Such a banger man been going crazy to this for over a year now

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no more [+jody]

Well the world don't seem so small
When you're so far away from me
Tried to call you late last night 
But I hung up before the second ring 
Tried to follow my heart
But I would rather just fucking scream
Nothing makes no fucking sense
I need to wake up from this dream 

But I can't 
No I won't yeah I'm the problem
Shaky hands on cigarettes or on the bottle baby
I don't wanna see you anymore I hope I die tomorrow yeah yeah yeah
'Cause if I don't it's just another one to live without you
I'd wait every day and all the nights to save this
You cut me deep enough I don't think I'll fucking make it baby
After all this time away
I thought I'd finally be okay
But every marker on the highway just makes me feel the fucking same 
I'd wait every day and all the nights to save this
You cut me deep enough I don't think I'll fucking make it baby
After all this time away
I thought I'd finally be okay
But every marker on the highway just makes me feel the fucking same
But I can't 
No I won't yeah I'm the problem
Shaky hands on cigarettes or on the bottle baby
I don't wanna see you anymore I hope I die tomorrow yeah yeah
'Cause if I don't it's just another one to fucking live without you 
Without you

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the problem [bonus track] (p. shiki xo)

sampled @marlasdreams for guitar :)

Lyrics:

take a minute start asking yourself
what are your worths if u don't have ur wealth
who are your friends i would call it to question
what are the kinds of stories they tell
i didn't know that we needed permission
i guess i've been used to plain fighting it out
i have met plenty of people in life
and enough had a hiss so i keep to myself

in due time you'll have seen it all
what happens then
personally i would hate every breath
if i spent my whole life locked inside of a shell

-

i refuse to ever fear you
through that trial i found my values
if i were more honest i'd be see through
spout more lie till you believe you
i refuse to ever fear you
through that trial i found my values
if i were more honest i'd be see through
spout more lie till you believe you

I REFUSE TO EVER FEAR YOU
THROUGH THAT TRIAL I FOUND MY VALUES
IF I WERE MORE HONEST I'D BE SEE THROUGH
SPOUT MORE LIE TILL YOU BELIEVE YOU

i refuse to ever fear you
through that trial i found my values
if i were more honest i'd be see through
spout more lie till you believe you
i refuse to ever fear you
through that trial i found my values
if i were more honest i'd be see through
spout more lie till you believe you

take a minute
take a minute
take a minute
take a minute
take a minute
take a minute
take a minute
take a minute

depersonalization

sometimes im a fuck up but know that im still me

Low Bat

low bat

this isn't really the most me kind of song
just a lot of gibberish thrown together but i did want to share at least something as it's been a hot minute
i hope i'm back to usual soon <3

Lyrics:

it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better you're never hearing this

could you tell me that you love me
even if you'll never mean it i need something
i been needing reassurance that i'm something
this shit is fuel for giving up please
so could you tell me that you love me
it's fucking lonely in this body so i share it with her lusting
oh could you fuck me

could you fuck me right back
i won't get attached
just need to make it thru the night without a rollie or a pack
at least the music has my back
yuh
cuz i know people never last
yuh
i made this shit so in a week i'll have a song to cry to
i made this shit so in a year i'll be at peace and i won't mind you
she said that she'd be right there nothings ever right there
i'd honestly be dead if i found another life there

so let me know if you relate
or i'm alone to fight my fate
i tend to fall in love too quickly
have the habit getting clingy
have a habit sort of sticking
it's probably something that i'm missing
from my childhood or misery
and now i can't remember much
but i know i never really wanted this
and the things i'd give to run back life again
now i fantasize bout the corny lovey shit
but it's probably better you're never hearing this

yuh it's probably better you're never hearing this
yuh it's probably better you're never hearing this

it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better you're never hearing this

something, anything.

Sedatives In June (feat. American Dead Cross) (prod. irby)

big thank u to @spookybands and beatsbydutchrevz
https://soundcloud.com/spookybands
https://soundcloud.com/dutchrevz

lyrics

this road getting too long
got me thinking bout the things that i messed up on
n i wasnt meant to learn
wasnt made for class
make best friends with a whiskey glass
rather hold a cigarette n my babys ass
guess life feels like its moving to fast sometimes

cuz blocking its the only way to heal my head
cuz being numb is better than being dead
n long before u get here ill make the bed
cuz Lord knos me n u need to get some rest
n people telling me to slow down
baby u kno that i dont wanna be alone now
smoking blunts got my lungs feeling old now
u warm me up im not affected by the cold now
n winters here so im feeling all alone now
heart been cold it got thrown out
its nice outside lets just go out
so much pain that i dont even tell u typa shit im happy u dont know about

you wont find me no
im probably a state away by now
in a bar with a whiskey glass in front of me
in a brand new fucking town
n im sorry yea
i aint figured anything out
when i try to get high just to pass the time
and i watch the sun go down
i did some cocaine in colorado
with a girl from san fancisco
she told me shes a ballet dancer
but i dont think she wanna dance to this no
watch me swallow all my friends like pills
i dont think that love exists no
but im traveling on this road here still
and i got no plan to quit no

cuz blocking its the only way to heal my head
cuz being numb is better than being dead
n long before u get here ill make the bed
cuz Lord knos me n u need to get some rest
n people telling me to slow down
baby u kno that i dont wanna be alone now
smoking blunts got my lungs feeling old now
u warm me up im not affected by the cold now
n winters here so im feeling all alone now
heart been cold it got thrown out
its nice outside lets just go out
so much pain that i dont even tell u typa shit im happy u dont know about

road w/ spookybands [prod. beatsbydutchrevz]

lyrics ⬇️ :))).    PROD GREENWOOD.

talk to myself on the daily
Switch up my mood got me shaking
you swore it’s the truth never makin sense
i wish u could call you my baby
But lately
you and I have both been failing
you never used to talk to my friends like that
now everywhere I go I gotta watch my back
look at my surroundings 
I think they’re approaching
now they gotta bounty on me
Idc low care
I’m not one to run away so you gon have to face me
maybe there’s another day where you will get to play me
or play me not
If you watch me rot away will I be worth a shot
Prolly not because I change every day when your gone
so let’s be honest 
you been breakin me down
you left a promise but there was nothing found

decks 🐐

i broke a promise to ya honestly i never thought
that it would change everything that i thought i knew and i
fought the battle but the war was too much all along
i still remember all those nights out on the promenade
and i wish that i could take it all back
i see the message in the pitch black
never good, its always bad, how do you live like that?
several months and now you're asking for a little back

greenwood 🐐

two weeks could you call back?
looking outside of the pain but it's all that
i don't want hope cause i'm holding it so bad
just to find out in the end that it don't last
don't ask questions i don't want new friends
got old ones but they pretend
so i'm paranoid for the weekend
might disappear just to free them, fuck

slow burn surrounding it
with a subtle breath i'm wearing thin these days
suddenly so attached
up in the place i'm at
summer had come so fast
wanted to stop so bad

play me, or play me not w/ decks & greenwood

beat prod by: king theta
written and performed: @reject333 x @xipz_sad
visualizer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9ozm0u2REao

just a little bit + @xipz_sad (p. king theta)

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