I could care less on how I dress on the weekend
Maybe I'm depressed under stress off the deep end
Everyone around me seems so basic
I hate that term but that's what they named it

Internet won't connect all these ties that I let
Get frayed give way and finally break
Sorry didn't respond my mistake
Hardly anywhere but my head these days
Give a fuck cuz I know my friends are offline
Outa luck won't forgive me from the sidelines
Highlights all over their front page
I guess I don't care if I'm included really no way

Lately I've been feeling fucking sick of myself
Make me a memory that you felt
No other way to say it
But feelings fade and I hate it
Lately I've been feeling fucking sick of myself
Make me a memory that you felt
No other way to say it
But feelings fade and I hate it

No other way to say it
but friends feel overrated
I guess it's what you make it
Then again in the end I hate to face it
No offense I don't care how you choose to take it
I'll admit past six you can find me pacing
I wanna be alone and I don't know why
Maybe hit me up but I'll say not this time
And that's why I question myself so much
Why do I miss it when I wanna lose touch

Lately I've been feeling fucking sick of myself
Make me a memory that you felt
No other way to say it
But feelings fade and I hate it
Lately I've been feeling fucking sick of myself
Make me a memory that you felt
No other way to say it
But feelings fade and I hate it

Spotify

sorry i didn't reply (prod. IOF)

when it's dark at night will you hold me tight?
fear my mind is losing sanity
I fell so quick for you I swear it wasn't gravity
living in a fantasy
Losing my vitality
walk round like a zombie gotta fix up my mentallity
~
Full Moon In tune
graveyard come to life and spirits coming after 
sippin out the bottle just to lighten up the view
when I'm blacked out on the ground I pray that I don't join them too
x2
~
EMPTYCHEST
that i dont join em too
swear on blood they're hunting me
im blacking out by noon
my chest is just as hollow as the words that i re-use
if i do not find a spot to hide these creatures got me screwed like
loose nails falling out my floorboard
quite similar to my minds framework
scare em nuff n im sure it will work
wax on wax off this the worst grind
noosed up by the 130 clan dr
taught lessons faught wars n made crimes
9 to 5 hell nah ill just write rhymes
rooms a mess but damn i can find time
to live in my fantasy world
but it dont fuckin stop the head twirls
soon enough ill be in my own world
but the moon is full so anyting goes
~
Full Moon In tune
graveyard come to life and spirits coming after 
sippin out the bottle just to lighten up the view
when I'm blacked out on the ground I pray that I don't join them too
~
Lost and writting these songs
feel that I don't belong
Till the grave my thoughts haunt me
entering a state of lunacy
nothing here to see 
turn your head and let me bleed
only death is guaranteed
I've been lost in a maze for sometime now
broken beaten bones, screaming why now?
lights

Full Moon w/ emptychest

Do You Feel The Same? Lyrics

Breathe in new air
I'm just hoping that you understand me
I've been spending many nights here lonely
Waiting for someone to call my only ...
You got me thinking a mile a minute;
If you do not care just admit it
I'm always committed, I'm never gon quit it
I'm always conflicted.
Cause if you ain't giving back what I've been putting in;
Problems come flooding in
Yes I'm gon put in alot;
Working and working ain't smoking no pot
Promise I love you with all of my heart
~
Ohhhh but do you feel the same?
Leave me to soak in the rain
Screaming to ease all my pain
Don't know how much I can take
~
It's been a long time
I'm taking my own time
To put trust in another and forget the faults of the past
This life's moving fast
I'm flooring the gas
I hope you're riding with me;
And I hope that we do not crash.
I hope that we last.
~
Ohhhh but do you feel the same?
Leave me to soak in the rain
Screaming to ease all my pain
Don't know how much I can take
x2
~
UNKNXWN
Gave you my all but you still did me wrong
I know you're not what I need but you're what I want
I would die by your name but do you feel the same?
It hurts to love you but I'll take the pain,
If it means I can be by your side for another, minute
You make me feel unlike no other
I know she hates me but I know I love





Written by Weepings & Unknxwn
Featuring https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7
Produced by Reske & Weepings
Mixed by Weepings
Mastered by Weepings
Cover art by Jack Cox & Weepings

Do You Feel The Same? w/ Unknxwn

Lyrics:
yeah i know that im a stranger, and i tell you all the time
when you wanna hear the thoughts that come up deep inside my mind
i swear i told you everything i know im really doing fine
im hoping that you can be too i wanna keep you by my side

i never thought id be the one to always want to be so gone
i never thought itd come to this i know im always in the wrong
so i just fucking medicate and put my thoughts into these songs
so i can chill and not go off when i feel something in my heart

and i dont blame you if you wanted to leave me
i tried to save you, but all i can see me
when i tell you, thats just how it be B
im a waste and i know you can see me
x2

when does the pain stop, i just want to know
knife in my heart so i just want to go
chasing the bag has been all that i know
leave me alone cause i been on a roll

look like Medusa you see me like stone
never feel nothing im safe in my home
all you can see is this poisonous soul
take what i get so i dont live alone

wonder if you can get past my mistakes
its never good when im trapped in your gaze
you always see all the things that i hate
you could keep going its part of the game

keep me away im just too gone to tell
push me too far now im lost in this hell
its where ill stay if you think youll do well
i hope you get back to before we both fell

and i dont blame you if you wanted to leave me
i tried to save you, but all i can see me
when i tell you, thats just how it be B
im a waste and i know you can see me
x2

stranger

scull a fuckin bottle, but it only makes it worse
i cant even feel it now, i guess its just part of the curse
all the black inside my veins is all i know, it fucking hurts
if you end my suffering ill pay you more than what its worth

flipping through the pages, writing in my book like
gotta stay quick on my feet write a hook like
gotta keep going, get used to my new life
all of this pain, and all of this new strife

everythings dark, but i know its the same
hit me on the phone, but im gonna hit the blade
you could never fucking tell me that you know whats in my brain
yeah but fuck it ima burden, yeah but fuck it im insane

reach for the ruger, point it at my skull and i
pull the lil trigger but then it be null and i
all of my trauma make me feel so dull and i
count on these substances to make me numb and i

dont really feel it cause im just so done and i
never feel nothin, i never have fun and i
drown in my hell while i bang on my drum and i
try to make noise but i know im just scum and i

scull a fuckin bottle, but it only makes it worse
i cant even feel it now, i guess its just part of the curse
all the black inside my veins is all i know, it fucking hurts
if you end my suffering ill pay you more than what its worth

Skull

SCULL (prod. Caves)

lyrics:

we sang this song in the shower too many months back
a memory and an hour ill never get back
pour me up in this cup cause thats a quick hack
for erasing these flashes my brain will still track

told you if it didnt work, youd be all my songs
told you im obsessed you didnt see it you were dead wrong
now im in this room just sipping steady so im headstrong
its my medication and its cheap id rather be gone

cause he’s touching your hair, got his hand on your hips
and he looks in your eyes, got your taste on his lips
so now im trying to sleep, but this is all i can see
im tryna get so fucked up, somebody hand me the bleach

im tryna bury myself, im tryna burn through my mind
i wanna black out the vision of you in bed every night
like is he better than me, and does he do what i dont
im sure youre glad as can be, while i just lay here and smoke

i just lay here and smoke
i just lay here and smoke

bacardi on the floor always spill some
soak it with my skin just to feel sumn
my night aint even started its a killer one
im faded out my mind and im not even done

i wanted to end it, i wanted to go back
i wanted to do it all over the way that it was when i knew that
nothing was changing, we all stay the same please
dont forget me forget it its okay im drunk on the daily

cause he’s touching your hair, got his hand on your hips
and he looks in your eyes, got your taste on his lips
so now im trying to sleep, but this is all i can see
im tryna get so fucked up, somebody hand me the bleach

im tryna bury myself, im tryna burn through my mind
i wanna black out the vision of you in bed every night
like is he better than me, and does he do what i dont
im sure youre glad as can be, while i just throw up the most

ive ever seen
now im seeing green
now its turning to black
ill just lay on my back

Obsessed

obsessed

SWAMP2

THE HARVEST

Lyrics:

i'm not lost
you can find me in my mind
meet me up inside my noggin
where i am solitary confined
and 
i never wanted you to pry
all the reasons why i'm in the prison that i do reside
and i know that i rely
way too heavily on my intuition
not efficient
makes it easier to lie
self collision
my existence
need a different frame of mind
an artisan a
shit musician
is just how i am defined

i found a egg inside my body colored red covered in guts
she's spouting bout how that's not a fair and giving me a fuss
uh 
i'm sitting here like what the fuck
is that really your reaction to my stomach now expunged

my intestines aren't intact
and my liver's no better
you thought it was a laugh
but i'm dying in my sweater
took a blurry photograph
and i hit the ground forever
tried to put them back in
i was putting all my effort
yea
i was putting all my effort
sorry that i couldn't make it home was busy deader
promise that i'll try to make it home by supper
if they let me out this coffin maybe soon i'll be better

fuck fuck fuck fuck

we're all in this together
like captain could you share the map
we need it for the weather
your greed is immeasurable you fucking human trash
how i'm friends with you no wonder ended up a pile of ash

i'm not lost
you can find me in my mind
meet me up inside my noggin
where i am solitary confined
and 
i never wanted you to pry
all the reasons why i'm in the prison that i do reside
and i know that i rely
way too heavily on my intuition
not efficient
makes it easier to lie
self collision
my existence
need a different frame of mind
an artisan a
shit musician
is just how i am defined

how i am defined (prod. treetime)

[+] stop talking words are useless.
* featuring @trechorboy + @sushisai * prod by @boyfifty *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse 1: seejayxo]
you could take my love and you could throw it out
got me looking at the stars when you not around
thats why i be jaded, fuck what u be sayin
i ain't even playin when i say that i'm make it
i don't feel anymore, eyes hella sore
i got the bag and it's Christian Dior
i'm callin for you, i'm callin for you

[verse: 2 trechor boy]
gas inhalation took me on vacation 
 i never get love i hate the sensation 
a life worth lived makes no sense 
cuz  we all die in da fuckin end like

lemme paraphrase Thoreau, he said
“rather love, money, faith, show me da road”
and i uh, i guess i understand that now
dont vibe with the lies they be tellin u now

[verse 3: suisai]
stop talking words are useless
can never hold up
What did you expect it 
to be different 
Shouldlt even have to convince
but they all look from outside
Walls could cave in at
Any givin moment
it looks like its the time to
Stop wishin for it to get better
And wash that pain away
Pitter patter of rain on the rooftop
i could lay in this bed all day
  And think And listen and look 4
For a sign pls remind me again
what really matters at the end of all this

[chorus: seejayxo + trechor boy]
like i want it all too
fuck it i'll fall through
i thought i loved you
i thought i loved you
like i want it all too
fuck it you'll fall through
i thought you loved me
i thought you loved me

useless

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useless (feat. trechor boy + suisai)

Imma go and leave the house again i got my backbone
Watch the ground shatter glass when i walk up on
People only call me when there something always wrong
I see distant memories creepin when i pass by
Hope its the last time
Stay connected like its land line
Watch my footing cause im surrounded by land mines
Never gonna trip cause im allways on stand by
I got ice up on my wrist you know this shit took time

Pills in my system only reason I would fall
Error in my coding so i always reinstall
They always try to stop me but im breaking threw these walls
Still hopin for that call

every night
baby i used to see u bout like every night
now im like
are we alright
damn
i just hold my head and dig my feet into the sand
man i miss my home land
u look like an angel in this candle light ya
the news had said that storm out west been heading over here
we sit in front this fire waiting for it to appear
while my eyes roll back into me as shes thumbing thru my hair
exhausting all my energy into the summer air
i swear i had this in me way before i was aware
sheath this field when im in public cause i hate when people stare
this aura seeping out of me whenever im feeling scared
black clovers
covering my books
im tainted
i levelled before i was ready now its rage i shoulda waited
rippin thru my mind i separate from what i hated
i live in constant fear of my projection in my basement

Everyday thinkful to god that i made it 22 
I be mixin all my pills and with my liquor to
She be fuckin good im keepin all the answers inside the coop
She tell me that’s she wasted i tell her im am to
Markings on her body 
She levitate the room
In my mind i tell her that ill see her soon
I be writing scriptures in these pages
Witth you know i keep it weighted 
Hated
Only show me love when your jaded
New beginnings but im feeling outdated 
Comin home to see nobody waited
Oblivious is stated

Standby ft sewerperson (Prod. APT.102)

Void

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