Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artists: Seejayxo, Nkno, Crizzy White, Robstar
Production: Shxdy808
Mixing: lil XipZ, Seejayxo, Nkno, Crizzy White, Robstar
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Lyrics:

[Intro: Nkno]
heard you're doing fine without me, without me
heard you're doing fine without me, without me 

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
hey, heard youre doing just fine without me 
yeah aye but i know you loved it around me
after all that i gave to you
and the trauma that you put me thru
and then kissing me in your room
and then sending me home with the blues 

[Verse 1: Seejayxo]
after all the shit we've been through
im still hopin that you come through
i got these bands so we comfortable 
ill throw some hands if he touchin you
baby i dont wanna say it but i will
i need your love, its like a drug and it kills
i gotta feel it in myself and keep it real
i know you plottin on me baby, whats the deal?

After all the shit we've been through
I'm still hoping that you come through
I got these bands so we comfortable
I'll throw some hands if he touching you

[Verse 2: Nkno]
heard You're doing fine without me
but i loved it when you're around me
but atleast i tried, atleast i don't hide
I'll be alright, I'll say that I'm fine 

[Verse 3: Crizzy White]
I heard you're doing fine, 
But I don't give a fuck, 
That's a lie, 
You're my type, 
And I can't give it up. 
Watch me cry, 
I been stuck inside, 
I'll die again, 
Try again, 
I just burnt my eyes again, 
God I'm getting fried again.
So high, 
Girl I gotta blaze it, 
I laid my heart up on the line, 
And then you went to go and take it, 
My bones were working fine, 
Then you had to go and break it. 
Hate it, 
How I'm fading out the image, 
Like you're waking up, 
The devil's on your bed. 
You're better off with him, 
But that's better left unsaid, 
Lead is loaded up, 
So I'll paint the words in red, 
Reading out the words and it said, 
"At least you left my head."
I can't leave my bed. 

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
hey, heard youre doing just fine without me 
yeah aye but i know you loved it around me
after all that i gave to you
and the trauma that you put me thru
and then kissing me in your room
and then sending me home with the blues 

[verse 3: Robstar]
That was the time that you broke my heart
Saying to move on but I never got that far
Instead I'm still stuck inside your car
When you were still mine and it didn't feel so dark 

I thought you wanted it
Then you start to call it quits
I pour my 40 up
Wonder who you fuckin' with?
But don't you tell me
Don't you tell me that you needed him
I've already downed my cup
And I'm already feeling sick 

I count your sins, count your sins
Count your sins yeah
I'm seeing double on my fingers
What you think? yeah
It ain't enough, it ain't enough
When I drink, yeah
Pass another fucking bottle 

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
hey, heard youre doing just fine without me 
yeah aye but i know you loved it around me
after all that i gave to you
and the trauma that you put me thru
and then kissing me in your room
and then sending me home with the blues

Heard You're Doing Just Fine Without Me (ft. seejayxo, Nkno, Crizzy White & Robstar) [Prod.Shxdy808]

consistency i have
its hurting get away
ur fuckin up my mental, you don't seem to understand

that you aren't really great
i don't know what to say
you make me wanna cry
almost every other day

but this world is such a mess
its never been okay
ill try to figure out, when ill see you, again

the plans always a mess
I'm messed up, you don't say
don't come breaking, my heart
i wont be, okay

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sydcxx
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guess u on my mind now
i tried to buy us some time yea
id take it all back if i could
cuz im not the one that you thought i would be
cant hide the feelin inside me
baby i need u beside me
i cant keep running away
feel like my life is all over the place 
im drownin in pain

i miss the things we had
but it slipped away
holdin onto memories
for just another day
cause my life is such a mess without u
baby wont u stay
dont come breakin my heart
i wont be okay 
drowning in my thoughts
dodgin the rain drops
coutin the seconds until i could
tell u that u made my heart stop
did u ever care for me at all


consistency i have
its hurting get away
ur fuckin up my mental, you don't seem to understand

I'm falling, apart, almost every single day
I'm scared, of my future, emptychested, bitch i am

why'd it all slip away (ft. sydcxx)

Lyrics 



can’t shake this feeling that I won’t be safe 
it’s always happens when I start to break
Can’t leave the past and the memories 
 it’s probably best to throw it all away 

How do I leave this all unspoken
How do I learn to trust again 
When all I know is gone and sinkin 
Haven’t I done enough since then 

I’m falling apart 
just like from the start 
I found the ashes 
that lay in  the casket 
it’s too late why do I hesitate 
It’s too late I’m  another mistake 


When All that I know is gone and sinkin 
When all that I know is gone and sinkin 
havent I done enough since then 

How do I leave this all unspoken
How do I learn to trust again 
When all I know is gone and sinkin 
Haven’t I done enough since then

A Punk Christmas Carol

A Punk Christmas Carol [Prod. JakeyGotit]

i'm where you're supposed to be :/ (malloy x iof)

@northshoremusic
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(Co-Prod - maxflynn + cloud)

[TNS]
Warning shots from a mothers arms
A little too close for a broken heart

Getting in the middle is why life’s so hard
Going to our places is just to far

Yeah I know it’s hard for you to let me go
But your gone and I’m tired of the pain you rose

[Ally]
yeah i still hurt
but im trying to learn
how to deal with the changes in my heart
(my heart gets torn out every month)
its a part of moving on
spazzing out
cutting my wrists when i dont know my route
its not old news now
i know how it goes
(dont let it go away)
and even after all this time since you left, im- still not me.
(my mom warned me about you kind of guys)

[TNS]

Warning shots from a mothers arms
A little too close for a broken heart

Getting in the middle is why life’s so hard
Going to our places is just to far

Yeah I know it’s hard for you to let me go
But your gone and I’m tired of the pain you rose

Loneliness is setting in
Walls are slowly closing in
As I lose my breath

[casperrr]

walls are closing i’m running outta time
swear when im on this green i always flyhigh
i know that they won't love me til the day die
therefore i'll keep on being hated for the longest time

hatred, hate me while i'm fucking faded
lately, i've been feeling fucking jaded
rolling up weed, blow smoke on the daily
being lonely no one want's to save me (x2)

hated, and always alone
this depression got me sick and im just skin and bone
i know we are on the same boat
and after the storm's over we will be eachothers home

Warning Shots w/ The North Shore, emptychest & casperrr [+ christ]

mix & mastr @fleshgolem

ft @lxstboymusic 🐐

lyrics

[mæsk]
i felt planets hit and all took was a single touch
it was a smoothe sail out to nowhere so ima a bit out of touch
i hit the main land swear it wasn’t this lush
but now i seek more just a temporary rush

scattered throughout the stratosphere 
holding down the atmosphere 
let ur guard down, drop my wings and let’s get the hell outta here

avoid the snakes when they appear
a fallen angel anaware
surrounding take its toll
but this endless ether baby

how much more
more can u endure
it’s gone get hot, just don’t get torched

there’s gon be changing course
and err pushing through a force field 
my voice is hoarse 
but we can make it out no matter the power that storm yields

just follow my lead 
what is life without a dream
extrinsic value to me has never meant a thing 
i’m finding lightning from within
but there’s more behind my skin
ur over more than half of me
am i fighting just to win?
(this is endless ether baby)

[lxst boy]

(this is real life, open your eyes)
I made a pact with the devil
he told me im destined for damage
I gotta go, running away 
packing my stuff in a panic
my life aint worth the air that I breathe
but im finding a way to manage
I guess ill keep quite 

I aint got philosophise im too afraid to talk about
maybe its not 

the real man in charge is in the sky and hes just looking down
I am not worthy of the life that ive been living now

but lately ive been tired of fighting entities who live around

my brain my rules thats something they better figure out

the sun it scorched my eyes

I keep records of pain thats what this is
yeah and day 14 I really hate the wilderness
but I gotta push through coz survivals worth the risk
I guess writing all these poems aint gonna fix my loneliness

I guess its over now
we can settle down

endless ether ft lxst boy (fantompower)

paranoid ;darkout; (prod. Jolst)

entirely non-profit.
produced by nilowh
@nilowhbeats

procastinate your life,
you know that you lied.
im staying up tonight
to smoke away 
everything inside my mind
take a shot of novacaine
& bleed out in the same day
you changed
but i didn't
torn apart 
with a tough love ribbon
same day 
different difference
im insane
whats my worth if im not a person?
fuck you and all your lies
i spent a hundred nights sublime
you changed >:(
but i didnt 
torn apart with a tough love ribbon
same day
different difference
im insane

ｂｕｔ， ｉ ｄｉｄｎ＇ｔ．