bro, it's so sensitive, this song felt down right to my heart

time im to say 
before i go 
that i don’t know a way 
this could go 
and in another dream 
i will make up everything 
a way from all alone 
all for our first home 
i pretend it 
won’t hurt as bad 
as everything i’ve ever had to have 
an would ask me 
like i knew 
how much u 2 went thru to 
stand 
the other part of it 
would lie beneath my consciousness 
providing me within 
a beginning 
the harder parts of it
reside beneath subconscious 
finding me seren 
i was open

permeation (demo)

too much to say
i can taste you between letters i speak
disregard worlds & letters that you won't see
sewing patterns
that i'll love endlessly
in which direction are you going love
cause i'll love hopelessly
where's the hope for me
her
in your thunder
you're all i see
we share fingerprints
you aren't too small for me

fingerprints

Keybinds- Lovely_Bones(camsostatic)

This is the introduction to Paul Drockton's Epic work, the Land of 10,000 idols. A modern Ballad that rivals and even exceeds many American Ballads. Powerful poetry, Stunning Vocals and messages for the ages! All written, composed and performed by Paul Drockton! America's modern Madrigal!

Valley of 10,000 Idols (Intro)

cameras on the corner

the tower

Release

8/9/2020
i haven't felt like this is months.

im tired of not being enough
to feel the feeling of self love
i found love last year
taught me to swallow my tears
and that i still hate myself
and i think you're starting to find out 

and my sheets are getting redder
and i don't care if i get better
i don't want to be remembered

i've been holding shit in
god im getting bad again
all the scars on my skin
all the pointless arguments
god i never fucking win
tell me, is love really worth it?

god im getting bad again
right now i cant feel my skin
cigarettes and cough medicine

cigarettes and cough medicine

10/8/2020: i'm ok rn, healthy love


And i
Wish i
Could fall in love

But my head
Is filled 
With drugs

And i cant
Tell
What i want more

And i 
Wish i
Could fall in love

But my heart 
Is filled 
With bugs

And i cant 
Tell
What hurts more

And you lied 
Last 
December

Told me that
This could be
Forever

But i cant
Wait
For the end

And i wish
You would
Write me letters

Cause your so
Bad 
At talking to me
Personally
And i wish
You were soft
As feathers

But your thorns
Are 
Poking me

Im bleeding

And i
Wish you 
Were there more

But we both
Know
That not happening

last december

stuck on you

i… im fallin in love
i….m fallin oh no

i dont know what to do
cuz i think that i am stuck on you

i hope you know ive been here
my hearts, never been for two
i have never found another
that just seems as right as you

oh oh damn...
i think im stuck on... you
no no no
i think im stuck on... you

i…. im fallin in love
i…m fallin oh no

i dont know what to do
cuz i seem to only want you

you make me feel the brightest
ive been, smiling like the sun
i know im a little foolish
to be saying youre my “one"

but i dont mind
cuz ive had my time with you
i dont mind
if im waiting for you

i….im fallin in love
i’ve fallin oh no no

cuz im stuck
oh im stuck on you.

written november 1st 2020, after watching adventure times marceline making up songs on a whim which gave me the sudden inspiration to show the world what a simp i am.

stuck on you

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film editor, i make music as an emotional outlet/therapy, luv u all

last december

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