
it feels like evertime we talk we end up further apart
and, i don't know where to start, 
it feels like everytime i talk to you i'm breaking your heart

it's so bizarre, its so crazy, 
i never thought that anyone would ever date me

no, i don't wanna yell but baby girl you're all i have
i need you hearin what i say and if you need i'll run it back
i know that life can feel dull when you're lonely as fuck
its like you're trippin over everything you're stuck in the mud

its so absurd huh, the way i'm writin in the verse
i got some flow you never heard before, there's pain in every word
and i ain't never been the type to be like "nothing ever works"
but if i am its cause i lost you that's some shit that i deserve

i can be your home (prod. eric godlow)

Everything Will Be Just Fine

feat. ivri, jomie, and rxseboy
prod. Skinny Atlas and Monty Data

a world of chaos | feat. ivri, jomie, rxseboy

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Artwork / Recorded / Mixed by @illfaith



[Lyrics]
I feel so unoriginal
The side effects are almost invisible
This song might leave me close to critical
The aftermath of a life lived cynical

I know I know I've heard it all before
And when you leave please shut the door
Last thing I need is another love more
Cause you know when it rains it tends to pour

I left my umbrella right beside your bed
We drank too much; the words ring in my head
Wonder what life's like if I'm dead
Maybe I should have kept on my meds

It's hard to believe everything you've said
Harder for you to trust me instead
If all else fails and your love has fled
I'll kiss the photographs you left on read

Everytime I let it go
You come around with that hello
Swear this time won't let it show
But if I know you know; we know

We'll end up back in bed to throw
Away the pain; at night we glow
Like fireflies in bitter snow
Tomorrow wishing we had went slow

Wake up don't know what to do
You're gone but I already knew
Check my phone "I'm missing you"
I can't believe I miss you too

The alcohol had me a- skew
Can't forget what we went through
Girl, you don't wanna be my glue
Too far broken afraid it's true

Do you hate me the way I hate myself?
I can never seem to do what's good for my health
A million riches, but you're my only wealth
Broken frames left of us on top the highest shelf

I feel so unoriginal
The side effects are almost invisible
This song might leave me close to critical
The aftermath of a life lived cynical

I know I know I've heard it all before
And when you leave please shut the door
Last thing I need is another love more
Cause you know when it rains it tends to pour

I left my umbrella right beside your bed
We drank too much; the words ring in my head
Wonder what life's like if I'm dead
Maybe I should have kept with you instead

Unoriginal (prod. Tennis Player)

Feel So Blue (feat. Powfu & Beowulf)

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Snøw & Skinny Atlas - Feel So Blue (feat. Powfu, Jomie & Beowulf)

Lyrics:

Solved a couple problems from the memories
Find me near a bottle when I clear my mind
Sorry broken promises could never leave
You ain't gotta call me girl I'll be fine
Me and her is something that'll never be
And I know that she miss me cuz she in my dreams
Falling through the past losing focus off track why the fuck you always laugh when I'm hopeless

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find i change a lot with the seasons I align

Coupled by the spirits that be guiding me
I wonder if we talked if they would be proud
Times I wish they'd tell me all the awful things
Ain't really what they seem and she just acting out
Following my dreams since I was kid
Skipping out on class living on the edge
Life is going fast if you wanted
Sometimes you should look at where you at
Where you going

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find I change a lot with the seasons I align

Cutting the act of course struggling the facts you forced
Running from the passed absorbed wrapped up in this wrath ignored
I was on a lonely track falling tryna make it back
And Kat pulled me out the depths thank her when you smile and pass
Think I'm and awkward mess mofuckas are not impressed
Huddled over a bible maybe its time I search inside the quest
And I'm exhausted stuttering like Busta Rhymes on crack
On that Chris Brown track before he slapped Rihannas ass
Laying inside my room I feel philosophical
Time slipping right by us why try live in denial fool
People are kinda rude that's why I'm always quiet too
Around people I don't know they got something they tryna prove
I never got that though
Notice I ride passed slow
Driving on wide back roads
Smiling though I been broke
My friends they got bags though
Left me don't call back no
They probably forgot of me honestly it ain’t surprising me

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find I change a lot with the seasons I align


prod. @10_05
(mayten)