sample: keshi - less of you
everything else prod by xona

-lyrics-
hey I wonder how you’ve been?
do you know where I’ve been ever since?
you speak about me with no end
deja vu from where I sit
sun shines down to my skin
It’s been a while that I felt like this
and we could call but it wouldn’t mean less
It’s three times that I given that chance

“and I don’t want my friends to know 
that I just fell in love”
It gets worse
she cuts me up
I feel this hatred grow
you tend break my heart so quick
I know you want me out your head
and I was stuck to all your threads
another night with the walls, I’m sick

oh~
yeah (x3)
i tried
and I was stuck to your threads all night
I just want you out my life
i know it shows when i talk like this
only way that I turn your head
you told me love ain’t what it is
then tell me what? that I’ll end up dead?

hey I wonder how you’ve been?
It’s 3 years and I can’t forget
I don’t know where I’ve been
I’ll reset
mi amor, how you been my threat?
so the rains hits down my face
I don’t care
I don’t wanna change
you think you were passive calling my name
but we talk and it doesn’t feel the same

“and I don’t want my friends to know 
that I just fell in love”
It gets worse 
she cuts me up
I feel this hatred grow
you tend break my heart so quick
I know you want me out your head
and I was stuck to all your threads
another night with the walls, I’m sick

naive

spotify

produced by xona <3

-lyrics-
so I walk right  here left stranded 
got nothing left worth landing
but I beg that you stay
just move on out my way
so tell me what I could’ve done 
these voices is cunning enough
the picture of us, had it rough
the edges that we’ve broken up

and there’s ice, forming my skin 
oh why
you bruise me like it’s fine
I’ve never seen blood on my knife
see the world in a different height
I don’t know what I am to you 
and I’m up feeling rude
saw you in a different light
deviance is upmost-

oh bad timing 
can you follow through?
oo~
I don’t feel alright
I don’t care what you say
break me down and left astray
oo~

~I’m terrified~
I wouldn’t like me too
there’s a discord from us too
and I suffocate
no truths
can save me from the ruins
and I hate your stay
curls run down your shoulders weight
care for a break?
care for a break?
I’ll end me before this day (okay?)
tell me what you wonder
tell me what you need
I wasn’t kidding when I said "leave"
sitting under trees, writing for me
you’ve been distant to my plead

oh bad timing 
can you follow through?
oo~
I don’t feel alright
I don’t care what you say
break me down and left astray
oo~

curls

prod by xona <3

-lyrics-
oh god
I don’t know if I feel okay
I’m well aware of everything you say
I’d love to talk but I’m out here in a daze
counting butterflies wondering my.. way
and what you need is something I would love to know
I’m burning bridges every time we grow
It’s been hours, I could f—k up where we go
there’s nothing I would do to change my tone

If I could love, I would’ve 
i got lost in your arms
and there’s nothing I can go on for
but im a mess for you
and that’s my whole truth
I don’t know what I need to… do.
I can tell you what I want now (aw f-)
it’s some security in my head 
I’ll ask you if you’re okay now?
cause I love everything she would’ve said

I don’t know if I feel okay
I’m well aware of everything you say
I’d love to talk but I’m out here in a daze
counting butterflies wondering my way
and what you need is something I would love to know
I’m burning bridges every time we grow
It’s been hours, I could f—k up where we go
there’s nothing I would do to change my tone

wonderful lives align
i love everything you talk about
am I mixed with all these signs?
but it’s worth without a doubt.
maybe I can tell you what I want now
you caught my tongue in a knot, so please..
I’d kill myself lately 
but it’s only cause you left me grief

oh I don’t know what I want...
I’m sick of lying when things go wrong
and you can’t make me feel this, push off
when she’s been better than you could’ve.

i feel okay

prod by xona <3

-lyrics-
oh i
hate when i see my
thoughts collecting signs
of everything i could’ve liked
but i can’t help but realize
I’m a stranger when i see
the mirror reflecting against me
many chapters i can’t read
and i know that’s all on me

love, we can run for days
and leave footsteps our way
your face has been engraved 
my memories this day
i don’t know why
i like 
my hatred in my eyes
maybe cause i
don’t lie
about me wanted to die

so it’s my own self
that i hate so much
that i hate so much oh~
but they don’t know what i look like
i feel scared of what they’ll hide

of, of what they hide

oh i
hate when i see my
thoughts collecting signs
of everything i could’ve liked
but I can’t help but realize
I’m a stranger when i see
the mirror reflecting against me
many chapters i can’t read
and I know that’s all on me

and I’m scared of who I’ll be
if they like on who they meet
i lost touch to me, i need
another week to feel free

so i can hide my face in the moment
i don’t think you understand what I’m holding
and it’s race of thoughts i can’t even focus
when everything feels like it’s 

broken
and i swear it eats me up
and i can’t change who I am 
when i really want that feel to go
go~
and i really know 
who you think i am?
who you think i am...

uh~ who do you think i am ?

who do you think i am ?

I’m a stranger when i see
the mirror reflecting against me
many chapters i can’t read
and i know that’s all on me

identity

produced by xona

//ep

-lyrics-
and I’ll stay inside 
where I reside 
I’ll stay and watch the night
until i die

why do we fight?
mirror what we like?
take my holy life
I’m sorry to say it’s fine..

~

I got sick of everybody who speaks
to me you’re nothing, I can’t even get a week
to be alone with someone that I wanna see
and these crevices you placed cause you know I was weak
so push back.
and I’ve been personal
so let it go
I feel like..
you don’t even have to know me
that I don’t want you to hold me

~

~I’ll cry and end... 
my life.
stay and watch when I die~

I’ll quit 
to forget that I exist
but these spiders are my only friends
are my only 
friends…

spiders II

prod by me^-^
Enjoy :D

Slowly turns to waste, time flies by the day
Constantly bruising up every time u say my name
Evil forms in ur eyes, it’s time to say goodbye
I hope u listens to my songs and experience all the pain and lies

Was it worth it? cuz ur gone now
I feel worthless, it’s been awhile now
So what do i do now? do i stand here?
Or do i make a move, and complete my life 

Getting cuts and bruises, i swear i’m bout to lose it
They all laugh and stare when i say “i make some music”
They expected me to rap, they expected me to quit 
Leave me alone and stop being a dick
I’m doing me so stop throwing a fit

(omg stezzy)

Was it worth it? cuz ur gone now
I feel worthless, it’s been awhile now
So what do i do now? do i stand here?
Or do i make a move, and complete my life 
Was it worth it? cuz ur gone now
I feel worthless, it’s been awhile now
So what do i do now? do i stand here?
Or do i make a move, and complete my life

life

produced by xona <3

[impersonation, to belong, panorama]

-lyrics-

I wouldn’t like me too
my aspirations for you
oh no, oh no, oh no
oh I couldn’t be you…

oh I couldn’t be you, oh I couldn’t be you
oh I couldn’t be you, oh I couldn’t be you (2x)

~

do you see the silhouettes?
as they carve your head
no phantom, no puede ser 
no, oh my god
hold on 
I’m trying to help but you seem lost 

it’s a beauty that you take in
but I’m so reckless Ima break it 
yeah 
fall down, I embrace this
as everything looks painted 

~

"I feel so sick when you test my patience."
okay but I’ve been desolated, wonder why you’d take it?
the time I’m weak, I’ll let it leak
for more I’d tear through all your means
for me, it’s for me 


oh I couldn’t be you, oh I couldn’t be you
oh I couldn’t be you, oh I couldn’t be you (x2)

epigone

produced by xona, ruevi, & oc

big thank you to all individuals who helped make this song possible <3

@ruevi @prod-oc
@heylog
@hiraethsry
@sleepywater
@sinxi
@caspywaspy
@vilsynth
@valerii
@deadfishh

the lyrics were over 4000 characters and that's the limit for soundcloud ♥

-lyrics-
https://genius.com/Xona-avoid-ii-lyrics

xona

avoid II w/ ruevi, heylog, hiraeth, sleepwater, sinxi, casperrr, vil, valerii & deadfish

produced by xona

short song <3

-lyrics-
ill walk it back home and leave your love roam
your bitter tongue holds to find another one

home
(make it)
home

im not here for you no-uh cause im just tired of what you've done
you could call up all on my fuss but i'd ignore all of your calls
uh, yeah and im a side for you and you know that too
home is where i knew where im safe from the truth

ill walk it back home and leave your love roam
your bitter tongue holds to find another one

home
(make it)
home

home.

Produced by: grasior

Lyrics:
lost all hope
thinking id be ok
falling apart for you
just make it new

you're so cold,
and after everything your something to behold
I left you out
so I see my goals
you're breaking ground
damn your so profound
we should've never gone out

with it over
I feel closure
can't let you rot away my brain

i see the silhouettes drawn on my walls
it got me going of the withdrawals

you make me nervous
please don’t resurface
everything but us had a purpose

oh i wonder how you got this way
you watched me slowly burn away in decay

you're so cold,
and after everything your something to behold
I left you out
so I see my goals
you're breaking ground
damn your so profound
we should've never gone out
-----------------------------------------

flower petals ✾

produced by sleepwater leftquiet and melonmusik

lyrics:

leave it down in my heart now
seeing stars in your eyes now
im alive but i cant tell
my life is fading out
stay here in my arms fly away
i look at you in my head to keep away
tomorrow dont come so i say today
i need you and i love you
ima relive it again
again again again
again again again

i slammed their door im scared of it all
ran past a brick wall and threw my phone
it felt alien that place you call home
i was never welcome there
inside the ufo
feels like you had afair
places i wouldent not dare
take me away from earth
life was never fair
questioning my worth
as i run down the stairs
her mother walks past me
and says im not having this
and says im not having this
and says im not having this

suck me up in the ufo and tell me you wanna go with me
you can feel my cuticles ur face has took a hold of me
pressure on my arm babe you damaged my artery
i might be unusual atleast i got everypart of me

feels like you had afair
places i wouldn't not dare
take me away from earth
life was never fair
questioning my worth
as i run down the stairs
her mother walks past me
and says im not having this
feels like you had afair
places i wouldent not dare
take me away from earth
life was never fair
questioning my worth
as i run down the stairs
her mother walks past me
and says im not having this

am i the anomly
or am i common
im not an enemy
im too broken
im too broken
why cant you just come here
why cant you just come here
why cant you just come here
why cant you just come here
why cant you just come here

identity

xona

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